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Alex Clare - Too Close (STVSH FLIP)

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This one came from that strange quiet after the storm, the kind where you finally survive the freefall, land on your feet, and realize you don’t know how to live without chaos anymore. It’s about learning how to breathe again when the danger’s gone, about rebuilding trust in something as simple as stillness.

For years, I only knew motion, constant crisis, constant survival. When things finally calmed down, it felt unnatural, like gravity itself was suspicious. This track lives in that limbo: halfway between fear and faith, between falling and standing.


Lyrics:

The air is quiet, too quiet to believe in
I should feel safe here
But safety feels like something I haven’t earned
Every step hums under me like it might crack
Every calm day feels rehearsed

I’ve lived on the drop for years
Freefall was my only home
Now the floor’s beneath my feet
And I don’t know how to stand alone
Kids are sleeping down the hall
The house is warm, it should feel right
But I keep waiting for the sound
Of the ground giving out tonight

They say this is healing
But I don’t feel new
I just feel steady
And that scares me too

Gravity, I don’t trust you yet
You’ve let me fall before
Now you’re pulling soft
Like you want me to forget
How the air used to roar
I’m grounded, but my heart’s still set
On learning how to soar
Gravity, I don’t trust you yet

I built this life from broken glass
Hands still cut from the climb
The mirror says “you made it”
But I can’t read the line
Every laugh feels like a dare
Every hug feels earned too late
I keep rehearsing gratitude
And hoping peace won’t turn to weight

The fall taught motion
The ground demands faith
I’m learning to breathe
Without bracing for pain
Maybe stillness isn’t death
Maybe it’s proof I’m alive

Gravity, I don’t trust you yet
But I’m trying not to fight
I’ve lived my life in freefall
Now I’m learning to sleep at night
If the pull is real, I’ll let it stay
If the calm is true, I’ll find my way
Gravity, hold me
But not too tight

I’m still here
That’s enough for now

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