Probably my favorite song on this album.
The "main loop" is from a rehearsal recording of my math-rock type band, Ultra Death Men, sped up and cut up.
The song is about a lot of things, as always, but was most heavily inspired by my first trip to San Diego. It was a pretty strange, negative, and intense part of my life, but the experiences I had there had profound effects on my outlook.
The first line of the lyrics references one night Bradlea and I were driving through the desert and the entire dusk sky was literally a full rainbow.
The reiteration of that part of the song the second time is about how I'd wake up every morning to a collection of four cats sleeping on me and they'd all scramble away from me when they realized I was awake, as if to hide the fact that they'd been sleeping on me.

Loud Noise In My Room

All around the world people have heard about it
All around the world we're trained to leave our bodies
Ever since that day I hovered up above myself
Ever since that day it's like my spirit turned to stone
Couldn't tell if I'm alone

And I think there's hope for someone else
But not for us, but not for us
There's hope for someone else but not for us

All around the world duh-duh duh-duh duh-duh-duh
All around the world I think we just don't have the time
Ever since that day an image hanging overhead, moving in somebody's shadow
Ever since that day we couldn't spit the poison out
Still we chose it for ourselves

There's hope for someone else
But not for us, not for us 
There's hope for someone else but not for us
There's hope for someone else
for someone else, for someone else
There's hope for someone else but not for us

...
A call
A signal
A sound
An impulse
An echo
A call

Project 6

a flame that bridges the world (lol)

It's supposed to sound like that. Track art by THE yogurt200 (reading HEARTLOVEPOWERTEMPLE, Precious Theatre or **certified tumblr classic** 8eyes is highly reccomended)
https://zombaewalk.bandcamp.com/
https://yogurt200.com/

lyrics
(devi:)
looking away
counting up pay
we couldn't find out a way
we couldn't save-
we couldn't wait
we couldn't get on a plane
searching but nowhere is safe
who're we to blame?
we couldn't chill for a day
when you put food on a plate it doesn't stay

in the darkness of the night
could we make the image bright?
we could walk up to its edge
is it (solace/soulless) in our minds?
could you tell us about our lives
if we're casted to the side

i can't fuck with out drugs
i don't even want to fuck without drugs
x4

spend it down
i don't have the spirit in my life
i don't have the energy or time
wear me out
hear me out--
everything i get is alright
everything you get is alright
wipe us out

(zombAe:)
i ain't fuck since i got sober
no ice three years still my nose hurt
my skin gets older and the earth get hotter
and the guns get bigger and my cock gets smaller
i got bills to pay bitch its build or break
when i cracked the seal, guess i sealed my fate
i just want to grill, i got krill to make
hope brumhildas waiting after all this strife
use your jokers knife, make me stepfords wife
i'm not mesmerized, i guess sex is nice
im just crashing crashin losing attraction
not fit for leo, seinfeld or brad pitt
chinks got some armor
aint tryna crack it?
could be bad bitch
no time for that shit
i'm a christmas cake, got a list of dates
and a list of dicks i done pissed away

(devi:)
spend it down
i don't have the spirit in my life
i don't have the energy or time
wear me out
hear me out--
everything i get is alright
everything you get is alright
wipe us out

Exhaustion Economics ft. zombAe

There are US tour dates coming in August and November which you can see more abt on my instagram as the story develops. Special thanks to nora who suggested adding some piano
https://www.instagram.com/dei_genetrix/


"It's perfectly alright to step outside the law, because the law itself is aberrated" 
-L. Ron Hubbard

Darkness, We live in some
Darling, please give me up
Sometimes, it seemed like hope
Promise, you didn't-
Don't
Assume there's something here for you
I thought it thru.
Every single chance we ever got we only fucked it up
I think its wrong to lead me on
Don't assume 
It's just us two
Me and you
We're having fun
But I cannot live with myself and 
I'm still so scared of touch

Really
Don't fuck with me nowhere
But then, it's just not what I need
Say that we're put here for something, that's something that I can't believe
Think that I'm living my life, I think I'm a mistake 
Thought that we're reaching for something did worse than just get in your way
It's not a test
We play for keeps
We make a mess  
Who'll clean up me?

Clean up me?

CHARLlE KlRK WAS A GUY THAT DROPPED OUT OF COLLEGE TO JOIN A GANG. THAT WAS HIS FIRST CHOICE OF WHAT HE WANTED TO DO, CAREER-WISE. NO CRAP HE GOT POPPED BY SOMEONE IN HIS OWN CLIQUE. USUALLY WE DON'T MOURN THIS TYPE OF GUY UNLESS WE'RE RELATED TO THEM. I THINK IT'S ACTUALLY SO SAD THAT THIS HAD TO HAPPEN... IN THE SAME 24 HOURS THAT THE US SENATE VOTED TO CONCEAL THE E-------N FILES...

I bent my head
I bend my spine forever
You hold my hand
I know I hold your hand too hard
Curl up in a circle
So broken-skin, so raw
There was a girl who was ugly forever and ever, amen
I swear it never gets easier
I swear it never gets better
I know if I admit to pain, we'll live the pain together
Too bad
So much gets said
But what gets it done?
What gets it done?

I know I look dumb
The type of dumb you would want
I want a lot to be blunt
It’s like you’re right all along

I wanted to be in love
I wanted to feel love but I'm just not like that
I wanted to be in love
I wanted to feel love but I’m just not like that

I 
I wanted something more than you could give
I
I
I wanted something more than you could give me

I hope you get to stay the way you are
I start to lose my posture
My spine sticks out the back of my neck
My hand, hitched up on angles
So broken-skin, still so raw to the touch
A finger in the wound is never enough for me
I swear it only gets easier
I swear it only gets better
I know if i admit to pain, we’ll live the pain together
If the road becomes the goal
We’ll ride it out to blackness
I try so hard
All fxcking day
All my efforts work backwards

My Neck

Theme song for Special Girls Story, in development by Rabbitmaiden Softworks. Art by yogurt200
https://yogurt200.com/
https://yogurt200.itch.io/

I can't stay here
If we weren't built to find a way
If we-
If I don't ever escape
Please just remember I'm here
Ocean waves will wash me off
Kiss my heart and lock it up
Tie me up and burn us down together

I can't stand the echo of the grinding of the planets teeth
She's always sleeping in
Her restless dreams--
Still I feel the walls close me in between us
Once I thought I'd live for love
My silly praying, was it all just sugar spun?
It's like a web in negative
We're still not sure whats in between us

And I've been held, and still I'm cold
I've been peirced, and I've been shot thru by love dearly
And when my blood pumps thru the walls
I hope my new form in my new life here can hear me
Because dreams aren't enough for me anymore
You act like a little tampering never set you down the right path

Climb the stairs
Sleep it off
Take a bath
Fill the world with blood
That's just how things are
So can you just hold me close under the grace of God
Clear the air
Scheme and plot
You're a mess you cant clean up
I don't even need to read your thoughts coz they just spill out like they're water or something

Something
....I want something
I can't ignore it
Something
It's like a thread
Pulling my center towards it

Acting strange and desperate
A shimmer of light reaches down to me in the dark
Realm of color around my head

Halfway from the surface
I feel a wireframe design for hope but I'm scared
Even if it doesn't feel real yet

Can we work together?
I'm all in your face cos I want your attention
But you haven't noticed yet

Don't believe in failure
Our fantasy seems empty but we already made it this far
Realm of color around our heads

I'll tell you everything I know
I'll tell you everything I know
I'll tell you everything I know about love

Short text on the revelations of divine love

Girls Rituals X Lauren Bousfield - Used To Be Better

WATCH OUR MUSIC VIDEO 
youtu.be/ayhNrGoVoWU 

New full length album coming January 2019 

Just a little gift from Devi and Ada. Thanks for all of ur appriciation and ur support during our first year together as a band <3 


Filmed by @BoringNerdyKate 

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ORIGINAL SONG: 
lyrics & music by Tessa Violet & YACHT MONEY 
produced by Seth Earnest @TessaViolet 
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www.youtube.com/watch?v=SiAuAJBZuGs 

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lyrics
I cant focus on what needs to get done 
im on notice hoping that U don't run 
u think im tepid but im misdiagnosed 
cos im a stalker i seen all of your posts. \\ah--- 

---NO STALKING---

& im just tryna play it cool now 
but thats not what i wanna do now 
& im not tryna b with u now 

nuh-uh... 

u make it difficult 2 not overthink 
&when im with you i turn all shades of pink 
i wanna TOUCH u but dont wanna b weird 
its such a rush... thinking wish u were here. 

&im just tryna play it cool now 
but thats not what i wanna do now 
&im not tryna be with u now... U NOW. 
--//////// 
NAH! 

I COULD B UR CRUSH 
LIKE 
THROW U 4 A RUSH 
LIKE 
HOPING THAT UD TEXt ME SO I COULD TLEL UVE BEEN THINKING ABOUT UR TOUCH 
LIKE 
TOUCH TOUCH TOUCH TOUCH TOUCH 
I COULD B UR CRUSH CRUSH CRUSH CRUSH CRUSH 

I GOT A FASCINATION 
WITH UR PRESENTATION 
MAKING ME FEEL LIKE 
UR ON MY ISLAND 
UR MY 
PERMANENT VACATION 
TOUCH TOUCH TOUCH TOUCH TOUCH 
I COULD B UR CRUSH CRUSH CRUSH CRUSH CRUSH 
sorry. 

i fill my calendar w/ stuff i can do 
mb if im busy it will keep me from u 
&im pretending u aint been on my mind 
but i took an interest in the things that u like. 

AND IM JUST TRYNA PLAY IT COOL NOWWWWWWWWW 
but thats not what i wanna do now 
and im not trying b with u. no. 
ew. haha. 
FUCK U 

I COULD B UR CRUSH 
LIKE 
THROW U 4 A RUSH 
LIKE 
HOPING THAT UD TEXt ME SO I COULD TELL U IVE BEEN THINKING ABOUT UR TOUCH 
LIKE 
TOUCH TOUCH TOUCH TOUCH TOUCH 
I COULD B UR CRUSH CRUSH CRUSH CRUSH CRUSH 

I GOT A FASCINATION 
WITH UR PRESENTATION 
fEELING LIKE 
UR ON MY ISLAND 
UR MY OWN 
PERMINENT VACATION 
TOUCH TOUCH TOUCH TOUCH TOUCH 
I COULD B UR CRUSH CRUSH CRUSH CRUSH CRUSH 
SORRY 

&YEA ITS TRUE THAT IM A LITTLE BIT INTENSE RITE? 
BUT U CANT BLAME ME WHEN U KEEP ME ON THE FENCE LIKE 
BUT IVE BEEN WAITING HOPEING THT U WANNA TEXT LIKE 
TEXT LIKE.. 

it was what i was born 2 do 

&YEA ITS TRUE THAT IM A LITTLE BIT INTENSE RITE? 
BUT U CANT BLAME ME WHEN U KEEP ME ON THE FENCE LIKE 
YEA IM WAITING HOPING THAT U WANNA TEXT LIKE 
TEXT LIKE 

&im just tryna play it cool now 
but thats not what i wanna do now 
and... ah... 
ewww......ahhH 

I COULD BE UR CR---- 

THROW U 4 A RUSH 
LIKE 
HOPING THAT UD TEXt ME SO I COULD TELL U IVE BEEN THINKING ABOUT UR TOUCH 
LIKE 
TOUCH TOUCH TOUCH TOUCH TOUCH 
I COULD B UR CRUSH CRUSH CRUSH CRUSH CRUSH 

I GOT A FASCINATION 
WITH MY PRESENTATION 
MAKING ME FEEL LIKE 
UR ON MY ISLAND 
UR MY 
PERMINENT VACATION 
TOUCH TOUCH TOUCH TOUCH TOUCH 
I COULD B UR CRUSH CRUSH CRUSH CRUSH CRUSH 
IM SORRY 
IM REALLY SORRY 
IM SORRY.