your hickeys last longer than your promises
you shut of your feelings like a fucking light switch
and everything you said to me, it was all bullshit 
it's kind of sad how easy this was for you
cuz here I am wearing our love like a tattoo
you said I was your everything, well that wasn't true 

chorus:
I feel like I'm drowning
and now I've got a pang in my chest 
my heart physically aches 
and now I'm feeling nauseous
I'm suffocating cuz my lungs are flooding with sadness
and in the mornings is when it hurts the most
cuz you and I can only exist in my dreams
I hate to wake up &  face reality
is that what heartbreak feels like?
is this what heartbreak feels like?
my heart is broken.
this is what heartbreak feels like.

I wish you would've never left that voicemail 
I've listened to it on repeat, makes me miss you like hell
"hey natalie I love you a lot"
bullshit 
looking through old pictures texts & videos
how was it so easy for you to let go?
you told me you loved me more than I could imagine
just two days ago 

[chorus]

and was I just being delusional,
to think that you cared about me at all?
silly me to think we had something special 

[chorus]

you once asked me for a song 
and I said, "well that'd be impossible,
cuz baby I can only write sad songs"

this is what heartbreak feels like

What Heartbreak Feels Like

Cold

big jet plane by angus and julia stone cover.

big jet plane - angus and julia stone (cover by rain)

I got in a fistfight last night, 
and I, I'm not even sure why.
I guess I’m still mad and a little insecure, 
ever since you left me I’ve been a little more, 
a little more stupid, a little more sad, 
making dumb choices, cause you were all I had. 
And now I just, wanna go back.
. . . . . .
I slept on the roof last night, 
And I, am not really sure why.
I just like to look up at the stars, 
wondering how far away, you are.
I guess I’m still in love, with the thought of you,
not really sure, what I should do.
. . . . . .
I bought a one-way ticket last night. 
two in the morning, I boarded my flight.
I thought by now, I’d be over you, 
but no matter what I do, it is no use. 
I still dream about you at night, 
I wish I didn’t,
trust me, I’ve tried.
. . . . . .
Now I’m in some girl’s Subaru, 
How I got here, I don’t have a clue.
She’s nice, but she's not you.
She's cool, but she’s not who, 
I need so bad. I need you so bad. 
. . . . . .
I think it’s time I stop running, 
Time I start something, 
Time I get away from my mistakes,
Time I stop making excuses for the way,
the way I’ve been I’ve been acting, 
it’s like a kid, 
and no one should own me, the way you did.
I guess I was the fool, 
for believing in you.
. . . . . .
But, lets be done with that, 
pretty sure no one’s listening this deep in the track,
cause it’s starting to stop, stop making sense,
and I’m done with these fakes and their pens.
. . . . . .
Darling, I said you were beautiful but that’s not true, 
theres something so ugly, that’s inside of you,
the things you did, the things you said,
there’s something that's wrong, inside your head.
. . . . . .
What makes you treat someone like that?
Why is it so easy to sweep me under the mat?
Moving on to the next one, oh are you hun?
I guess that’s how you get your fun.
. . . . . .

I'm not a poet, so thanks.
-Jake

Tried

Thank you for listening!

Music Video @ https://youtu.be/klqn8GE_KwY
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Fate

Crying Over Rockets v.2

Produced and mixed by Bruno Major and Phairo
Written by Jonny Lattimer
Mastered by Matt Colton at Alchemy Mastering
Artwork by Robert Shuttleworth
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We were playing twenty one
In the pitch black of a country night
I was struck like a drum
and I rolled my eyes trying to sit tight

I was dangerously tangled second time I met
Now I’m so impatient to adore you
I crashed my car last night

We were drinking warm wine
From paper cups that we left outside
God I wished you were mine
As your skin light up in the sunrise

I was dangerously tangled second time I met
Now I’m so impatient to adore you
I crashed my car last night

So dangerously tangled second time I met
Now I’m so impatient to adore you
I crashed my car last night

Second Time

All The Colours

Begging me (acoustic)

Pheromones

Telescope

written/produced/mixed/mastered/art by banzai !!
probs last song I shall make til my nutty 20 hr last semester this fall :'-] hope u like the bop n wish me luck

W3RDS:
treat u like garbage 
everybody wants 2 makeout !!
shirts on backwards
baby's gonna blow these brains out
hopeless savages
we all about 2 blackout 
bathroom floor 
is where I really wanna end up

smile
pain on ur face grin
cool it w the moving and the shaking
hit me up
make me feel like ive been missing out
cool it w the moving and the shaking
ive been missing out on u b

drink some water
get ur ass those 8 hrs !!

Telescope

arasarou.

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