The Upload 1/19/2022

By Any Means Necessary (Demo)

lyrics


verse:
it only took me like 3 days, 3 days
to break ur heart in like 3 ways, 3 ways
and now i’m busy having 3 ways, 3 ways

prehook:
fuck me real good then you fuck me up babe
i don’t want love, but i want your love babe
using me more than the drugs that u take


hook:
say you’re sorry
then say u love me
i’ll be honest 
i’m fucking lonely
please don’t call me
begging to fuck me


verse:
i’ve been thinking
can we pretend
that we’re still friends
you’re on my mind

where have u been?
i miss ur scent
i can’t hit send
to save my life


prehook:
fuck me real good then you fuck me up babe
i don’t want love, but i want your love babe
using me more than the drugs that u take


hook:
say you’re sorry
then say u love me
i’ll be honest 
i’m fucking lonely
please don’t call me
begging to fuck me
fuck me

don’t say sorry
then say u love me
i’m not falling
like u did for me
please don’t call me
i’m fucking horny
horny

bridge:
don’t u water me down
water me down
i know i let u down 
i let u down
i hope u come back around 
come back around 
so u could water me down 
water me down


hook:
say you’re sorry
then say u love me
i’ll be honest 
i’m fucking lonely
please don’t call me
begging to fuck me
fuck me

don’t say sorry
then say u love me
i’m not falling
like u did for me
please don’t call me
i’m fucking horny
horny


THE END

SAY UR SORRY

Mixing, Mastering, and producing by @dustbunnybedroom
Co-produced by Mahal Slick

Lyrics:
And like that, I'm wasting all this time
Yeah yeah yeah yeah
So silly, thinking I could fly, away
Yeah yeah yeah yeah
When I could be doing more with my life, but that's okay
They say, you're still young, don't worry you'll be alright
Alright… But I'm wasting time!

Slippin' from my hands, I need a little time alone
Gonna pull myself together, shaking through my bones
Missing every single deadline, working slow
Don't you think it's past your bedtime, I don't know

Shit got me feeling anxious
What's the use in just situating
In the end, it's gon' come again and bite back, been feeling so degrading
Oh, been moving slow, man

And like that, I'm wasting all this time
Yeah yeah yeah yeah
So silly, thinking I could fly, away
Yeah yeah yeah yeah
When I could be doing more with my life, but that's okay
They say, you're still young, don't worry you'll be alright
Alright… But I'm wasting time!

Summertime got me feeling lazy
All them dreams that we keep on chasing
Left the room, they ain't coming through
I been sleeping in almost on the daily
That's another problem, I'm facing
Crusty eyes, and tears on my face
So beautiful, that's my look, no shade
To anybody in this situation

Wait, oh that's me
Stuck at home in this plain white tee?
Baby face, but I still ain't clean
Say get out, but won't let me leave
I just wanna go feel this breeze
Won't progress until I'm at ease
Growing up really ain't that easy
Lately what I've been fearing, but

Don't be afraid to try
You'll be alright, yeah
Some day you'll grow your wings and fly
You'll fly away, yeah
Don't worry, it's okay to cry
Just let it all out
Real soon, you'll make it back in time
Back in time, back in

And like that, I'm wasting all this time
Yeah yeah yeah yeah
So silly, thinking I could fly, away
Yeah yeah yeah yeah
When I could be doing more with my life, but that's okay
They say, you're still young, don't worry you'll be alright
Alright… But I'm wasting time!

time (prod. dustbunnybedroom)

some old stuff I found in my computer. sorry for the rough quality. album on the way soon and its going to sound very clean XD trying out some new things  


lyrics for last song:
I,
feel,
sad,
sad
I,
feel,
sad,
sad

demosfrom2020

the midwest is a tar pit
it seems like no one ever really finds a way out
indiana is a tar pit
at this point, i can feel it flowing into my mouth

but i won't die here!
i refuse to!
i won't let it steal my youth

i had one thing
keeping me here
and now she's gone, too

i hope she's resting peacefully
i hope she's having better dreams than me

i dial her number without thinking
in the morning as i turn on the tv

but i don't think she's ever answering
i don't think she's ever answering

'cause the midwest is a tar pit
i miss her more like everyday
indiana is a tar pit
why does it take the things that i love away?

tar pit (demo)

they said it feels just like catharsis
but more short-lived and less concise
i guess it could have been my ego
i couldn’t trust that they were right

my youth walked a fine line: she would etch it afternoons
plan a path around the casket she imagined as her doom 
walked so many fine lines, they wove a web—then a cocoon,
then a sheet set so cozy i could never leave my room

i was ebenezer scrooge in the bad mood phase
skipping class just to bask in the bathroom breaks
the panache everlast like tuck, but the tattoo's fake
all's well that turns bad moods great

i don't believe much in actual fate
it's fun to pretend that there's some magical weight
but i don't put much into actual fate
maybe in the back of my brain... sometimes

they said it feels just like catharsis
but more short-lived and less concise
they said it feels just like catharsis
i couldn’t trust that they were right

they said it feels just like catharsis
they said it feels just like catharsis

4 years since i last had medicine
aside from acetaminophen
new day, same question, "what hell is this?"
half-inch-cracked door, let the devil in often
cracked lid, bottle full of options
i fucking hate feeling nauseous
even pre-quarantine, i was inside all the time
need to exchange my jealousy for pride
 
need change
but don't want to
work on
what i need to
change, it's
hopeless
never honest
 
6 years of an uphill battle
same climb, same drudge, same judgment always
new vices, the cup left hollow
wall stained, same spot, puked blood in the hallway
last night, bed is a mess
last night's drink still fresh on my breath
past lives fills my shoes in my stead
i could swear that's not what i said

need change
but don't want to
work on
what i need to
change, it's
hopeless
never honest

mellow/dramatic

RUMINATING

folllow tiny planet!!!! fantastic music!!!

@sarahpammer

i stood on my feet for six hours straight and all i could think about was you (tiny planet cover)

passed out in some garage
someone broke my guitar
spilled beer on your friend's couch
but i'm not fucking sorry
i'll see you tomorrow
i've gotta sleep some more
and when i leave your house
you'll hear me slam the door

i woke up in the eve-
ning with you in my bed
i wondered what was going on
i wondered what we said
both of us high as hell
surprised that we could speak
said something fucking stupid
and then you said to me

i don't know where i'm goin'
and i don't know what i feel
and i don't know who i am
or what is real

got a gig tonight
don't think i have a ride
supposed to start at 6
i'll be there at 9
what the hell's my name?
i don't remember it
and who plays in my band?
oh, i don't give a shit

i might hit the town
like where's the party at?
and stuff my fucking face
until i have a heart attack
i'm probably better off
a memory or dream
but for now i'm here
at least that's how it seems but

artwork was shot by mae <3 tysm

we keep drifting through these weekends
i keep wondering what's keeping
me away from ever speaking
properly in conversations

i can't swallow medication
you keep forgetting to take it
wonder how my name keeps ending
up in stranger's mouths

in all these conversations

nothing like anonymous comments
to make you feel like everything's fading out
i'm not waiting, i'm not waiting
for the sadness to go
too much time on my hands, yes
it's obvious that i am blessed
but something tells me i can't rest
until i find something good to do

i can't keep staying up all night
i can't keep waiting for daylight
i can't keep watching the sunrise
i can't keep hoping that something will rescue me

i can't keep staying up all night
i can't keep waiting for daylight
i can't keep watching the sunrise
i've gotta fix this shit now

been losing my friends and severing ties
we walked to the ending and said our goodbyes
but somehow, no matter the passage of time
they always fucking talk about me

conversations

for h.h. once more

lyrics:
we all must chip our antlers now and then
life will throw us hate with no defense
but these, my dear
aren't times too tough to fix

so you can keep your chin up if you please
and smile while you frolic in the trees
'cause antlers, antlers, yes my dear
i promise that with time, you too shall see

and even if you fall
just know i've got your back

and even those designed for war
have battled, fallen, gotten back on track

so maybe you see spiders now and then
while i see figures float above my bed
see, even those arachnids know
that you're too fucking tough to circumvent

and you know what else has got eight legs?
i said, you know what else has got eight legs?
us in front of mirrors
looking boldly at two kids who never fled

and even if you fall
just know i've got your back

and even those designed for war
have battled, fallen, gotten back on track

i said, even those designed for war
have battled, fallen, gotten back on track

antlers, too

i miss u

yea

LYRICS:
maybe it's the question, maybe it's the answer
i don't know the reason now
and maybe it's your eyelids, maybe it's the moonlight
but something beautiful sticks out

and i'm in my bedroom, watching through the window
stare at the sunlight, wonder where the time is going
you're in the bathroom
crying with your shirt undone
now we're on the freeway, speeding past a cop car
stole your mom's van, and took it for a test drive
and you're sat in the backseat
looking at your best friend's hair

i wanna be more than a cheat day in your diet plan
you can be the lungs, baby, i can be the diaphragm
just breathe, just breathe, and you'll be fine
just breathe, just breathe, it happens all the time

CHEAT DAY

split betwixt patrick and i !

download: 
https://themostbeautifulimages.bandcamp.com/album/split-with-tea

https://teatea.bandcamp.com/album/split-with-the-most-beautiful-images-created-to-be-destroyed

sobriety - tea

by atlas

source: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=djTW4TssFz0

lyrics:

life sucks, then you die
life nuts, in your eye

my friend Bartholomew just fucking died last week
overdosed on heroin they found his body in the creek
in between these manic states and panic dates I barely speak
cuz insanity's an uphill climb and I am mad on peak
inside my mind its an overflow
i would try to explain but I hardly know
my laugh for brightening these days
my mind is as we chase yeah

and especially cuz Bartholomew doesn't exist
and I'm sure everyone who hears this is probably pissed
about it

life sucks, then you die
life nuts, in your eye

my friend Ted just killed a man last year
and now he's running for president goes to show you can't trust what you hear
had a couple voters from the nation for a while
but they realised that the zodiac was hidden in his smile
my friend Jonathon took Bart out in Los Angeles
had a job in marketing but then he said he can't handle it
brought a gun to work and made some threats he didn't mean
and every time the tv's on, his face is on the screen cuz

life sucks, then you die

tar pit (demo)

atlas

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