lyrics :

i had the way to go
to know where you keep your soul
i know it all before
tone down

and i need to see the light gone
everybody die in their sleep with all the lights on
i need some shit to calm me down or keep on cry on
i didn't say that you should leave or you should die alone
you're on that same old shit i can't even break it off
all of your goodluck you always tryna take it off
follow the past in her way no you can never lost
i needed space for my brain so i can take it off right at the top

i take it all it's on your head
the bounty that i tryna find
it's on your lens
you know it all from my old friends
i carry on until the end

i'm tryna keep it all up
many things were trying to escape from that truck no
so take that lead on her way and go

i'm gone i had it

i had this shit enough i'm bout to start recording
lost out on your road and so i telephone it
hold it cut me off on the chorus scoring
baby i can't take many things at once i'm tryna exploit it
you go grab that money and fame
and i'll burn it all up
throw it out to the cloud you be going insane no
this ain't a guide to your death
only you see is a thread
no i ain't done with you yet
better drag me to hell with that sin

i'm tryna keep it all up
many things were trying to escape from that truck no
so take that lead on her way and go

i'm gone

i take it all it's on your head
the bounty that i tryna find
it's on your lens
you know it all from my old friends
i carry on until the end

i take it all it's on your head
the bounty that i tryna find
it's on your lens
you know it all from my old friends

no this ain't the past yet
feel like i'm on acid
always come and go i'm gonna leave you in the past tense
fuck it all up no you can never gonna have it
did it before addiction turned into a habbit yeah

outside i'm nothing
inside i'm suffering to death
outside he's nothing

cut it off dead i'll be over in this space now
i don't even care what you gonna saying out loud
it don't matter anymore cause everything you've done now
bet you cannot win that shit cause you keep on your crown no
coping mechanism tryna get out of this town no
fill that shit with water in the ocean i'll might drown no
no one cannot save you anymore go help yourself out
you gon let yourself down yeah

and never

i make happy and sad songs ¯⁠\⁠_⁠(⁠ツ⁠)⁠_⁠/⁠¯
(Mean-Tee)

arys, 20 year old college student

music producer, 3d low poly artist/animator

and never

arys vance