Lyrics

Oh, my life is so, don't even know, it's getting old
All these songs bout the same old shit
Guess I'm still hung on the same old bitch
Switch

If I love another girl, I won't let her know
When I fall in love again, imma let her go
She said she would always stay, tell another joke
Look at me and lie again, imma fucking blow up on you

Like bombs do, I swear I don't want you, but I can't get you out my head
All I really want is you in my bed
I know I'm a mess, you know you could care less
I know you think I'm worthless, I wish that I could forget

But I can't, so I smoke till I blackout
No drugs, I'm awake till I pass out
Still awake, ain't no telling when I'll crash out
Suicidal thoughts in the whip, wanna crash now
This ain't a damn phase, I been stuck like this
Wasn't always but 2014 hit, then I lost my shit, and I still ain't came back
If that was God's wish, how could I praise that?

Life is a disaster, I wanna be Casper
Death is on it's way but I think I can do it faster
I won't regret it, I won't be able
I'm dead inside, I'm becoming more unstable

Wake up everyday and wonder why I wanna die
When you ask me how my day, I'm more inclined to tell a lie
I could never tell the truth, I don't want you to see me
I'll push you away just so that you could never leave me
'Cause in my head, I can already see the end
I'm still not dead, God, why you keep playing pretend?
Why'd I stop meds? Should've known that I could never win
You wanna know me? Listen close cause I won't tell you shit

I'm just a human going through it, ain't nothing special
I'm through it, all the bullshit, I've got a head full
And why you asking me what's wrong? I know you don't care
I'm not the one to cry to cause honestly I don't care

Why can't I quit breathing? Why's my heart still beating?
My life line's receding, life's a bitch, I'm cheating

blackout! (2019)

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blackout! (2019)

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