khan aitmatov: I know this tunnel, and it knows me.

when did everything get overcomplicated 
I just want somebody to tell me that i’m not ugly
I I I I got a tab on my tongue I’m going 
25 over the speed limit i’m bugging
I would like to know what I did 
that made you think that I was someone 
you couldn’t put all your trust in
when I opened up my heart 
was it too much for you to stomach 
baby I’m so exhausted
fuck!
every time I dream about somebody 
then somebody ends up afraid of being accosted
every time I have a dream about you 
all of my inward feelings turn from happy to dogshit
i-i-i’m surviving in the metro 
cut my teeth on wedding rings 
bayonetta ready and sharpened
if I live to see the sun again 
i’m rolling to the bank 
goth bitch finna make the deposit

i i i i don’t wanna live my whole life 
i don’t wanna live my whole life 
in the dark and afraid
I don’t wanna live my whole life 
I don’t wanna live my whole life 
all alone and unsafe

please say something 
please say something
I’m so nauseous
all of this awkward silence disgusting
open up my texts I’m begging for a discussion

metro 2033 (p. trabint + dakota)

prod me, alkyl

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/corefish/split-2

Gonna walk in ten speed
Like I gotta ride it
Duck all my enemies
Before I hit the giant
I'm a star like Orion
Before I get ignited
Get a lot in my bed
Fore I turn to gold like I'm Midas

Change my mode
Heaven and my soul
Won't break apart
You're treating me like a target
Workin' on my body
My body is feeling everything
Percocet withdrawal
While he talking is feeling menacing

Think my mind blast a mile a minute
I thought I never would quit it
But now it's take two
Scratchin' up on the linen
And now the paint ruined
I thought it kinda would fade
And now the faint ruse

I said I want it really bad
But you never had the chance to
Perky under bed but this place is just a rental
Lost inside my head, I'm feeling bent again
Percs under my dresser fill me with regret

Change my mode
Heaven and my soul
Won't break apart
You're treating me like a target
Workin' on my body
My body is feeling everything
Percocet withdrawal
While he talking is feeling menacing
Strange I know
Hell is so cold
But my body is bending
Wait till it ends again
Stuck in the sediment
Ain't no pretending I'm out of it
I been a denizen
Ever since the adrenaline hit em

I lost my head
And I need some more Prozac
Got my back 'gainst the wall
I never contacted
I lost my edge and then I got back
Came back
Never gonna wait again to cross that bridge
I lost my limbs
Another cross eyed kid
With blood upon his lips
I never lost my lid
Or lost my mind
Never lost my kin
Or broke my spine

Change my mode
Heaven and my soul
Won't break apart
You're treating me like a target
Workin' on my body
My body is feeling everything
Percocet withdrawal
While he talking is feeling menacing
Strange I know
Hell is so cold
But my body is bending
Wait till it ends again
Stuck in the sediment
Ain't no pretending I'm out of it
I been a denizen
Ever since the adrenaline hit em

CAPCHASIN

prod @gf5 and corefish

I could be anything you want
if you want it back bad
Guess I'll see you in a month
when you fall on my lap
No concealing in the sun
Can you feel it when it's done?
I'll reveal it in a month
Guess it was all for myself to break

And now I'm constantly inside my mind
I'm trapped in a suit and tie
Feeling awfully objectified
They see me and scrutinize
They start to realize what the time spent meant to me
It's all in the crime of a mindset atrophy

I guess I couldn't solve all the riddles that you shared when you're next to me
Dissolve in the middle of the woods, it wasn't meant to be
Sulk by the phone while I waited
I need a little more in my lungs when I take it cause

I could be anything you want
if you want it back bad
Guess I'll see you in a month
when you fall on my lap
No concealing in the sun
Can you feel it when it's done?
I'll reveal it in a month
Guess it was all for myself to break

It's off count
Run it down
Feelings stop
I feel it out
I cannot
Forfeit it now
Pissed off
I'm feeling loud
It's off count
Run it down
Feelings stop
I feel it out
I cannot
Forfeit it now
Blast off
I feel it now
Pack it up

I think it was all of me that left without myself from my suspension
Thinking my heart harbor thieves forever
I can't run from every sentence
Clogging my arteries, you know my heart can't take all the attempts
But I need to reassess us

I could be anything you want
if you want it back bad
Guess I'll see you in a month
when you fall on my lap
No concealing in the sun
Can you feel it when it's done?
I'll reveal it in a month
Guess it was all for myself to break

Toss it up with my incompetence
When I'm in the eye of the storm I am the opposite
Somewhere where it's safe and it's warm
Where we can grow a bit
But I lost my faith in the world that was full of shit
I want it back
But slowing the tension now might be just what I need
Below interventions now I'm fiending for release

I could be anything you want
if you want it back bad
Guess I'll see you in a month
when you fall on my lap
No concealing in the sun
Can you feel it when it's done?
I'll reveal it in a month
Guess it was all for myself to break

It's off count
Run it down
Feelings stop
I feel it out
I cannot
Forfeit it now
Pissed off
I'm feeling loud
It's off count
Run it down
Feelings stop
I feel it out
I cannot
Forfeit it now
Blast off
I feel it now
Pack it up

BLASTOFF

Daisy's Limerence

Produced By Arys Vance

Lyrics :

Lately I don't keep up whatchu doin' daily
Couple months I haven't seen you baby
You wanna take a ride on a Mercedes

And I just wanna go back down
If all that doesn't work then I'ma go my route
Can barely hold it off don't wanan go five rounds
And tired up in places you wanted the truth

Who knew that you're the devil in disguise
I bottle up my feelings, I don't want you to hurt me
I tell you I'm alright
I don't need it the most
I'm good on my own

Lately I don't keep up whatchu doin' daily
Couple months I haven't seen you baby
You wanna take a ride on a Mercedes
I'm not the only one who going crazy
Said I don't need anyone to save me
I'm glad that you did tryna erase me
Tangled up in your heart I've been facin'

I don't wanna deal with it anymore
Blacked out drunk then I'm lying on the floor
Mess it all up like I did it all before
Playing hard to get so you wouldn't be ignorin'
Can you buy that trust say
"Hello nice to meet ya"
Don't care if I leave you too soon
I don't want it fair if I did mess up that last time
Whatchu say?
Tell you that I'm boring
Well, maybe I don't have to do it like you, oh my
I do anything that you ask for I'll try my best to

Save it, I don't keep up whatchu doin' daily
Couple months I haven't seen you baby
You wanna take a ride on a Mercedes
I'm not the only one who going crazy
Said I don't need anyone to save me
I'm glad that you did tryna erase me
Tangled up in your heart I've been facin'

Lately I don't keep up whatchu doin' daily
Couple months I haven't seen you baby

I'm not the only one who going crazy
Said I don't need anyone to save me
I'm glad that you did tryna erase me
Tangled up in your heart I've been facin'

Lately I don't keep up whatchu doin' daily
Couple months I haven't seen you baby
You wanna take a ride on a Mercedes
I'm not the only one who going crazy
Said I don't need anyone to save me
I'm glad that you did tryna erase me
Tangled up in your heart I've been facin'

Daisy

this track was made with my new “exclusive” drum kit: https://ko-fi.com/s/d00b5d6cde

exclusive

LYRICS:
they wanna see me do this shit again so i did it 
huh do it again
what we gon do if we dont hit a shot when we spin it?
huh do it again
im goin ape shit like i wore the bape just to mask up 
send his ass straight to alaska 
laugh while he try to call back up

sever my head put that shit on a hmm?
sever my head put that shit on a god 
im so divine 
you might just see me hop outa the sky
slide with a busted hip thought i was elderly im making 
motherfuckas go retire 
i got that devilish look in my eyes 
but i know its from all of the drugs i done tried hah

stack up the bands like some legos and lay low 
that boy a rat so i gave him the queso
shoutout queen bee like i gave bro a halo
bet he sad like he listen to heylog
just to let you know im back i walk into the spot 
with the mask off back off
i might have to knock you down on the asphalt
just to let you know that you that soft

they wanna see me do this shit again so i did it 
huh do it again
what we gon do if we dont hit a shot when we spin it?
huh do it again
im goin ape shit like i wore the bape just to mask up 
send his ass straight to alaska 
laugh while he try to call back up
but he aint have none

they wanna see me do this shit again so i did it 
huh do it again
what we gon do if we dont hit a shot when we spin it?
huh do it again
im goin ape shit like i wore the bape just to mask up 
send his ass straight to alaska 
laugh while he try to call back up

Do It Again (kari x kage)

dying [ cover ]

lyrics :

we were lost inside a forest
as we're trying to hide
from the monsters outside
keep an eye

i'll stay awake until morning
we try our hardest to survive
in the shelter but it's not that strong

so we stay inside of a treehouse
we played a song and start to dance
you feel safe in my arms as we rest
till the nights go down
when the moonlight keeps going roundabout
you hold on to my hands and i said

if you see the stars
we're dancing slowly into the dark
we'll never know who shatters my broken heart
i'll remember when we're too far apart
how far have we go?

i've never seen a true romance
it was just lust and chasing feelings
that don't last forever who knows
if that's how it is then that's no way to go
we don't need all that just to live and we know

you're my only one who i trust
my loyalty stays true to death
we were flying through the clouds
and parachute down
we're safe and sound
can you feel the lights are all around the house?
cause' we've been closer was it meant to be?

if you see the stars
we're dancing slowly into the dark
we'll never know who shatters my broken heart
i'll remember when we're too far apart
how far have we go?

treehouse

produced by @arysvance

lyrics :

i still remember everything about you now
for once in a while that i've been going off
i ain't vulnerable so i'll protect you from all the storm
but i'm stronger and wiser to anybody i don't wanna get involve

i'll bring all the flowers for you when you're gone
the magenta shades glowing into the dawn
hold my hand we fallin' under the sand
but we are far away from our fantasy land i'll be

right by your side
but i didn't know what you're going through
never been loved before all this is so brand new
and you're the right one for me i only need you

i'ma let you know
i been thinking about you everyday when i'm alone
i learnt to take my step and living out here on my own
i'm showing that i still need you
and i hope that i see you again
i won't be gone for you
when the sky will turning blue
when we fall we'll parachute

i wanna see you again
you're my everything
i miss your voice everytime you sing
i always pickup the call everytime that my phone rings
but i still can't find love that's only one thing

i stay with you and i don't wanna go back and take their advice
had enough had to cut them all off with my only knife
i need you in my life i've been all alone it's alright
i wanna see if you're my true love

i'ma let you know
i been thinking about you everyday when i'm alone
i learnt to take my step and living out here on my own
i'm showing that i still need you
and i hope that i see you again
i won't be gone for you
when the sky will turning blue
but when we fall we'll parachute

and i hope that i see you again

magenta

shut down

Where You Been?

arys, 19 year old college student

music producer, 3d low poly artist/animator

treehouse

arys vance