finally was able to access my old laptop and here are some songs i'd like to share

wired.

Produced by jewelerbeats

Lyrics

Leave me alone
I can't breathe with you near me
I was alone
I hope you don't ever need me
When I'm a ghost
On your fear I will be feeding
Won't be satisfied till you can't stop the screaming

Fiending for your love again, baby I can't let you go
I was on your street again but I won't let you know
You left me on seen again for somebody that don't
Know you like I know you, I just want you back at home

Hole what I want inside, on the side of my dome
"Don't", that's what they gone say when care I won't
"Hope, Ken you need to hold on to that" No
So what's the point of anything at all?

Why does every thing that I do feel so wrong?
I ain't feel right on the inside in so long
Reaching out to God but he don't ever call
Every thing gets bad when I'm involved

"Ken I'm here for you" but always on my own
Count on one hand how many I can count on
Darkness all around me feel it in my bones
I can see it tryna get to me from inside of my fucking phone

I just want it to be gone
I can feel it in my soul
Don't know how to put in words
What I put out in these songs

I know it make me feel better
Don't know if that's good
I be sittin' till my head hurt
Just tryna get into it

I'm just tryna get into it
I'm just tryna get into it
But I don't think I can do it

good isn't always.

unknxwn. - at least i don't feel like this everyday anymore. (prod. Lezter)

Lyrics

I don't wanna go home
There I feel much more alone
I'll stay out all night with friends
I know they ain't even friends for real, at least I can pretend

My bed's gonna be a grave
If the thoughts inside my head don't soon regress and go away
I keep fighting for the day that I can say that I'm okay
But I keep waking up and breaking down, don't know if that day is gone come around

We been doing this a while
You don't wanna see me smile
I think I'll just go and leave
Put headphones on and walk for miles

Till my feet
Can't carry me

My legs gonna be in pain
Till the blood from in my feet leaves the soles in my shoe stained
I'll keep walking till the day that I can say that I'm okay
I'm gonna be walking till the day I'm in a grave

I won't ever understand how the fuck I ended up right here
This shit was not the plan
I guess that's what I get, I'm so sick of this shit
They say home is where the heart is but I don't know where that is either

my bed's gonna be a grave. | Produced by velvet

Produced by saint mike

Lyrics

We're worlds apart but I still feel the warmth that's from your love
I see what you could be but you only think bout what you was
I don't like that you don't like the things I like about you girl
From my angle you look like an angel

Being stuck in the past, finding ways to bring it back
Make it last, no stranger
Like a hundred on the dash, I might need to bring it back
Wanna crash my anger
I don't like it when I'm lost, figured out that what I thought
Was safe was danger
Don't wait too long, that change won't be what you want

I can't ever figure where but I know it's fucking there
In the air, I just wanna see it show
I just wanna see it bare, all the colors I don't care
Wanna stare into the pit of that hope
I just wanna soak it in, I ain't ever really had
What it is they say you do
Show yourself, show me what I should of fucking felt

Show me what to feel, show me something fucking real
Show me that this life is not just on repeat till the day I'm still
Show me what you see, show me something to believe
That I'm not just wasting time cause I feel like I'm wasting mine

I don't wanna feel like this, no not ever, not again
I just gotta fucking win this once
Getting sick of getting pissed over shit I shouldn't miss
I won't miss if I point this gun
In the center of the side of the head my brain inside
Don't cry when the shell gets dumped
I can't show you what's inside, so I put it to the side
So I lie and I say there's nothing

Even when I fucking know there's something
Don't really know how to cope so I'm puffing
"If you need me then I'm here" that's touching
"I'll always care cause I love you" you're bluffing

Okay, never mind
Don't come in this head of mine
I thought I was dead inside
But I swear that this pain's alive

We're worlds apart but I still feel the warmth that's from your love
I see what you could be but you only think bout what you was
I don't like that you don't like the things I like about you girl
From my angle you look like an angel

Being stuck in the past, finding ways to bring it back
Make it last, no stranger
Like a hundred on the dash, I might need to bring it back
Wanna crash my anger
I don't like it when I'm lost, figured out that what I thought
Was safe was danger
Don't wait too long, that change won't be what you want

I can't ever figure where but I know it's fucking there
In the air, I just wanna see it show
I just wanna see it bare, all the colors I don't care
Wanna stare into the pit of that hope
I just wanna soak it in, I ain't ever really had
What it is they say you do
Show yourself, show me what I should of fucking felt

danger.

Lyrics

Stab me in my heart, look me in my eye
Pull my skin apart, hang me out to dry
I know we won't last but you can tell me lies
Your love's all I ask for but I won't be that guy
Won't call my phone, tell me that you're coming home
Break every bone in my hand, won't let you go
Girl you're all I needed, so why you have to go?
What's the point of breathing if you're not who I hold?

you could break every bone in my hand and i still wouldn't let you go.

Lyrics

I know you're not around, I know you'll never be
I know I'll never feel that feeling of you next to me
I know I'm better off and we're not meant to be
I wish you knew how much you really fucking meant to me

You look at me, all you see is just an artist
I look at myself and all I see is fucking garbage
I know I ain't perfect but I ain't even worth it
If my life was a window, I would wanna close the curtains

I got something in my chest, I can't really get it out
Baby, you the best, I don't wanna live without
You at fucking all, so please don't ever leave
I ain't wanna fall but that's what you did to me

Yeah that's probably what I'd say if you'd ever fucking answer
Won't even tell me hey, it's been eating like a cancer
What'd I do wrong? I'll never know
I'm all alone, I just wish I could go

I know you're not around, I know you'll never be
I know I'll never feel that feeling of you next to me
I know I'm better off and we're not meant to be
I wish you knew how much you really fucking meant to me

garbage.

the-signs.mp3

Das Leben steht doch vor der Tür (M+T:KR 2020, Remix:W.Eggert,Label:ZOUNDR 2022)

My How to Do Songs Do Not Make Sense

How to Climb Down a Ladder Upwards

Just wanna go back to the days when I wasnt depressed and my life wasnt shit
Cause now all I do is just cry in my bed cause I think about shit that I need to forget
When I wake up I reach straight for the shovel I'm diggin' myself deeper into the pit
Life is a puzzle but the way that we live our life puts you in a place that you dont fit

I'm seeing shit that I wish that I couldent
And I'm doing things that I wish that I wouldent
My feelings are fucked idk how to put it
I keep giving up and I know that I shouldn't
But as of recently I have no care
Don't waste my time I aint got none to spare
Said that you'd be there but now I'm like where
I dont play by the rules because life isnt fair
Used to want friends
Now I just want it to end
No longer wanna pretend
Thought I was making my way out the void
But the whole time I been falling back in
This shit is fucked
Why am I never enough
I can never call the bluff
Summer was straight 
My depression was left
But school came right
And now I feel stuck

Always inside of my bed
Sleeping on positive thoughts that are inside my head
Fighting with feelings that tear me apart that are deep inside my heart insted
You feel alive while throwing out lies but I speak the truth and I feel like I'm dead
I'll say my goodbyes and cut off my ties then open the bottle OD on the meds

Why open up? I don't see why I should
Why try to be happy when I never could
I rather fake my smile and say that I'm good
Than sayin' I'm fuckin' depressed
Sick of the shit I been givin' 
I bouta give up because
Honestly I'm fuckin' pressed
I'm gonna snap if you treat me the same as everyone else
And leave just like the rest
Warning you now not to fuck with the last of my feelings
Cause I'll do some shit I'll regret
Tell me you care whenever you can
Because if don't I'll just sit and forget
The way that I'm livin' my life
I'd honestly be better off playing russian roulette
I dont feel like I should try
I'm down in the dumps and I'm fucking upset

my bed's gonna be a grave. | Produced by velvet

Archive: unknxwn.

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