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a sacrifice bittersweet 
that’s what mortality means 
and that’s what you did to me 
so i don’t want a meaning at all
i don’t wanna fall in love 
i won’t allow it 
cloud nine baby all my thoughts 
are clouded now 
he all talk he ain’t bout it 
twitter fingers but i put my money 
where my mouth is 
dreams and respirations what i dream of 
basics and examples what you’re made of 
i won’t fall a victim to the fate so 
we won’t ever be the fuckin same.

meaning.

Produced by Tanuki & Soma @prodsoma 
Mixed & Mastered by Tanuki & Nick Hyatt at Precursor Studios
Art by https://twitter.com/hazisirazu_606

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Lyrics:
Couldn't imagine
What really has happened
Was blinded by the lies
And missed it all
Didn't believe that
You would just drag me down and
Wrap me around your fingertips
When I opened my wounds for you
Tied up in knots
Breaking me down
With everything gone
Blood spilled
Locked inside
Tired of all these feelings…

It feels likes waves are crashing
Drowning all of me
There's just no end to my sorrow
And I can't face it
Memories flowing right through me
Want it erased
My worthless state
These chains I made
Is this my fate?

Fading from me
I'm waiting
For the day I can
Finally unpaint this tragic story
Serenading to no one
Walls I broke down
Just for you
To break me down
Cause it's all I know
To never let it show
Emotions in tow
All written in notes
But it never works in my favor
To let them know
That I'm hurting and a burden
To everyone close to me
Don’t want them to drown in
These waves of my contempt

It feels likes waves are crashing
Drowning all of me
There's just no end to my sorrow
And I can't face it
Memories flowing right through me
Want it erased
My worthless state
These chains I made
Is this my fate?

Your existence has made
My living a hell on earth
And I can’t bear it now
Glaring at me
With those eyes, can’t perceive
Flooding in my wake
These waves
These waves
Let it wash over me
Cleanse me of my ways
My ways
My ways
And consume these flames

These depths I'm falling into
I'll never come back from
It all returns to me
It sinks my heart
I can feel rising below me
The tides turn and seek to stay
You came back to
Bring me down with you
So drown me whole

Drowned in Sorrow

Stream!

Drowned in Sorrow (Prod. Tanuki & Soma)

lyrics :

there is no second chance for you to
get up and start over cause now we're done with you
can't replace with somebody who found out the truth

let it be right there don't even try to fix it all
no one will care about your story to tell
left it all without nothing to lose
so don't be who you used to be

no more second chance for you to walk around with freedom
you don't deserve to be in heaven no more truce
cause i let it be right there

don't stay don't say anything just you
keep on keep on wondering if i be gone
you won't see me anymore cause i'll let it be right there

don't stay don't say anything just you
keep on keep on wondering if i be gone
you won't see me anymore and move on for good

i don't wanna wait in here for any longer
there's no room to breath out any air for you
and the mirror broke into pieces

there is no second chance for you to
get up and start over cause now we're done with you
can't replace with somebody who found out the truth

you've own everything you've ever need
and no one to hold you still falling over greed

don't stay don't say anything just you
keep on keep on wondering if i be gone
you won't see me anymore cause i'll let it be right there

don't stay don't say anything just you
keep on keep on wondering if i be gone
you won't see me anymore cause i'll let it be right there

don't stay don't say anything just you
keep on keep on wondering if i be gone
you won't see me anymore

to find peace

lyrics :

i had the way to go
to know where you keep your soul
i know it all before
tone down

and i need to see the light gone
everybody die in their sleep with all the lights on
i need some shit to calm me down or keep on cry on
i didn't say that you should leave or you should die alone
you're on that same old shit i can't even break it off
all of your goodluck you always tryna take it off
follow the past in her way no you can never lost
i needed space for my brain so i can take it off right at the top

i take it all it's on your head
the bounty that i tryna find
it's on your lens
you know it all from my old friends
i carry on until the end

i'm tryna keep it all up
many things were trying to escape from that truck no
so take that lead on her way and go

i'm gone i had it

i had this shit enough i'm bout to start recording
lost out on your road and so i telephone it
hold it cut me off on the chorus scoring
baby i can't take many things at once i'm tryna exploit it
you go grab that money and fame
and i'll burn it all up
throw it out to the cloud you be going insane no
this ain't a guide to your death
only you see is a thread
no i ain't done with you yet
better drag me to hell with that sin

i'm tryna keep it all up
many things were trying to escape from that truck no
so take that lead on her way and go

i'm gone

i take it all it's on your head
the bounty that i tryna find
it's on your lens
you know it all from my old friends
i carry on until the end

i take it all it's on your head
the bounty that i tryna find
it's on your lens
you know it all from my old friends

no this ain't the past yet
feel like i'm on acid
always come and go i'm gonna leave you in the past tense
fuck it all up no you can never gonna have it
did it before addiction turned into a habbit yeah

outside i'm nothing
inside i'm suffering to death
outside he's nothing

cut it off dead i'll be over in this space now
i don't even care what you gonna saying out loud
it don't matter anymore cause everything you've done now
bet you cannot win that shit cause you keep on your crown no
coping mechanism tryna get out of this town no
fill that shit with water in the ocean i'll might drown no
no one cannot save you anymore go help yourself out
you gon let yourself down yeah

and never

lyrics :

i've been so far away from my own home
and all my past tell me they'll never go
i'll be searching for a new road to start
i left so you won't notice
a new road to start

gone unnoticed
all i can do it's to move on
for you to get over me soon
it's hard to let go what i've seen what i've done
my hands are covered in blood
still feel like i'm not enough
still cannot find any love
myself i can't even trust
my head is covered in lust
i keep on tryna stop it
i did it for father forgive me i'm off it
they lost me i lost them

tryna find a reason
i buried underneath them
all i can do is hide from everybody else's vision
i wanna see the light but other half is seeking deep end
a new way of my life with all the problems every season

but i was still waiting up
the sun is closer
this is the closure your life is over
and i been sober since all of that's all gone i'll be free

tryna find a reason
i buried underneath them
all i can do is hide from everybody else's vision
i wanna see the light but other half is seeking deep end
a new way of my life with all the problems every season

yeah problems i don't see them

aftermath relapse

prick [ cover ]

lyrics :

it's the year 2005 september
you will be everything that i remember 
you taught me how to be a problem solver
you show me how to be more stronger
than i used to be when i was young

and if tell you "dad i love you you're my everything"
i hope you're proud of me
you've been best to me

you raised a son
you rasied a man to see whole wide world
i take your steps and try my best
even if i get hurt
you'll be there for me
you never give up at what you do for me to see
a shining light and breeze

we go through tough times but you will always stay with me
no matter if it's hard to reach the top
you made it possible to make it through the rain
and i look up to you
to see the lights and something new
it's special for the rest of our lives

you raised a boy to be the best
at things to learned from you
i played with train toys and listen to your favourite songs
in the back of the car when i got back from school
and i remember your accident i almost lost you
the things that we've been through

and if tell you "dad i love you you're my everything"
i hope you're proud of me
you've been best to me
you rasied a man to see the whole wide world
i'll try my best even if i get hurt
and thank you i'll love til lifetime

it's the day
the fifth of december 
i can't wait to sing this song for you to hear
i want my words to be stuck in your heart
i'm a growing tree and i'll never fall back down
if someone tries to cut me out
i will stay strong no matter what because

you're everything to me

father's day

lyrics :

we were lost inside a forest
as we're trying to hide
from the monsters outside
keep an eye

i'll stay awake until morning
we try our hardest to survive
in the shelter but it's not that strong

so we stay inside of a treehouse
we played a song and start to dance
you feel safe in my arms as we rest
till the nights go down
when the moonlight keeps going roundabout
you hold on to my hands and i said

if you see the stars
we're dancing slowly into the dark
we'll never know who shatters my broken heart
i'll remember when we're too far apart
how far have we go?

i've never seen a true romance
it was just lust and chasing feelings
that don't last forever who knows
if that's how it is then that's no way to go
we don't need all that just to live and we know

you're my only one who i trust
my loyalty stays true to death
we were flying through the clouds
and parachute down
we're safe and sound
can you feel the lights are all around the house?
cause' we've been closer was it meant to be?

if you see the stars
we're dancing slowly into the dark
we'll never know who shatters my broken heart
i'll remember when we're too far apart
how far have we go?

treehouse

lyrics:
i seen a goat lose hi confidence 
they wonder why i act so damn cocky
kick it with eddie like shrek and donkey
folks tryna press but they aint gon stop me
got off the game but the shit just the same
gotta snow bunny hoe knock the soul out my body
yessir yes i done popped like a molly
pass on the attitude still love the body on god
mf shut up and get slutty
she on my jeans i told her i aint buddy
throw it back hold down
way that she arching her back remind me of my hometown
throw it back motown
im off the drank too heavy i told her to slow it down

to me im the best boy i keep getting better 
the folks get mad cuz i keep applying pressure
dollar signs to my name i should change it to ke$ha
i keep tryna say watch where you setting
these folks go out sad tryna get you set up
keep a mac no donald clip big like the sandwich

whole team been eating good mf
we tryna push through ya hood matter fact
lets switch the roles up just for a second
i bet you wish that we couldve did that
i bet  you wish that you couldve went back
catch him down bad while he lookin back
reminiscing while i get the riches on god mf im cool with that

waste yo time
you only get so long
the torch could burn out on yo own
and plus folks tryna take it from you fuck'em

motown freestyle (808AD)

cover of "justin bieber, nicki minaj - beauty and the beat"

and never

arys vance