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the lie we live.

imma be honest I don’t even want this but I don’t wanna let go,
all those things I promised, had u in my pocket,
the demons the feelings, and the world, 


and I been giving you my love, and I fear that it’s not enough, they always told me growing up that life is going to be tough, if I woulda known it was this hard I woulda stopped it long ago, but I’m not weak in the mind that’s not the way my story goes

you can catch me in the night time with the demons,  
yea I’m hiding in the shadows,  I have my reasons. 

yea ur in my head i really got my heart up on my sleeve,
yea u said me u love me girl but next day you just went and leave, 
fall asleep, I’m dreaming but my fucking thoughts are falling weak 
I don’t wanna feel like this I got my heart up on my sleeve


I want it all to last but nothing ever lasts in life,
my life has been alright except from all the constant fights, 
just put on ur headphones, close the door shut ur eyes and you’ll make it through the night, everything will be alright just know I’m always by ur side 

imma be honest I don’t even want this, 
I might have to let go, 
if worse comes to worse then I’m sorry for this shit, 
I’m gonna let go

shadows.

subside. (snippet)

so long. (unmixed/snippet)

normal. (snippet)

Lyrics

I can do a lot with this microphone and my thoughts
For 5 whole years I only took a couple nights off
And every time I did I met a new demon to fight off
Safe to say I learned my lesson, all I see now is progression

I don't focus on the path ahead
I been making my own sometimes don't know where to step
So sometimes I fall through, don't know where to run to
Relapse or rewind that's what I'm never gone do

You could never fathom what I feel
I'm the only me so only I know what it is
Not saying I'm special but I got a head full
Of memories I only that I went through

Truthfully all of our lives are a lie
We all wake up choose who to be just to survive
The real you is the farthest from who you are
If you take off that mask you won't know who you are

Neither would I, I'm scared of what's inside
Of this head full of thoughts that I always will hide
I barely cry cause I wasted so many tears
With the time that I did could of moved on from it

I'm a wizard, I spell out these words
Spit a verse like it's magic but some are a curse
Turn something tragic to something that's worse
Now I watch what I say cause these vibrations lurk

You could never fathom what I feel
I'm the only me so only I know what it is
Not saying I'm special but I got a head full
Of memories I only that I went through

Truthfully all of our lives are a lie
We all wake up choose who to be just to survive
The real you is the farthest from who you are
If you take off that mask you won't know who you are

Find my mind when I'm losing it, havoc I'm fluent in
Told me don't do it, I'm doing it
This beat is a drug, I'm abusing it
I don't like talking to people, I'm threw with it

I sit in front a screen just screaming
Sat in the back of class just dreaming
'Member you laughin at what I believed in
Don't come to me actin like I was believed in

truthfully.

Produced by flower x nihil2free

Lyrics

Despair, I'm too busy in, no more time for friends
I cared way too much and then I was left again
You hit me up out the blue, where the fuck were you?
When I needed it, fuck this life I'm leaving it

When somebody tell you that they love you don't believe in it
I gave her my heart and turned my back she started eating it
Reaper where the fuck you at? Yo purpose I been needing it
Weaker than where I was at, a purpose I been fiending it

I can't let you go, I won't even lie
Don't know how to cope when you're not beside me
I love you so much, I can't explain
You don't give a fuck always leaving me in pain

I love you to death, I don't care about my life
I'll always be there even if you isn't mine
I know you don't care though, you gone do me wrong
Fuck this isn't fair bro, I loved her all along

I don't wanna leave, you don't wanna stay
One of us can't win and I know isn't me
You ain't gotta do me like that
What the fuck I ever do for you to treat me like that?

You don't understand, I'm misunderstood
Every thing is bad, I ain't ever feeling good
I don't wanna play these games no more
You told me you needed space but you just wanna hoe more

Despair, I'm too busy in, no more time for friends
I cared way too much and then I was left again
You hit me up out the blue, where the fuck were you?
When I needed it, fuck this life I'm leaving it

When somebody tell you that they love you don't believe in it
I gave her my heart and turned my back she started eating it
Reaper where the fuck you at? Yo purpose I been needing it
Weaker than where I was at, a purpose I been fiending it

reaper.

Produced by IOF

Lyrics

I don't wanna run
But you don't wanna come back
You're the only one
That I would ever come back to

So hold me closer
I say I need closure
But I won't ever close up
That door in case you show up

You think I'm okay but
I won't be okay cause
I know you're not with me
And I just keep pretending

That one day you'll come back
But that won't ever happen
Why the fuck this happen?
I wish I could go back in

I don't know what I need but I want you
Who you want I wish I could be but I'm not
Dude what the fuck did I ever do to deserve this?
All I ever needed was you but I'm worthless

I said I don't know what I need but I...
Who you want I wish I could be but I'm...
Dude what the fuck did I ever do...
All I ever needed was just you

I don't wanna run
But you don't wanna come back
You're the only one
That I would ever come back to

So hold me closer
I say I need closure
But I won't ever close up
That door in case you show up

i don't wanna run.


i aint ever ask for help naw im pickin myself up
i aint ever ask for handouts do this on my own im gettin get my paystubs
workin just so i can take my pretty girl to all these places
i aint make a whole lot but its bout the memories that we makin

baby fuck the location
how many times i gotta say this
long as im in your presence i dont care where we take this

smoke sessions at the park
breaking down in the car
we aint got a whole lot in common but im following my heart
for once

listening to my gut
intuitions never failed me before i found escapes and had to run
yeah i had to run away
had to get out of that place
and i did it just in time to fall in love with your pretty face


but i fucked it up
vision went black now im wakin up
looked down saw my hands covered in blood
and my body cold in the tub

gory sight to behold
when the corpse is your own
i had so much to live for so why did i fold?

why did i take myself out of existence
maybe i just needed help i couldnt ask for assistance
everybody tried to reach out all my friends stayed persistent
but i never take any handouts god im such a fucking idiot

static pt. 2 (never,forever)

Lyrics

I know you're not around, I know you'll never be
I know I'll never feel that feeling of you next to me
I know I'm better off and we're not meant to be
I wish you knew how much you really fucking meant to me

You look at me, all you see is just an artist
I look at myself and all I see is fucking garbage
I know I ain't perfect but I ain't even worth it
If my life was a window, I would wanna close the curtains

I got something in my chest, I can't really get it out
Baby, you the best, I don't wanna live without
You at fucking all, so please don't ever leave
I ain't wanna fall but that's what you did to me

Yeah that's probably what I'd say if you'd ever fucking answer
Won't even tell me hey, it's been eating like a cancer
What'd I do wrong? I'll never know
I'm all alone, I just wish I could go

I know you're not around, I know you'll never be
I know I'll never feel that feeling of you next to me
I know I'm better off and we're not meant to be
I wish you knew how much you really fucking meant to me

garbage.

Lyrics

I been making progress from the old me
But sometimes I wish someone would just hold me
Sometimes all the weight gets me to folding, gotta let go of what I'm holdin
Is it just the drugs or something more I feel?
At this point, I really do not know what's real
I've seen a lot and hurt some more than time can heal
If I slip back in, I'm saying fuck those pills

daemon. (2019)

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featuring: https://soundcloud.com/unknxwn7

Lyrics:
(cyzun)
I need you, you don’t want me 
I see you, you could haunt me x2

I feel so alone 
I don’t have a home
Give me something to believe in
Just a little hope 
I know I’m a joke 
I hate myself the most
I’m a fucking waste of space I need to fucking go

(I need to fucking go
I need to fucking go)


Take me, break me
Do whatever you want with my soul x2

I can’t seem to escape it at all
Take my heart and rip it apart 
Leave my body to rest in the dark
Leave my body to rest in the dark

(unknxwn.)
You were all I ever needed and more
All I ever wanted was to be yours
But you stepped away and walked out the door
Will my heart ever heal up from the scourge?

Making me out as the bad guy
I can make sure that this lie is your last time
Fucked up so much in my last life
All of this pain gone this life my last try

Why in the fuck I exist
I never knew and I don't give a shit
I'll never know where the love and the hope and the courage to cope without sedatives went

Take me
Break me
I know everyone is just gonna fold
Lately
Hate be
Taking over most of my fucking soul

(cyzun)
Take me, break me
Do whatever you want with my soul 
Do whatever you want with my soul x4

subside. (snippet)

Archive: unknxwn.

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