thank u M for once believing in mee :,)

@akasukii
@thr6x + @rainn_god + @43vaa

notes:
pic by me

sry for lying
but we both know that neither of us hav been trying
i cnt stop crying
weve been doomed 2 fll from the start now were jus dyinn
now were jus dying
tell me wht is wrong i cld nvr stop
i saw u heard my song now im alwys lostt
n if we evr get along then id kno youll want
2 take a step bck 4 a sec and look at wut we lostt

look at what we lost
was it rlly worth what it cost
yeah idk whatchu on
but if thats what u want i'll be gone
i'll be gone </3
im drowning in silence
suffocating in pain
can't break free from this heartache
this never ending strain
i just want one break

(sorry for lyin
i cant deny it
that we shdnt be 2gthr
yeah i knew i wud get hurt
if we continued this
but i like the attention)

im always lost

insta

im always lost +akasuki [thr6x, rainn god, 4evaaxx]

no more promises ft. h3artch3rades

this ones been in the vault for a minute ;pp
featuring @rewind214 + @1kise + @heroz2299 + @valberrie <3
@valberrie also does the @souls0ciety tag :3
produced by @prodjayysoul + @7sabrr7 ^_^
[chorus]
and you said i'm hated
you're scared cause i'm famous
what about the love that you painted
makes me sad that you hate it
please come n let me show you
show you what we can do
fly you to malibu
i'm scared to make a move
[verse]
you said that you hate me did you really mean it
you say you was selfish you hurt me, you didn't see it?
locked me in a cage threw the key away i need freeing
i need a wizard to help me with this needed healing
you'll never get me back
you'll never get a text
i'll no longer be sad
while you're still perplexed
[chorus again]
[rewind]
i know that you hold me back
left you in the past
know we'll never last
no point digging up whats passed
i was wrong though, ill admit that
you were wrong too, shouldnt have did that
but im still getting to that big bag
i was hitting opens now i hit saks
i wish i could forget
just want you out my head
thoughts of you in my bed
but done wishing that im dead
say that i hate you but i hate me the most
i dont want you to go
so ill hold you close
[kise]
just tell me what you want, make this easier on me
i know i lie a lot, it makes it hard for you to see
i’m in love with you, but you’re not with me
now i’m, i’m turning blue, like i forgot to breath
yeah
i swear i need everything
she fell in love with me
and i don’t want nobody else
i swear you’re all i need
said i don’t want nobody else cuz you’re all i need
[heroz]
percys fucking up my guts i dont care tho
i fill that boy up with lead just like rambo
like why u let me go
two more years my heart broke
pills in my system overwhelming all my sorrow
[valberrie]
guess u can’t move on cuz why u act like u so hated
keep on going back and forth i swear that ur just wasted
it’s complicated, and u act like u hate it said you’d give me all ur love i swear that ur faking
but i got attached
all your words are in my mind and now i can’t forget
all these pills i drown my sorrow fuck a relapse (i do not take pills please i was lyricless)
u did me wrong but i still don’t wanna ever see u sad
my heart’s in pieces and i hate whatever that we had
[chorus]
and you said i'm hated
you're scared cause i'm famous
what about the love that you painted
makes me sad that you hate it
please come n let me show you
show you what we can do
fly you to malibu
i'm scared to make a move

let me show you

on spotify >.<

let me show you + rewind, kise, heroz, valberrie (jayysoul x sabrr)

prod @shikai-562059023
me n akasukiii goin cra cra

@akasukii

君 が 恋しい よ
ここ に いて ほしい
なぜ さった の か
永遠を約束したのに
なぜ 私 の 信頼 を かわした の か
遠くへ行く

君 が 恋しい よ
ここ に いて ほしい
なぜ さった の か
かわした の か

@haunted_sad
je suis je suis désolé 
Je t'aime tellement 
le chermin the way to my heart 
looking 2 my life ya to restart
tour les jours everyday without u
i cant help but wanna be around u
je regarde i look into ur eyes
they made they made me feel alright
baby i love everything abt u
every night i jus wanna be around u
je pleure dans ma chambre 
je ne peux pas i cant save myself
Je te veux Je te veux dans ma vie
i been sinking i want u to help me
la mort la mort m'emportera
I REALLY THINK THAT DEATH WILL TAKE MEE

je suis desole *:･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ✧w/akasuki (shikai)

prod. @aishitee x @haunt3rdigital

lyrics: 
i fall apart
when i see ur face
i miss your taste 

though you're gone, u'll always stay
i won't let u fade away
i'll hold onto the love we knew
even though i'm lost without u

every breath i take feels like a sigh
without u here, it's hard to try
i'm tired of waiting for a sign 
that everything will be alright 
i just wish u could read my mind

oh i, my mind, oh i 
will we be alright?? 

maybe it's time to let it go
to find ourselves and let our love grow

i'm losing hope, can't mend the break
in this heartache that we cannot shake
we're holding on to what's long gone
but i'm losing hope, i can't go on
i'm tired of being strong

every breath i take feels like a sigh
without you here, it's hard to try
im tired of waiting for a sign 
that everything will be alright 

i just wish u could read my mind

hope (aishite x haunt3r)

@counterxo
@akayaiog
@8clockwork
@1stendy

@counterxo
gave my all to you
can you tell the truth?
yeah I’m sorry for the mess that I put you through
you were hurting too
didn’t have a clue
yeah I still wish you the best when we cut this loose
im so sorry that i threw it away
and it scarred me, haunts me everyday
now I can’t sleep,iI just think of your face
you’re guarding your heart in a cage
@akayaiog
it took awhile to get to where we are
(@valberrie "save your soul")
since may you always been in my heart
and i know that you wouldn't betray me
if you got up and left my body would start decaying
i always need your resurrance
your love to my life is my insurance
they ask me who do i love the most
it goes all to you
@counterxo
gave my all to you
can you tell the truth?
yeah I’m sorry for the mess that I put you through
you were hurting too
didn’t have a clue
yeah I still wish you the best when we cut this loose
im so sorry that i threw it away
and it scarred me, haunts me everyday
now I can’t sleep,iI just think of your face
you’re guarding your heart in a cage

caged heart

counter + akayai - caged heart (clockwork x ikari)

soundcloud.com/muieternal
soundcloud.com/m2monroe x soundcloud.com/loveismisery
i live for moments like these

[soundcloud.com/clay0127:]
i know this thoughts just a scums wish
i dont expect you to arrange it
its more your MO to play tricks and
you dont fuck with the complaining

[soundcloud.com/muieternal:]
eternal lie,
i bleed too dryy
you hear my cry
feel - i wont try

it's what's best
i deserve
that u take the light
my thoughts get
even worse
it's like all my life

when you'd fall
i would catch
to make up for the timee
to reverse my life,
to make up for time

[soundcloud.com/clay0127:]
a pack of reds on the desk
i know if you saw who i became
that youd hate it
and all the feelings id erased
id regain them
at night i lie awake
wishing that id never made them
decisions i forget
yet theyre still messin w my head
and i run back in
even knowing its amourette
cuz even though its so ephemeral
at times i feel blessed
i know it couldnt last
but i dont want it to end
give me another sec

give me another event
any reason i could find
just so ill see you again
my self destructive tendencies
and complete lack of self respect
will let me open up the door for you
to run in and wreck
everything that ive kept-

-sacred, my sanity girl you can have it
you can take it
i promise i can keep a smile and ill fake it
next up on the podium ill be your new replacement

Amourette w/ Mui [monroe x kyoa]

0:00 - solo (the beat from me and victxrw's song "fix my wrongs")
0:58 - solo 
1:58 - w/ @1akura
2:52 - solo 
3:31 - solo
4:22 - solo 
5:15 - solo
6:08 - solo
6:56 - solo 
7:54 - w/ @neohnq
8:53 - w/ @rewind214
9:53 - solo 
10:46 - solo
11:37 - solo

##spring24 cherry blossom clips + akura, neohn, rewind

feels so good to be back i missed this
prod me and @makemeapromise featuring @remiliaxd

me :

oh, i know im not like before
words can’t reach me anymore
and I’m tired of feeling like a corpse
like a corpse

i just need space
and i cant relate
is this all for them or me?
i cant tell anymore

i cant do it
lets just drop this
i cant stop this
everything is calling
calling me now
and I don’t know how
i can stop my path
from going south

@remiliaxd :

i can't hear you calling
why can't i stop myself from falling down
idk what's left tonight
beware my love, don't hold me tight

let it go
so alone
lost control
but i don't know where to go
oh, but i don't know where to go
gotta find another light, gotta find you love

me :

oh, i know im not like before
words can’t reach me anymore
and I’m tired of feeling like a corpse
like a corpse

i just need space
and i cant relate
is this all for them or me?
i cant tell anymore

i cant do it
lets just drop this
i cant stop this
everything is calling
calling me now
and I don’t know how
i can stop my path
from going south

spiraling + remilia (me + surgeon)

@prodarisu
@xternalz

mui:

ohhh no
i jus wanna be all on my own
standing by ur side but im still alone
nothing feels the same since the day you let me go
i feel so cold
i been distasteful

u hate me when i liee to ya
our feelings, they collide for good
i wonder if you'd hide from it
can i feel at all?
is this real or not...

xternalz:

it’s wearing me down til i cant breathe
i’ll think I’ll drown, you’re staring at me
i can’t think
it’s making me bleed
it’s making me bleed til I can’t anymore
yeah you’re crushing my reality
it’s such an abnormality
guess now we’ll see the lethality
the lethality 

mui:

i cant choose
is this really safety? 
is this really love???
i dont wanna take this on my own...
you're telling me we're meant to be in this world
amongst all the faces
i still feel alone

i talk about my feelings
but dont feel a thing at all
write down all the pages 
paint the pictures in the bold
im falling into fading, this shits getting ever cold
there's nothing in the painting,
i dont wanna feel at all

reality w/ xternalz (arisu)

@o2solus
p. me

me:
u left me dead
i want my thoughts erased
can u pls just take away this pain?
i feel so numb yea
i just wanna run yea
can u pls lead me out the dark?
ive been feeling down for too long:/
i cant find my place idk where i belong
n all this stuff keeps draining my soul
even tho i got friends yea i still feel alone:(
 ‎
 ‎
@o2solus:
ill talk 2 u
when i decide i want u
i wont waste my time if u wont come thru
i think ive said enough, more than i had 2
i dont think ur the 1
and i know its a problem yea u cld solve them 4 me
all i want is the money ill get it shortly 
its not important
it dsnt matter now, it dsnt matter now
i cnt admit that i lost and
didnt know what the cost was
shut up, i feel like im a lost cause
yea still dnt know what i want noooooo
 ‎

me:
u left me dead
i want my thoughts erased
can u pls just take away this pain?
i feel so numb yea
i just wanna run yea
can u pls lead me out the dark?
ive been feeling down for too long:/
i cant find my place idk where i belong
n all this stuff keeps draining my soul
even tho i got friends yea i still feel alone:(

alone + O2solus

✩⋆⭒˚｡⋆₊ ⊹ - ⊹ ₊⋆｡˚⭒⋆✩
「 @blindstatekingdom 」
ˏˋ─⋆⋅. ˊ༺☆༻` . ⋅⋆─ˊˎ
「 @seraphimcollective 」
✩⋆⭒˚｡⋆₊ ⊹ - ⊹ ₊⋆｡˚⭒⋆✩

alone + O2solus

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