The Sick, The Dying… And The Dead!

Life In Hell

Full disclosure.
I wrote the lyrics and had the ai SUNO perform them.

This is about my mental health journey. From childhood to this present day. I still struggle with everything but some things are easier than others.

Track 1, is about a feeling instilled in me from an early age of me not deserving nice new things and caused me to break some of the new things I was given in order for me to accept them as my own. I still struggle with this core feeling and it has ruined many of my relationships because I feel like I don't deserve to be loved, so I subconsciously distance myself from people I love and those that love me causing relationships to crumble into nothing.

Track 2, is about the single most traumatic event of my life. I think the lyrics speak for themselves and I don't want to write a description of that horrid event here.
I have included two different musical styles of this track as well as bonus tracks with cleaner vocals.

Track 3, is my journey through life secretly obsessing over the obituaries in the paper after I saw a picture of one of my attackers and is also what eventually leads to me having a mental breakdown. 

Track 4, is about my attempts at my own life and my cries for help. There are some complicated feelings with this lyric that I have trouble putting into words. 

Track 5, is my decision to not let this mental affliction control me. I am not going to allow what those monsters did to me dictate who I am. It is my declaration of me taking control of my life.

2. White Van

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Angry Renegades

[intro]
The station keeps running.
The flow of energy is endless.
And we are nothing but fleeting sparks in this thunder

[Verse 1]
Direct current, constant flow, my friend,
You can’t contain it, there’s no end.
Sit down, take a breath, be still,
Is this milk worth the spill?

[Chorus]
The station keeps running — the worker sleeps,
He dreams that life is a moment brief.
Like lightning time is racing fast,
Thunder roaring, only memories of us last.

The station keeps running — the worker sleeps,
He dreams that life is a moment brief.
Like lightning time is racing fast,
Thunder roaring, only memories of us last.

[solo]
Oh-ooooooh

[Verse 2]
Was it your choice, or just a lie?
No more chances, they’ve passed us by.
The plane took off a long time ago,
And in your pocket, just tobacco’s glow.

[Chorus]
The station keeps running — the worker sleeps,
He dreams that life is a moment brief.
Like lightning time is racing fast,
Thunder roaring, only memories of us last.
A-a-a-a-ahhhh
The station keeps running — the worker sleeps,
He dreams that life is a moment brief.
Like lightning time is racing fast,
Thunder roaring, only memories of us last.

[Verse 3]
01:23 — and the heartbeat froze,
Fire and iron burst through the night.
Shadows run as the future goes,
Ashes are falling from concrete heights.
The silent reactor whispers in gloom,
The earth awakens, haunted by screams.
Black April holds us inside its tomb,
We’ll never be who we used to be.

[Chorus]
The station keeps running — the worker sleeps,
He dreams that life is a moment brief.
Like lightning time is racing fast,
Thunder roaring, only memories of us last.

[outro]
Silence cracks like a broken wire,
Ashes fall on the blackened spire.
Dead streetlights in abandoned towns,
Only fear remains around.
A-a-a-a-a-a

UNIT-4

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Deathquake

Never let it go (Gold mix)

Persistence Makes It’s Own Luck (I know for a fact)!
Maybe some lyrics will help.
Lyrics

THE WORLD
IT’S CHANGING
IT’S PLAIN TO SEE
A  LITTLE CRAZY
BUT NOT FOR ME
I’VE BEEN A HANDFUL
TO SOME DEGREE
A POSTER CHILD 
FOR SLIDEING FREE
BURN THE HANDBOOK
DRINK GASOLINE
FIRE UP THE DUMPSTER
LEAVE IT CLEAN
LIKE FIRE AND WATER
LIKE STOP AND GO
 IT’S WHAT I GOT 
IT’S 
WHAT I KNOW

PERSISTENCE MAKES
ITS OWN LUCK
OWN YOUR SHIT
DON’T
 “PASS THE BUCK”
THIS IS NO TIME
TO SELF DESTRUCT
PERSISTANCE MAKES
IT’S OWN 
      
     LUCK

I BOW 
TO 
MISFITS
TO 
BROKE ROUTINES
TO 
NO SURRENDER
TO 
IN-BETWEENS
TO 
CRASH AND BURN
TO 
TOAST THE 
WRECK 

RISE FROM THE ASHES

‘ROUND MY NECK

I GET IT

 
PERSISTENCE MAKES

PERSISTENCE MAKES
ITS OWN LUCK
OWN YOUR SHIT
DON’T
 “PASS THE BUCK”
THIS IS NO TIME
TO SELF DESTRUCT
PERSISTANCE MAKES
IT’S OWN 
      
     LUCK

 
THE WORLD IS CHANGING

IT’S PLAIN TO SEE

PERSISISTANCE

(Spoken)
HEY… WHAT DO YOU WANT NOW?


WELL…. INVISIBILITY WOULD BE COOL

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PERSISTANCE

For Fucks Sake

Burn My Eyes

Davidian

Tempest

Deftones - Tempest

35+ years of guitar playing, several bands and stages. Focused on Rock and Metal, with a hint to the Epic corner. Composer for movie- and trailer tracks. That's what I love, that's what I am.

Certified Audio- and Mastering-Engineer

Current Bands and Projects:
- Glitch: Rhythm- / Lead Guitar, Composer, Producer
- Little Michel Group: Rhythm Guitar
- Soul Arrest: Composer, Producer, Project Manager

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