黒蝶夢想
BLACK BUTTERFLY DREAMS

雨は降りやまない
The rain won't stop falling
もう空には戻れない　堕ちるだけ
There's no returning to the sky anymore / There's only falling
求めることは狂気　この翅（はね）は罪の色
What I find is madness / These wings are the color of sin

闇に終焉（おわり）はない
There is no demise (end) in the darkness
差し出す手を汚すだけ　やめてくれ
I will only dirty that extended hand / Please stop
無防備な微笑みに　否（いな）むしか　術もない
Towards that defenseless smile there's nothing to do but refuse

きっと君のせいだね
It's definitely because of you
バラバラに壊れた　約束も
Everything's broken into pieces / Even that promise
「大丈夫だよ」と　嘘ついたあの日も
Even that day I told the lie "It'll be okay"
想い出させる
I'm made to remember

永遠だから絶望なのか？
Is it because there is an eternity that there is despair?
嗚呼、はじめから間違ってたのか？
Ah, was I mistaken from the start?
無理矢理　奪う口吻（くちづけ）だけが
Forcibly / With a stolen way of speaking (kiss)
君に触れた　僅かな真実
I touched you / A small truth
こぼれてく　記憶の欠片
The fragments of memories are spilling
すこしだけ　君が憎いよ
I hate you just a little bit

雨は降り続くよ
The rain continues to fall
水面に爪たてるように　いつまでも
Always, like claws on the water
歪んだ水鏡に　ヒカリなど映らない
On that distorted surface of water, something like LIGHT won't reflect

君は舞い立つ蝶々
You're a flock of rising butterflies
泣きじゃくり　それでも　まっすぐに
Even while sobbing, directly
奇跡のように　羽ばたくその姿
like a miracle, that form of your flapping wings
ひどく愛しい
is terribly lovely

たどりついても絶望なのか？
Even when we finally arrive is it just despair?
底の見えない　時の奈落か？
I can't see the bottom / Is this the hell of time?
叶うことなき　願いを抱いて
Without my wish coming true/ I embrace my desires
夢を見るよ　愚かな夢を
I see a dream, a foolish dream

永遠だから絶望なのか？
Is it because there is an eternity that there is despair?
嗚呼、はじめから間違ってたのか？
Ah, was I mistaken from the start?
無理矢理　奪う口吻（くちづけ）だけが
Forcibly / With a stolen way of speaking (kiss)
君に触れた　僅かな真実
I touched you / A small truth

たどりついても絶望なのか？
Even when we finally arrive is it just despair?
底の見えない　時の奈落か？
I can't see the bottom / Is this the hell of time?
時を戻して　君に逢いたい
Rewind time / I want to meet you
夢を見るよ　優しい夢を
I see a dream, a gentle dream

旅立ちのその時がきた
When the time to depart on a journey comes
ほら、やがて雨もあがる
Look, in the end, even the rain lifts
・・・その蝶はたどりつけたか？
... Did that butterfly finally arrive at its destination?
・・・最期には微笑（わら）っていたか？
... Did it smile (laugh) at the end?

黒蝶夢想 - 石川界人

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