prod. @m2monroe

lyrics:
every word unspoken weighs heavy on my mind
wishing i could break the silence leave the past behind
but time slips through my fingers slipping out of reach
and though im calling out the distance, the distance seems to preach

so here i am still reaching out to you
hoping that somehow youre reaching too
oh dont tell me that we're through 

tell me was it worth everything we went through? 
tell me do u still love me too 
tell me its not true !!
that i wasted all my time on u </3
oh on u 
is it soon... to say theres no hope left for us 
and i miss your touch and i need u

wasted all my time on u 
u were never there u never cared
tell me was it fair, to u 
to put me through all of that abuse
what did it even do to u 
can i get some closure
how did u even know her
was it even worth all the effort
that i put into us 
yeah man thats fucked up 
like there was even no us 
to you, to you, to youuuu
ahhhh

worth (monroe)

soundcloud.com/akasukii x soundcloud.com/clay0127
soundcloud.com/xternalz

meant

i can't always win (wintress)

feels so good to be back i missed this
prod me and @makemeapromise featuring @remiliaxd

me :

oh, i know im not like before
words can’t reach me anymore
and I’m tired of feeling like a corpse
like a corpse

i just need space
and i cant relate
is this all for them or me?
i cant tell anymore

i cant do it
lets just drop this
i cant stop this
everything is calling
calling me now
and I don’t know how
i can stop my path
from going south

@remiliaxd :

i can't hear you calling
why can't i stop myself from falling down
idk what's left tonight
beware my love, don't hold me tight

let it go
so alone
lost control
but i don't know where to go
oh, but i don't know where to go
gotta find another light, gotta find you love

me :

oh, i know im not like before
words can’t reach me anymore
and I’m tired of feeling like a corpse
like a corpse

i just need space
and i cant relate
is this all for them or me?
i cant tell anymore

i cant do it
lets just drop this
i cant stop this
everything is calling
calling me now
and I don’t know how
i can stop my path
from going south

spiraling + remilia (me + surgeon)

featuring @xternalz
prod. @loveismisery x @pw4prez x @makemeapromise

𝔞𝔨𝔞𝔰𝔲𝔨𝔦:
i dont want this 
i cant handle it 
its not the way its meant to be 
and i dont wanna be hurt
tell me why i cant be her

falling apart
i just wanna be in your arms 
i didnt know this would be so hard
i didnt think you'd feel so far
i long for the comfort of your heart

wish i could turn back time
to when everything felt just fine
back when you believed in you and i
when i felt happy u were mine

and i dont wanna be hurt
tell me why i cant be her
this isnt fair for me 
why are u so petty
i dont want this 
i cant handle it 
its not the way its meant to be 
so why did u hurt me 
and left me so empty

𝔵𝔱𝔢𝔯𝔫𝔞𝔩𝔷:
even if you didnt ask i would come after you
i know that we didnt last
but im not ready for something new
you’re someone i put everything into

nowwww
i dont want to waste more time
i cant handle it when you cry
our last moments together were a crime
it was a crime

i can see our memories theyre fading into dust
looking past all the fights and all the mistrust
all this makes me want to die i feel so crushed
i know that this wasnt fair for us

𝔞𝔨𝔞𝔰𝔲𝔨𝔦:
and i dont wanna be hurt
tell me why i cant be her
this isnt fair for me 
why are u so petty
i dont want this 
i cant handle it 
its not the way its meant to be 
so why did u hurt me 
and left me so empty

desire w/xternalz (kyoa x sochi x surgeon)

prod ausuro
vocals by gloomed and rupert
free masons cross for cover art ***

le fleurrr w/ petrolmancig

@brinnin2k @akasukii thank u for bg vocals <3

prod @1-shrine & @prodepv

lyrics :000

me:

cause you're taking too much from me
but your touch is just oh so holy
and i'm sorry for the things i said
and now i fall where you step

cause you're taking too much from me
but your touch is just oh so holy
and i'm sorry for the things i said
and now i fall where you step

yeah-uh-uh-uh
fall where you step yeah
i don't want you near me, i want you dead
you took my heart and you tore it apart
now i'm left with permanent scars

no i cannot save her, bitch i'm not no savior
case closed bitch yeah, i don't want to hate her
girl you're just a devil, disguised with a halo
get away from me yeah, yeah your love is fake bro

no i cannot save her, bitch i'm not no savior
case closed bitch yeah, i don't want to hate her
you took my heart and you tore it apart
now i'm left with permanent scars

@brinnin2k:

wish i could but i cant back down
u broke my heart and i need love now
and I'm tryna find my words but they wont come out
ye rly rly seems u don't care at all

headed to the top girl ill never ever fall
sent u a text girl u never ever call
wish i could turn back time but i cant
bring it back bring it back all from the past

holy w/ brinnin『 shrine + epv 』

@o2solus
p. me

me:
u left me dead
i want my thoughts erased
can u pls just take away this pain?
i feel so numb yea
i just wanna run yea
can u pls lead me out the dark?
ive been feeling down for too long:/
i cant find my place idk where i belong
n all this stuff keeps draining my soul
even tho i got friends yea i still feel alone:(
 ‎
 ‎
@o2solus:
ill talk 2 u
when i decide i want u
i wont waste my time if u wont come thru
i think ive said enough, more than i had 2
i dont think ur the 1
and i know its a problem yea u cld solve them 4 me
all i want is the money ill get it shortly 
its not important
it dsnt matter now, it dsnt matter now
i cnt admit that i lost and
didnt know what the cost was
shut up, i feel like im a lost cause
yea still dnt know what i want noooooo
 ‎

me:
u left me dead
i want my thoughts erased
can u pls just take away this pain?
i feel so numb yea
i just wanna run yea
can u pls lead me out the dark?
ive been feeling down for too long:/
i cant find my place idk where i belong
n all this stuff keeps draining my soul
even tho i got friends yea i still feel alone:(

alone + O2solus

yeahhhhh something new <3
prod. @prodalagen x @greyroxx x @akkiru1


iiiii am trying so hard to impress u
ohhhhh
i just dont want to...

...disappoint u
i wanna meet up to ur standards
be ur favorite daughterrrr
and im sorry i didnt go off to college
and i dated around and fucked off
and i knowww that probably pissed u off

and im sorry for not being
the best i couldve been 
but im trying now and i want u around 
to see me grow and i pray and hope 
u will tell me that ur proud 
and u will say it loud 
just for me, just for me 

i wanna meet up to ur standards
be ur favorite daughterrrr

i just wanna be your favorite daughter

3:22 w @foryourheart
7:14 w @prodkirian @m21ercy
11:22 w @prodkirian

holy w/ brinnin『 shrine + epv 』

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