SadBoyProlific - Rearrange

guess it just wasn't enough then (prod. eric godlow & M.E)

Blaming Me For Us

Written by Senzu, Lxst Boy 
Produced by Heydium
Mixed and mastered by Lxst Boy

Lyrics

Senzu
[Verse]
she was girl from july,
the type with light blue eyes,
the type that drew you close, and made you love her 
like the most
im so sorry i left
if i could do it again
id probably stay, but then id leave cus
the good things fade away

[Hook]
i, went through so many sleepless nights
just to make sure that you're alright, just to make sure
that you'd stay mine
i, did everything i tried
just to say you weren't defined,
by the lies i told to you

Lxst Boy
[Verse]
i told so many lies in the past, yeah
i dont wanna fight, wanna make it all right, yeah
everytime i speak, realize its bad timing
feel im drowning, these sleepless nights
got a hold of me again
lxst my future, lxst my friend
i wont ever sleep again
when i shut my eyes i see you with him

Sleepless Nights Ft Lxst Boy [Heydium]

written by Lxst Boy
produced by spencer hunt
mixed and mastered by Lxst Boy

-lyrics-
(Verse)
take me back to the old days
don't get no wiser in my old age
fall down then melt like a snowflake
I'm never fine but that's ok
yeah lay me down when I'm at peace
I cant sleep, you haunt my dreams
I'm not that fun whenever I drink
but it helps write songs so I can sing
like what, taking it back
all of the lies, I'm taking them back
what was the price of hating me back?
the look in your eyes says you don't mean that
like how did you leave like that?
taking my heart making it relapse
yell at me but I'm not your dad
so I don't really care if you hate these tracks
you never cared to listen

(Break)

(Refrain)
take my soul, I
don't care baby
break my bones, I'm
never resting
x6

i stopped caring a really, really long time ago (spencer hunt)

this isn’t what i
wanted
i always end up as the problem
i know my music ain’t the same
since i stopped recording with a bottle
in my hand
i smoke more 
more high end
these highs end
with migraines
i cannot handle my brain
she said she’s sharing my pain
what have i done
i got pain in my lungs 
no space in my chest my heart confined palpitation
run
from everything that ever did me wrong
i’m wrong
for thinking that i’m the only one
i couldn’t save you
couldn’t save you
i couldn’t save you
couldn’t save you
what have i done?
i couldn't save you
couldn't save you
i couldn't save you
couldn't save you
run
from everything that ever did me wrong
from everything that ever did me wrong
what have i done?
everything that ever did me wrong
run
from everything that ever did me wrong
this isn’t what i
wanted
i always end up as the problem
i know my music ain’t the same
since i stopped recording with a bottle
in my hand
i smoke more 
more high end
these highs end
with migraines
i cannot handle my brain
she said she’s sharing my pain

run from everything that ever did me wrong (prod. hero)

Feat @cavasoul
Prod. @boyfifty
Art by @fairenofficial

Don't Cry (Feat. Cavasoul)(Prod. Boyfifty)

guess its time to just let it all flow again

Here I Sit (Prod. Bonjr & TheJan)

produced by jhove
mixed and mastered by Lxst Boy

-lyrics-
maybe when we're older
i'll finally get it right
lay your head on my shoulder
as we drive into the night
i dont wanna be here if im not with you
(be here if im not with you)
maybe when we're older
i'll finally tie the knot
im so immature 
but i ponder it a lot
i just wanna spend my life with you
(spend my life with you)

yeah i know im making excuses
im on the brink boutta lose it
when you are feeling by yourself
i just sit and make music
yeah it's messed up i know it
i care and wanna show it
but it's kinda difficult
because i know you're also broken
i can change it, trust me
i know it's hard to love me
there's a lot that i dont talk about
i shrug it off, its funny
how i know you feel the same
and im the one to blame
maybe someday i'll grow up
but for now i'll stay the same yeah

i dont deserve you
(i dont deserve you)
i know i have issues
(i know i have issues)

yeah but you helping me through them
healing my cuts and my bruises
what you been doing is working
and my conditions improving
oh take me back tonight
i cant explain whats inside
and now im feeling the vibe
and now im feeling alright
(and now im feeling the vibe
and now im feeling alright)

maybe when we're older
i'll finally get it right
lay your head on my shoulder
as we drive into the night
i dont wanna be here if im not with you
(be here if im not with you)
maybe when we're older
i'll finally tie the knot
im so immature 
but i ponder it a lot
i just wanna spend my life with you
(spend my life with you)
x2

when we’re older (jhove)

i wish i could die (w/ Cavasoul)

lyrics:

(Verse 1) 
Man I’ve hurt God so many times
So many lies
Really hurt my girlfriend 
Bro I made the girl cry 
Felling things won’t change 
So it makes it hard to try 
And some guys that I know 
Just committed suicide man 
These days are hard 
Been in rehab 
Tryna re-heal the scars 
Use to drink a lot
But that won’t get me far
Feeling like I’m stuck inside a game
But I can never press restart
Man I’ve hurt so many people 
Please I feel evil 
I need to get some rest 
My stress can be lethal 
Got a mental gas pedal 
I’ve been pushing down the metal 
Really running from the devil 
But still feel like the sequel 
Wait, my minds a helicopter 
Spinning like corkshew
Who? I need a doctor 
Call the coppers 
*boys we got a monster* 
Give me what Ive earned 
And take me to the slaughter 

(Hook)
Ivri: Monster’s on their way, You’ve made a mistake 
ohso: The worse monsters are the one’s that don’t say words, they just watch from afar and the stare burns 

(Verse 2) 
The worst monsters 
Are the ones that don’t say words 
They just watch from afar
and stare burns 
See the ocean of my guilt
Falling face first 
Every single day I try to run 
But the pain hurts 
Cos’ I’m running in cycles
Treadmill, spinning in spirals 
Flipping page by the page 
Finding faith in a Bible 
Thought my music was my cure 
But it feels like my rival 
When I grab a microphone 
Its like I sing in a rifle 
God I’m praying God I’m praying 
and I know you can hear me
Im crying when I speak 
But I said the words clearly
Even when i feel alone 
I know your somewhere breathing near me
God I need you in my life 
bone cold, eyes weary
Its get hard to fight 
I wake up at night
Choking, Holding tight 
God you saved my life 
You were the candle
Inside my tunnel of my sorrow 
I’m thankful for today 
Cos’ Im not promised tomorrow, yeah 

(Hook)
Ivri: Monster’s on their way, You’ve made a mistake 
ohso: The worse monsters are the one’s that don’t say words, they just watch from afar and the stare burns 

Yeah silent monsters

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