feat. gorejit (@gorejit)
prod. ingram11 (@ingram11mac)
mixed by LXXIV (@adam-vanscoyk)

lyrics:

[citrate]
lie to me tell me that i’m something 
just so i can feel the way i used to before nothing
lie to me tell me that i’m something 
just so i can feel the way i used to before nothing

life’s not guaranteed
please don’t fuck with me
got my blood all over it’s leaking right from the seams
life’s not guaranteed
please don’t fuck with me
unsure bout reality my life’s not what it seems

got like five more hours off the tab
and there’s nothing i can do except yell
ima fry your router you a fag
just wait i’ll behead you like the cartel

i hate myself you can see it in my eyes
can’t control my urges and i’m best friends with my knife
all you fuckers use me then you leave me in demise
tell my mother sorry when i die by suicide

i just wanna feel okay and live my life but i cannot ever do it cuz i’m fucking crazy
when i take my golden blade and cut your eyes bitch i hope you realize that you fucking made me

bitch ima eat your organs
leave you deceased in portions
bro you make me fucking hungry with all these contortions
bitch ima fuck your organs
and all my guns imported
so please don’t be surprised when you all see this drum start pouring

[gorejit]
yeah yeah yeah
ima kill that bitch just like elliot
i feel like i'm dead i need my medicine
i look like i'm dead eat your organs
vomit in a two seat its a foreign

reconstrict my body in debris
g19 with a m9 on a killing spree
eyelid full of lsd
i can't even fucking see
take a trip to saudi and i'm bringing extra magazines
stream that bitch on liveleak

[citrate]
lie to me tell me that i’m something 
just so i can feel the way i used to before nothing
lie to me tell me that i’m something 
just so i can feel the way i used to before nothing

life’s not guaranteed
please don’t fuck with me
got my blood all over it’s leaking right from the seams
life’s not guaranteed
please don’t fuck with me
unsure bout reality my life’s not what it seems

NOTHING (FEAT. GOREJIT) [PROD. INGRAM11]

prod. fendi444
mixed by LXXIV

i've struggled many long years with ocd. i've dealt with every subtype from harm ocd to existential ocd. i am better now but this song was made while panicking at 3am a year ago. i hope you find comfort in this song if you suffer from ocd.

lyrics:
i don’t know what to do 
tortured by ocd 
these thoughts are flowing right through 
my mind cant disagree
and i’m so worried i’m screwed irrationality
i try to cope but ensue
i tried out therapy

nothing changes nothing’s right
should i face it should i hide
nothing changes nothing’s right
should i face it should i hide

scared i might kill myself why’s this happening
and i’m obsessed bout crazy shit like reverse gravity
and yeah it feels like hell it’s so saddening
feel like i’m not in control i feel crazy stop attacking me

i got scary thoughts based around eternity
and i try to stop but my mind is hurting me
and i’m up at night panicking bout certainty
so i try to fight through my day while burdening

thoughts coming in they inside of my head bitch
stop coming in i don’t wanna be dead bitch
don’t wanna kill wish i could get some leverage
don’t gimme pills hanging on by a thread bitch

thoughts coming in they inside of my head bitch
stop coming in i don’t wanna be dead bitch
don’t wanna kill wish i could get some leverage
don’t gimme pills hanging on by a thread bitch

i don’t know what to do 
tortured by ocd 
these thoughts are flowing right through 
my mind cant disagree
and i’m so worried i’m screwed irrationality
i try to cope but ensue
i tried out therapy

nothing changes nothing’s right
should i face it should i hide
nothing changes nothing’s right
should i face it should i hide

OCD [prod. fendi444]

featuring LXXIV (@adam-vanscoyk)
prod. fendi444 (@fendi444)
mixed by LXXIV (@adam-vanscoyk)

lyrics:
[citrate]
i know that my life goes one way
downhill life is always leading me astray
i know that my life goes one way
downhill there’s nothing else i can say

i’m not scared i just have nobody i just need some help
i’m aware that you’re hella slutty put my mind through hell
please don’t stare you’re not fucking funny you should off yourself
i’m compared to your ex you’re scummy but you’re hot as hell

everybody hates me why don’t you
everybody hates me you should too
and i don’t know what to do yah

so i cut myself with all my fucking knives
i wanna trust myself but i just hate my life
i wanna love myself you know i’ve fucking tried
but all these sluts from hell are gonna take my life

fucking leave me alone why you wanna know
what the hell i’ve been up to with all these other fucking hoes 
you made me this way it wasn’t something that i chose
that i chose

lately i’ve been having thoughts of killing you and every single one of your stupid ass friends
hopefully i get my chance i’m willing to stab you until your pathetic life ends

i know that my life goes one way
downhill life is always leading me astray
i know that my life goes one way
downhill there’s nothing else i can say

i’m not scared i just have nobody i just need some help
i’m aware that you’re hella slutty put my mind through hell
please don’t stare you’re not fucking funny you should off yourself
i’m compared to your ex you’re scummy but you’re hot as hell

[LXXIV]
if god got me where i am then where does he go late at night
mind is racing devil on my back but he's no where in sight
befriend all the demons at my door ready to fight  fight
dead man walking off the pills, no i'm not living right

pain killers causing my pain, they keep controlling me
doc said i've gone insane, they grab ahold of me
put the poison into my veins, till i can never see
follow me into the dark, where i feel vacancy

vacant minds tend to think alike, lets go fantasize
you decide, if we’ll take our life, see the sunrise
I need help, imma turn the tide, at least I’ll try
yeah, I’ve been in my mind

I need help, I need help, I need help
I need someone that can save me from myself x2

[citrate]
i know that my life goes one way
downhill life is always leading me astray
i know that my life goes one way
downhill there’s nothing else i can say

i’m not scared i just have nobody i just need some help
i’m aware that you’re hella slutty put my mind through hell
please don’t stare you’re not fucking funny you should off yourself
i’m compared to your ex you’re scummy but you’re hot as hell

help [feat. LXXIV] (prod. fendi444)

prod. brxvn
mixed by me and shisui

lyrics:
mutilate my body for the first time
fix your fucking feelings cuz you’re always tryna hurt mine
then i go and mutilate my body for the third time
hanging from the ceiling all i’m seeing are these blurred lines x2

fucking go away fucking take all the shit i bought
i get so deranged i’m so insane from my fucking thoughts
i’m in so much pain i degrade bitch i’m boutta rot
we are not the same ima aim and you will get shot

do you need a hearing aid i know you heard
the messages start deleting and then you curve
i’m fucking leering hate my mind is so damn slurred
always on your phone tweeting just like a bird

fucking all your friends now they’re not your friends
i don’t give a fuck you’re a bitch
talking all that shit to all your friends but you don’t know that your best friend'ss all on my dick

fucking all your friends now they’re not your friends
i don’t give a fuck you’re a bitch
talking all that shit to all your friends but you don’t know that your best friend's all on my dick

yuh cut my fucking throat
throw you in an open grave and put some bullets in your throat
all my cum inside your mouth and down your bullet riddled throat
fill your grave with dirt i was the last one all up in your throat

mutilate my body for the first time
fix your fucking feelings cuz you’re always tryna hurt mine
then i go and mutilate my body for the third time
hanging from the ceiling all i’m seeing are these blurred lines x2

mutilate [prod. brxvn]

prod. fendi (@fendi444) & raccoonz (@prodraccoonz)
mixed by shisui (@shisuiwuzhere)

lyrics:
bitch i’d take your fucking life but you don’t have one you’re confused bitch
stay typing all on twitter but you’re never gonna do shit
you pussies always talking hella hard but always losin
and if you had a life i’d stab your heart and make you lose it

bitch i’m crazy can you tell
i’m not ever doing well
got your corpse and it’ll sell
to the demons down in hell x2

i got 5 faggots hanging from their necks x4

leave your room you fucking cunt and go outside you fucking bitch
bet if your ass got locked up you’d fucking try out sucking dick
don’t say that you got any bitches cuz you’re a fucking trick
you’ll need more than just gauze and some stitches to get fucking fixed

look at me cunt i will seize you got this rope tied in a knot
all of your bullshit is see through bitch i hope you know you’re caught
yeah bro i would hate to be you and i’m glad i’m fucking 
not
cut you up and then i eat you bitch there is no fucking god

bitch i’m crazy can you tell
i’m not ever doing well
got your corpse and it’ll sell
to the demons down in hell x2

i got 5 faggots hanging from their necks x4

faggot [prod. fendi444 & raccoonz]

prod. mutru
mixed by me

lyrics:
first thing’s first you’re a cunt
always make the worst things you’re a cunt x4

what the fuck do i do, should i end my fucking life
you’re a cunt and i’m through bitch i’ll stab you with a knife
should i run should i hide should i fuck myself or something
all the love i gave to you i know that it meant nothing

hang out with your friends like all the fucking time as if i did not just fuck them
look at em and say my name into their fucking eyes i bet you can tell i fucked them

first thing’s first you’re a cunt
always make the worst things you’re a cunt x4

cunt [prod. mutru]

prod. vinnie
mixed by me

lyrics:
yeah you faggots always talking hard but you ain’t out here throwing hands
bitches all up on me yeah they tryna make me throw some bands
flip the cutter cut your fuckin head off like the taliban
flip the cutter cut your fuckin head off like the taliban

got your fucking addy pussy you boutta get swatted
all i care about is money flipping on narcotics
haven’t taken meds in like a year bitch i forgot it
haven’t taken meds in like a year bitch i forgot it

got your fucking addy pussy you boutta get swatted
all i care about is money flipping on narcotics
haven’t taken meds in like a year bitch i forgot it
haven’t taken meds in like a year bitch i forgot it

yesterday i pulled out my shotty and aimed at my muhfucking face
when i put it to my body i realized that i made a stupid fucking mistake
i’m such a fool because i almost killed myself without unleashing my muhfucking hate
walk in a school and i pull out the ar bitch i’m boutta shoot up this dumb fucking place

okay like bitch
yeah you faggots got me pissed
why the fuck do you exist
never lack pricks on my list
never lack slits on my wrist

interrupt your fucking lesson
pulling out my smith and wesson
ima send your ass to heaven
class is no longer in session

walk down the halls while i’m shooting my friends
double tap all you continue my cleanse
shot my math teacher she dropped all her pens

murderous tendencies are my best traits
all of you pussies are copy and paste
now i’m famous in the united states

you shouldn’t have bullied me fuckers you shouldn’t have failed me
none of you faggots were scared of me until i started assailing
bullets collided into her and that hoe she started exhaling
putting the gun in my mouth so the police cannot fucking jail me

yeah you faggots always talking hard but you ain’t out here throwing hands
bitches all up on me yeah they tryna make me throw some bands
flip the cutter cut your fuckin head off like the taliban
flip the cutter cut your fuckin head off like the taliban

got your fucking addy pussy you boutta get swatted
all i care about is money flipping on narcotics
haven’t taken meds in like a year bitch i forgot it
haven’t taken meds in like a year bitch i forgot it

ACTIVE SHOOTER [PROD. VINNIE]

art by @vvfangsvv on insta

lyrics:
suicidal thoughts inside my brain bitch
pierce my fucking mental with a bullet from my stainless
i just wanna leave i’ll run away from all the fakes bitch
slice my body slowly i don’t want it to be painless

bitch i’m so mentally ill and i fucking hate my life i just wanna die
bitch i’m so mentally ill and i fucking hate my life i just wanna die

i’m a fucking pussy cuz i never tried out suicide
please don’t ever fuck with me i’ll have you faggots crucified
ima cut your hand off but i guess i’ll let you choose a side
pull up with a shotty ima shoot if you don’t move aside

*satanic curses*

death inside my head
death inside my mind
i don't have a reason but i think it all the time
i don't wanna kill myself i wanna be alive
actually i'm scared as hell i really wanna die

i have thoughts of killing myself like every day
mental illness feeling like hell please go away
i have thoughts of killing myself like every day
mental illness feeling like hell please go away

russian roulette with my bitch ima kill myself on purpose that way you live
been suicidal since six why the fuck do you think that i have fucks to give

*satanic curses*

MENTAL ILLNESS

featuring fangs (@vvfangsvv)
mixed by lxxiv (@adam-vanscoyk)
lyrics:
(citrate)
hi i don’t wanna lie i think it would be so fucking cute if we both died
hi i don’t wanna lie i think it would be so fucking cute if we both died

it’s just me and you i think we should kill ourselves
double barrel shotty getting loaded with two shells
cannot wait to spend eternity with you in hell
cannot wait to spend eternity with you in hell

can we cut ourselves with a fucking knife cuz it’ll make us less anxious to take our lives
only time will tell when my mom will find our bloody corpses on the floor when she arrives

stick my knife in your pussy it looks just like you’re on your period
blood pressure dropping and i can see that you’re delirious
cut my mouth open i wanna fuck you why so serious
putting ropes around our necks it was a great experience

hi i don’t wanna lie i think it would be so fucking cute if we both died
hi i don’t wanna lie i think it would be so fucking cute if we both died

it’s just me and you i think we should kill ourselves
double barrel shotty getting loaded with two shells
cannot wait to spend eternity with you in hell
cannot wait to spend eternity with you in hell

(fangs)
everytime i see you i just get the urge to fuck you 
we belong together till forever and i want to 
kill ourselves and end it all 
911 will get the call 
but they were just to fucking late 
our souls will now just dissipate 

and my will to live keeps getting thinner 
while we are finally pulling the trigger 
we both go to hell cause we both know we’re sinners 
but if you die first i will eat you for dinner

(citrate)
hi i don’t wanna lie i think it would be so fucking cute if we both died
hi i don’t wanna lie i think it would be so fucking cute if we both died

it’s just me and you i think we should kill ourselves
double barrel shotty getting loaded with two shells
cannot wait to spend eternity with you in hell
cannot wait to spend eternity with you in hell

hell (feat. fangs) [prod. triplesixdelete]

feat. lord distortion (@distortionthe1)
prod. triplesixdelete
mixed by shisui (@shisuiwuzhere)

SLUT (FEAT. LORD DISTORTION) [PROD. TRIPLESIXDELETE]

somehow i lasted 20 years in this existence.

prod. @pluck-sunset and @lilrahnera
mixed by me for once

lyrics:
took like 20 benzos at my show
panicking i'm thinking i'll be 6 feet down below x2

having sex with shadow figures bitch i'm such a whore
i'm so fucking normal do not send me to the ward x2

down to hell is where i'm gonna go
i just popped a fucking perky then i shot my fucking cat
talking to your corpse i said hello
decomposing rapidly and losing all your fucking fat

ripping off my skin i’m desecrated from the neck down
suicidal tendencies i love it when i bleed
bullets in my head is way too easy put the tec down
absence of consciousness is the only thing i need

if there is an afterlife i’ll kill myself again so i can leave this simulation i don’t wanna fucking live

fuck my life and fuck my dad i put a knife inside my cat and circumcised a fucking rat then made it eat it’s shit

looking at the crowd i wanna become a mass shooter
all you do is sit on discord on your shit computer
i ran over two cunts riding on a fucking scooter
cut the balls off stupid faggots yeah they just got neutered

hate all of you fuckers
everyday i’m taking uppers
ate your sisters heart for supper
cuz i thought she was my lover

kill myself attention
i can’t take this fucking tension
i forgot to fucking mention
that i will never recover

never gave a fuck about this shitty life
stole some shit from walmart which included a knife
really wanna end it all i just wanna die
every single day feels like i’m living a lie

doctor please don’t fuck me
you're like 50 years old and you’re ugly
i know i’m delusional don’t touch me
quit laughing at me it’s not funny

don’t send me to the ward i promise i’ll behave
put a finger on me and i’ll send you to your grave
no i didn’t mean that please i promise i’ll behave
i know my psychiatrist keeps saying i’m depraved

took like 20 benzos at my show
panicking i'm thinking i'll be 6 feet down below x2

having sex with shadow figures bitch i'm such a whore
i'm so fucking normal do not send me to the ward x2

cunt [prod. mutru]

citrate

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