i uploaded this a couple months ago but i figured to record everything again from scratch because of my new microphone

there's one room
there's one light
there's one night
in the fire
in the pain
in the wire
this from me
this one lie
that seems right
time can't climb
it can't be
it can't see
i see to be right
i fall down tonight
i go to hell to be what i sell
falling again is such a welcome end
can the end of today be more than tonight
echoes of these far reaching sights
stuck with the pain of knowing you should have tried
give me your hands
and we'll never die
this love song
it sits wrong
it means jack
the time's right to be wrong
all night long
i feel good
i feel so far away
this is mine
it could be any day
i saw what i saw
i call up a man
distance is what gets me right in
i had a hand in everyone losing their place
never must stop
it's stealing my heart
a moment to squeeze begging on its knees
i know i'll never be right beyond tonight
give me your hands
and we'll never die

what i saw

This is the ninth and final track off my album Need Disease

Full album:
https://open.spotify.com/album/0Auo05Uymh3JOJs9QAldzW
https://kylejohnkenowski.bandcamp.com/

Animated music video published by Adult Swim!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=F_tlclsMeuU

Support: https://www.patreon.com/Kylejohnkenowski


I pushed through the skin for the bleed
and I only need a bit for the yes indeed,
and it sways through my body like a whisper,
gives back a little less than I need.

I know that sigh low,
I know you tried though,
You tried though.

I saw through the listless pleas,
and it only took my heart to the bare bark trees
that sway with the words I only whisper,
I should stop looking for things but I can't help but want to receive.

You were a liar, then, because your friend committed suicide.
Why is everyone on heroin?

Oh no, 
oh no.

You were a liar then. 
You are a liar,
You were a liar,
Then you are a liar,
and I know.

09 Needle Deeds

This is the fifth track off my album Need Disease

Full album:
https://open.spotify.com/album/0Auo05Uymh3JOJs9QAldzW
https://kylejohnkenowski.bandcamp.com/

Animated music video published by Adult Swim!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=F_tlclsMeuU

Support: https://www.patreon.com/Kylejohnkenowski

Lyrics:
I felt my friends,
their presence spun in time; I led,
as songs from childhood rang.

The acre plumage nodded as the fire bloomed;
approved as we both sang.

Ah, I've been here before. 

So I will taste you grab my leg and tear my sleeve,
and I will hear you sweat and see the words you breathe, 
and I will feel you turn to night and radiate that light.

The room is spinning, what little light that's left is brimming.
Not worth restating, no gods these days to wait on bated breath, 
so I'll will you out from under, in from over,
I won't weep once more,
I have always known, 
Truth takes time to grow but I will try.

I'll try.

05 Darkwood Dancers

This is the seventh track off my album Need Disease

Full album:
https://open.spotify.com/album/0Auo05Uymh3JOJs9QAldzW
https://kylejohnkenowski.bandcamp.com/

Animated music video published by Adult Swim!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=F_tlclsMeuU

Support: https://www.patreon.com/Kylejohnkenowski

Lyrics:
Dream, Sugar Child, don't stay awake for things you shouldn't see.
I was wrong, I was wrong,
It was me.

Pair wisely, Kyle, or you'll wait for things I keep in hide.
You are raw, and it hurts,
But you're mine. 

Breath louder, Child, you haven't moved since I put out the lights,
If I go will you live through the night?

07 Sucrose Overdose

Producer: Monte Booker ~ @montebooker
Track: amerie (2014) by Monte Booker
Writer: Nova Quartz ~ @novaquartz
Vocals: Nova Quartz
Recording: Alyson Grace ~ @alysonngrace
Mixing & Mastering: Alyson Grace
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Casanova (Prod. by Monte Booker)

hOme$ x Study Night (Prod. by Twophonetony)

calvin ball haul

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what i saw

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