When the table m turn and shes not there i know i shouldn’t care but i still find myself thinking about  her

crash&burn ft. Rabz & kennedyxoxo *johnny friend*

https://soundcloud.com/bhertuy
https://soundcloud.com/rouri404

AMV:
https://youtu.be/iLLqtzMOh80

LYRICS:
tryna fight my pain from you
what’s happening to you
can’t see you i’m dying in this corner
with nobody to help like when’s this over

i just wanted someone who would be there to help me
(its not you i tried to get healthy) 
fuckin sick of rainy weather the days never getting better 
i know that im nothing special, cut till all my veins are severed

i told you way too many things way too many times
is it wrong to say that i don’t when i have commit crimes
shed a light shed a light
i need to know if i’m ever right
just look at you, your way too blind
tells me everything. your eyes

staring blankly at a full moon
in my head im always thinkin of you
i could scream your name until my face is turning blue
if we keep goin at this pace then i don't know if i can make it through
choking myself till i spit out
horrible truths i have kept out
mistakes don’t lie i have made them
i dig a myself a hole to sleep

to sleep in
please dont spit out your lies
i tried my best to keep this inside
said your head is in the wrong place bitch so is mine
i would say i love but i dont wanna lie

i’ve got way too many problems
and i can’t solve a single one of them
what’s the point in doing this if i can’t get what i deserve
you’ve been wasting all my time i really wish that i could (die)

blind

SPOTIFY

bhertuy & rouri404 - blind

not_there (prod. barelybreath)

(produced by miercoles) 




can you feel it? 
it’s just right there 
catch a feeeling 
like there’s love in the air 
and i’m living 
but i’m lost in here 
and this building,
has crumbled, dear

paratrooper

this is a fuckin disaster
ima scream while you patter
i dont wanna be mad, at you
im trying to get, it out

outta my head, i wont sleep till im dead!
i got work to do, and things to do with you
so we pack our shit, and we hop in the car
its raining and pouring, we might not make it too far

but were moving to fast so we crashed in the car
somehow i really made it out, without a single fuckin scar
the only one i got is in my heart, until i check
on you are you still breathing or are you just fucking dead?

flip the car on its back and all see if ur fine
please oh god, can you give me a sign!
check ur pulse, ur not breathing, i guess
THIS IS IT, IM JUMPING OFF THE CLIFF!

i regret everything that i do
embody this pain, i got bad attitude
im so stressed, what to do?
drain my energy, to help you out with the things that you

loved, in the past
but ur gone, im upset
i am all that is to blame
why am i the one, who made it back

to safety?
what a tragedy

hold, me down
hold, me accountable
for, all i did
im turning myself in, for this

but were moving to fast so we crashed in the car
somehow i really made it out, without a single fuckin scar
the only one i got is in my heart, until i check
on you are you still breathing or are you just fucking dead?

flip the car on its back and all see if ur fine
please oh god, can you give me a sign!
check ur pulse, ur not breathing, i guess
THIS IS IT, IM JUMPING OFF THE CLIFF!

im jumping off the cliff

sunshine + im terrified (interlude)

i haven't slept since that day

produced by branwen

lyrics:

(hold a blade up my chest
now i am bleeding from it
babe are u blind?
do u see it?
ur not what i want and
i am not what u need
our flowers start to foul
while u walking right past me
i'm feeling dizzy got a nose bleed
i think ur heart is far away from me
i walking by ur garden but
ur flowers died out,
they're vague, u don't like me anymore)

i- i- i think ur bad for me, thinking this is it
i think ur hollow bitch suck my dick
i know i say a lot of crazy shit
b- b- but ur none special, no ur far from it
a- a- and ur tude yeah it really got me pissed
a -ama move cause ur getting on my nervs
now ur acting all nice, ur concerend
so don't make me mad or i'll go for kills

(don't make me mad -a - ad
or i'll go for kills
don't make me mad -a - ad
or i'll go for kills)

walking by ur garden but ur flowers died out

i feel like that guy from that one movie ( dash x ryankelly )

Asylum [p. for Izumi]

Lyrics:

I dont wanna make a mends with myself 
Past demons linger n i never dealt 
Im a mess 
substance for pain that i felt

Not confident in anythin you dealt 
Still Waitin for the rain 
fade with all of my pain 
I dont wanna make a mends with you 
All the things i try to see thru 

Wearing thin like im used too 
Feelings change scars still the same 
Never get back to were i was 
I Know im lost and itll never change
Ill run away 
from all the lies you say
Ill run away 
I never thought itd end this way 

Not confident in anythin you dealt 
Still Waitin for the rain 
fade with all of my pain 
I dont wanna make a mends with you 
All the things i try to see thru 
Still waiting for the rain 
All the things i tried to see thru

not_there (prod. barelybreath)

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