neanderthal, saoirse dream, & sweeney - txtme (st1cks + neanderthal)

sydney 

a LUCA+THE CAT+QUARTERMOON story

circa december 2020

stream

sydney

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twenty three and im tongue-tied!
too late didnt mean to watch the sunrise
i stay on your mind some nights
and you’re on mine
i think the timelines bout to punch me in the gut!

fell for a smile and a buzzcut
you love the way that i shut up
thinking bout
bad sex and good chinese
a big cold glass of antifreeze
our manic pixie tendencies
the goddamn melodrama!!!!1!

talia
ive still been thinking about you sometimes
call me up
lets start some fires before we die
cause i think it’s high time
to fuck up my life
and you could be my
corruption in crime
the radio silence
made me go blind without you
 i been counting my days
without no mistakes
i just cant take it, just cant take it!
no no no

your hollow gaze is so surreal
took lsd on senior week just to try to feel
let my  impulse take the wheel
i’ll self destruct but at least my lyrics will be real
talia you’re in tokyo but are u still suicidal?
spent your life escaping but you never broke the cycle 
maybe we should burn each other’s brains if just for our survival
twenty three the melodramas always been inside you baby!

talia
ive still been thinking about you sometimes
call me up
lets start some fires before we die
cause i think it’s high time
to fuck up my life
and you could be my
corruption in crime
the radio silence
made me go blind without you
 i been counting my days
without no mistakes
i just cant take it, just cant take it!
no no no

talia

The fractal song: love sex death & time travel 

circa April 2021

with artwork shot on location nearby Dickinson, North Dakota

the fractal song

The fractal song

i'll do what it takes
111, my debut album, out now
prod. @st1cksyea @soupandreas and myself
mix/mastered: @soupandreas

official music video directed by @thisissully_ : 
https://youtu.be/uyH7R_G_8JA

free download/acapella for soundcloud remixes<3 : https://hypeddit.com/prodmusa/crashtestdummy

lyrics:
don’t know what to do until i’m face to face with everything that i just couldn’t get over last year  
and maybe it’s the wrong sentiment
can’t admit that i’m scared just to say
that i really missed you

will I ever see you again?
yeah i just do what i think it takes
what would I say to amend?
apologies are my own offense
i saw the stars in your eyes
and in a moment everything was fine
can’t help how you sit surprised
just cause i done found myself now

and everything i say is just whispers in the moment!
something’s telling me that i wont see you again
growing up i realized that i'm just my only opponent 
i could take a train i would walk through every mile

i feel u tuggin’ and pulling 
in my head stumbling footings
i wear these scars on my body like i’m just covered in bullets
lost when i’m winning again
you said you’d change but you couldn’t 
only opposition is my self-demise

front flipping into a concrete wall!
feels real nice, watch the back-drop fall
cause your sorrow’s inviting 
with this i’ll solve it in writing
these days i’m lacking excitement
feel free to call (me up)

will I ever see you again?
yeah i just do what i think it takes
what would i say to amend?
apologies are my own offense
i saw the stars in your eyes
and in a moment everything was fine
can’t help how you sit surprised
just cause i done found myself 

something tells me it’ll be a while
maybe for a minute, i’d pick up if you dialed
i could take a train i would walk through every mile
if you said okay i would fucking reconcile things with you

i’m feeling lost in the moment
quickly forming codependencies it’s all we’ve got
by the time I knew just how to judge your motives
now it’s too late and i’m really scared of growing up

(x2)

(will i ever) see you again?
yeah i just do what i think it takes
what would I say to amend?
apologies are my own offense
i saw the stars in your eyes
and in a moment everything was fine
can’t help how you sit surprised
just cause i done found myself

crash test dummy

music video :)

crash test dummy (prod. st1cks, soupandreas, musa)

road trip log 1: the start of big mouth's downward spiral, i think... :/

@wishlane

doom signal

doom signal w/ wishlane

https://ffm.to/bleith 

cover art by noah greene https://temberl.in/

i'll be the first

pronounced "bləith, or blayeth"
_________________________________
guess it's been a long time
i don't even know
nothing left but splintered bones
and broken hope
walking down the road
we grew up on
choking on the roses 
but they're grown and gone

inhaling erosion i'm sinking i'm floating that
solemn corrosion i'll swallow the hope and i'll 
hold onto something and someone will hear the 
implosion aeolian sediments blowing away

maybe i won't miss those white halls and those silos
and your wide eyes

(do you remember me?)

all the pain went when you kissed me
but it was back when i woke up
winters always warmer when you're with me
caught a cross to call my own
in the inverted lattice beneath
i was just trying to calm you down
'cause this summer i'll be sixteen 
and i still wonder how
covered in clovers and i’m six feet
under now five leaves aren't enough
this september i’ll be leaving
throw the photos on the ground i should have known
i should have known

slipping through the cracks i'm calling it back on you
shadows shifting elisions i'm still in your arms
cosmic collisions it's crumbling falling through
scaffold splitting derisions i'm sealing the hearth

inhaling erosion i'm sinking i'm floating that
solemn corrosion i'll swallow the hope and i'll 
hold onto something and someone will hear the 
implosion aeolian sediments blowing away

one to many times i let myself slide
resin in the hide and it's hopeless
summit through the sides i thought of better ties
brethren tiled the pine on a pulpit
covered in the sines i coveted the lies
nolled up on a lyre a forfeit
lauded once or twice a strath that lead the line
straffed it to your silage and sold it

if you'd just lie awake 
i won't shear no shame

save me 
break me
save me
chain me

all the pain went when you kissed me
but it was back when i woke up
winters always warmer when you're with me
caught a cross to call my own
in the inverted lattice beneath
i was just trying to calm you down
'cause this summer i'll be sixteen 
throw the photos on the ground i should have known
i should have known

guess it's been a long time
i don't even know
nothing left but splintered bones
and broken hope
walking down the road
we grew up on
choking on the roses 
but they're grown and gone

bleith

Part 2 of 11

Length: 2min, 57sec
Key: C#min
BPM: 143.00

Recorded in Los Angeles, California
Written in Saratoga Springs, New York
Produced in Saratoga Springs, New York + Chicago, Illinois

Produced + mixed by wishlane
Mastered by @st1cksyea

Photo by Max Durante, designs by me
https://www.instagram.com/max.dur/

Lyrics: https://genius.com/Wishlane-27-degrees-lyrics

27 degrees

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lights
they flash
the city’s rushing by
down town
the past
it doesn’t matter now
what is this place
i can’t say i’ve been here in a while

so what do you say
should’ve we just stayed in
the night is a dark place
you knew from the beginning
but it’s calling your name
you feel it in your skin
tell me what you’re thinking

(so she said)

shut down, every time i see you wanna
disco disco
dumb luck, we were always meant to hit the
disco disco, disco disco (dance dance)

late
we’re in the car
you check your phone
no text
it’s you and me
we’ll go alone

what’s next
you’re asking me,
“how did we get here again?”

so i said this is what you wanted
we’ve already started
if we never left we’d still be dancing on your carpet
why don’t you just let go
tomorrow we can forget

because you got me

shut down, every time i see you wanna
disco disco
dumb luck, we were always meant to hit the
disco disco, disco disco (dance dance)

Rock Bottom (feat. Colliding With Mars)

Anything Could Be Here