New one right here: https://soundcloud.com/lilacmoonflower/tongue-tied

Badly mastered cover of Constant Conversations by Passion Pit

Constant Conversations

behind my skin

HEY DEATH

does it get boujee?

emotions felt throughout life/summer
from change
how you just need to enjoy it
 
verse  

i felt the sun 
rest against my skin

slowly it 
started burning

2 pm meetings which would promptly
 turn to night

say our good byes and know
 that everything was alright

chorus

the trampoline
the fistful of leaves
in the back of the room where we sat

we made memories
ate empty calories
and laid on our back in the grass

verse

sometimes i wondered
how long it would last

makes me think about
how i  need to relax

walking around
while my shoes dragged on
the ground 

had to pick up the pace
or let everyone be let down 

chorus

the trampoline
the fistful of leaves
in the front of the room where we sat

we made memories
ate empty calories
and laid on our back in the grass

spending wasting going gone 

chorus

the trampoline
the fistful of leaves
in the front of the room where we sat

we made memories
ate empty calories
and laid on our back in the grass
x2

going gone

HAPPY SAD BOY.

goodbye w/ chloe maniss

written/performed/produced by HOLOA. posted on 10/11/2018.

lyrics:
maybe i'm not happy anymore
although i'm past healing i'm pretty sure
my ears were hard of hearing
yet i heard the violent wind;
ur lips stayed still.
even when the new day dawns
i hope for your touch all day long
until i stop craving you.
instead i'll settle for something blue

my heart against my throat
we couldn't stay afloat
we couldn't stay forever on the castle by the beach
the crumbling foundation,
the sinking sensation,

i always wanted u impossibly
cause it was always you
i always wanted you impossibly
cause it was always you

it was always you

memory (demo)

Lyrics:
I'm so done with writing love songs, what's the point if they last long?
Is it just my luck or did they not give a fuck because I'm here once again on my own

I'm so over writing love letters, what's the point if words don't really matter?
I've given my heart just one too many times, maybe I should take this as a sign and just stop trying because love doesn't last so I've finally learnt (hm) and love kinda hurts so I've finally learnt (hm) and love really sucks because you give it your all for a trial and error 

and I'm kind of over that shit so what's the point if your hearts scratched? What's the point if your heart is screaming stop until you finally find a freaking match?

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Lesson 01 (demo)

Lyrics:
You look so nice in your new shirt
Never seen you in that colour before
And I never knew why I felt so safe to cry
You made me feel better in the sad times

Oh but you, did you read my letter?
Or did the rain blur out the letters?
Is that why you haven’t written back?
Oh because you, you made me feel like theres something that just might bloom into a flower with us

Painted my nails red and cut off my split ends
You said its nice to see me again, then asked me how I’ve been
But you look so nice in your new shirt
Never seen you in that colour, maybe its from her

Oh but you, did you read my letter?
Or did the rain blur out the letters?
Is that why you haven’t written back?
Oh because you, you made me feel like that our something that just might, bloom into a flower with us

Oh but you, did you read my letter?
Or did the rain blur out the letters?
Is that why you haven’t written back?
Oh because you, you made me realize that our something that ‘just might’ bloom into a flower withered.

new shirt (demo/the  3am version)

Lyrics:
I didn't ask for much
But to take my heart
It didn't take you much
To tear it apart

And we got nothing now to say
And I wonder when things had changed
And now the covers are feeling cold
Without you to hold

I would of given you my all
But you wanted so much more
Than me

More than me

Oh how I hate to see you cry
And I miss eating cereal with you at night
Cause we would laugh till the sun rised
And with a cup of coffee and a kiss to say goodbye 

And we got nothing now to say
And I wonder when things had changed
And now your covers are feeling warm
Now, with him to hold

I would of given you my all
But you wanted so much more
Than me

More than me

More Than Me

I make songs from my bedroom.
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Contact: hello.apihemi@gmail.com
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More Than Me

Api Hemi