I don't wanna fucking find you a reason
silhouette in your sight yeah its creeping 
watch you throw it all away you don't mean it
I don't wanna feel the same and I'm tweaking
see you polish shining through reflections
and I thought I fell in but I accept it
yeah you put your hands on my necklace
watch the kisses seepen into my skin

you didn't know it
I been looking far and I can see the vision
know it from the start yeah this plan isn't holding
all in my heart I dont wanna continue
yeah you disregard all the things that I'm into
yeah things that I preview

I don't wanna fucking find you a reason
silhouette in your sight yeah its creeping 
watch you throw it all away you don't mean it
I don't wanna feel the same and I'm tweaking
see you polish shining through reflections
and I thought I fell in but I accept it
yeah you put your hands on my necklace
watch the kisses seepen into my skin

Endeavor (pr37)

Storm

"Fades in the Feed" explores the fleeting nature of online attention, where likes and views replace real connection. The verses build the tension—chasing visibility, curating perfection, but never feeling fully seen. The chorus drives the realization—the feed moves fast, moments disappear, and what was once admired is quickly forgotten. The bridge amplifies the frustration—what happens when the algorithm dictates worth, when validation is momentary, and when real presence is lost? The final verse closes the reflection—what remains when the screen goes dark, when silence replaces the applause, and when identity must be found beyond the feed?

Fades in the Feed (3) #R&B Hip Hop Rap

Nightfall (w/ Sayuw, Yuri, and Glimmer XP)

bandcamp: https://benzoamore.bandcamp.com/track/designer-drugs

prod by @skrittzy

[LYRICS]


(chorus)
I don’t want be nobody else just wanna be myself
putting pills up on the shelf 
 with names i cant pronounce
carrying burdens that’ll  cause my life a living hell
i don't need nobody else ill do it by myself 

(verse 1 )  
keep your fancy cars and sluts
I have friends that won’t switch up

ginseng girls designer drugs 

shotty whats you name
came up from the slums
cul-de-sac life I’m just having fun 


I don't care.
I don't care.
I don't care.
diamonds rings nothing else but another thing

I don't care.
I don't care.
I don't care.
diamonds rings nothing else but another thing

(verse2)
time again i know you ain't worth it
wanna stop but I know it could be certain 
I’m in a pause  think I’m hurting 
I’m still growing  guess I’m still learning

drowning in the feels of my past life
sick of being hurt for the last time
riding solo now its my last night
fuck being hurt for the last time 

I don't care.
I don't care.
I don't care.

kinds of things that’ll make depression bring 

I don't care.
I don't care.
I don't care.

kinds of things that’ll make depression bring

designer drugs

MUSIC VIDEO: https://youtu.be/gDlJSccheGg

i cant handle bein sober...

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IG: https://www.instagram.com/alecneversad/
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Guitar/Vocals/Bass/Drums/Mix/Master: Alec Jackson

LYRICS:

I can't handle being sober
I never thought it be like this but now that it's over
I can't believe you trust me every time that I told you
I'm never gonna leave 'cuz I was already goin
I'm a waste of time, yeah
You're a waste of mine, yeah
But I cant deny that I'm feeling kinda right, yeah
We can say we ain't the same, but we never change

I can't breathe, without you next to me, & textin' me have sex with me, connect with me, yeah
If I'm being honest, I miss you.
I'm lost without you

Every single day I've been goin' out my way 
Tryna find a way to say everything that we been thinking
Shoulda never left,
Had to clear my head,
Day that I departed, I was so retarded
Now I'm broken-hearted, finish what we started
Tell me what you see at night,
When the feeling's right & you're all alone in bed, and the moon is shining bright

I can't breathe, without you next to me, & textin' me have sex with me, connect with me, yeah
I can't handle being sober
I never thought it be like this but now that it's over
I can't believe you trust me every time that I told you
I'm never gonna leave 'cuz I was already goin
I'm a waste of time, yeah
You're a waste of mine, yeah
But I cant deny that I'm feeling kinda right, yeah
We can say we ain't the same, but we never change

Ark-A - graceful [prod. idealism]

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