lowkey you good? 👀. the music fyrrr but damn g  

i choose suicide.
prod. fendi444 (@fendi444)
mixed by lxxiv (@adam-vanscoyk)

lyrics:
[citrate]
contemplate suicide it’s an every day thing
lots of veins in my eyes cuz nothings fucking changing x2

and i don’t know why but it’s fine i’m still alive
fucking joking it’s been years of this i wanna die
panic fucking panic fuck it i might lose my mind
i choose suicide
i choose suicide

say they’re there for me but where are they when i need them
rip my hair to pieces kill myself they will see then
every day i bleed because you leave me in the dirt
i hope that you see that you’re the reason why i hurt

taking medication doesn’t help me and i know that
everyone is basic they dispel me bitch i know that
everybody faking it compels my feels to go back
to the medication love the hell i feel on prozac

i cancelled therapy and i don’t know why i did it x2

oh yeah cuz i thought you were there for me but obviously not
wasted all my fucking time i hope that you rot
i’m a fucking idiot for thinking you were not
the same as my ex why the fuck are you all thots

taking acid just to get you out my fucking head
i’m relapsin so much blood i turned my blanket red
time is passin and i’m thinking bout the shit you said
have a fraction of my bleeding you’re so fake misled

fucking wish that i could stop feeling psychotic
and i wish i was the one i know i’m not it x2

contemplate suicide it’s an every day thing
lots of veins in my eyes cuz nothings fucking changing x2

and i don’t know why but it’s fine i’m still alive
fucking joking it’s been years of this i wanna die
panic fucking panic fuck it i might lose my mind
i choose suicide
i choose suicide

suicide [prod. fendi444]

prod. fendi444 (@fendi444)
mixed by LXXIV (@adam-vancsoyk)

lyrics:
hate it when you say that you wanna stay
you should go away cuz i’m not okay
got a lot of pain that i don’t display
i just always say that i am okay x2

cuz i do not wanna deal with all your shit
you’re abusive as fuck and you’ll never admit
that you used me for attention so i guess it all makes sense
why you’re acting like a fucking whore in front of all my friends x2

wait
i can’t call them my friends
cuz they’re low tier faggots and they always defend 
you cuz you act like a victim you don’t make sense 

we both know what you did to me so i put an end
to it all
oh did i offend
see you fall
cutting all my friends
i recalled
had to make amends
you just stalled

hate it when you say that you wanna stay
you should go away cuz i’m not okay
got a lot of pain that i don’t display
i just always say that i am okay x2

cuz i do not wanna deal with all your shit
you’re abusive as fuck and you’ll never admit
that you used me for attention so i guess it all makes sense
why you’re acting like a fucking whore in front of all my friends x2

ok [prod. fendi444]

prod. fendi444 (@fendi444)
mixed by LXXIV (@adam-vanscoyk)

lyrics:
i don’t even know who is real
all of you confuse me i don’t know how to feel
and i should know who is real
guess that you can see i need to go and fucking heal

what’s the point of loving me then hitting me
at this point you probably should get rid of me
i’m destroyed you cheated are you kidding me
in a void defeated please don’t pity me

from the first time to the last time go away now
i know you want me right back i can’t stay now
tryna heal but you stabbed my back i’m afraid now
i can’t feel cuz trauma i’m trapped in my brain now

fuck me over act like everything’s fine
fuck me slower scratch my nails on your spine
i’m becoming sober and it’s harder to find
any fucking closure get the fuck out my mind

fucking took it all and then you stabbed me in the back
i’m so shook i’ll fall into another fucking trap
why are you obsessed with making me feel so damn bad
why are you obsessed with me you know you make me sad

yeah
yeah
i'm so fucked i’m pulling right apart like yeah 
yeah
yeah
cut a fuckin hole inside my heart like yeah

i don’t even know who is real
all of you confuse me i don’t know how to feel
and i should know who is real
guess that you can see i need to go and fucking heal

what’s the point of loving me then hitting me
at this point you probably should get rid of me
i’m destroyed you cheated are you kidding me
in a void defeated please don’t pity me

from the first time to the last time go away now
i know you want me right back i can’t stay now
tryna heal but you stabbed my back i’m afraid now
i can’t feel cuz trauma i’m trapped in my brain now

trauma [prod. fendi444]

prod. $TRANDED (@strandead)
mixed by LXXIV (@adam-vanscoyk)

lyrics:

just took my prozac i don’t think i’m alright
overdosing for the fun i think it’s fine
catch me dead in my room and don’t be surprised
slice my neck with every single fucking knife

all this hate no relief
always take never leave
bitch i got so many issues put my blade to my sleeve x2

done with the bullshit i always deal with i just wanna hang myself and end this fucking pain

try to feel okay but people steal it i can’t wait to off you f4gg0ts you’re the ones to blame

take my knife and write symbols on my fucking face
and i love it when my cuts are fucking vertical

take your lives i can’t wait to go inside this place
im about to shoot this bitch up like it’s terminal

stabbed in the back to get rid of me
i just always laugh at the fact that you pity me
even though we had what we had you got rid of me
i just wanna stab fucking stab it’d be pretty neat

just took my prozac i don’t think i’m alright
overdosing for the fun i think it’s fine
catch me dead in my room and don’t be surprised
slice my neck with every single fucking knife

all this hate no relief
always take never leave
bitch i got so many issues put my blade to my sleeve x2

prozac [prod. $TRANDED]

prod. triplesixdelete (@triplesixdelete)
mixed by shisui (@shisuiwuzhere)

lyrics:
sacrifice myself to a god that doesn’t like me
mixing up my fucking pills i’m not dead what the fuck
if he’s even real cuz at this point it is unlikely
nobody can help me so i guess i’m out of luck
suicidal bitches all around me and it’s likely 
bitches try to rape me yeah they always tryna fuck
that i’ll end up wifing one we’ll cut ourselves precisely
fuck you whores quit stalking me cuz i don’t give a fuck

slits on your fucking face cuz you are my slut
smoke this cig but it’s fucking laced got it from the mud
bitch get rid of your love it’s fake please just let me fuck
got a dick on my fucking blade boutta get it stuck

black shirt says wrath bitch put a shell in that bitch
shotty in your class bitch i’m boutta off a fat bitch

and then i fucking shot her that f4gg0t just got slaughtered
and now i put the shotty in my mouth just like my father

sacrifice myself to a god that doesn’t like me
mixing up my fucking pills i’m not dead what the fuck
if he’s even real cuz at this point it is unlikely
nobody can help me so i guess i’m out of luck
suicidal bitches all around me and it’s likely 
bitches try to rape me yeah they always tryna fuck
that i’ll end up wifing one we’ll cut ourselves precisely
fuck you whores quit stalking me cuz i don’t give a fuck

SACRIFICE [PROD. TRIPLESIXDELETE]

prod. fendi (@fendi444) & raccoonz (@prodraccoonz)
mixed by shisui (@shisuiwuzhere)

lyrics:
bitch i’d take your fucking life but you don’t have one you’re confused bitch
stay typing all on twitter but you’re never gonna do shit
you pussies always talking hella hard but always losin
and if you had a life i’d stab your heart and make you lose it

bitch i’m crazy can you tell
i’m not ever doing well
got your corpse and it’ll sell
to the demons down in hell x2

i got 5 faggots hanging from their necks x4

leave your room you fucking cunt and go outside you fucking bitch
bet if your ass got locked up you’d fucking try out sucking dick
don’t say that you got any bitches cuz you’re a fucking trick
you’ll need more than just gauze and some stitches to get fucking fixed

look at me cunt i will seize you got this rope tied in a knot
all of your bullshit is see through bitch i hope you know you’re caught
yeah bro i would hate to be you and i’m glad i’m fucking 
not
cut you up and then i eat you bitch there is no fucking god

bitch i’m crazy can you tell
i’m not ever doing well
got your corpse and it’ll sell
to the demons down in hell x2

i got 5 faggots hanging from their necks x4

faggot [prod. fendi444 & raccoonz]

prod. vinnie
mixed by me

lyrics:
yeah you faggots always talking hard but you ain’t out here throwing hands
bitches all up on me yeah they tryna make me throw some bands
flip the cutter cut your fuckin head off like the taliban
flip the cutter cut your fuckin head off like the taliban

got your fucking addy pussy you boutta get swatted
all i care about is money flipping on narcotics
haven’t taken meds in like a year bitch i forgot it
haven’t taken meds in like a year bitch i forgot it

got your fucking addy pussy you boutta get swatted
all i care about is money flipping on narcotics
haven’t taken meds in like a year bitch i forgot it
haven’t taken meds in like a year bitch i forgot it

yesterday i pulled out my shotty and aimed at my muhfucking face
when i put it to my body i realized that i made a stupid fucking mistake
i’m such a fool because i almost killed myself without unleashing my muhfucking hate
walk in a school and i pull out the ar bitch i’m boutta shoot up this dumb fucking place

okay like bitch
yeah you faggots got me pissed
why the fuck do you exist
never lack pricks on my list
never lack slits on my wrist

interrupt your fucking lesson
pulling out my smith and wesson
ima send your ass to heaven
class is no longer in session

walk down the halls while i’m shooting my friends
double tap all you continue my cleanse
shot my math teacher she dropped all her pens

murderous tendencies are my best traits
all of you pussies are copy and paste
now i’m famous in the united states

you shouldn’t have bullied me fuckers you shouldn’t have failed me
none of you faggots were scared of me until i started assailing
bullets collided into her and that hoe she started exhaling
putting the gun in my mouth so the police cannot fucking jail me

yeah you faggots always talking hard but you ain’t out here throwing hands
bitches all up on me yeah they tryna make me throw some bands
flip the cutter cut your fuckin head off like the taliban
flip the cutter cut your fuckin head off like the taliban

got your fucking addy pussy you boutta get swatted
all i care about is money flipping on narcotics
haven’t taken meds in like a year bitch i forgot it
haven’t taken meds in like a year bitch i forgot it

ACTIVE SHOOTER [PROD. VINNIE]

art by @vvfangsvv on insta

lyrics:
suicidal thoughts inside my brain bitch
pierce my fucking mental with a bullet from my stainless
i just wanna leave i’ll run away from all the fakes bitch
slice my body slowly i don’t want it to be painless

bitch i’m so mentally ill and i fucking hate my life i just wanna die
bitch i’m so mentally ill and i fucking hate my life i just wanna die

i’m a fucking pussy cuz i never tried out suicide
please don’t ever fuck with me i’ll have you faggots crucified
ima cut your hand off but i guess i’ll let you choose a side
pull up with a shotty ima shoot if you don’t move aside

*satanic curses*

death inside my head
death inside my mind
i don't have a reason but i think it all the time
i don't wanna kill myself i wanna be alive
actually i'm scared as hell i really wanna die

i have thoughts of killing myself like every day
mental illness feeling like hell please go away
i have thoughts of killing myself like every day
mental illness feeling like hell please go away

russian roulette with my bitch ima kill myself on purpose that way you live
been suicidal since six why the fuck do you think that i have fucks to give

*satanic curses*

MENTAL ILLNESS

featuring fangs (@vvfangsvv)
mixed by lxxiv (@adam-vanscoyk)
lyrics:
(citrate)
hi i don’t wanna lie i think it would be so fucking cute if we both died
hi i don’t wanna lie i think it would be so fucking cute if we both died

it’s just me and you i think we should kill ourselves
double barrel shotty getting loaded with two shells
cannot wait to spend eternity with you in hell
cannot wait to spend eternity with you in hell

can we cut ourselves with a fucking knife cuz it’ll make us less anxious to take our lives
only time will tell when my mom will find our bloody corpses on the floor when she arrives

stick my knife in your pussy it looks just like you’re on your period
blood pressure dropping and i can see that you’re delirious
cut my mouth open i wanna fuck you why so serious
putting ropes around our necks it was a great experience

hi i don’t wanna lie i think it would be so fucking cute if we both died
hi i don’t wanna lie i think it would be so fucking cute if we both died

it’s just me and you i think we should kill ourselves
double barrel shotty getting loaded with two shells
cannot wait to spend eternity with you in hell
cannot wait to spend eternity with you in hell

(fangs)
everytime i see you i just get the urge to fuck you 
we belong together till forever and i want to 
kill ourselves and end it all 
911 will get the call 
but they were just to fucking late 
our souls will now just dissipate 

and my will to live keeps getting thinner 
while we are finally pulling the trigger 
we both go to hell cause we both know we’re sinners 
but if you die first i will eat you for dinner

(citrate)
hi i don’t wanna lie i think it would be so fucking cute if we both died
hi i don’t wanna lie i think it would be so fucking cute if we both died

it’s just me and you i think we should kill ourselves
double barrel shotty getting loaded with two shells
cannot wait to spend eternity with you in hell
cannot wait to spend eternity with you in hell

hell (feat. fangs) [prod. triplesixdelete]

i doxxed myself on this song lol

lyrics:
yeah x16

put a razor to your neck then i cut yeah yeah
drag your body to my cellar then i gut yeah yeah x2

watch my every single move but then say you don’t care
copying my actions but don’t know that i’m aware
on your girlfriend's insta all i did was fucking stare
hit her up to fuck me and i made her pussy tear

put my dox everywhere i’m so bored
pull up to my house i’ll make sure that you’re gored
got a shotty sitting on my fucking drawer
throw some shots in you then turn you to my whore

i live on 24 wayne avenue
defiance, ohio 43512
i just doxxed myself so you faggots don't have to
life has never been a thing that i have been attached to

keep a 22 and a cutter inside my pocket
harvesting organs all of these fucking hearts are stoppin
pull up to the local church and then i put some shots in
grab your mother by her hair and put my fucking cock in

put a razor to your neck then i cut yeah yeah
drag your body to my cellar then i gut yeah yeah x2

watch my every single move but then say you don’t care
copying my actions but don’t know that i’m aware
on your girlfriend's insta all i did was fucking stare
hit her up to fuck me and i made her pussy tear

yeah [prod. doublefour & sevagoth]

somehow i lasted 20 years in this existence.

prod. @pluck-sunset and @lilrahnera
mixed by me for once

lyrics:
took like 20 benzos at my show
panicking i'm thinking i'll be 6 feet down below x2

having sex with shadow figures bitch i'm such a whore
i'm so fucking normal do not send me to the ward x2

down to hell is where i'm gonna go
i just popped a fucking perky then i shot my fucking cat
talking to your corpse i said hello
decomposing rapidly and losing all your fucking fat

ripping off my skin i’m desecrated from the neck down
suicidal tendencies i love it when i bleed
bullets in my head is way too easy put the tec down
absence of consciousness is the only thing i need

if there is an afterlife i’ll kill myself again so i can leave this simulation i don’t wanna fucking live

fuck my life and fuck my dad i put a knife inside my cat and circumcised a fucking rat then made it eat it’s shit

looking at the crowd i wanna become a mass shooter
all you do is sit on discord on your shit computer
i ran over two cunts riding on a fucking scooter
cut the balls off stupid faggots yeah they just got neutered

hate all of you fuckers
everyday i’m taking uppers
ate your sisters heart for supper
cuz i thought she was my lover

kill myself attention
i can’t take this fucking tension
i forgot to fucking mention
that i will never recover

never gave a fuck about this shitty life
stole some shit from walmart which included a knife
really wanna end it all i just wanna die
every single day feels like i’m living a lie

doctor please don’t fuck me
you're like 50 years old and you’re ugly
i know i’m delusional don’t touch me
quit laughing at me it’s not funny

don’t send me to the ward i promise i’ll behave
put a finger on me and i’ll send you to your grave
no i didn’t mean that please i promise i’ll behave
i know my psychiatrist keeps saying i’m depraved

took like 20 benzos at my show
panicking i'm thinking i'll be 6 feet down below x2

having sex with shadow figures bitch i'm such a whore
i'm so fucking normal do not send me to the ward x2

suicide [prod. fendi444]

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