one-side (simon m)

prod. by myself

i spilled my guts all over the floor
im throwing up what id hold in before
swear we expired now we gotta throw it all out
every well i try to wish in i just fall down

im stuck here tryna pick up pieces of what's left of the truth
dont try to tell me that you think my life was better with you
turn of the tv i cant stand to see your face or ill lose it
ill let it consume me

my throat is closing up
i cant get what i want
said you wanted forever but it wasnt what u thought
now its hard for me to talk
was i never what you wanted
ill drift off thinking how we were in love last august

i try to tell myself that somehow theres another way
that somehow i misread the text you sent the other day
i swear to god now theres nothing to your promise
i know you gave up it's what i get for being honest

it's too late i cant sleep anymore
sun in the sky as it bleeds in the door
said i would change like every day but im the same as before
dont wanna stay ill take a break from always getting ignored

i just took off with no GPS
after i drive out your life you wont have nothing left
leading 2 lives always caught up when they intersect
do what i do to survive and breathe another breath

my throat is closing up
i cant get what i want
said you wanted forever but it wasnt what u thought
now its hard for me to talk
was i never what you wanted
ill drift off thinking how we were in love last august

i try to tell myself that somehow theres another way
that somehow i misread the text you sent the other day
i swear to god now theres nothing to your promise
i know you gave up it's what i get for being honest

my throat is closing up
i cant get what i want
said you wanted forever but it wasnt what u thought
now its hard for me to talk
was i never what you wanted
im looking back ur tearing up
about the fact that we are done

i try to tell myself that somehow theres another way
that somehow i misread the text you sent the other day
i swear to god now theres nothing to your promise
i know you gave up it's what i get for being honest

it's too late i cant sleep anymore
sun in the sky as it bleeds in the door
said i would change like every day but im the same as before
dont wanna stay ill take a break from always getting ignored

i just took off with no GPS
after i drive out your life you wont have nothing left
leading 2 lives always caught up when they intersect
do what i do to survive and breathe another breath

throwing up

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ty  @scrobaby for the lovely guitar
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float like a butterfly
I spread my wings im gona fly like its do or die
Ya ya ya
Dont get another try
Id fucking throw it all away like a sacrifice

like a butterfly
I spread my wings im gona fly like its do or die
Ya ya ya
Dont get another try
Id fucking throw it all away like a sacrifice
like a sacrifice

But Im better now
Than ive ever felt
Yea im better noow
thats what i tell myself
But Im better now
Than ive ever felt
And id be lying if i said i dont need you now

like a butterfly
I spread my wings im gona fly like its do or die
Ya ya ya
Dont get another try
Id fucking throw it all away like a sacrifice

like a sacrifice
like a sacrifice

Im getting better w the goodbyes
Cuz nothing ever really hit me like the first time
Im used to watching as the time flies
Im reminiscing - missin when u would drive by

And its crazy to kno that u love me still
And it feels so real somehow
Do u love me still
Do u love me stilll somehow

butterfly

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lyrics :

i had the way to go
to know where you keep your soul
i know it all before
tone down

and i need to see the light gone
everybody die in their sleep with all the lights on
i need some shit to calm me down or keep on cry on
i didn't say that you should leave or you should die alone
you're on that same old shit i can't even break it off
all of your goodluck you always tryna take it off
follow the past in her way no you can never lost
i needed space for my brain so i can take it off right at the top

i take it all it's on your head
the bounty that i tryna find
it's on your lens
you know it all from my old friends
i carry on until the end

i'm tryna keep it all up
many things were trying to escape from that truck no
so take that lead on her way and go

i'm gone i had it

i had this shit enough i'm bout to start recording
lost out on your road and so i telephone it
hold it cut me off on the chorus scoring
baby i can't take many things at once i'm tryna exploit it
you go grab that money and fame
and i'll burn it all up
throw it out to the cloud you be going insane no
this ain't a guide to your death
only you see is a thread
no i ain't done with you yet
better drag me to hell with that sin

i'm tryna keep it all up
many things were trying to escape from that truck no
so take that lead on her way and go

i'm gone

i take it all it's on your head
the bounty that i tryna find
it's on your lens
you know it all from my old friends
i carry on until the end

i take it all it's on your head
the bounty that i tryna find
it's on your lens
you know it all from my old friends

no this ain't the past yet
feel like i'm on acid
always come and go i'm gonna leave you in the past tense
fuck it all up no you can never gonna have it
did it before addiction turned into a habbit yeah

outside i'm nothing
inside i'm suffering to death
outside he's nothing

cut it off dead i'll be over in this space now
i don't even care what you gonna saying out loud
it don't matter anymore cause everything you've done now
bet you cannot win that shit cause you keep on your crown no
coping mechanism tryna get out of this town no
fill that shit with water in the ocean i'll might drown no
no one cannot save you anymore go help yourself out
you gon let yourself down yeah

and never

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lyrics soon

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produced by aftrr
bass pluck by sherif xr
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lyrics:

if i trust u whats it gonna cost me
staying up til past noon feeling like a zombie
u love to get mad at me then tell me that ur sorry
if i look at u forget that u saw me

way too many days gone by
been a minute since i had it
wondering who do u confide in
on my heart ur name tatted
too many lies its so tragic
dont wanna have to convince u
too many tries ive done had it
so tell me whats on ur mind
come thru i could stay inside
to u this is no surprise
between us u and i
got one chance its do or die
fuck it up run it back one time

tell me is it worth to try
to find u in every life
is there someone that u cry to
dont wanna remind u
the words that was said
restart and do it again
tell me is it worth to try

tell me where to find ur intimacy
i cross my heart out still ima bleed
dont gotta be on ur own
i take my leave
i watch u grow
my eyes still weep
i hope u know

tell me is it worth to try
to find u in every life
the words that we said
restart and do it again
do it

one two
watch ur step u might fall
aint been sober
feeling blue
check my cell ten missed calls
if it aint over say the truth
pick up the pieces
find my muse
find my reason to find u so

tell me where to find ur intimacy
i cross my heart out still ima bleed
dont gotta be on ur own
i take my leave
i watch u grow
my eyes still weep
i hope u know

tell me is it worth to try
to find u in every life
the words that we said
restart and do it again
do it again

SPOTIFY !

worth 2 try

lyrics :

mia no more signs for me to stay
i been so far from my mistake
the mountain top will stay tall
i know my steps won't let me fall

and i don't think i'm scared of death
and i don't think i'm scared to live
cuz things happen
you can't undo that
if you speak up then people knew that
i had enough left it in the past
i know myself more than i used to before
but at what cost?

when i'm gone
when i found my purpose i want nothing more
i stay on my roots and i'll keep moving on
and i always staring at the sun
when you visit my gravestone
i don't care if you miss me just let me rest inside

i've seen what is like to have fame
i know cuz i feel the future it's coming in closer
to stare at me now
how can i avoid that?

and instead of a promise
i'll just leave you with nothing to find
the peace in my mind and as far as i go
i won't be here
oh i don't wanna be the one to blame
but i accept it anyway so i'll see it

when i'm gone
when i found my purpose i want nothing more
i stay on my roots and i'll keep moving on

when i'm gone
when i found my purpose i want nothing more
i stay on my roots and i'll keep moving on
and i always staring at the sun
when you visit my gravestone
i don't care if you miss me just let me rest inside

purpose

lyrics :

[ dialogue ]
you have made it
how are you feeling
clear your mind
i will guide you through this journey
everything will be fine
as long as you stay calm and follow my path
embrace the unknown
follow the right steps
open your eyes through soft spoken past tense to the hall of egress
farewell

[arys vance]
she said she will find me
she will guide me
cuz i'm naive to my emotions
is she lying?
am i just overthinking that i won't survive
she will find me
she will guide me
she will find me a tree to sit next by
on my own

keep a distance
i know that you've been listening
and it's a last time that you hear my voice
knowing that i been going missing from the world
but i cannot win your love so i'ma do my own thing
cuz i find comfort in my own circle
i know it's lonely all of that it's just an external

can i trust you?
with angel wings cuz i see through
inside your eyes what can i do
to get out of fire and leave too soon
before i die the strings are too loose
you lost my heart and it's falling in loop
missing piece and i can't renew
for second life and i see the value

but i can't go out no more
these feelings that i can't ignore
i shut up lie down on the floor
i've never felt like this before
it hurts to see myself in doors
i walk until my legs get sore
it struck right down into my core
this final piece inside a lore
and i go

she pull out my heart and let me see
what is hiding inside i left the things i couldn't fix it to be
she does what i couldn't do

she said she will find me
she will guide me
cuz i'm naive to my emotions
is she lying?
am i just overthinking that i won't survive
she will find me
she will guide me
she will find me a tree to sit next by
on my own

clear your mind

self prod

when i cross ur mind will u look both ways
stand ona other side cant read ur face
too much on the line gotta win this race
cant feel my eyes off the novocaine
living like suicide i can feel no pain
tell me how u feel inside when u live wit no gain
lot on my mind i cannot, yeah

stay by my side when i wake up tomorrow
play bout my life not living tomorrow
k on my mind when i wake up tomorrow
no time to cry worry bout it tomorrow

every day that i live a decision
better stay out the way out my business
if ima aim ima shoot wit precision
keep to myself and act like i aint did it
in the whip wit the windows all tinted
i pray to God every night that im sinning
why they get mad what i did when i didn't
how can i trip bout a bitch i aint missing u
i sip dusse i sip henny
like its water i drink plenty
bad bitch feening buy her fendi
just to shut up she resent me
i get too much i get dizzy
count my moolah im too busy
aint gon do ya so get busy

when i cross ur mind will u look both ways
stand ona other side cant read ur face
too much on the line gotta win this race
cant feel my eyes off the novocaine
living like suicide i can feel no pain
tell me how u feel inside when u live wit no gain
lot on my mind i cannot, yeah

shit get too turnt im outta control
they do u worst its taking a toll
if i fuck up nobody will know
i cant find it tell me where to go

#tmrw

lyrics :

we were lost inside a forest
as we're trying to hide
from the monsters outside
keep an eye

i'll stay awake until morning
we try our hardest to survive
in the shelter but it's not that strong

so we stay inside of a treehouse
we played a song and start to dance
you feel safe in my arms as we rest
till the nights go down
when the moonlight keeps going roundabout
you hold on to my hands and i said

if you see the stars
we're dancing slowly into the dark
we'll never know who shatters my broken heart
i'll remember when we're too far apart
how far have we go?

i've never seen a true romance
it was just lust and chasing feelings
that don't last forever who knows
if that's how it is then that's no way to go
we don't need all that just to live and we know

you're my only one who i trust
my loyalty stays true to death
we were flying through the clouds
and parachute down
we're safe and sound
can you feel the lights are all around the house?
cause' we've been closer was it meant to be?

if you see the stars
we're dancing slowly into the dark
we'll never know who shatters my broken heart
i'll remember when we're too far apart
how far have we go?