real

lyrics: 

look it’s 4am and she’s still outside 😬
she’s taking 2 more shots but she says she’s fine 🙂
she’s a crazy girl 
tryna have a crazy night ❗️ 
but it’s alright i’ll stay right by ur side ❤️
i gotta match that 
hit the L i pass that 😆
i just downed da bottle now i think i’m having flashbacks 🙈
she’s playing songs in the car 🚘 
that make her feel like she’s a star ⭐️ 
i know that she could do anything… 
she could go far 
she got da world in her hands 🌎 
she could do it she can 😎
i know she wanna go big 
but i’m not in her plans 😳
so i’m just holding her hand 🤝
and i tell her it’s fine 
i know this isn’t forever 
but i know we’re alright 😌

rouri404 

living like we only really got 1night2chill ❄️
no i never said much but it’s time2spill 😭
i feel , just wanna hold u down 2night 🙈
feel u by my side 2x 
living like we only really got 1night2chill ❄️
no i never said much but it’s time2spill 😭
i feel , just wanna hold u down 2night 🙈
feel u by my side 2x 

sevendsr 

i feel da pain in my chest 😫
and it gets hard everyday 
i look u right in the eyes 👀 
and know that u ain’t the same 😔✋🏾
and there’s no one to blame 
there’s no one to BLAAAMMeeeee 🤪 
the faults in my name ☹️ 
OH GOD the faults in my name 
5 shots down but i ain’t done yet 😈
there ain’t a single decision this night that i will regret 🤣
they want a glock in my head 🔫
they want a knife2myneck 😳
i knew that they never liked me i just didn’t know that u were next 🙃 
but what do i do when u won’t tell me the truth 
and i can’t find a reason just 2 focus on u 🥱
and when things just crumble 2 da ground 😮
and i just don’t want u around ☹️
and it’s 4 in the morning 
i can’t dream no 💭 
i can’t sleep 💤 
if u really cared about me 
u would set me free 🥲 
ik u like the madness 🙄 
makes u real happy just 2 bring me some havoc 🚨
imma keep running just 2 escape the blackness 
im cleaning the brush i think i’ll start a new canvas 
📋
new life ❗️
i think it’s good 4 me to start a brand new life ❗️
light me up a joint just so i could get a clear mine 🧠 
look in the mirror i think imma get my things right 
but i keep thinking baby what about that 1night …

rouri404 

living like we only really got 1night2chill ❄️
no i never said much but it’s time2spill 😭
i feel , just wanna hold u down 2night 🙈
feel u by my side 2x 
living like we only really got 1night2chill ❄️
no i never said much but it’s time2spill 😭
i feel , just wanna hold u down 2night 🙈
feel u by my side 2x

1night ft. rouri404 prod@michaelwarren x @tornno

Spite

INSOMNIAC ft. Dpf

[Intro]
I wrapped our Polaroid in the blanket you gave me
'Cause maybe when I feel like giving up, it could save me
I don’t wanna feel like this, I feel like shit
But, sadly, when I think of you that's how it is
You're the reason that my songs are hit or miss, wait, who am I kidding?
They all hits 'cause a broken motherfucker has rhythm
They all hits 'cause Kaden was the person who writ them
Which makes sense 'cause I’d be the only one to fit 'em

[Pre-Chorus]
Baby, I thought you were the one that could save me
But look at us now, you down, and I’m up
And ain’t nobody giving a fuck about, you
Baby, I thought you were the one that could save me
But look at us now, you down, and I’m up
And ain’t nobody giving a fuck about, you

[Chorus]
I wrapped our Polaroid, in the blanket you gave me
'Cause maybe when I feel like giving up, it could save me
I don’t wanna feel like this, I feel like shit
But, sadly, when I think of you that's how it is
You're the reason that my songs are hit or miss, wait, who am I kidding?
They all hits 'cause a broken motherfucker has rhythm
They all hits 'cause Kaden was the person who writ them
Which makes sense 'cause I’d be the only one to fit 'em

[Verse 1]
Are you sick in the mind?
Used to tell me that you love me, now you're wasting my time
I’ll give it a couple months to see you with your new guy
All our memories still play in the back of my mind
Our memories will play for the rest of my life
Probably, or maybe I’m just stalling
I had a picture on my desk, but I think it fell off
I’m getting to a point in life where I can fucking fall off
They getting the cause, they finally know that I’m just too raw

[Bridge]
It makes sense 'cause I’m the best, don’t need no help
Listen to my songs, and let the image build itself
Listen to my songs, and let me know what you felt
Feels like you entered Heaven, but walked through the gates of- yeah
Like you entered Heaven, but walked through the gates of Hell
Feels like you fell in love, but instead fell under spells
And you don’t need nobody, you can fucking love yourself
But you choose to find somebody 'cause you need a little help

[Pre-Chorus]
Baby, I thought you were the one that could save me
But look at us now, you down, and I’m up
And ain’t nobody giving a fuck about you
Baby, I thought you were the one that could save me
But look at us now, you down, and I’m up
And ain’t nobody giving a fuck about you

[Chorus]
I wrapped our Polaroid in the blanket you gave me
'Cause maybe when I feel like giving up, it could save me
I don’t wanna feel like this, I feel like shit
But, sadly, when I think of you that's how it is
You're the reason that my song's a hit or miss, wait, who am I kidding?
They all hits 'cause a broken motherfucker has rhythm
They all hits 'cause Kaden was the person who writ them
Which makes sense 'cause I’d be the only one to fit 'em

polaroid (prod. reesoo)

amethyst

lockjaw (p slicky)

this one is super special for me, thank u guys for everything
produced by me and cricket of 31sentinel
lyrics: 
fucked around and told u all the things that i loved 
don't u know me better than the person i was 
won't u go around and tell ur friends that i suck
 trying to write it over but u know me better 
and i called, u showed no effort 
swear to god u were in my bedroom
 that night must've been a mirage
 a movie in my head that i stumbled on

but i don't wanna think about it now 
somebody take my brain and cut it out 
cus honestly if we just stayed apart 
there'd be a little more of me and less of u around
 but i don't wanna think about it now 
somebody take my brain and cut it out 
cus honestly if we just stayed apart 
there'd be a little more of me and less of u around

around me, baby put it around me
 i could be a billionaire just put up a bounty
 trip to the midwest and california surroundings
 don't want all that shit that come with being a crowned king
 i left all my family and my feelings at home 
staring at a screen pretending i'm in control 
told all of my friends i'm back to being alone 
showing off my endgame it don't got any holes in it

but i don't wanna think about it now 
somebody take my brain and cut it out 
cus honestly if we just stayed apart  
there'd be a little more of me and less of u around
 but i don't wanna think about it now 
somebody take my brain and cut it out 
cus honestly if we just stayed apart
 there'd be a little more of me and less of u around

been down, i been a little bit down 
 i eat all my feelings so they don't hit the ground 
picture this i'm working on a energy cloud 
shield myself from everything that ur putting out 
all the other kids they don't look just like me 
rounding up my efforts, set it up times three
 counting down the minutes every time i breathe 
wishfully hoping, i don't wanna think about it now

i know that i could do it all better
 i'm burning up a hole in my sweater 
i'm growing up and i been so anxious
 cus what if i can't keep it to(gether)

but i don't wanna think about it now 
somebody take my brain and cut it out 
cus honestly if we just stayed apart 
there'd be a little more of me and less of u around
 but i don't wanna think about it now 
somebody take my brain and cut it out 
cus honestly if we just stayed apart 
there'd be a little more of me and less of u around

bounty (me + 31sentinel)

(prod. blank)
guitar loop: rjpasin
lyrics: 
when i let you in
didnt know id lose my head again
step back see the whole world fall on me
its all my fault not who i wanna be
and i swear
you wanted something else
dont wanna talk about it
just be by myself
and its over now but i cant regret it
things that you said in my head
never left it rent free down in my head
been stuck for a while now
gave up my home and
i stayed home for a while
tried to cope
but it didnt work im all out of hope
when i let you in
didnt know id end up here again
the seasons change up
filled with karma
is my debt all paid up yet?
and have you taken enough?
ive been shaken up
ive been breaking down
its pulling me apart
and ive faken enough
i dont wanna bluff anymore its hard
but i see now
my smile was your touch
i lose breath with no lungs
and these warm summer months
been cold since you gone
woke up new epiphany
i see what you did to me
i was fucked up mentally
but all i needed was amenity oh
when i let you in
didnt know id lose my head again
step back see the whole world fall on me
its all my fault not who i wanna be 
and i swear
you have to find who you are
it's time to let go.
you fell out of reach
summers been passing time through the breeze and
in my head i plead
someone to save me don't wanna end up stuck in a daze
stare at a daw just to feel anything
bring all my hopes up, tearing em down
no one can hear me despite all the sounds
and i can't move on
you said be honest so ill just say it
i hate myself got no replacement
so im here, stuck between these ears
while avoiding every mirror
avoiding all my peers
and i've felt this way for years
and i see it so clearly
i was falling you ain't even talk to me
doesn't matter now
can't regret it now
or make it better now
don't regret it now.

mirrors

Ethereal AR - Keshidam Kenar

Beat Producers: Wealth Mafia, Prodbyrxmi
Sound Engineers: Ibeni, Westt Studio
Artwork & Visuals: Shynart
Distribution Management: Arda

Keshidam Kenar

Airports

re:birth (ft. brakence)

19⛅️
All pictures taken by me 📸
https://soundcloud.com/ash091
linktr.ee/ashtonheights

INSOMNIAC ft. Dpf

ashton heights