and I find it kind of funny, I find it kind of sad
the dreams in which I'm dying are the best I've ever had
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Gothurted - Inside My Dreams

Hellhills  Easier Said Than Done Official Lyric Video

JUST A DREAM

(It's still here, somebody else
It takes me, it takes my health
So save me, so save my soul
So save me, so save me
So save me, I'm not myself)

So grown up
where'd the years go, passing me by
So long, dont fall up
Come close to crossing that line
But still wont, wont grow up
And I lost my ways, who knows
no, no one?
And I've fallen out the loop with myself

Called you on the phone
That night, I planned to fall away
Cause I've been up myself, alone
These thoughts dont hide away
Crashing of the lights
Inside, no matter anyways
Hoping that I'd feel something
Hoping that I'd feel

It's certain set of years
I thought it'd go away
Damn its nothing but a fault
A fault in which I wired it
So wheres the blame to throw, 
when theres only ghosts and thoughts inside your head
Hit the gramophone, repeat it all again
It tells me
No one

I can't feel it
I can't feel this anymore
I can't feel it

Imaginary
To change my fate
Commissary, myself I hold the gate
Wrong
To think I'd wait 
Think I'd see a change
The mirror shows
The mirror shows I'm

So grown up
where'd the years go, passing me by
So long, dont fall up
Come close to crossing that line
But still wont, wont grow up
And I lost my ways, who knows
no, no one?
And I've fallen out the loop with myself

grown up [prod. brody & remghost]

U Gon Lose Ur Best 4! (prod. miloo + yunoqq)

Play this when your smoking that thanksgiving blunt with ya cuz....sooo trim

late summer geekin

Artist
https://soundcloud.com/geminiaaliyah
https://www.instagram.com/geminiaaliyah/?hl=en

Youtube Video - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L1KVLKG_R0g

Gemini Aaaliyah -To Fear (prod.PRCL)

Lil Goo$e - She needs a fee

changing paths, I’m losing my way, all inside my dreams again
I miss you baby girl so won’t you come and save my world
I’m sick to death of being alone, what did I do, I was wrong
my clouded thoughts don’t come to words, what’s the point now that your gone

sing about you in these songs, I’m so fucked up I don’t belong here
anyway smoke another bowl ill just pass out.
waking up to sun fall, everything is all gone
I think I’m doing fine, maybe ill wake up in another timeline

everything is all right, no more suicide, no
I don’t wanna see the death of my friends in this world again
cus it’s too much to take, it’s to my to fake
just put on another smile, ill wear that mask until my grave

waking in the break room, turn around to see you
but you're looking straight through me again
crippled by emotions, no notions of lust ahead
maybe this is love, but I’m frozen, eroding till I meet my end 

changing topics in my head, these thoughts they race I can’t pretend
that I’m okay, but I’m just fading in the background, it’s here ill stay
these walls, its were I just hide, listen to you, watch you cry
rush of emotions in my head, why did you choose them over me

looking at the good memories they don’t outweigh the bad ones
looking over corners, watching you sink in the shadows, tear me apart

changing paths, I’m losing my way, all inside my dreams again
I miss you baby girl so won’t you come and save my world
I’m sick to death of being alone, what did I do, I was wrong
my clouded thoughts don’t come to words, what’s the point now that your gone

sing about you in these songs, I'm so fucked up I don't belong here
anyway smoke another bowl ill just pass out.
waking up to sun fall, everything is all gone
I think I'm doing fine, maybe ill wake up in another time

Coming to terms with death was never my expertise
boarding up what i called home, body frail, im so weak
you've been dragging my casket on your back for so long,
I dont blame you for leaving, I just never thought you would.