new chapter, end of summer samples

@k4rson @1akura @kyoakyo @afterstoryx

@k4rson
i dont wanna see u being with someone
i remember when u said i was the only one
we haven't spoke in months
are u with someone?
are u with someone
is he better than me
tell me what u see in him that u dont see in me
why would u be with him if u couldn't be with me
why wont u be with me?
why wont u be with mee

@1akura
why cant u see
u mean the most to me
ur the reason i breathe
we're so outta sync
u tell me to leave
"forever till the end" u said, but thats outta reach
why wont u be with mee

@k4rson & @1akura
be with me x8

@1akuraa
yea u told me to hold you
i got too close look at the things that i go thru
i know u know too
the things that i told u
i wanna be with u
if u go down that road, ill go down that too

im starting to think
that u and me
was just a dream
nothing to believe
u know it hurts me to say u dont love me
just one more time i wish i could make things right

@k4rson 
is he better than me
tell me what u see in him that u dont see in me
why would u be with him if u couldn't be with me
why wont u be with me?
why wont u be with mee

@k4rson & @1akura
be with me x8

karson + akura - be with me (kyoa)

atmosphere by @navinor, ty!!
prod and vox by me

bit of a different style this time...

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u js wanna be right
don't know what it feels like
u js wanna be right
don't know why ur so dry
tell me its a goodbye
hope u had a good life
i dont wanna exist
tell me- am i alright?

yeah i dont wanna-
i dont wanna know u
yeah i dont wanna care anymore
ill never wish for more

im a psycho? look into the mirror
im gonna cry like how u dont see that
im a psycho? look into the mirror
im gonna cry like how u dont see that

be right (navinor, me)

@rewind214
@lilsadboiiudig

i melt when i see your face
when you're not here i'll decay
what do you want me to say?
theres nowhere else you should stay
why is it so hard to see
that you're so precious to me
what do you want me to be?
i’ll be whatever you need

late nights when i think about you
you’re the only thing that i can’t afford to lose
in my daydreams when theres nothing else to do
if i tell you how i feel, you should know its all true
i’m going crazy, baby do you hate me?
when i’m feeling down, can you come and save me?
its too late theres no way that you could erase me
everything we did together yeah it changed me

my heart it didnt notice
now i cant stop losing focus
my feelings went unspoken
now i cant move i’m frozen

spotify

melt (rewind & 1sadboii)

most recent clips!

this has been a hard month for me. thank you to all my amazing friends (some of whom are in these clips!) who have supported me and pushed me to go further. i love you all

if you want to use any of these, dm me!!

0:00 — date (sample from kimi no na wa) +@r1yy
1:14 — our sky +@rewind214
2:06 — flora +@jihyo39
3:20 — +@miriyami
4:08 — flutter +@jihyo39
5:05 — july 4th +@moz-103259352

##july25 (+riy +rewind +jihyo +miriyami +moz)

song with @akura1 next on @afterstoryx
@decago

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ill be dead by the morning
i hope that u find me,,
the dismembered pieces 
& parts of my body,,,,

u say that u cut me
i think that u scarred me
i want u to need me
i want u to want me!!!!

tell me did i cut too deep?
or cut too slow...
the bonds i break
are the bonds i know,,,,

tell me if u wear my skin
or breathe my soul
my heartstrings beat
and my blood runs cold

and its death till we parted
all that i see is all that i wanted

know u hate when i leave 
but u love when im walkin

its a murder to meee
got ur heart in a locket

did i cut too deep,,? (decago)

https://soundcloud.com/1luvpurp

im up like a rockettt
not lookin for new friends
i know u stalk my stories so dont ask me how i've been
im seein what u sayin i dont care what u said 
count up all my dollars then i go straight to bed
showin all your money yea u know im not impressed
doin too much just to know that im the best
2016 got supreme up on my chest
u are not me but u think that u are yea

im up like a rocket i see it then i want it
im coolin with my bruddas and we drippin like a faucet
u were next up its so sad that u lost it
yea i know u want it yea i already bought it
thats so sad that u cant be like me
doin all that shit u only do in ur dreams
pull up to the function it was lame so i fleed
if u aint trim dont step around me

rockettt (emo luvpurp)

dysphoria @recyclexbin @elxnce @1hallow @flooddubs @kurchev

despite it all

some music i made for autumn ⸜(｡˃ ᵕ ˂ )⸝♡
also its my birthday lol

0:00 — lily of the valley +@moz-103259352
0:58 — aki no koe
1:46 — kuri daifuku +@blazedini
2:33 — garden +@iiihyo39
4:11 — pastel
5:18 — snowdrops
6:08 — pebbles +@moz-103259352
7:07 — last day +@uumeee
7:57 — kastehelmi +@miriyami
8:40 — walk home +@bianlee
9:41 — butterfly +@shikaiii

passing days feel like soft edges

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