prod. bughvvl (@bughvvl)

lyrics:
why does my life feel so fake
why does my mind always ache
why do i cry till i break
why does my life feel so fake x4

man i feel so trapped emotionless surroundings feel so fake
i don’t even know if i’m asleep or i’m awake
to be fucking honest when asleep i feel alive
when awake i stop and wonder how am i alive yeah how am i alive

existential questions always fucking with my mind
i just want my family to feel like they are mine
i’m not suicidal but i’m scared to be alive

scared to be alive
scared to be alive
all my senses nulled it feels like i just died

scared to be alive
scared to be alive
this is getting old and i might not survive

hope there’s hope for me
i cannot do this 
hope there’s hope for me
help me get through this x2

why does my life feel so fake
why does my mind always ache
why do i cry till i break
why does my life feel so fake

depersonalization [prod. bughvvl]

prod. sapphirekill @sapphirekill
mixed by LXXIV @adam-vanscoyk

lyrics:

[citrate]
my life isn’t going well i’m always filled with panic
i just wanna live my life i cannot stand it
turned into a living hell i cannot fucking manage
i just wanna live my life i cannot stand it

i went to the hospital and i asked for something
anything to give my mind repair from damage
gave me meds to stop it all now i feel like nothing
i just wanna live my life i cannot stand it

i just take it till i’m numb
then i take it till i’m numb x17

bitch i’m trapped in my head
my dad came in i can’t map what he said
when will it stop i’m so wrapped up in dread
when i wake up i stay wrapped up in bed

i can’t focus
mind is broken
tried so many times i’m hopeless x2

feeling so dissociated
i don’t have a sense of self i really fucking hate it
all these years of constant worry don’t know how i made it
negative emotions coming in i can’t evade it

i need some help so i hit up my friends
they never answer so i sit and pretend
like everything’s okay fuck don’t think they’re my friends
fuck it imma go ahead and down my pills again

then i take it till i’m numb x18

numb [prod. sapphirekill]

mixed by LXXIV @adam-vanscoyk
prod. ingram11 @ingram11mac

lyrics:

[citrate]
yuh pussy boy i don’t like you
i got no control over my actions it’s on sight you
a fucking bitch and all your homies do not like you
yuh pussy boy i do not like you

dream about your death every time i’m asleep aye
when i kill myself ima bring you with me aye x2

drop your addy you a pussy bet you won’t thats okay
i’ll drop mine instead i bet you won’t pull up that’s okay
i heard that your blood type is AB and i will donate
all your fucking organs to my contacts down in OK

always keep a blade on my waist run my fade
making you afraid you disgrace you betrayed
me just to get laid go embrace that you’re fake
i always get played like a game what a waste

i don’t wanna talk bruh i only want a fade
i just wanna feel your neck colliding with my blade
i don’t wanna talk bruh i only want a fade
never thought that i would end up going insane

yeah if you think i’m fucking kidding
mental hospital got tired of me self admitting
when i take my knife out of my pocket i start slitting
i hope that you fear your life cuz pussy i’m not kidding

yuh pussy boy i don’t like you
i got no control over my actions it’s on sight you
a fucking bitch and all your homies do not like you
yuh pussy boy i do not like you

dream about your death every time i’m asleep aye
when i kill myself ima bring you with me aye x2

drop your addy you a pussy bet you won’t thats okay
i’ll drop mine instead i bet you won’t pull up that’s okay
i heard that your blood type is AB and i will donate
all your fucking organs to my contacts down in OK

pussy [prod. ingram11]

prod. beingbroke (@beingbroke)
mixed by LXXIV (@adam-vanscoyk)

lyrics:

[citrate]
how many tries does it take till i’m fine
how many tries till i break and i die
feel so confined bitch i wanna live life
mental declines getting worse all the time
how many tries does it take till i’m fine
how many tries till i break and i die
feel so confined bitch i wanna live life
mental declines getting worse all the time

doing tons of stupid shit so i don’t go insane
feeling like i’m losing it why am i so afraid
doing tons of stupid shit so i don’t go insane
feeling like i’m losing it why am i so afraid

said he want beef with me
bro you’re pleasing me with all your envy
yeah bruh you're relieving me so keep on teasing me
yeah your life is ending

homie got laid out he was defending
and he got played now that boy is friendly
body contortions and there are plenty
do you got organs that you can lend me

fuck it i held on way too fucking long
fuck it i might as well go break more laws
she saying fuck you we don’t get along
she scream i love you when i fuck her raw

make a decision bitch am i the one
hit with precision she shake like she stunned
switching positions i’m making her cum
losing my vision yeah she going dumb

he tried to front but i pulled out my glock now he yelling and running away
empty my gun and i unfold the stock there’s no telling what i’m gonna spray
i’m having fun just by letting off shots they’re propelling right into his legs
he cannot run cuz he got fucking popped now i’m dwelling about all the pain

how many tries does it take till i’m fine
how many tries till i break and i die
feel so confined bitch i wanna live life
mental declines getting worse all the time
how many tries does it take till i’m fine
how many tries till i break and i die
feel so confined bitch i wanna live life
mental declines getting worse all the time

doing tons of stupid shit so i don’t go insane
feeling like i’m losing it why am i so afraid 
doing tons of stupid shit so i don’t go insane
feeling like i’m losing it why am i so afraid

decline [prod. beingbroke]

prod. fendi444 (@fendi444)
mixed by LXXIV (@adam-vanscoyk)

lyrics:

[citrate]
why do you control me
why do you control me
why do you control me
why do you control me
why do you control me
why do you control me
why do you control me
why do you control me

cuz i’m getting sick of always feeling like shit
yeah i am so fucking sick of always feeling like shit
cuz i’m getting sick of always feeling like shit
yeah i am so fucking sick of always feeling like shit

act like it’s a problem i have female friends why
all you do is talk to all my friends and it’s alright
for my own sake this has to end bye
if we take a break bet you'll fuck my friend no surprise

doesn’t make sense now does it
making me anxious suspense now what if’s
then you tell me that it’s fine so fuck it
did it then you started crying you’re dumb bitch
doesn’t make sense now does it
making me anxious suspense now what if’s
then you tell me that it’s fine so fuck it
did it then you started crying you’re dumb bitch

why are you changing my outlook on love
constantly talking bout guys that you fucked
leaving me hanging here i’ve had enough
losing my friends cuz they’re girls bitch it’s rough

you never go days without taking offense
i never do nothing it doesn’t make sense
you truly control me you cannot defend
you truly control me you shouldn’t pretend

and my friends aren’t real no they’re not
and my friends aren’t real no they’re not
and my friends aren’t real no they’re not
and my friends aren’t real no they’re not

why do you control me
why do you control me
why do you control me
why do you control me
why do you control me
why do you control me
why do you control me
why do you control me

cuz i’m getting sick of always feeling like shit
yeah i am so fucking sick of always feeling like shit
cuz i’m getting sick of always feeling like shit
yeah i am so fucking sick of always feeling like shit

control [prod. fendi444]

feat. gorejit (@gorejit)
prod. ingram11 (@ingram11mac)
mixed by LXXIV (@adam-vanscoyk)

lyrics:

[citrate]
lie to me tell me that i’m something 
just so i can feel the way i used to before nothing
lie to me tell me that i’m something 
just so i can feel the way i used to before nothing

life’s not guaranteed
please don’t fuck with me
got my blood all over it’s leaking right from the seams
life’s not guaranteed
please don’t fuck with me
unsure bout reality my life’s not what it seems

got like five more hours off the tab
and there’s nothing i can do except yell
ima fry your router you a fag
just wait i’ll behead you like the cartel

i hate myself you can see it in my eyes
can’t control my urges and i’m best friends with my knife
all you fuckers use me then you leave me in demise
tell my mother sorry when i die by suicide

i just wanna feel okay and live my life but i cannot ever do it cuz i’m fucking crazy
when i take my golden blade and cut your eyes bitch i hope you realize that you fucking made me

bitch ima eat your organs
leave you deceased in portions
bro you make me fucking hungry with all these contortions
bitch ima fuck your organs
and all my guns imported
so please don’t be surprised when you all see this drum start pouring

[gorejit]
yeah yeah yeah
ima kill that bitch just like elliot
i feel like i'm dead i need my medicine
i look like i'm dead eat your organs
vomit in a two seat its a foreign

reconstrict my body in debris
g19 with a m9 on a killing spree
eyelid full of lsd
i can't even fucking see
take a trip to saudi and i'm bringing extra magazines
stream that bitch on liveleak

[citrate]
lie to me tell me that i’m something 
just so i can feel the way i used to before nothing
lie to me tell me that i’m something 
just so i can feel the way i used to before nothing

life’s not guaranteed
please don’t fuck with me
got my blood all over it’s leaking right from the seams
life’s not guaranteed
please don’t fuck with me
unsure bout reality my life’s not what it seems

NOTHING (FEAT. GOREJIT) [PROD. INGRAM11]

i choose suicide.
prod. fendi444 (@fendi444)
mixed by lxxiv (@adam-vanscoyk)

lyrics:
[citrate]
contemplate suicide it’s an every day thing
lots of veins in my eyes cuz nothings fucking changing x2

and i don’t know why but it’s fine i’m still alive
fucking joking it’s been years of this i wanna die
panic fucking panic fuck it i might lose my mind
i choose suicide
i choose suicide

say they’re there for me but where are they when i need them
rip my hair to pieces kill myself they will see then
every day i bleed because you leave me in the dirt
i hope that you see that you’re the reason why i hurt

taking medication doesn’t help me and i know that
everyone is basic they dispel me bitch i know that
everybody faking it compels my feels to go back
to the medication love the hell i feel on prozac

i cancelled therapy and i don’t know why i did it x2

oh yeah cuz i thought you were there for me but obviously not
wasted all my fucking time i hope that you rot
i’m a fucking idiot for thinking you were not
the same as my ex why the fuck are you all thots

taking acid just to get you out my fucking head
i’m relapsin so much blood i turned my blanket red
time is passin and i’m thinking bout the shit you said
have a fraction of my bleeding you’re so fake misled

fucking wish that i could stop feeling psychotic
and i wish i was the one i know i’m not it x2

contemplate suicide it’s an every day thing
lots of veins in my eyes cuz nothings fucking changing x2

and i don’t know why but it’s fine i’m still alive
fucking joking it’s been years of this i wanna die
panic fucking panic fuck it i might lose my mind
i choose suicide
i choose suicide

suicide [prod. fendi444]

prod. fendi444 (@fendi444)
mixed by LXXIV (@adam-vancsoyk)

lyrics:
hate it when you say that you wanna stay
you should go away cuz i’m not okay
got a lot of pain that i don’t display
i just always say that i am okay x2

cuz i do not wanna deal with all your shit
you’re abusive as fuck and you’ll never admit
that you used me for attention so i guess it all makes sense
why you’re acting like a fucking whore in front of all my friends x2

wait
i can’t call them my friends
cuz they’re low tier faggots and they always defend 
you cuz you act like a victim you don’t make sense 

we both know what you did to me so i put an end
to it all
oh did i offend
see you fall
cutting all my friends
i recalled
had to make amends
you just stalled

hate it when you say that you wanna stay
you should go away cuz i’m not okay
got a lot of pain that i don’t display
i just always say that i am okay x2

cuz i do not wanna deal with all your shit
you’re abusive as fuck and you’ll never admit
that you used me for attention so i guess it all makes sense
why you’re acting like a fucking whore in front of all my friends x2

ok [prod. fendi444]

prod. fendi444 (@fendi444)
mixed by LXXIV (@adam-vanscoyk)

lyrics:
i don’t even know who is real
all of you confuse me i don’t know how to feel
and i should know who is real
guess that you can see i need to go and fucking heal

what’s the point of loving me then hitting me
at this point you probably should get rid of me
i’m destroyed you cheated are you kidding me
in a void defeated please don’t pity me

from the first time to the last time go away now
i know you want me right back i can’t stay now
tryna heal but you stabbed my back i’m afraid now
i can’t feel cuz trauma i’m trapped in my brain now

fuck me over act like everything’s fine
fuck me slower scratch my nails on your spine
i’m becoming sober and it’s harder to find
any fucking closure get the fuck out my mind

fucking took it all and then you stabbed me in the back
i’m so shook i’ll fall into another fucking trap
why are you obsessed with making me feel so damn bad
why are you obsessed with me you know you make me sad

yeah
yeah
i'm so fucked i’m pulling right apart like yeah 
yeah
yeah
cut a fuckin hole inside my heart like yeah

i don’t even know who is real
all of you confuse me i don’t know how to feel
and i should know who is real
guess that you can see i need to go and fucking heal

what’s the point of loving me then hitting me
at this point you probably should get rid of me
i’m destroyed you cheated are you kidding me
in a void defeated please don’t pity me

from the first time to the last time go away now
i know you want me right back i can’t stay now
tryna heal but you stabbed my back i’m afraid now
i can’t feel cuz trauma i’m trapped in my brain now

trauma [prod. fendi444]

prod. fendi444
mixed by LXXIV

i've struggled many long years with ocd. i've dealt with every subtype from harm ocd to existential ocd. i am better now but this song was made while panicking at 3am a year ago. i hope you find comfort in this song if you suffer from ocd.

lyrics:
i don’t know what to do 
tortured by ocd 
these thoughts are flowing right through 
my mind cant disagree
and i’m so worried i’m screwed irrationality
i try to cope but ensue
i tried out therapy

nothing changes nothing’s right
should i face it should i hide
nothing changes nothing’s right
should i face it should i hide

scared i might kill myself why’s this happening
and i’m obsessed bout crazy shit like reverse gravity
and yeah it feels like hell it’s so saddening
feel like i’m not in control i feel crazy stop attacking me

i got scary thoughts based around eternity
and i try to stop but my mind is hurting me
and i’m up at night panicking bout certainty
so i try to fight through my day while burdening

thoughts coming in they inside of my head bitch
stop coming in i don’t wanna be dead bitch
don’t wanna kill wish i could get some leverage
don’t gimme pills hanging on by a thread bitch

thoughts coming in they inside of my head bitch
stop coming in i don’t wanna be dead bitch
don’t wanna kill wish i could get some leverage
don’t gimme pills hanging on by a thread bitch

i don’t know what to do 
tortured by ocd 
these thoughts are flowing right through 
my mind cant disagree
and i’m so worried i’m screwed irrationality
i try to cope but ensue
i tried out therapy

nothing changes nothing’s right
should i face it should i hide
nothing changes nothing’s right
should i face it should i hide

OCD [prod. fendi444]

slit [prod. mutru]

prod. $TRANDED (@strandead)
mixed by LXXIV (@adam-vanscoyk)

lyrics soon, i am super busy rn <3

prozac [prod. $TRANDED]

mixed by @purpoll

LYRICS:
Local pussies always talking shit they are not bout that
Say they toting weapons but I highly fucking doubt that
Lose our minds because of money how do we allow that
Blinded from the true facts of life we always cloud that

I don’t really ever have too many fucks to give
Break my trust again and I will not ever forgive
Sitting in my room I turn my chair leg to a shiv
Sorry but I do not think I really wanna live

Stay for me, I just need you to x4

Walking in the rain thinking what you’d do without me
I’ve been seeing lots of possible enemies in the alley
I was thinking I was spotted so I went inside of rally’s
Seen a couple dudes behind me bitch it might be my finale

Ima hurt you I don’t got a virtue
Why the fuck this system gotta make me have a curfew
Bitch I fucking heard you I’m who you refer to
If you do not like me then you better fucking learn to

cuz I hate myself I wanna rake the wealth
i don’t not like myself you fucking bitch
cuz I always ache like hell I do not take shit well
i do not like myself you fucking bitch

fed up to my core I might just kick the fucking bucket now
been through this before I might as well just go say fuck it now
talking like you are somebody acting like a puppet now
all this shit I’m dropping is so heavy so it plummet down

stay for me I just need you to
stay for me I just need you to
stay for me I just need you to 
stay for me

STAY [PROD. MUTRU]

mixed by @purpoll

lyrics:

[citrate]
fully loaded dracos your life taken
got a couple thousand in my safe they wanna take it
too bad they all sleeping and they really need to waken
pretty soon i’ll leave the world inside my fucking spaceship

they will die when i shoot out the k
bitch it’s in your eye when i shoot ima spray
feeling like i’m dry someone screwing up my brain
baby ima die if you choose me today

if they die on me now they’ll say they never did
baby ima cry when i harm myself with severance
yes it would be nice if i could just get some leverage
but just keep in mind nothing helps nobody’s generous

sitting playing sonic on my fucking sega genesis
yes i’m hypertonic and my pelvic floor degenerates
book a flight i’m on it and i’ll fly right to the emirates

hit a fucking lick and then i go ima get that money like it’s hbo ima get it back like a one two tho ima spit the facts and delete my foes
everybody round me wanna see me dead
shut your fucking mouth before i sever your head
blood everywhere yeah i see red
out in midnight like icyred yuh

lately i’ve been feeling gunning every single person in sight just for some fun and i just wanna know if you pulling up to the function cuz i really wanna hang out with you or something

i’m so tired of me
maybe you could help me out let’s find and see
i just wanna know if you are minding me
you and i we fly so high inclined to me

back then it was hell now i’m gonna hop right out of my shell i don’t want help i have stories to tell inside my mind i just sit here and dwell

fully loaded dracos your life taken
got a couple thousand in my safe they wanna take it
too bad they all sleeping and they really need to waken
pretty soon i’ll leave the world inside my fucking spaceship

they will die when i shoot out the k
bitch it’s in your eye when i shoot ima spray
feeling like i’m dry someone screwing up my brain
baby ima die if you choose me today

draco [prod. aurora]

mixed by purpoll [@purpoll]

lyrics:
[citrate]
mentally fucked up in my head
ima get by when i go to the set
cpu hdd loaded with dread
closing up all of my wounds with some thread

i don’t know why the fuck i’m crying
i don’t know why i feel like dying

mentally fucked up in my head
ima get by when i go to the set
cpu hdd loaded with dread
closing up all of my wounds with some thread

i don’t know why the fuck i’m crying
i don’t know why i feel like dying

virus clogging up inside my head and
i miss stopping right by you don’t let in
bias blocking polite times you shedded
crisis stalking me right as i’m bedded

dead at night 
nightmares where i’m headed
full of fright
they just stay indebted
cuz i’m nice
all my life i’ve dreaded areicide 

i’ve been out here tryna cop a piece yah
if you run up boy you’ll rest in peace yah
got that shit illegal fuck a lease yah
acab fuck all the police yah

mentally fucked up in my head
ima get by when i go to the set
cpu hdd loaded with dread
closing up all of my wounds with some thread

i don’t know why the fuck i’m crying
i don’t know why i feel like dying

mentally fucked up in my head
ima get by when i go to the set
cpu hdd loaded with dread
closing up all of my wounds with some thread

i don’t know why the fuck i’m crying
i don’t know why i feel like dying

MENTE MALA [PROD. FENDI444]

prod. raccoonz (@prodraccoonz)
mixed by LXXIV(@adam-vanscoyk)
cover art by cyberlight (@icyb3rlight)

lyrics:

[citrate]
until death does it’s part i’m gonna fake it
always act like they hard but they mistaken
take numbers off his card and then i’m vacant
until death does it‘s part i’m gonna fake it x2

emotions are screwed i can’t get you out my head
i’m so done with you you’re the reason that i bled
i always loved you but you always caused me dread
you fucked up my mood now i’m prolly better dead

better dead put a fucking bullet up inside my fucking head
better dead better dead not no birthday bullshit but i wish we never met

i don’t know my way
you don’t know my way
why am i this way
why am i this way

i wish i could change
you want me in pain
what you gonna gain
what you gonna gain

and i’m boutta pull up get out and go inside her home
but she only want me for clout her body ima roam
yeah she horny pulling it out and now she givin dome
and she got it all in her mouth just like a peristome

i don’t want no more fucking love
you caused one not to fucking trust
push my wants straight to fucking shove
all i want is some fucking lust

until death does it’s part i’m gonna fake it
always act like they hard but they mistaken
take numbers off his card and then i’m vacant
until death does it‘s part i’m gonna fake it x2

death [prod. raccoonz]

prod. xaid
cover art by me and @lxmej

lyrics:

[citrate]
better hold me back i’m not alive
all i do is think bout all the times i wanna die
dopamine receptors always on that overdrive
every single day something happens i’m not fine x2

yesterday i was gunning guys down
mess with me fucker you’ll be tied down
that’s the blade cutting you a size down
test your fate come and have you lie down

i find weird ways to always doubt
my mind cannot find a way out
i grind until i become a drought
i’m blind to my senses in and out

yuh i hate it when they all glance
dilated up in a trance
i made it all with my hands
i’m hated by my own friends

if he saw me out here he’d attack me
looking right behind me cuz he passed me
running up that shit just like a track meet
all this dirty money got me tax free

better hold me back i’m not alive
all i do is think bout all the times i wanna die
dopamine receptors always on that overdrive
every single day something happens i’m not fine x2

not alive [prod. xaid]

prod. mutru & st. napster
mixed by lxxiv @adam-vanscoyk
art by me and ryuzu @ryuzusdeath

lyrics:
[citrate]
put a blade to my veins
i’m too fucking pussy wanna end all the pain
throwing shade playing games
all i want is pussy and she wants my remains

boutta make my ruger go pop although despite this
every single shooter i rock with gonna like this
boutta make my ruger go pop although despite this
every single shooter i rock with gonna like this aye

i’m attracted to thots
fucked up my life i’m distracted by thoughts
she said i’m fine it’s so sweet how she spots
giving me signs she might reach for my crotch

grab all the cash from the bag on my waist and then slash fucking gash leave a rash on my face and then pass me the gas i can trash it with lace
i just smash and then pass always passing on dates 

like fuck you i don’t want you
i don’t wanna fuck you cuz i want to
i just kinda fuck you cuz you want to
but why do i fuck you if i don’t want to

i don’t even know why i do these things i insist
doing all this sketchy shit you’re losing my interest
i’m so fucking tired of when i’m rudely dismissed
i’m so fucking done yeah all these bitches got me pissed aye

put a blade to my veins
i’m too fucking pussy wanna end all the pain
throwing shade playing games
all i want is pussy and she wants my remains

boutta make my ruger go pop although despite this
every single shooter i rock with gonna like this
boutta make my ruger go pop although despite this
every single shooter i rock with gonna like this aye

pain [prod. mutru & st. napster]

prod. lunar vision @lunarvision
mixed by lxxiv @adam-vanscoyk

lyrics:

[citrate]
rolling up the dope i’m boutta fly
slowly losing hope i always cry
oh he want some smoke he boutta die
lonely i can’t cope i wanna die x2

i cry
i don’t care bout the times 
i didn’t care bout your mind 
why do you scare off my mind 
why do you scare off my mind

gun is on me stacking up narcotics
all i want is money in my hands i’m stacking profit
all these pussies funny they be acting like they lost it
better go start running cause you’re lacking end up frosted

you be looking like a bitch
turning off your lights like switch
boutta end your life real quick
retta boutta pipe real quick

really cannot tell what’s which
i don’t wanna dwell on this
letting off a shell on snitch
you can go to hell you snitch

cuz that’s the way i go now that’s the way i see
boutta lose control now pop the .223
life is feeling cold now i don’t wanna freeze
yeah he boutta fold now hollows make him bleed

rolling up the dope i’m boutta fly
slowly losing hope i always cry
oh he want some smoke he boutta die
lonely i can’t cope i wanna die x2

smoke [prod. lunar vision]

prod. mutru
mixed by LXXIV @adam-vanscoyk

lyrics: 
she said that she love me but she do not really love me
you must think i’m fucking stupid you think i’m a dummy
talking like you got somewhere you’re only here because me
all the shit you tried to do to me it was so scummy

take some scissors and i shove em in my eyes
so i can’t ever see you with other guys
oh wait it already happened no surprise
scared to be alone i see it in your eyes

why you toxic why you act like i got time
bitch you lost it but you do not even matter
why you toxic why attack my fucking mind
bitch you lost it but i’m used to being shattered


i’m so fucking done bitch there’s blood all on my hands color red is dousing on my pants
i’m not having fun bitch i’m stuck inside a trance all my friends are drowning in my rants

talking like this i don’t think you care though
you know i’m pissed outlook is so narrow
it’s a crisis that you can’t repair no
take a minus out my life prepare hoe

fuck outta my life fuck outta my sight don’t want you no
not making it right by taking my light girl that’s so low x2

she said that she love me but she do not really love me
you must think i’m fucking stupid you think i’m a dummy
talking like you got somewhere you’re only here because me
all the shit you tried to do to me it was so scummy

take some scissors and i shove em in my eyes
so i can’t ever see you with other guys
oh wait it already happened no surprise
scared to be alone i see it in your eyes

hate [prod. mutru]

prod. ingram11 @ingram11mac
mixed by LXXIV @adam-vanscoyk

lyrics:
[citrate]
i just wanna know why all these people acting so fake
acting like they like me then they switch up cuz they so fake
switch up cuz of sluts that have no morals bro you’re so fake
i just wanna know why all these people acting so fake

beg to use my studio now you’re between my exes legs
why’d you choose a hoe that said she loves you in a couple days
using you for clarity cuz in her head i’ll always stay
i just wanna know why all these people acting so fake

slit my wrist 7 times for you
so i don’t have to feel the pain
try to face what you put me through
but it all always ends the same

i don’t want more friends all they do is lie
keep my circle closed you’ll get no reply
everyone can see it although you’ll deny
you’re a slut you’ll never change my fucking mind

i just ride around and i smoke in the alley
i cry up in the mound sitting close to the valley
inside it makes me drown bro there’s so much to tally
it’s fine i’m leaving town though i’ll roam out in cali

bitch i’m boutta leave all these fuckers up in the past
always getting played with bitch i’m never turning back
didn’t wanna hear about the dudes up in your past
now you out here fucking one who stabbed me in the back

bitch you’re bout as stupid as your friends you bitches crazy
so much bullshit that it’s all hazy
didn’t wanna do it but you made me
cannot count the times you have betrayed me

i just wanna know why all these people acting so fake
acting like they like me then they switch up cuz they so fake
switch up cuz of sluts that have no morals bro you’re so fake
i just wanna know why all these people acting so fake

beg to use my studio now you’re between my exes legs
why’d you choose a hoe that said she loves you in a couple days
using you for clarity cuz in her head i’ll always stay
i just wanna know why all these people acting so fake

fake [prod. ingram11]

prod. ingram11 @ingram11mac
mixed by LXXIV @adam-vanscoyk

lyrics:

fucking end it all hope that i lose my life
cut into my wall broken by useless lies x2

always harm myself just for comfort
i am not myself let me suffer x2

always wanna die
filled up with despair
if i ever die please don’t act like you were there

cuz you’re not so fuck off x4

lose control and act pathetic you lost me cuz you’re crazy
don’t fake that shit and beg for sympathy
then you scroll look for a message that makes me look crazy
you make me sick stop with all your pity

i’m so stressed i’m not okay i’m a mess i might decay
can’t suppress all of my rage can’t express i’ve been betrayed

now i have a lack of trust
never lacking in disgust
bitch i’m passing through the dust
got a massive need for lust

fucking end it all hope that i lose my life
cut into my wall broken by useless lies x2

always harm myself just for comfort
i am not myself let me suffer x2

lies [prod. ingram11]

prod. @fendi444
mixed by me

lyrics:

[citrate]
you can see us posted up we're always wearing black
try to run up on us bitch you’re gonna meet my mac
pulling up and hopping out you’re boutta get attacked
pull it in and push it out it’s how we get our racks

all my shooters posted bitch you’re boutta die
posted boutta lose your life
posted bitch you’re boutta die
posted boutta lose your life

why do they all tell me that i’m fucking crazy
i don’t even know if i am crazy
lately i’ve been feeling hella hazy
cuz everybody acting fucking shady

why am i so sad
why am i so sad
bitches always 
try to make me mad
try to make me mad
bitches always
like what they don’t have
like what they don’t have
bitches always
try to make me sad
try to make me sad

fuck it ima stay up in my lane all alone
i don’t fucking want you so stop calling my phone
i don’t wanna hear from you i stay on my own
all this pussy i run through is stalling my tone

you can see us posted up we're always wearing black
try to run up on us bitch you’re gonna meet my mac
pulling up and hopping out you’re boutta get attacked
pull it in and push it out it’s how we get our racks

all my shooters posted bitch you’re boutta die
posted boutta lose your life
posted bitch you’re boutta die
posted boutta lose your life

posted [prod. fendi444 & forlorn]

feat. @ericnorth
prod. @riot_angel
mixed by @adam-vanscoyk

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