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lyrics:

i just woke up from a dream
where i got to hold your hand
hold my head up while we're out
i really doubt you'd understand

spin my wheels out
lost traction
don't know how to feel now
caught up in reaction
you told me forever
it's not lasting
i just feel like dead weight 
pretend i didn't happen

i'll have to hold myself
i don't got no friends if u couldn't tell
i could say my feelings but it wouldn't help
so i'll change my dreams just to make it sell

looking for a way out
nothing's gonna change now
take me to ur lakehouse 
remind me all i hate bout you
i know its fake now
but i dont wanna face that truth
been 7 days now 
is it too late to facetime you

i didnt like what i saw in the mirror 
so i made someone and i hope that i wont fear her
i wrote a song about it listen till my ears hurt
no matter what the message isnt getting clearer

never wanna talk if it's not your turn
never gonna stop just to hear me hurt
cause it's what i got its what i deserve
tryna take my heart boy you got some nerve

i'll have to hold myself
i don't got no friends if u couldn't tell
i could say my feelings but it wouldn't help
so i'll change my dreams just to make it sell

looking for a way out
nothing's gonna change now
take me to ur lakehouse 
remind me all i hate bout you
i know its fake now
but i dont wanna face that truth
been 7 days now 
is it too late to facetime you

(cause i've been)
looking for a way out
nothing's gonna change now
take me to ur lakehouse 
remind me all i hate bout you
i know its fake now
but i dont wanna face that truth
been 7 days now 
is it too late to facetime you

lakehouse

lyrics :

She had everything
You always tryna get up
In my head no wonder why
You fixing all the damage

You wonder why is over
It's hard to control you don't know
Yourself enough to worry about it

When you go
I was staying the same lane
Before tomorrow
Can i leave all the same pain

All i know
She's a devil's daughter
Always come and go
She just don't wanna bother
And i can't be afraid
Tell you that i don't know nothing
It's all in your arm 
And you forget it all

All i know
She's a devil's daughter
Always come and go
She just don't wanna bother
And i can't be afraid
Tell you that i don't know nothing
It's all in your arm
And you forget it all

You must go around
Let's settle down a moment
There so many hours i wasted on
You gon fall for it
Try too hard to get your feelings out
To the rain and it fallin away

When you go
I was staying the same lane
Before tomorrow
Can i leave all the same pain

All i know
She's a devil's daughter
Always come and go
She just don't wanna bother
And i can't be afraid
Tell you that i don't know nothing
It's all in your arm 
And you forget it all

All i know
She's a devil's daughter
Always come and go
She just don't wanna bother
And i can't be afraid
Tell you that i don't know nothing
It's all in your arm
And you forget it all

All i know
She's a devil's daughter
Always come and go
She just don't wanna bother
And i can't be afraid
Tell you that i don't know nothing
It's all in your arm
And you forget it all

devil's daughter

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and if we fall out of touch
i'll be thinking bout if our call was too much
[?i'll mend it] silently i'll crawl to ur gun
you lied to me but its my fault that i fell for it, i folded up

the toll is up
you shouldered up, i felt that
i sold my lungs
petroleum will fill them
its all too much
you start to rush, i feel bad
put on a leash cause i just cant reel back

and now im breathing in my blood left on the pavement
i saw my face up on the tv its amazing
i finally found what im looking for
so good that i cant ignore
just let me lie on the floor in estrangement

and if we fall out of touch
i'll be thinking bout if our call was too much
[?i'll mend it] silently i'll crawl to ur gun
you lied to me but its my fault that i fell for it, i folded up

now every night
i do nothing but lie on my floor
just sitting and waiting (for, for, for, for)
can she give me a sign
when she looks in my eyes 
she'll trade her face for a dime
just cant replace being high

and if we fall out of touch
i'll be thinking bout if our call was too much
[?i'll mend it] silently i'll crawl to ur gun
you lied to me but its my fault that i fell for it, i folded up

crawl to your gun

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Why am i always wrong
I always fuck it up again 
I try to do it all
I gave it everything i had and i got really far
But i dont seem to understand
Theres always something off
Theres always something off

Im in this realm 
Where i dont care at all
I swear its hell
Nd i dont swear a lot
Im in this realm 
Where i dont care at all
Now i dont care at all
No i dont care anymore

anymore
anymore
anymore

I was locked
 in my room cuz i thought i was fine
I was rotting
A lot cuz the thoughts in my mind
And ive lost And ive learned 
Now i see thru ur eyes
when u stare
 in the sun, all the colors r bright

i tried 2 pray for help	
Im all alone n theres nobody else
i tried 2 pray for help	
Im all alone n theres nobody else
Theres always something off
Theres always something off
Theres always something off
No i dont care anymore

anymore
anymore
anymore

when u stare
 in the sun, all the colors r bright
But u stare
For too long and you slowly go blind
And i’ll spread all my wings when i know im alive
But i burned in the sun now i’ll never go fly
Again  

Why am i always wrong
I always fuck it up again 
I try to do it all
I gave it everything i had and i got really far
But i dont seem to understand
Theres always something off
Theres always something off

Im in this realm 
Where i dont care at all
I swear its hell
Nd i dont swear a lot
Im in this realm 
Where i dont care at all
Now i dont care at all
No i dont care anymore

Realm

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FELT

FACE OFF

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lyrics :

as far as i go into the sunset
i'm always alone
you got nobody else to talk to
that's what i've been told
as far as i go
i need you the most
angel

i don't need none of that medicine
dopamine hitting my head again
i can see it through out different lens
the journey that i want it all to end
i'm not the same like i was back then
no need to wonder where i have been
all of the things that have happened
it taught me a valuable lesson

i know the world will never change
and our lives will never be the same
we don't go anywhere from here
oh i know

i will keep on moving on
until i faded disappear and gone
it's all i need
i wish i never born to see the world

nobody else will find a way to break inside
my grave i rest in tonight
enough is enough and i left it all behind
i don't wanna keep trying to reach you back

too bad
i'll reach the top
i'll go away forever
i don't exist in this world anyway
cuz my gravestone will be forever alone for so long

i will keep on moving on
until i faded disappear and gone
it's all i need
i wish i never born to see the world

gravestone

lyrics :

we were lost inside a forest
as we're trying to hide
from the monsters outside
keep an eye

i'll stay awake until morning
we try our hardest to survive
in the shelter but it's not that strong

so we stay inside of a treehouse
we played a song and start to dance
you feel safe in my arms as we rest
till the nights go down
when the moonlight keeps going roundabout
you hold on to my hands and i said

if you see the stars
we're dancing slowly into the dark
we'll never know who shatters my broken heart
i'll remember when we're too far apart
how far have we go?

i've never seen a true romance
it was just lust and chasing feelings
that don't last forever who knows
if that's how it is then that's no way to go
we don't need all that just to live and we know

you're my only one who i trust
my loyalty stays true to death
we were flying through the clouds
and parachute down
we're safe and sound
can you feel the lights are all around the house?
cause' we've been closer was it meant to be?

if you see the stars
we're dancing slowly into the dark
we'll never know who shatters my broken heart
i'll remember when we're too far apart
how far have we go?

treehouse

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lyrics:
(again)
stuck in the future tense and you're not looking back
i try to look up but my eyes are made of glass
cant even try you fossilized me in the past
wish i could crack
wish i could crack

i dont compare you're holding everything i lack
with one hand open hold it tight behind your back
said it was late so youd prefer it if i crash
again

even if i fall again and break my head
you tell me that it's all the same it wouldnt change
so even if im caught hanging on your wall you would never stop and complain
you tell me that it's all
all
okay
okay

(again)
so ill just waste away stay here looking through glass
i know youll hate it so ill stay here on my back
my company of wilted flowers that you grabbed
you left me here surrounded

came from the ground got my tears all around me
weird coming out it was weird when you found me
fears that i found i dont know im still counting
while froze in the state that you found me

even if i fall again and break my head
you tell me that it's all the same it wouldnt change
so even if im caught hanging on your wall you would never stop and complain
you tell me that it's all
all
okay
okay

fossil

produced by @arysvance
written by @arysvance
cover art by @arysvance

lyrics :

two double o nine

back in that time
there's nothing more than just a silly place
do you see familiar faces
oh yeah i know those are things that i grew up watching
so let me take you into this world

and i can't live without nostalgia
feature phones and old camcorders was a thing at it's time
but there's something so beautiful about it
so bring back to the old times

saving everything for the lights
through a wayback machine it's alright
it's more beyond daydreaming about the memories that have passed by

it's not that i feel lost
you think that i am sad about the things i miss
and you'll understand the joy of old things
sometimes it might have last for so long
it has never been gone

there's so many things to see
everything you'll ever need
all of the charm from aesthetic that seen from your eyes
green moutain white clouds & blue sky
so let the birds fly

i'll sing you a song with a melodyne
cuz my vocals aren't that great to shine
i stayed up for so long
i can't sleep what is wrong with me
oh i'm stuck in the past it's just who i am
live to see everything
over here where i stand
it's just a part of me that i can't let go
[ you're the deer in the headlights ]
and i can go back decades in the light to see the year

[ oh whatcha say ]

2009

arys, 20 year old college student

music producer, 3d low poly artist/animator

treehouse

arys vance