Do not let the thoughts win.
Twitter post:https://twitter.com/astolsko/status/1619058359948435456?s=20
Alternative titles (i was indecisive):
Thoughts Spiralling (Out Of Control) 
Thoughts Out Of Control (Spiralling)
Thoughts Spiralling
This was supposed to be playable (it's not)
Anyway now that the description probably doesn't show up on mobile anymore
Happy new year everyone (30 days late), I'm really happy with how 2022 went for me even though it had it's negatives as well, I feel like 
I've made a ton of musical progress this year and improved my understanding of it, still got a LONG way to go but, I'm very glad for the progress. Thanks to everyone who supported me throughout the year, I will keep trying my best for all the people who enjoy my music, and in the hope that I can meet even more cool producers and musicians like I did this year!!
If I had to mention any goals for 2023 it would probably be the fact I want to release a lot more music this year, since despite spending a lot of time working on music last year I still didn't release a lot, so I would like to show off what I learned more. I also would like to be stuck up in my own things less and pay attention to others more, especially when it comes to music.
Anyway enough emotional talk for probably the entire year.
The song, it's very heavily inspired by Tsynphonia, a lot of songs I've heard from him over the months, but mainly "Spiralling out of control" (thus why the title), So the goal was to make a similar song to that but with a slightly different theme, something that would still replicate the spirally feel, and that would still sound like a fever dream, like having it go round and round, and at the same time also expressing how i feel.
I don't tell him this often but I find a lot of the things that Tsynphonia makes super inspiring, like he just has this ability to express an idea in a very unique but straight forward, and I really do admire that, so I had to at least make one song that would be heavily inspired by his works, as a sort of homage.
I had a lot of fun making this overall, this was my first time finding out the pedal is a thing you can automate on piano libraries (shameful after 3 years of music i know), but once i did find out it felt really nice, like it added a whole new layer of expression to what could be done with the song, which also makes me wish I figured it out earlier but better late than never surely.
Had a lot of fun with 0:37 onwards especially, it has a very back and forth feeling to it, and also happens to be the part of the song that I really planned out super meticulously, unlike the rest of the track that was mostly trial and error, and trying absolutely random things that shouldn't really make a lot of sense, but that ended up working anyways? But the fact it's (somewhat) random adds to the spiral feel I believe, which works out in the end.
For the cover I thought this would fit quite well (for obvious reasons (she has spirals in her eyes(she is clearly lost in thought(but not in a fire emblem kind of way))), and as my friend said, "the most astolsko image".
And I chose the theme of non stopping racing thoughts to let you all on in my twisted dark mind, my deranged vision of reality, my absolutely hidden perspective (the thoughts won't stop(please help)).
Anyway
I hope everyone enjoys this song as much as I enjoyed working on it, and I promise I will release more music this year (so I can also get the opportunity to ramble in the song description once in a while)!!!!!!!

Spiralling Thoughts (Out Of Control)

Steam : https://store.steampowered.com/app/1802720/Sixtar_Gate_STARTRAIL/

#シクスターゲート #SixtarGate

Bad kid Bad

Pinano No.2: relax

（*´ω｀*）

大血戦 -BOFU2015- 

TEAM : カクテルパーラーふゆぽ
MUSIC : ぽんきち
ILLUST : 氏上つかさ

BMS
http://manbow.nothing.sh/event/event.cgi?action=More_def&num=107&event=104

カクテルパーラーふゆぽ曲のクロスフェードデモ
https://soundcloud.com/fig13/bofu2015crossfade-mix

【BOFU2015】ミルキーベリー・スウィートタイム

BOFU2016 参加作品です。テーマは「怪盗」です。
BOFUの会場はコチラ
http://manbow.nothing.sh/event/event.cgi?action=More_def&num=451&event=110

【BOFU2016】Fakeover

pigpet

Pleasant Drizzle Day

[SWEETY PAW & CREAMY PAW feat.Refle]

from "A FUTURE MEOWS -EP"

iTunes https://itunes.apple.com/jp/album/1373109666?mt=1&app=itunes
Apple Music https://itunes.apple.com/jp/album/1373109666?mt=1&app=music
Google Play Music https://play.google.com/store/music/album?id=B4jr2f6cqccn5sfkoarsy6gvosq
Spotify https://open.spotify.com/album/6zwilHPgVBvpVU1lsOhxPF

Web https://a-future-meows.webnode.jp

Vocal:るふぁれ(Refle)
Music&Lyric : mustie=DC
Mix&Mastering : mustie=DC
Artwork : mustie=DC

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暖かい日向の下 うたたねしてる
気持ちよくて 甘えてしまうんだ
だけど知っているんだ スタタ走っても
明日のごはんは分からない

１歩ずつ 右左 ふわふわと踏みしめて
散歩に出かけるぐらいが 僕らにはちょうどいい ちょうどいい

PAW PAW PAW... SWEETY PAW & CREAMY PAW
PAW PAW PAW... マイペースなテイストでいい

つまらない日々の中で ダダをこねてる
そんな僕が イヤになる事もある
だけど知っているんだ パタタあわてても
明日の寝床は分からない

１歩ずつ 右左 歩き始めた僕を
雨の夜にサヨナラした あの人は見てるかな

晴れた日も 雨の日も 僕は確かに生きているんだ
何度でも歩き出す 僕は確かに生きているんだ

PAW PAW PAW... SWEETY PAW & CREAMY PAW
PAW PAW PAW... マイペースなテイストでいいのさ

A FUTURE MEOWS -EP

SWEETY PAW & CREAMY PAW(feat.Refle)

✹₎₎✹₎₎✹₎₎✹₎₎✹₎₎✹₎₎

【追記 19/6/30】歌詞、ジャケットを追加しました！
ジャケット:鱒野(twitter→https://twitter.com/masnodon )
歌詞:tociss(twitter→https://twitter.com/tociss)

♪✹✹✹✹✹✹歌詞✹✹✹✹✹✹♪

すすもう Ah〜

すすもう Ah〜


きょうも しずかに さまよう

ふかい うみのそこ どこへむかおうかな

きけん せまる ことも あるけれど ね

だいじょうぶ


どんなに おおきな きょうてき あらわれ

さきを はばもうとしてもね

つよい トゲ トゲで

はんげきするよ (チクチク)  そうさ

だいこうしん すすめよまえに

だいやくしん おそれずまえに

すすむさきには ひろいせかいがある

さあだいばくしん めげずにまえに

たいこうしん もやしつづける

みらい もとめるこころ はばめはしない


(そのさきに あるのが  はてのなき たびじだ としても)


どんなに かなしい  できごと おこって

みちに まよったとしてもね

かたい トゲ トゲは

やわらかい みを まもる

くっしない (こころ) けして

おれは しない


さあぜんしん みちのかなたへ

たんきゅうしん しらないばしょで

あたらしい  なかまと

おともだちになる


だいこうしん すすめよまえに

だいやくしん おそれずまえに

すすむさきには ひろいせかいがある

さあだいばくしん めげずにまえに

たいこうしん もやしつづける

みらいもとめるこころ はばめはしない


Ah〜 すすもう

Ah〜

✹₎₎すすめ!ウニ

アリス・キャットは主人の夢を見るか？

Kawaii Stream!!

◈MASTERING : kannami
◈Art work : りゅうら

more info
https://kagetora0610.wixsite.com/sweetpalettes
https://twitter.com/Kagetora0610/status/1234251442254299137

🍭Sugarrush!!🍭

Music producer/composer and part-time witch. 

I hope you guys enjoy my music!!!

If you want to upload or use my music please contact me first through my discord or twitter.

Discord: astolsko

Spiralling Thoughts (Out Of Control)

Astolsko