from/to d

pretty girl but if clairo didn't have a rich dad and was a tranner online

pretty girl

i deleted the ep this song was about 
prod me :

(lyrics)
can you imagine what it’s like to make art 
but you don’t like what you make
can you imagine what it’s like to make art 
but you don’t like what you make
no you don't like what you make

ever since i met you i hope i don’t forget you
i’ll change my fucking life if it means you’ll stay the night
every song i make is an attempt to make you mine
every song i make is an attempt to change your mind x2

drill some inspiration
in my heart im losing patience 
everyday i write a song
but my voice sings it wrong x2

what’s the point of making songs
if my friends never sing along 
and girlfriend gets mad at me
dont think of this as tragedy
and i can’t really promise you I’ll be right here forever
my heart is in your sweater
i promise it gets better

what its like to make art

prod @siouxxie

@rouri404
@lucybound
@k0a
@funeral
@vaeo-music
@polar333
@1maxime

hazmat (siouxxie)

i think it's fucking stupid
i go to sleep and wake up
like what the fuck am i doing
the way i see your fucking face
i get why i'm pursuing
the opposite of what i want
i guess i'm fucking moving, i'm moving

i'm moving towards a direction that i don't like
i think about when you cross my mind once or twice
in a day in a hour
any day, any power
that i can't withhold
that i can't hold back


i think i've got a problem
i think i barely see it
i'm getting fucking clingy
over shit that i can't be in

i dont wanna fix it 
cause girl if i fix it
then i will forget about whatever we had
don't wanna end it like that
i'm not going out like that
i'll never go out like that
i feel the pain and its bad

i know the second that i see you
i'll be fucked up when i meet you
fuck, fuck, FUCK

i don't like where this is going (bloom)

omg shes so cute i wanna kms so bad

when i saw her
short black hair
she saw me looking but she did not care
knee socks black band t shirt
bangs behind shes hiding secrets

 to her im just another loser
i dont know how to get closer
again im completely fooled
why this girl has to be so fucking cute

omg shes so cute i wanna kms so bad
omg shes so cute it makes me so fvcking mad
why do i have to suffer like this god tell me why
wish id never saw her cute girls are ruining my life

thinking bout her brings me pain
i know we could never date
im wearing eyepatch everyday
to not see her pretty face
x2

omg shes so cute i wanna kms so bad

Credits:||
@hereisalden

Data Log:||
>i dont think that ill ever even find my way
>step 200 paces

pain +aldn

my cover of astn's version of happier than ever

happier than ever - billie eilish

317 GANG ON GOD

Produced by Zayskillz (@zayskillz1) + Mingo (@mingohaha), featuring @jahhlu

Seventh track from "midwxst mondays" :)

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NERD W JAHHLU (MM09)

Produced by Becker (@bekkep)

Eleventh track from "midwxst mondays" :)

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SIX FIGURES FREESTYLE (MM11)

fuck december, shout out my friends
guitar by ttthou 

I fear that i’m not too good at music
and its frustrating because I have eyes on me at all times

I get a little power and I might abuse it
so I do better, at the bottom, you understand why I try?
I try too hard at everything put a camera on me
and 
watch me switch from the boy I was about 5s ago

I try too little at everything that matters
like when you put hot water on cold glass

wallflower clip

if you told me a couple things what would It be?
if I could read into your mind what would I see?
back to a time where we were doing shit that mattered 
right before I dropped the ball and then it shattered
 
and 

do you remember when you asked if I would drink?
at 5am picking your orders up from peets 
i dont think you owe like anything to me,
I just keep thinking bout shit I shouldnt think 

a big fan of your new friends and your blue hair
we didnt get a prom though call it loose ends 
like do I want a girlfriend or a bestfriend
like do I want a front seat when the world ends 

like do I want a small break or to give up
or do I wanna chest pass 
or to mean something to you
I never mean nothing to you

and would you try to stay up to see the moon fall?
i’m the biggest faker, take my mask off
I wrote a couple few songs, but they’re all wrong
I try to turn my shortcomes into someones

how I’m scared to live and both die?
I aint never brawled but i’ll go fight
something in the stars make me feel right

https://www.instagram.com/52_jd/

fighters

better luck next time 22
production by @dltzk 

im such a pussy
think that im fine but i move on when i know im not
all my friends hate me
and i know that they don’t but i feel that way around the clock
no i don’t wanna talk
to you the least of all
ignoring all of your calls 

im on the brink
all the sudden can’t think of a thing to say 
my mind it sinks
i got so many obstacles that i can’t seem to get out my way
i need you gone
i need you out of my life
i don’t wanna come home
id rather live in the night

think that I’d rather live in a lie
i won’t open my eyes
i know i won’t suffice 
to anything of value in my life
im surprised that im even alive

i want you to know
that you can escape all your lows

i want you to know
that i’ve conquered my lonely road

true owl (intro)

it'll all fall into place eventually

../12

Candle

I have no motivation
So I get nothing done
I hate the mornings so i 
Sleep in way past the sun    	 
I have like everything but
I still find nothing fun, 
I really like the smell of
The world when it burns

It keeps me warm
It keeps me warm
It keeps me warm

now its only a fraction   
Of times that we had
So i turn to distractions
Whenever im sad  
It turns into a cycle
I think im going psycho
Fraid of things that i might do
Might do

Lately i just hate everyone
I hope they all run away 
I hope they somehow just trip and fall
I hope they dig their own graves 

Im a mess
Im obsessed 
with distractions all day
And when i stop  
drown in thoughts
i just break down again
(2x)

Fuck that
Ima turn this shit around
Wrote that
In december i was down
Looking back that shit was kinda rough
But now im here its kinda funny got my money up

This year ,drop whatever I wana
All my songs are kinda sad but now im tryn be funner
Theres jus this
Big fear, 
I wont do any numbers
doesn't matter anyways im already goin down under 

I
I got a present 4 u
And im not sure if you’ll like it or not
But i assure u its straight from da heart
Ok u
U make write all these songs
But im j sad 1 percent  of the time
I jus dont make songs about 99

distractions

spotify

am i still

acapellas used:
loansharks
everybody's dead
girls and boys
bozo bozo bozo
del mar county fair