my favorite part of the song right there boi 😩😩

yeah

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lyrics:
I can't stand all this pressure
Weighing on my shoulders
Staring at the ceiling all night
3 am
And I still can't sleep
Keep on fucking up
'Cause I still can't feel

Call me a fuck up
My whole life's been a suck-up
Can't do anything right
Laying here every night

Thinking about it
But don't wanna talk
And my thoughts keep on screaming
They never shut up

And I don't want the help
I will never know why
Something's blocking the feelings
'Cause I think that's right

Oh, you know it all
Tell me how I feel
Since you love judging me
Oh, you don't know
'Bout what I'm dealing with
You don't know at all

I can't stand all this pressure
Weighing on my shoulders
Staring at the ceiling all night
3 am,
And I still can't sleep
Keep on fucking up
'Cause I still can't feel

Walking out and
I feel like everybody is staring at me
Reminiscence bout the days
When I felt ok

Maybe I need meds
To numb me out
I don't wanna take them
But I'm already fucked up

Can't just feel all right
I just can't feel ok
That's why I can't sleep at night
I won't tell no one a thing

I don't know why
Voices tell me what do
Bottle up my pain, so you
Can look at me falling through

I can't stand all this pressure
Weighing on my shoulders
Staring at the ceiling all night
3 am
And I still can't sleep
Keep on fucking up
'Cause I still can't feel
x2

3 am

spotify/itunes

i choose suicide.
prod. fendi444 (@fendi444)
mixed by lxxiv (@adam-vanscoyk)

lyrics:
[citrate]
contemplate suicide it’s an every day thing
lots of veins in my eyes cuz nothings fucking changing x2

and i don’t know why but it’s fine i’m still alive
fucking joking it’s been years of this i wanna die
panic fucking panic fuck it i might lose my mind
i choose suicide
i choose suicide

say they’re there for me but where are they when i need them
rip my hair to pieces kill myself they will see then
every day i bleed because you leave me in the dirt
i hope that you see that you’re the reason why i hurt

taking medication doesn’t help me and i know that
everyone is basic they dispel me bitch i know that
everybody faking it compels my feels to go back
to the medication love the hell i feel on prozac

i cancelled therapy and i don’t know why i did it x2

oh yeah cuz i thought you were there for me but obviously not
wasted all my fucking time i hope that you rot
i’m a fucking idiot for thinking you were not
the same as my ex why the fuck are you all thots

taking acid just to get you out my fucking head
i’m relapsin so much blood i turned my blanket red
time is passin and i’m thinking bout the shit you said
have a fraction of my bleeding you’re so fake misled

fucking wish that i could stop feeling psychotic
and i wish i was the one i know i’m not it x2

contemplate suicide it’s an every day thing
lots of veins in my eyes cuz nothings fucking changing x2

and i don’t know why but it’s fine i’m still alive
fucking joking it’s been years of this i wanna die
panic fucking panic fuck it i might lose my mind
i choose suicide
i choose suicide

suicide [prod. fendi444]

rat race; prod. hxlx x dara

prod deadfish <3

socials:
https://www.instagram.com/deadfishig

lyrics:

I need therapy
I am going numb
could you look at me
and maybe dm me from time to time

I don't think I'll be okay
I think it's needless to say
that I need someone to stay
is it bad that I'm afraid

I never wanted
to end up like that
alone and aching 
with no one to talk about stuff
that troubles me and I can't
deal it with on my own
I've been to therapy
didn't listen now I'm at the start

I never wanted to feel like a burden oh no
so sick of hearing that I'm better off dead
Don't need your pity, no
I Don't want any meds
I know I'm god damn numb
but pills just won't help

I need therapy
I am going numb
could you look at me
and maybe dm me from time to time

I don't think I'll be okay
I think it's needless to say
that I need someone to stay
is it bad that I'm afraid
x2

Afraid

prod. $TRANDED (@strandead)
mixed by LXXIV (@adam-vanscoyk)

lyrics:

just took my prozac i don’t think i’m alright
overdosing for the fun i think it’s fine
catch me dead in my room and don’t be surprised
slice my neck with every single fucking knife

all this hate no relief
always take never leave
bitch i got so many issues put my blade to my sleeve x2

done with the bullshit i always deal with i just wanna hang myself and end this fucking pain

try to feel okay but people steal it i can’t wait to off you f4gg0ts you’re the ones to blame

take my knife and write symbols on my fucking face
and i love it when my cuts are fucking vertical

take your lives i can’t wait to go inside this place
im about to shoot this bitch up like it’s terminal

stabbed in the back to get rid of me
i just always laugh at the fact that you pity me
even though we had what we had you got rid of me
i just wanna stab fucking stab it’d be pretty neat

just took my prozac i don’t think i’m alright
overdosing for the fun i think it’s fine
catch me dead in my room and don’t be surprised
slice my neck with every single fucking knife

all this hate no relief
always take never leave
bitch i got so many issues put my blade to my sleeve x2

prozac [prod. $TRANDED]

DEPENDZ 👻🩸🩸 [PROD. DIORE]

Prod. me

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crowlyyy: https://www.instagram.com/crowlyyywept/

SPOTIFY & APPLE MUSIC

The Darkest Hour ft. crowlyyy & citrate

feat. LXXIV @adam-vanscoyk
prod. syler

lyrics soon, this is a year old

enemy (feat. LXXIV) [prod. syler]

i'm not okay

i'm not okay (feat. Lil Xtra & nothing,nowhere.)

lyrics
--------
fuck my life
fuck my health
you don't care so i'll go fuck myself
fuck this job
fuck this car
every song that i write just coexists with a scar
and i've got paragraphs about the shit that i will never say
cause it'll kill you just to hear me whine and bitch all fucking day
maybe the grass is green in other states where i choose to reside
maybe a glimpse of light will formulate and catch my fucking eye
and maybe you'll hear this when you check my page and ask if i'm alright
cause i've been afraid of all the darkest places lying in my mind

i will convince myself i'm dying but then act like i'm just fine
my mind's a scary fucking place and i can't fix it while i drive
but my car is lucy in the sky with diamonds going sixty five
and you're just a pot hole maybe yoko ono screaming by my side
is this the end of things i'm strumming strings just trying to decide
cause i am afraid of me so save me please i beg you just to try
i'm losing my purpose lifes a circus they said please enjoy the ride
my seatbelt is broken eyes wide open as my body starts to slide

if i escape the wreck i'll disconnect from everyone online
i'll pack my belongings i've been longing for this moment my whole life
i'll disappear for months no mentions of my status or a clue
i'm fine don't you worry there's no hurry to return to what i knew
it's hard to calculate these conversations if i'm being truth
-ful i wanna congregate all that relate to everything i spew
in midst of my disconnect i'll stay in check & keep in touch with few
as long as i'm open im just hoping that it's something i'll get through 

cause i'm a fucking wreck
oh what the heck
why do i even try
i lie in the grass
high off my ass
& watch the clouds just pass on by
if life has a purpose
i am nervous
to unravel what is mine
i'll trip & i'll travel
down the rabbit hole
& ditch my bags inside

ditch

a celebration for the family
thank you brainwashedarchive for the painting

HANNiBAL DAY

SPOTiFY

yeah i dont know what to type this is cool song and Lxiv
all platforms soon
feat lxxiv (@adam-vanscoyk)

u (feat. lxxiv) [prod. ingram11]

prod. ???

FOLLOW THE GANG
@11kxtamine
@areizaga

LXXIV - THROUGH DIMENSIONS (FT. CITRATE & KXTAMINE)

I HIT LICKS IN ROKU CITY (prod. 6ixfeet x 77)

POSITIVELY TWEAKIN SETTINGZ TO A LIFESTYLE OF EXPRESSION THAT WE PREFER... NOT THE DRUG TWEAKIN VERSION.

CREDITZ:
COVER ART - STOiZY
LYRICS - STOiZY *READ BELOW*
PRODUCED - STOiZY
MIXED - STOiZY 

LYRICS:
AM I TWEAKER? OF COURSE I AM
CUZ I'VE BEEN TWEAKING THESE SETTINGZ
AM I TWEAKER? OF COURSE I AM
CUZ I'VE BEEN TWEAKING THESE SETTINGZ

TWEAK LIKE A TWEAKER
TWEAK LIKE A TWEAKER
TWEAKER TWEAKER
TWEAK LIKE A TWEAKER 

AM I TWEAKER? OF COURSE I AM
CUZ I'VE BEEN TWEAKING THESE SETTINGZ
AM I TWEAKER? OF COURSE I AM
CUZ I'VE BEEN TWEAKING THESE SETTINGZ

TWEAK LIKE A TWEAKER
TWEAK LIKE A TWEAKER
TWEAKER TWEAKER
TWEAK LIKE A TWEAKER 

IM ADJUSTING MY VIEW
STROLLING DOWN A BIZARRE AVENUE

WITH NO MAP TO FOLLOW
JUST A ROAD I CREATE
NOT BOTHERED WHERE I GO
AS LONG AS I CAN BE ME
MINDZ ON A MISSION, SHIFTING THE PERSPECTIVE
TUNING MY VIBEZ MAKING LIFE MORE REFLECTED
BALANCING THE FLOWZ, GETTIN MORE CONNECTED
TURNING THE KNOBZ, GETTIN MYLIFE PERFECTED
YES IM A TWEAKER, TWEAKING THE VALVEZ
THAT SEPARATE ME FROM THE ETHER
IM BEING FOR REAL
PUSHIN THE LIMITZ, DIALING UP THE FEELING
ADJUSTING THE SETTINGZ, INNOVATING AND HEALING
CONSUME ONLY HEALTHY, EMBRACE WHAT I'M FEELIN'
SHY AWAY FROM SHYING AWAY
TAKE EACH PROBLEM ONE STEP OF THE WAY
THE SUN COMES UP TO BLESS A NEW DAY
RAIN DROPS ROLL OFF AND IGNITE MY PARADE
UNIQUE IN MY VISION
I TWIST AND I BEND
BUT ITZ NOT ABOUT THE DRUGZ
ITZ HOW I ASCEND

AM I TWEAKER? OF COURSE I AM
CUZ I'VE BEEN TWEAKING THESE SETTINGZ

TWEAK LIKE A TWEAKER
TWEAK LIKE A TWEAKER
TWEAKER TWEAKER
TWEAK LIKE A TWEAKER 

AM I TWEAKER? OF COURSE I AM
CUZ I'VE BEEN TWEAKING THESE SETTINGZ
AM I TWEAKER? OF COURSE I AM
CUZ I'VE BEEN TWEAKING THESE SETTINGZ

TWEAK LIKE A TWEAKER
TWEAK LIKE A TWEAKER
TWEAKER TWEAKER
TWEAK LIKE A TWEAKER 

IM ADJUSTING MY VIEW
STROLLING DOWN A BIZARRE AVENUE

TWEAK LIKE TWEAKER

STOiZY - TWEAK TWEAKER! [PROD. STOiZY]

feat. @softhert
prod. @softhert & @notmorgn

(guccihighwaters)
i got toxins running through my veins
keeping me alive but also eating at my brain
maybe i’m the one that fucked it up but girl you changed 
and i’m looking down the barrel when you aim

this time ill try for you
last time last time i died for you
but it’s all my fault
and i’ll take that blame
cause i’m too fucked up
I can’t feel my face
it’s all my fault
(yeah ill take that blame)
it’s all my fault
(i’ll change my ways)
it’s all my fault
it’s all my fault

(Ȿoftheart)
you a keepsake
imma keep you safe
imma hold on
till my bones break
i stay by my lonely 
most my homies out of state
i saw one the other day 
gotta say shit aint the same
dont know what you did to me
only hurts more when she tell me 
that she misses me
im just hers to you 
and your just his to me
save me pull me up and out my misery

(guccihighwaters)
we can’t fight forever
one of us is gonna fall
i’ll make sure it’s not you
keep you safe at all cost
i’ll make it all up
i’ll throw up my guts
if it means i’ll get a touch
if it means i’ll get a touch
(touch from you)
i promise that i'd be enough
(be enough for you)
if it means i’ll get a touch
(touch from you)
i promise that i'd be enough
(be enough for you)

(Ȿoftheart)
dont wanna hide anymore
dont wanna lie anymore
so sick of fighting
i don't wanna try anymore
so two faced
so double sided i swallow my pride every time that we talk
then send me off
you left a void in my life
and this music the only way i can fill up 
all the silence inside of my room
okay i'm gone
get what you want ill play dead
wont stop until ive made it
same shit
inside im screaming for help outside i dont say shit
save it
wish i could erase it
couldn't face it
uncomplacent

(guccihighwaters & Ȿoftheart)
this time ill try for you
last time last time i died for you
but it’s all my fault
and i’ll take that blame
cause i’m too fucked up
I can’t feel my face

(guccihighwaters)
it’s all my fault
(yeah ill take that blame)
it’s all my fault
(i’ll change my ways)
it’s all my fault
it’s all my fault

all my fault (feat. Softheart)

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prozac [prod. $TRANDED]

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