Put It In My Video (Dr. Erik Remix)

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YES I PLAY THE SEX FREAK GAME

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Fresh Straw Berries Tour with Bubblegum Octopus

BanG Dream! Ave Mujica AMV
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TYSM to (un)familiar. who contributed some mix notes for me

Tiny little problems
Everybody's got 'em
Who wins the race in the race to the bottom?
Maybe got a problem
Probably got a lot of them
K so rotted give a fuck if it's toxic

People say I'm too old for this shit
So true, I'm too old for this shit
People like to say I'm too old for this shit
That's so true, I'm  too old for this

Day after day
I feel so dumb
Pressed up against
Unnatural
'n weighted down
By what I want 
A thing I covet
I can't become
   
Pull at me, you're so entitled
Quiet as the tomb
Who put in design, desire
Signal, interference,
All-in-one?

In perfect darkness
Bathed in all potential
Peeking thru the keyhole:
Know,
One day we'll all forge-

Tiny little problems
Everybody's got 'em
Who wins the race in the race to the bottom?
Maybe got a problem
Probably got a lotta them
Shits so rotted give a fuck if its toxic

People say I'm too old for this shit
So true, I'm too old for this shit
People like to say I'm too old for this shit
That's so true, I'm too old for this

Inside myself
Echoes my life
Crushed up against
Filled up to the eyes
Bleed out the meat
Blot out the sky
Caught in my throat
Just trying to say goodnight
Just trying to say goodbye

In perfect darkness
Bathed in all potential
Peeking thru the keyhole:
Know,
One day we'll all forget

Forget

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thanks to nora for helping me line up the acapella 

song i like recently from jim legxacys excellent new record black british music

My edit of Jim Legxacy I just banged a snus in canada water

CHARLlE KlRK WAS A GUY THAT DROPPED OUT OF COLLEGE TO JOIN A GANG. THAT WAS HIS FIRST CHOICE OF WHAT HE WANTED TO DO, CAREER-WISE. NO CRAP HE GOT POPPED BY SOMEONE IN HIS OWN CLIQUE. USUALLY WE DON'T MOURN THIS TYPE OF GUY UNLESS WE'RE RELATED TO THEM. I THINK IT'S ACTUALLY SO SAD THAT THIS HAD TO HAPPEN... IN THE SAME 24 HOURS THAT THE US SENATE VOTED TO CONCEAL THE E-------N FILES...

I bent my head
I bend my spine forever
You hold my hand
I know I hold your hand too hard
Curl up in a circle
So broken-skin, so raw
There was a girl who was ugly forever and ever, amen
I swear it never gets easier
I swear it never gets better
I know if I admit to pain, we'll live the pain together
Too bad
So much gets said
But what gets it done?
What gets it done?

I know I look dumb
The type of dumb you would want
I want a lot to be blunt
It’s like you’re right all along

I wanted to be in love
I wanted to feel love but I'm just not like that
I wanted to be in love
I wanted to feel love but I’m just not like that

I 
I wanted something more than you could give
I
I
I wanted something more than you could give me

I hope you get to stay the way you are
I start to lose my posture
My spine sticks out the back of my neck
My hand, hitched up on angles
So broken-skin, still so raw to the touch
A finger in the wound is never enough for me
I swear it only gets easier
I swear it only gets better
I know if i admit to pain, we’ll live the pain together
If the road becomes the goal
We’ll ride it out to blackness
I try so hard
All fxcking day
All my efforts work backwards

My Neck

Theme song for Special Girls Story, in development by Rabbitmaiden Softworks. Art by yogurt200
https://yogurt200.com/
https://yogurt200.itch.io/

I can't stay here
If we weren't built to find a way
If we-
If I don't ever escape
Please just remember I'm here
Ocean waves will wash me off
Kiss my heart and lock it up
Tie me up and burn us down together

I can't stand the echo of the grinding of the planets teeth
She's always sleeping in
Her restless dreams--
Still I feel the walls close me in between us
Once I thought I'd live for love
My silly praying, was it all just sugar spun?
It's like a web in negative
We're still not sure whats in between us

And I've been held, and still I'm cold
I've been peirced, and I've been shot thru by love dearly
And when my blood pumps thru the walls
I hope my new form in my new life here can hear me
Because dreams aren't enough for me anymore
You act like a little tampering never set you down the right path

Climb the stairs
Sleep it off
Take a bath
Fill the world with blood
That's just how things are
So can you just hold me close under the grace of God
Clear the air
Scheme and plot
You're a mess you cant clean up
I don't even need to read your thoughts coz they just spill out like they're water or something

Something
....I want something
I can't ignore it
Something
It's like a thread
Pulling my center towards it

Acting strange and desperate
A shimmer of light reaches down to me in the dark
Realm of color around my head

Halfway from the surface
I feel a wireframe design for hope but I'm scared
Even if it doesn't feel real yet

Can we work together?
I'm all in your face cos I want your attention
But you haven't noticed yet

Don't believe in failure
Our fantasy seems empty but we already made it this far
Realm of color around our heads

I'll tell you everything I know
I'll tell you everything I know
I'll tell you everything I know about love

Short text on the revelations of divine love

The 2nd last single leading up to the release of "I'm It!'
Art source Color_LES's Mage & Demon Queen
www.webtoons.com/en/comedy/mage-and-demon-queen/list?title_no=1438

"When I was a kid that was a soccer field, and it's already a recycling center"

I live thru wrong decisions
I built my world around them
Lets play the cards we're given
Let’s break the rules around how it goes
How it goes
If you watch you can kinda still see how it goes

Lets try harder in the future maybe we could do better
Put in a little effort, are we only living if they let us?
Lets break the spell around it, lets spell it out in shining letters
Theres living fountains spouting
Theres resounding laughter when they see us

Let me get inside it I can prove that this is worth the price-uh--
I tried to make it right and all my options s*******l
I tried to speak my mind but it came out so all one-sided
If I only stayed behind there might be things to keep an eye on
Let it get inside me I can prove I'm worth the price-uh-
You're why so serious and acting like it's do or dire
I feel a bit stressed out but then I think that I really like it
I can't stand anything bout my life but then I'm really lying

What I had to in the moment
I did what I had to in the moment
Guess our lives are made up of little moments
You could make the wrong choice on every single one of them

Lets try harder in the future maybe we could do better
Put in a little effort, are we only living if they let us?
Lets break the spell around it, lets spell it out in shining letters
Theres crimson fountains spouting, just resounding laughter when they see it

They're looking at me and I'm looking their way
I know you're hungry, look you're licking your plate
NAZ✓ng nothing so I step off the stage
Not saying nothing kinda crazy these days
They're looking at me like I'm pulling a face
I'm not authentic yea we all make mistakes
We're sending signals like we're playing charades
I'm looking at you and you're looking my way

I guess I’ll let it happen
I think I’d keep my head down
Think I’ll let it happen

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