LYRICS

Angel of my light 
where do I belong? 
Angel of my light 
where do I belong? 

Hope is a frail thing, 
and I've got to move on! 
Take it for granted, 
the moments I am strong 

:||

I know somewhere, 
you're not hurting! 
I know somewhere, 
it's all worth it! 
Give it up to the water! 
When you're breaking
lay it on the air 
when you can't make it!

Gospel Song #5

16120world/life_adversity - </3 (malibu edit)

Mastered by Jack Callahan 
Art by Sam Mullany

Lilic - South Side ft wish

The Trying That Broke 

Composed by me [Deuén] in my childhood home after playing in the snow. I had just traveled back from Texas, after SXSW, where I was playing bass in my friends band. 

At the keyboard--late--1am, pounding, clumsily, body cold from the snow. 

Performed by Vedantini Lakshminarayanan, I add a hand in at the end when there is not enough for 2. 

Thank you so much to Veda for your insight, talent, and ideas, in elevating this score. Like any piece I make there is an element of improv, an element of personality, soul.  It would not be the same without you.

The Trying That Broke

From "Access, Release!" (Room Recording)
Out 28th March 2025 via life is beautiful records

"don't hold it all in!"

waterwheel

From ''NullCycle'〈re-Awoked〉 ', out July 6th. 

@julekploski 📤
@107_18 🖲️

Full disclosure, bud. Not to patronise, but here's the rub, chum. I really don't want to condescend, but, erm, so, uh, like, here's the facts of the matter, k champ? Champeen? Arite? It is what it is, and what it is amounts to the fact that you're listening to, liking, reposting, and engaging in all manner of ways with 〈Glint * re-Awakening〉: 'CarryOn(ForSusan)', premiered by Madjestic Kasual. Don't even sweat, k babe? Copacetic? All is well? Yes? Yes? Yes. Yes! Outstanding.

Julek ploski -〈Glint * re-Awakening〉: 'CarryOn(ForSusan)' [MK PREMIERE]

meds freestyle

An earlier composition about the dire situation in Bangladesh, titled 'Hope for Bangladesh'.

In Dutch: Een eerdere compositie over de schrijnende situatie in Bangladesh, getiteld "Hope for Bangladesh".

Hope for Bangladesh 250918

Etude 8a: very complex etude play like you want it
Oefening 8a: Ingewikkelde oefening die je moet spelen zoals jij wilt

Romances oefening 8a

Études No.2 Op.45

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