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lyrics:

(cyzun)
You broke me 
no point of return
 no coping
 put my body in a urn
 just smoke me
nobody was there to hold me 
but you were just there to fold me
I trusted everything you told me
wish that the voices in my head could stop talking
you left me in the cold with nothing

I’m so alone I guess it’s better
Don't call my phone I wish I never met her
She heart ripped out
blood on my neck 
I can’t get out 
the words in my chest 
I wanna shout
I wanna be dead 
I can’t figure out
What’s the reason
Fuck life cause nothing goes right 
Pissed of cause I wasted my time
All black fit at my funeral
that’s what I wear on the usual
black nail polish stuck in my cuticles 
don’t cry cause I feel better dead and cold

(unknxwn.)
Soul dead and cold, I been lost, where to go now?
My life getting old, what to do? I don't know now
I might lose it if I don't make music
If I ain't do this, I'd truly be clueless

All I got in life is me, that's all I need
Fuck her, ran away, went to hiding
Came back in my life just to hurt me
I don't know why, I think she really cursed me

Can't let go, don't want to
You're bad for me but I want you
I'm an addict for your love, I get so sick
When I cannot call you, I hope that you know it

Been so hard to make songs as of lately
I been praying to god to come take me
All this pain is a lot, why you hate me?
Gave you everything I got oh baby

dead and cold w/ unknxwn. (hxrxkiller)

Lyrics

Why do I cry?
Why am I sad?
Why do I lie?
Why is my head?
Fighting against me all over again
Thought this was over but I'm back again

Back in this spot
I'm gonna rot
So why do I care about anything not
Making me feel like I know what I'm here for?
I'll never know what the fuck I am here for

I'll never get back the way that I was
Full of hope, full of love, but do I give a fuck about anything else other than myself?
Anything else other than my Hell?
That I'm gone deal with all by myself
I only heal when I'm by myself
Making these songs, screaming what's wrong
I don't feel right if I'm not feeling wrong

I'm always right, I ain't ever been wrong
This is my life so is shit really wrong
If I don't think so? If I don't say?
I fucking can't go no other way
Except for the way that I want
I don't care if I'm not
Getting to where everybody else got
Fuck all that sheep shit
Bitch I'm a human
This ain't no deep shit
I'm only truthing

Fuck all that sheep shit
Bitch I'm a human
This ain't no deep shit
I'm only truthing

*auditory agony*

Why do I cry?
Why am I sad?
Why do I lie?
Why is my head?
Fighting against me all over again
Thought this was over but I'm back again

Back in this spot
I'm gonna rot
So why do I care about anything not
Making me feel like I know what I'm here for?
I'll never know what the fuck I am here for

Don't wanna talk
Leave me alone
Bitch I am detmer
I'm not unknxwn.

Scent on my sweatshirt
Weeping alone
Can I forget her?
I do not know

Maybe I won't
Maybe I will
All that I know is that I'm gonna feel
Like this for the rest of my life till I'm still

Is anything real?
Is everything fake?
Are we all a piece
Of a stupid ass game?
I'm searching for peace
But I keep finding pain

Don't know what I need
How am I gonna change?
I know if I leave
I won't come back the same

I know if I leave
I won't come back the same

why? | Produced by saint mike

Produced by septfree x crcl

Lyrics

Can't tell whats real, can't tell whats not
Can't wait until my body rots
Can't wait until that coffin drops
Into that hole leading me straight to hell

Gave you all my love but only hate I felt
I can't save nobody, can't even save myself
Don't wanna get older, I ain't aging well
Second thoughts on everything, I'm lame as hell

I'm confused, don't know what to do
I been holding it inside but I might have to let it loose
Spent a lot of time tryna do it my way
I been tryna change my mind bout some of the shit I say

I feel like it's wrong and I don't wanna be that
Where I was before I wanna be back
Too fucking bad that I can't breath back
You say I got potential, I don't see that

Fuck your opinion, don't need that
Fuck a paragraph, don't wanna read that
I don't wanna hear you talk bout nothing
Pain is prolly all we got in common

I know I ain't nothing like the one you wanna have
I see light in your eyes, everything in me bad
I swear I don't ever wanna leave you in the past
Girl you worth more than gold, I ain't nothing but trash

I don't wanna talk about the feelings that I had
I learned all of your lies that you promised were facts
I see every disguise that you wore as a mask
Were just passing the time that for me was the best

Not what I thought that I was
Not where I thought I would be
Think what I want isn't love
Stuck where I thought I could leave
Blind to what I used to see
Deaf to what I used to hear
Blurry is now what was clear
I envy everyone here
Nobody else that is near me
Understand this fucking hell thats within me

lame.

Produced by flower x luffysome

This song expresses raw pain, rejection, and a deep longing for love and validation. It reflects a cycle of seeking fulfillment through a relationship, embracing pain as a necessity and using anger as a coping mechanism. From a faith-based perspective, it highlights the emptiness of trying to fill a void that only God can truly satisfy. It’s another piece of my story that could be reframed as a testimony to healing and transformation.

Misplaced Identity and Worth:

“I need the pain, I ain’t nothing without it.”

This line reflects a dependency on pain and rejection to define my identity, which ultimately leads to toxicity and despair. God calls us to find our worth in Him, not in our suffering or others’ approval.

“But you are a chosen people, a royal priesthood, a holy nation, God’s special possession.” (1 Peter 2:9)

The Futility of Seeking Validation:

“Gave her my heart, she ain’t care nothing about it.”

This lyric echoes a common struggle: placing your heart in the hands of someone who cannot fulfill its needs. God offers the love and care that no human can perfectly provide.

“Cast all your anxiety on him because he cares for you.” (1 Peter 5:7)

Embracing Pain as Inspiration:

“Fuck inspiration / I just got hate inside of my body and this where I take it.”

While pain has driven my creative process, this lyric reveals the limitations of using anger and despair as a source of inspiration. God invites us to channel our experiences toward healing and purpose.

“Do not be overcome by evil, but overcome evil with good.” (Romans 12:21)

Longing for Love and Connection:

“I just wanted to hold your hand.”

This simple yet profound statement speaks to a yearning for closeness and intimacy. The Bible reminds us that God is always present, offering a love that fulfills this deep need.

“The Lord is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit.” (Psalm 34:18)

Lyrics

Some of my music might make you uncomfortable
If that's the case then it's not meant for you
I need the pain, I ain't nothing without it
So girl you can hurt me if that work for you

Gave her my heart, she ain't care nothing about it
Like bitch, can't you see that I did this for you?
That girl got the key to my heart
The lengths I would go, she don't know how far

I need the pain, I ain't nothing without it
Say she love me but I fucking doubt it
Nobody saved me, I was drowning
They don't hear what I'm saying, they just hear how I'm sounding

She don't care that I'm hurting, she left me deserted
I want her love but I guess I ain't worth it
I just spoke up, don't ask how I wrote it
I feel like a rodent

Everybody I see only wanna get rid of me
You don't understand what you just did to me
Girl, I wish that you knew what you meant to me
I'm so good to you but you so mean to me

What you mean to me, guess I don't mean to you
Girl, you're my drug and I fiend for you
Baby, call me when your lips are black
I would bleed for you

Some of my music might make you uncomfortable
If that's the case then it's not meant for you
I need the pain, I ain't nothing without it
So girl you can hurt me if that work for you

Gave her my heart, she ain't care nothing about it
Like bitch, can't you see that I did this for you?
That girl got the key to my heart
The lengths I would go, she don't know how far

Know that I should but I can't let it go
Did so much but you don't even know
If she isn't there then I don't wanna go
Need the pain so I don't wanna cope

Fuck inspiration
I just got hate inside of my body and this where I take it
Broke my heart but bitch, I ain't breaking
This a song but bitch, I ain't faking

Bitch I ain't faking, I swear
I would prove it to you if I cared
But I don't so I guess that you won't
And it's cool cause I know that you don't

Understand all the shit that I'm sayin'
I just wanted to be your man
I just wanted to hold your hand
But you told me that I can't

i just wanted to hold your hand.

Lyrics

Wish you knew what you meant but you don't cause
If you did, from my love, you would not run
You wouldn't have left me, you wouldn't have did that
You wouldn't distress me
What I gave to you, you'd give back
You would've came back by now
Did me wrong, you ain't think I would find out?
Old me would've been folding, went and got drunk
'Cause I can't get high now
I really wish I could cry now, but I can't cause my tears all dried out
I'm at a point in my life, I ain't got time to waste
Either do or I don't, I can't try now

Really hurt my heart when you left, I don't know how to deal with this stress
And I'm only just gonna get worse
I don't believe in myself enough to be the best
Don't remind me of what I did, I don't know how to do it again
And I know that I did you wrong but I wish that we could be friends

i'm only gonna get worse, i don't believe in myself enough to be the best.

Produced by kledyy

Lyrics

I opened up my chest, laid it bare for you
I pulled out my heart, something I never do
I scraped out the pain, every secret, every scar
I was hoping that you’d see me but you always stayed so far

I gave you the pieces, every single one with care
I was hoping that you’d hold them but you just left them there
I poured out my soul, let you see it all
But you never even caught me when I began to fall

I scraped it clean, down to the core
Gave you the love I’d never shown before
But you turned away, left me bleeding out
Now I’m hollow inside and I'm filled with doubt
I gave you my heart, every piece that I could
But you never would love me in the way that I thought that you would

You were the light I reached for in the dark
The warmth that I chased to mend my broken heart
I showed you all of the places I hide
The ghost of my past that I kept deep inside

Now there's nothing left but an empty space
Echoes of a love that time itself won't ever erase

i've scraped my heart clean to give you everything i possibly could.

Lyrics

I wish I had back my friends, I just wanna turn the time back
Losing another I love, I don't know if I can take that
I replace pain with a drug, mom ask about it, I fake that
One day I'll stop doing pills but until then let me take that

I stay up late watching movies 'cause I just see sleep as a skip to the next day
And every time that I wake up I'm just hoping that I don't succeed to the next day
It's so fucking bad, I'm always angry but I'm never mad
Fucking depressed, I'm not just feeling sad, I wish that my body was inside a bag

I wish that I wasn't awake, I wish it was all just a dream, I wish it was all fucking clear
There's always a read in-between, and I fucking hate it, it sucks
Always asking why I'm not enough
I'd end it all if I could, put a knife into my fucking gut

unknxwn. - If I could.

i'd end it all if i could. (2017)

... a climb out of old patterns and into something clearer.

Elevating

Naucalpan de Juárez, Edo Méx - San Luis, Sonora

GobiernOff

nos muestran reyes llenos de oro y el verdadero va descalzo 

bendito nene 777

I feel like a god damn waste
God if you're real you can god damn take
My life away cause I god damn hate
The shit that my mind can god damn make
Me feel, sometimes I wanna take three pills
Just to feel like I have free will
Why can't these god damn people just be real
Some days I feel so low, to the point where I just wanna let go
Gun at my head and I might let it blow
Goin' through shit that you don't even know
I'm fuckin' stuck in place full of snow
Been here so long I don't even feel cold
I need another cup of my merlot
I don't have any love left to show

I live in Hell but you never could tell
Cause the way that I hide it is too fuckin' well
Losing my trust in humanity, full of insanity
I don't have a soul to sell
But if I did, I would
Keepin' that shit would honestly do me no good
I rather thrive on this Earth while I can
Than struggle when shit gets to hittin' the fan
I'm a mess stuck inside the body of a man
Need an escape I just might take a xan
Don't judge, you ain't been through the mud
Don't think that I do this for fun
I'm just a fucked up fuck up
Do it yourself, or I'll shut you up
I don't need help cause I never had none
Standing my ground I will no longer run

i'd end it all if i could. (2017)

Archive: unknxwn.