bye bye :)

prod. blank

lyrics: 
maybe this is the point
where all of it happens 
i look at the rest 
and leave my dreams in the past tense
i lost my affection for it 
and it don't want me back

all because i want it and you don't
you just say that i ain't bout it 
you're dead wrong 
but im letting go
im letting you take what i call home

taking everything i wanted
yeah
only one step away from 
stepping my ass away from 
every little thing 
that i've been laying on 
maybe it's too late for me
since i dropped epiphany oh 
its been a daze to me
an everlasting haze to me i 
thought i was right 
i'll get away for a while 
that's how im feeling right now
thought i was good as it gets 
so i just wasted my time 
now all those choices are locked in 
and i can't bear that i'm down
conscious thoughts of mine 
get in my way and 
i've been taught to lie
my brain caves in
i can't take it
so i just waste it 
pedal to the floor 
fuck the world
fuckin hate it

all because i want it and you don't
you just say that i ain't bout it 
you're dead wrong 
but im letting go
im letting you take what i call home

( goodbye )

home ( the end )

florida is a place that exists

brakence - meet up

glaive - marie antoinette (unreleased)

prod. alisynn + vaeo
mix and master by KBL + anem0s

I love you more than anybody on this goddamn earth 
Know you got so many options 
I don’t wanna be that toxic, but could you come home tonight
Why do I feel this shake in my lungs
I’m exhausted
Gimmie that 15 minutes
How did I fuck on ur bitch
I did it

Bitch im the one
Why you never wanna make time for me
Stuck to my guns
All i ever wanted was honesty
Bite all on my face, baby
Don’t do me that way
You know I love you
No offense
I liked fucking you more as a friend
Out my body
Don’t care where it ends
This shit killing me slow and I love it
I been a petty bitch since you met me, you know i’m not above it
Yeah I got six days till I-
Six days till I say fuck it and vanish
I can’t make no time for that
Say you love me, I’m sorry i dipped off
I just fucked on your friend cuz you pissed me off
only been 3 days, had to cut you off
I got a whole lot of drugs in this room if i take all this shit you won’t see me again 

I can’t move slow
She a bad bitch, I know

I love you more than anybody on this goddamn earth 
Know you got so many options 
I don’t wanna be that toxic, but could you come home tonight
Why do I feel this shake in my lungs
I’m exhausted
Gimmie that 15 minutes
How did I fuck on ur bitch
I did it

love actually ft vaeo

prod me :) ft. @alkylartist 
guitars by @notdiscxrdia

jig is up
jury's out
ill pass away before i figure out
who to trust
who to doubt
were in the dark
i tore the curtains down

baby u always on my mind so obsessively 
i know ur body and ur time sold separately 
u always hit me up when life is gettin me down
ill skip the freakout 
survive on my own volition

this shit always happen when i open up
we ran it back round 2 bc im close enough
n i dont wanna let u down i know ur hopes are up
this case is open, shut
a four leafed clover still aint got the luck i need baby

*alkyl*
Cause how do I bridge the gap between?
What I want and what you see in me, baby?

Just had to let off some steam
It gets crazier the more you have to talk to me
Why’d expectations arise past the ones that we set?
Cause god, always leave me shameful
Playing it careful

Yeah, I swear shit gets painful
When you talk you me
Tried to align my ideals to meet your strategy
You earned my trust just to fuse it with your fallacies
Why can’t you take a plea?
Guess I’ll just sow myself up
“Court adjourned”, baby

slated w/ alkyl

love u all

okay, darling
if i never see ur face again will u still call me
and it seems like everything's slowing down
but ur still falling
and u say ur just another mess for me to get involved in

mobbin with no belt
legs round my waist say u know me so well
and u dont tell
u dont wanna face anything in ur way 
so u might as well
today & tomorrow
is this forever

okay, darling
if i never see ur face again will u still call me
and it seems like everything's slowing down
but ur still falling
and u say ur just another mess for me to get involved in

slow down cowgirl
dont go too fast we could talk about it
speed down, skip town
i found i can't really live without it
guess i thought this time i'd survive
u think ur loves worth more than mine

say u gotta run soon
trust me, i know how it goes
n ur gone by the morning, where u wind up
baby i don't know
and u said
down the line maybe we could reconnect
but my guess is u got tied up with things
i heard ur killing out west

okay, darling
if i never see ur face again will u still call me
and it seems like everything's slowing down
but ur still falling
and u say ur just another mess for me to get involved in

BUFFALO

BUFFALO (evan sasha)

i'm back

composition, instrumentation, production all by me and @brakence

[Verse 1]
brakence
It's oversaturated
Lock in adrenaline
I'm so detached and jaded
This shit'll spread me thin

Colliding With Mars
I'm unsteady
Bypassing a firewall
I think I'm running out of options
What I'd give to say I'm not involved
Whatever changes, I remain a target

brakence & Colliding With Mars
And they're telling me "boy, you just gotta let go"
But I just stick to the ceiling like mental velcro
Cause what I thought was an answer was just an echo
I did the deed but my spirit's still in the escrow

Colliding With Mars
El problema siempre es el dinero
Yo quiero sexo en exceso
I want to shed this
Constant, unvaried
Looping hell

[Chorus]
brakence & Colliding With Mars
Fucked up, no luck
I'm in a rut
Stuck, disgusted and I'm

[Verse 2]
Colliding With Mars
I never thought to try (go, go, go-go)
Something to kiss the sky (go, go, go-go)
I'm in a thought loop using dream logic
To solve a math equation in the dark
I'm in the dark
I can't find my way

brakence
You're not my enemy
And from my head to my heart
I just can't hold it back
In the cathedral, torn and imbibed
I'm begging for stretching hands
I had the faith you'll swim through the depths
And pull me from mud to land

Colliding With Mars
Requiem æternam dona ei
Domine, amén

[Chorus]
brakence & Colliding With Mars
Fucked up, no luck
I'm in a rut
Stuck, disgusted and I'm

Brightness of Vega (feat. brakence)

prod. blank & scro

lyrics: too afraid to let inside
from a gaze you caught my eye
from the seams you know i'm trying to give in
t-too afraid afraid
to let 
to let through a g-gaze
t-too afraid afraid
to let 
to let through a g-gaze
lay my head down to rest
but i can't sleep 
cause the words that you said 
still haunt my dreams
and i've been holding onto something
time don't have the time for anymore
and my heads been to war 
watched him shape into yours
thought i found my cure
but you said and you swore that you wanted no more
than to be mine for good, just a lie that you wore
and it wears me down just to know i'm crazy
you were my comfort inside of the pain
and you were my cover when it was raining
never recovered and i
waste time in your eyes i gave in
and i realized got no time to reminisce
cause sometime i'll be fine just sit tight
leave me alone until i feel right
too afraid to let inside 
wanna save myself this time
through the seams you know i'm trying 
to let you in. 
(blank) 
too afraid to let inside
too afraid
and you know i'm trying
watch the seasons change
blood running cold and i start to feel deranged
thought i found the gold 
i just found another space 
that i can lay holed in and let my body age
no one else knows but 
i've been so fucked up
tryna find another reason to say that i'm done 
pick apart all my decisions to see i got none
never winning always telling myself that i'm gone.

covert

MEDIA (feat. brakence)

IS (feat. brakence)

VERSION III artist | i’m also DAKOTA DOGMA

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