Seventh track on Bad Happy.

A bit of an "anthem" for those of you who have a propensity to compromise yourself and overlook unfair mistreatment by your friends and other loved ones for the sake of keeping the relationships intact... I'm quite prone to this.

Even after years of being hurt by people I know who have cheated on me, belittled my accomplishments and talent, ditched me, ignored my calls and emails, forgot to do important things they said they would for, broken promises, violated my trust, and whatever else, for the sake of nothing but themselves, I've still generally stayed un-confrontational about betrayal, essentially making it okay to betray me.
I wanted to approach this topic in a constructive manner, as often I do, but not be too subtle about the message.

If you're in a position where you are compromising your own happiness to keep your life less dramatic and your friends groups without schism; relationships without quarrel: don't keep doing it. Try to find common ground.
If they remain obstinate, they aren't worth your time.

/Life lesson

Betrayal is okay.

@devimccallion
*music video: https://youtu.be/mSVcoywFk7A?si=3HBvZUpaOEGPWKkg

puffin Spike bounce [feat. Devi McCallion]

It's supposed to sound like that. Track art by THE yogurt200 (reading HEARTLOVEPOWERTEMPLE, Precious Theatre or **certified tumblr classic** 8eyes is highly reccomended)
https://zombaewalk.bandcamp.com/
https://yogurt200.com/

lyrics
(devi:)
looking away
counting up pay
we couldn't find out a way
we couldn't save-
we couldn't wait
we couldn't get on a plane
searching but nowhere is safe
who're we to blame?
we couldn't chill for a day
when you put food on a plate it doesn't stay

in the darkness of the night
could we make the image bright?
we could walk up to its edge
is it (solace/soulless) in our minds?
could you tell us about our lives
if we're casted to the side

i can't fuck with out drugs
i don't even want to fuck without drugs
x4

spend it down
i don't have the spirit in my life
i don't have the energy or time
wear me out
hear me out--
everything i get is alright
everything you get is alright
wipe us out

(zombAe:)
i ain't fuck since i got sober
no ice three years still my nose hurt
my skin gets older and the earth get hotter
and the guns get bigger and my cock gets smaller
i got bills to pay bitch its build or break
when i cracked the seal, guess i sealed my fate
i just want to grill, i got krill to make
hope brumhildas waiting after all this strife
use your jokers knife, make me stepfords wife
i'm not mesmerized, i guess sex is nice
im just crashing crashin losing attraction
not fit for leo, seinfeld or brad pitt
chinks got some armor
aint tryna crack it?
could be bad bitch
no time for that shit
i'm a christmas cake, got a list of dates
and a list of dicks i done pissed away

(devi:)
spend it down
i don't have the spirit in my life
i don't have the energy or time
wear me out
hear me out--
everything i get is alright
everything you get is alright
wipe us out

Exhaustion Economics ft. zombAe

tour infos here https://blacksquares.neocities.org/
thanks to nora for helping me line up the acapella 

song i like recently from jim legxacys excellent new record black british music

My edit of Jim Legxacy I just banged a snus in canada water

Ellen's on a cellphone

Theme song for Special Girls Story, in development by Rabbitmaiden Softworks. Art by yogurt200
https://yogurt200.com/
https://yogurt200.itch.io/

I can't stay here
If we weren't built to find a way
If we-
If I don't ever escape
Please just remember I'm here
Ocean waves will wash me off
Kiss my heart and lock it up
Tie me up and burn us down together

I can't stand the echo of the grinding of the planets teeth
She's always sleeping in
Her restless dreams--
Still I feel the walls close me in between us
Once I thought I'd live for love
My silly praying, was it all just sugar spun?
It's like a web in negative
We're still not sure whats in between us

And I've been held, and still I'm cold
I've been peirced, and I've been shot thru by love dearly
And when my blood pumps thru the walls
I hope my new form in my new life here can hear me
Because dreams aren't enough for me anymore
You act like a little tampering never set you down the right path

Climb the stairs
Sleep it off
Take a bath
Fill the world with blood
That's just how things are
So can you just hold me close under the grace of God
Clear the air
Scheme and plot
You're a mess you cant clean up
I don't even need to read your thoughts coz they just spill out like they're water or something

Something
....I want something
I can't ignore it
Something
It's like a thread
Pulling my center towards it

Acting strange and desperate
A shimmer of light reaches down to me in the dark
Realm of color around my head

Halfway from the surface
I feel a wireframe design for hope but I'm scared
Even if it doesn't feel real yet

Can we work together?
I'm all in your face cos I want your attention
But you haven't noticed yet

Don't believe in failure
Our fantasy seems empty but we already made it this far
Realm of color around our heads

I'll tell you everything I know
I'll tell you everything I know
I'll tell you everything I know about love

Short text on the revelations of divine love

The 2nd last single leading up to the release of "I'm It!'
Art source Color_LES's Mage & Demon Queen
www.webtoons.com/en/comedy/mage-and-demon-queen/list?title_no=1438

"When I was a kid that was a soccer field, and it's already a recycling center"

I live thru wrong decisions
I built my world around them
Lets play the cards we're given
Let’s break the rules around how it goes
How it goes
If you watch you can kinda still see how it goes

Lets try harder in the future maybe we could do better
Put in a little effort, are we only living if they let us?
Lets break the spell around it, lets spell it out in shining letters
Theres living fountains spouting
Theres resounding laughter when they see us

Let me get inside it I can prove that this is worth the price-uh--
I tried to make it right and all my options s*******l
I tried to speak my mind but it came out so all one-sided
If I only stayed behind there might be things to keep an eye on
Let it get inside me I can prove I'm worth the price-uh-
You're why so serious and acting like it's do or dire
I feel a bit stressed out but then I think that I really like it
I can't stand anything bout my life but then I'm really lying

What I had to in the moment
I did what I had to in the moment
Guess our lives are made up of little moments
You could make the wrong choice on every single one of them

Lets try harder in the future maybe we could do better
Put in a little effort, are we only living if they let us?
Lets break the spell around it, lets spell it out in shining letters
Theres crimson fountains spouting, just resounding laughter when they see it

They're looking at me and I'm looking their way
I know you're hungry, look you're licking your plate
NAZ✓ng nothing so I step off the stage
Not saying nothing kinda crazy these days
They're looking at me like I'm pulling a face
I'm not authentic yea we all make mistakes
We're sending signals like we're playing charades
I'm looking at you and you're looking my way

I guess I’ll let it happen
I think I’d keep my head down
Think I’ll let it happen

They're Looking At Me

Love And Glitter, Hot Days And Musik

Atomic Beat Boy

Girls Rituals X Lauren Bousfield - Used To Be Better

from "f***ing sucks!"
the band is dead so there is sadly no way to support them
song obviously not mine, uploading it here for listening purposes
discography dl: archive.org/details/babygiraffesdiscography

Short text on the revelations of divine love

Girls Rituals

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