This is the exact ive been hoping someone would make 

feat. gorejit (@gorejit)
prod. ingram11 (@ingram11mac)
mixed by LXXIV (@adam-vanscoyk)

lyrics:

[citrate]
lie to me tell me that i’m something 
just so i can feel the way i used to before nothing
lie to me tell me that i’m something 
just so i can feel the way i used to before nothing

life’s not guaranteed
please don’t fuck with me
got my blood all over it’s leaking right from the seams
life’s not guaranteed
please don’t fuck with me
unsure bout reality my life’s not what it seems

got like five more hours off the tab
and there’s nothing i can do except yell
ima fry your router you a fag
just wait i’ll behead you like the cartel

i hate myself you can see it in my eyes
can’t control my urges and i’m best friends with my knife
all you fuckers use me then you leave me in demise
tell my mother sorry when i die by suicide

i just wanna feel okay and live my life but i cannot ever do it cuz i’m fucking crazy
when i take my golden blade and cut your eyes bitch i hope you realize that you fucking made me

bitch ima eat your organs
leave you deceased in portions
bro you make me fucking hungry with all these contortions
bitch ima fuck your organs
and all my guns imported
so please don’t be surprised when you all see this drum start pouring

[gorejit]
yeah yeah yeah
ima kill that bitch just like elliot
i feel like i'm dead i need my medicine
i look like i'm dead eat your organs
vomit in a two seat its a foreign

reconstrict my body in debris
g19 with a m9 on a killing spree
eyelid full of lsd
i can't even fucking see
take a trip to saudi and i'm bringing extra magazines
stream that bitch on liveleak

[citrate]
lie to me tell me that i’m something 
just so i can feel the way i used to before nothing
lie to me tell me that i’m something 
just so i can feel the way i used to before nothing

life’s not guaranteed
please don’t fuck with me
got my blood all over it’s leaking right from the seams
life’s not guaranteed
please don’t fuck with me
unsure bout reality my life’s not what it seems

NOTHING (FEAT. GOREJIT) [PROD. INGRAM11]

prod. $TRANDED (@strandead)
mixed by LXXIV (@adam-vanscoyk)

lyrics:

just took my prozac i don’t think i’m alright
overdosing for the fun i think it’s fine
catch me dead in my room and don’t be surprised
slice my neck with every single fucking knife

all this hate no relief
always take never leave
bitch i got so many issues put my blade to my sleeve x2

done with the bullshit i always deal with i just wanna hang myself and end this fucking pain

try to feel okay but people steal it i can’t wait to off you f4gg0ts you’re the ones to blame

take my knife and write symbols on my fucking face
and i love it when my cuts are fucking vertical

take your lives i can’t wait to go inside this place
im about to shoot this bitch up like it’s terminal

stabbed in the back to get rid of me
i just always laugh at the fact that you pity me
even though we had what we had you got rid of me
i just wanna stab fucking stab it’d be pretty neat

just took my prozac i don’t think i’m alright
overdosing for the fun i think it’s fine
catch me dead in my room and don’t be surprised
slice my neck with every single fucking knife

all this hate no relief
always take never leave
bitch i got so many issues put my blade to my sleeve x2

prozac [prod. $TRANDED]

prod. triplesixdelete (@triplesixdelete)
mixed by shisui (@shisuiwuzhere)

lyrics:
sacrifice myself to a god that doesn’t like me
mixing up my fucking pills i’m not dead what the fuck
if he’s even real cuz at this point it is unlikely
nobody can help me so i guess i’m out of luck
suicidal bitches all around me and it’s likely 
bitches try to rape me yeah they always tryna fuck
that i’ll end up wifing one we’ll cut ourselves precisely
fuck you whores quit stalking me cuz i don’t give a fuck

slits on your fucking face cuz you are my slut
smoke this cig but it’s fucking laced got it from the mud
bitch get rid of your love it’s fake please just let me fuck
got a dick on my fucking blade boutta get it stuck

black shirt says wrath bitch put a shell in that bitch
shotty in your class bitch i’m boutta off a fat bitch

and then i fucking shot her that f4gg0t just got slaughtered
and now i put the shotty in my mouth just like my father

sacrifice myself to a god that doesn’t like me
mixing up my fucking pills i’m not dead what the fuck
if he’s even real cuz at this point it is unlikely
nobody can help me so i guess i’m out of luck
suicidal bitches all around me and it’s likely 
bitches try to rape me yeah they always tryna fuck
that i’ll end up wifing one we’ll cut ourselves precisely
fuck you whores quit stalking me cuz i don’t give a fuck

SACRIFICE [PROD. TRIPLESIXDELETE]

featuring LXXIV (@adam-vanscoyk)
prod. fendi444 (@fendi444)
mixed by LXXIV (@adam-vanscoyk)

lyrics:
[citrate]
i know that my life goes one way
downhill life is always leading me astray
i know that my life goes one way
downhill there’s nothing else i can say

i’m not scared i just have nobody i just need some help
i’m aware that you’re hella slutty put my mind through hell
please don’t stare you’re not fucking funny you should off yourself
i’m compared to your ex you’re scummy but you’re hot as hell

everybody hates me why don’t you
everybody hates me you should too
and i don’t know what to do yah

so i cut myself with all my fucking knives
i wanna trust myself but i just hate my life
i wanna love myself you know i’ve fucking tried
but all these sluts from hell are gonna take my life

fucking leave me alone why you wanna know
what the hell i’ve been up to with all these other fucking hoes 
you made me this way it wasn’t something that i chose
that i chose

lately i’ve been having thoughts of killing you and every single one of your stupid ass friends
hopefully i get my chance i’m willing to stab you until your pathetic life ends

i know that my life goes one way
downhill life is always leading me astray
i know that my life goes one way
downhill there’s nothing else i can say

i’m not scared i just have nobody i just need some help
i’m aware that you’re hella slutty put my mind through hell
please don’t stare you’re not fucking funny you should off yourself
i’m compared to your ex you’re scummy but you’re hot as hell

[LXXIV]
if god got me where i am then where does he go late at night
mind is racing devil on my back but he's no where in sight
befriend all the demons at my door ready to fight  fight
dead man walking off the pills, no i'm not living right

pain killers causing my pain, they keep controlling me
doc said i've gone insane, they grab ahold of me
put the poison into my veins, till i can never see
follow me into the dark, where i feel vacancy

vacant minds tend to think alike, lets go fantasize
you decide, if we’ll take our life, see the sunrise
I need help, imma turn the tide, at least I’ll try
yeah, I’ve been in my mind

I need help, I need help, I need help
I need someone that can save me from myself x2

[citrate]
i know that my life goes one way
downhill life is always leading me astray
i know that my life goes one way
downhill there’s nothing else i can say

i’m not scared i just have nobody i just need some help
i’m aware that you’re hella slutty put my mind through hell
please don’t stare you’re not fucking funny you should off yourself
i’m compared to your ex you’re scummy but you’re hot as hell

help [feat. LXXIV] (prod. fendi444)

prod. fendi (@fendi444) & raccoonz (@prodraccoonz)
mixed by shisui (@shisuiwuzhere)

lyrics:
bitch i’d take your fucking life but you don’t have one you’re confused bitch
stay typing all on twitter but you’re never gonna do shit
you pussies always talking hella hard but always losin
and if you had a life i’d stab your heart and make you lose it

bitch i’m crazy can you tell
i’m not ever doing well
got your corpse and it’ll sell
to the demons down in hell x2

i got 5 faggots hanging from their necks x4

leave your room you fucking cunt and go outside you fucking bitch
bet if your ass got locked up you’d fucking try out sucking dick
don’t say that you got any bitches cuz you’re a fucking trick
you’ll need more than just gauze and some stitches to get fucking fixed

look at me cunt i will seize you got this rope tied in a knot
all of your bullshit is see through bitch i hope you know you’re caught
yeah bro i would hate to be you and i’m glad i’m fucking 
not
cut you up and then i eat you bitch there is no fucking god

bitch i’m crazy can you tell
i’m not ever doing well
got your corpse and it’ll sell
to the demons down in hell x2

i got 5 faggots hanging from their necks x4

faggot [prod. fendi444 & raccoonz]

prod. mutru
mixed by me

lyrics:
first thing’s first you’re a cunt
always make the worst things you’re a cunt x4

what the fuck do i do, should i end my fucking life
you’re a cunt and i’m through bitch i’ll stab you with a knife
should i run should i hide should i fuck myself or something
all the love i gave to you i know that it meant nothing

hang out with your friends like all the fucking time as if i did not just fuck them
look at em and say my name into their fucking eyes i bet you can tell i fucked them

first thing’s first you’re a cunt
always make the worst things you’re a cunt x4

cunt [prod. mutru]

prod. schoolshooter
mixed by me

lyrics:
say you’re gonna send me to hell i don’t believe
that you’re gonna do it i’ll cover you in pee x2

you’ve been fucking talking shit about me every single day i fucking sense it
thinking that your bitch is your bitch but she really got your dumbass on a dark web hit list
i don't even care about the money when i get it like bitch i got incentives
i don't even know what else to say so drink my piss bitch

my piss bitch i don't know so drink my piss bitch x4

put your pussy on me you got nothing else for me
why you wet as a tsunami like bitch i am not horny
say you got an aesthetic like bitch you look pathetic
and when i’m done you’ll need a medic and a few prosthetics

just like randy stair i really wanna go see you
shoot up my workplace and go down to meet you
shotgun in my mouth i fear i’ll mistreat you
now i’m in hell and you’re not here i need you

fucking up my mind with all the shit that you’ve been talking bout
fucking bitch you stupid pussy end your life without a doubt
you don’t know i’m boutta pull up to your fuckin house
stab you twenty times and then i fuck your bitch right on your couch

stabbing all you faggots got a fully automatic got your fucking body dragging
cuz you bitches fucking ratted got a hatchet on me tatted only cuz i hate you fucking faggots
y’all are weaker than some maggots bitch i really hate you faggots

random screams

say you’re gonna send me to hell i don’t believe
that you’re gonna do it i’ll cover you in pee x2

you’ve been fucking talking shit about me every single day i fucking sense it
thinking that your bitch is your bitch but she really got your dumbass on a dark web hit list
i don't even care about the money when i get it like bitch i got incentives
i don't even know what else to say so drink my piss bitch

my piss bitch i don't know so drink my piss bitch x4

PISS [PROD. SCHOOLSHOOTER]

prod. vinnie
mixed by me

lyrics:
yeah you faggots always talking hard but you ain’t out here throwing hands
bitches all up on me yeah they tryna make me throw some bands
flip the cutter cut your fuckin head off like the taliban
flip the cutter cut your fuckin head off like the taliban

got your fucking addy pussy you boutta get swatted
all i care about is money flipping on narcotics
haven’t taken meds in like a year bitch i forgot it
haven’t taken meds in like a year bitch i forgot it

got your fucking addy pussy you boutta get swatted
all i care about is money flipping on narcotics
haven’t taken meds in like a year bitch i forgot it
haven’t taken meds in like a year bitch i forgot it

yesterday i pulled out my shotty and aimed at my muhfucking face
when i put it to my body i realized that i made a stupid fucking mistake
i’m such a fool because i almost killed myself without unleashing my muhfucking hate
walk in a school and i pull out the ar bitch i’m boutta shoot up this dumb fucking place

okay like bitch
yeah you faggots got me pissed
why the fuck do you exist
never lack pricks on my list
never lack slits on my wrist

interrupt your fucking lesson
pulling out my smith and wesson
ima send your ass to heaven
class is no longer in session

walk down the halls while i’m shooting my friends
double tap all you continue my cleanse
shot my math teacher she dropped all her pens

murderous tendencies are my best traits
all of you pussies are copy and paste
now i’m famous in the united states

you shouldn’t have bullied me fuckers you shouldn’t have failed me
none of you faggots were scared of me until i started assailing
bullets collided into her and that hoe she started exhaling
putting the gun in my mouth so the police cannot fucking jail me

yeah you faggots always talking hard but you ain’t out here throwing hands
bitches all up on me yeah they tryna make me throw some bands
flip the cutter cut your fuckin head off like the taliban
flip the cutter cut your fuckin head off like the taliban

got your fucking addy pussy you boutta get swatted
all i care about is money flipping on narcotics
haven’t taken meds in like a year bitch i forgot it
haven’t taken meds in like a year bitch i forgot it

ACTIVE SHOOTER [PROD. VINNIE]

art by @vvfangsvv on insta

lyrics:
suicidal thoughts inside my brain bitch
pierce my fucking mental with a bullet from my stainless
i just wanna leave i’ll run away from all the fakes bitch
slice my body slowly i don’t want it to be painless

bitch i’m so mentally ill and i fucking hate my life i just wanna die
bitch i’m so mentally ill and i fucking hate my life i just wanna die

i’m a fucking pussy cuz i never tried out suicide
please don’t ever fuck with me i’ll have you faggots crucified
ima cut your hand off but i guess i’ll let you choose a side
pull up with a shotty ima shoot if you don’t move aside

*satanic curses*

death inside my head
death inside my mind
i don't have a reason but i think it all the time
i don't wanna kill myself i wanna be alive
actually i'm scared as hell i really wanna die

i have thoughts of killing myself like every day
mental illness feeling like hell please go away
i have thoughts of killing myself like every day
mental illness feeling like hell please go away

russian roulette with my bitch ima kill myself on purpose that way you live
been suicidal since six why the fuck do you think that i have fucks to give

*satanic curses*

MENTAL ILLNESS

kill me [prod. fendi444]

somehow i lasted 20 years in this existence.

prod. @pluck-sunset and @lilrahnera
mixed by me for once

lyrics:
took like 20 benzos at my show
panicking i'm thinking i'll be 6 feet down below x2

having sex with shadow figures bitch i'm such a whore
i'm so fucking normal do not send me to the ward x2

down to hell is where i'm gonna go
i just popped a fucking perky then i shot my fucking cat
talking to your corpse i said hello
decomposing rapidly and losing all your fucking fat

ripping off my skin i’m desecrated from the neck down
suicidal tendencies i love it when i bleed
bullets in my head is way too easy put the tec down
absence of consciousness is the only thing i need

if there is an afterlife i’ll kill myself again so i can leave this simulation i don’t wanna fucking live

fuck my life and fuck my dad i put a knife inside my cat and circumcised a fucking rat then made it eat it’s shit

looking at the crowd i wanna become a mass shooter
all you do is sit on discord on your shit computer
i ran over two cunts riding on a fucking scooter
cut the balls off stupid faggots yeah they just got neutered

hate all of you fuckers
everyday i’m taking uppers
ate your sisters heart for supper
cuz i thought she was my lover

kill myself attention
i can’t take this fucking tension
i forgot to fucking mention
that i will never recover

never gave a fuck about this shitty life
stole some shit from walmart which included a knife
really wanna end it all i just wanna die
every single day feels like i’m living a lie

doctor please don’t fuck me
you're like 50 years old and you’re ugly
i know i’m delusional don’t touch me
quit laughing at me it’s not funny

don’t send me to the ward i promise i’ll behave
put a finger on me and i’ll send you to your grave
no i didn’t mean that please i promise i’ll behave
i know my psychiatrist keeps saying i’m depraved

took like 20 benzos at my show
panicking i'm thinking i'll be 6 feet down below x2

having sex with shadow figures bitch i'm such a whore
i'm so fucking normal do not send me to the ward x2

MENTAL ILLNESS

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