(prod. sickboi)

ily @internetfraud

[apxthy verse]
i cant deal with all of my problems
run away from things i cant solve and
you said that you really dont mind
but i cant seem to shake it this time

i apologize that i cant understand
cant think with these chems in my head
i fill my lungs with vapor
roll my joints with notebook paper

just to feel something different
instead of indifference
can you hear the dissonance
its so fucking sickening

i dream of these nightmares
i hate that i dont care
you listen but you arent there
i hate you im so scared

[internetfraud verse]
can’t think so i fill my lungs with smoke
better days before i was on my own
don’t talk, i just want someone to hold
no conversation, just hold my place in

youuuuuuuuuur heart, 
girl in yoouuuuuuuuuuuuur heart,
i’ve felt so alone girl, so alone,
one day i hope you’ll hit my phone

look at my face,
look how i bleed,
look at my thighs girl,
above my knee

look at my face,
look at my face,
can’t match my pace girl,
can’t match my pace

wake up, getting high off of the wakeup 
numb my mind cus i’m tired of the fake love
f-f-fake friends that gave me fake numbers
i-i-incel i don’t got no lover

you think we’re friends? you really don’t know me

oh you don’t know me

im fine, awesome in fact /w internetfraud

apxthy doesn't care

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im fine, awesome in fact /w internetfraud

apxthy.