@ilyst4y
@akayaiog
@5is
@prodepv
[stay}
soon
[akayai]
i been on that road where i been left alone
i had my own dawgs no longer pick up their phone
my status in life should always be unknown
you can hear my pain in my voice because of my tone
you and me it will forever be a dream
if you try to run back you're getting left on seen
turn it into a blood bath put you right on a scene
life sometimes be way too much complexed for me
{stay]
soon

left alone

stay!, akayai - left alone (pk1mp x epv)

prod @yashio20k 

[Lyrics]:

old habits wash away
ill take em the grave
always wanna leave
so im begging you to stay
caught up in a dream
i know you wont decay
wanna be the one
you think about all day

is this too much to ask for
stuck on the same floor
im caught up in your eyes
all i wanna see tonight

time goes on, i can't forget
all the memories replay in my head
every single memory, you tore them to shreds
but i'll love you til the end


old habits wash away
ill take em the grave
always wanna leave
so im begging you to stay
caught up in a dream
i know you wont decay
wanna be the one
you think about all day

is this too much to ask for
stuck on the same floor
im caught up in your eyes
all i wanna see tonight

Habits

habits (yashio)

prod @counterxo
//
lyrics:

you, you wouldnt give me the time of day
lost it all when we went separate ways
i just wanted you to be mine
for us to be okay
now we both just ran away
and these words just cant convey
everything you meant to me
i just hope ill see you another day

memories from the past slowly reverberate
when you asked back then what would be our fate
i dont want to lose what we built up now
and i dont know how, how we got this way

two, lost misplaced
struggle to replace
what we felt when we embraced
was this all a waste?

i dont even know anymore
and my heart just feels so sore
now things wont be like before
its too late now to restore

i dont know
what to do
when we go
will we choose
to grow
or lose
what we know

i just cant forget
everything we've been through
i just feel regret then
even though i knew

you, you wouldnt give me the time of day
lost it all when we went separate ways
i just wanted you to be mine
for us to be okay
now we both just ran away
and these words just cant convey
everything you meant to me
i just hope ill see you another day

i just wanted you to be mine (counter)

soundcloud.com/clay0127 x soundcloud.com/xternalz x soundcloud.com/rewind214
soundcloud.com/heroz2299 x soundcloud.com/4rrant

pretend

@brinnin2k @akasukii

prod me :)

Lyrics:
============================================
me:

Tell me that you love me
Tell me that you hate me
My bitch love me so much
She's on the hydroxyzine
Who the fuck you think you are
I'll hit you in your vitals
Everybody all on me
Like I'm their disciple

Tell me that you love me
Tell me that you hate me
You say that you're famous
Are you fucking crazy
I don't think you're like that
You're a little bitch boy
Keep on talking all your shit
I'll show up at your front door

@brinnin2k:

Tell me that you love me, 
Tell me that you hate me
Thought I was in your heart? 
Why'd you call me baby?
Never listen to myself, 
Think I should start... maybe
I never thought I'd make it 
Anywhere like this shit crazy

Swear I put that shit on my heart ye, 
I put that on my sons
Always tryna stop the party, 
Always tryna stop the fun
Always tryna talk on me ye, 
I swear I'll make you run
Get paid everyday I swear I got hella funds

@akasukii:

Tell me that you love me 
Be my somebody 
I just need somebody 
Don't be done with me 
I don't wanna fall apart 
Tell me that you love me 
Be my somebody 
I just need somebody 
Don't be done with me 
I don't wanna fall apart 
I just wanna steal your heart
Tell me that you love me, oh 
I just wanna know, oh
Tell me that you love me, oh 
Don't break my heart again 
I don't think I can handle it 
Why did I let you back into my life
I must really hate myself right 
Tell me that you love me, oh 
Tell me that you're never gonna go
Don't let me go
============================================

hydroxyzine w/ brinnin & akasuki『 attachxd  』

emotion

prod @luvorion
featuring everyone in the collective (at the time) <3

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
@imyxno
spidernets around my neck
and I'm so afraid of them
looking out the window
nothing that you do
will ever make u seem
like a good person
now put me in a hearse
as u wanna see me fall
cuz ur full of shame
and u tell me that Im so lame
put some sense into urself
i dont wanna have you now
cuz u been this way
taking xanax on a daily
i dont rlly care abt u now

@akasukii
i only want u 
ur only on my brain 
making me go insane 
it feels like the same day 
its an everlasting pain 
everlasting pain 
i can never get away 
everything reminds me of u 
i can never escape this truth 
that you'll always be apart of me

@karaoki
say my name karaoki say it faster 
all this love we had was a disaster
theres an everlasting pain in my heart
without u everything will turn to dark
hold my hand forever
reach in for my arm 
i dont wanna feel too much 
dont wanna be apart
everlasting love 
i just wanna fart
comon put your trust-

@brinnin2k 
ill try to not back down
miss ur voice ye, i miss the sound
ill just wait for u to come around
wish i was with u rn
ohhh
i dont wna go go go
i swear you hold me back
ohhh 
never let it show again
you give me a heart attack

@prodse7en
you thought it’s over? yeah i’m backk 
got too much money in my bag
freeze! i might just have a heart attack
please! girl just lemme call you back
ik it’s hard for u but it’s hard for me
i don’t feel sorry for u, do u feel sorry for me
i’m drowning in my heart feels like i can’t breathe
i hope i see you in my everlasting dream
if it’s too up, then baby it’s too stuck
eyes too stuck baby i’m lucid
eyes lucid baby i can’t do nun
but it’s okay cuz i wont lose nun
ik for u i'll fight back n forth
ik for u i'll go to war
i swear to u you’re all im for
i swear to u you’re all im forr

@xvvr
who am i falling for 
yeah, watch me go to war for u 
pls dont close the door, i 
yeah, pls dont close that 
i need u
i hit ur line but u wont ever call me back
and baby i dont understand it 
cant u tell me why is that 
no u cant 
ur a prick 
so fucking sick 
i still miss u 
but im glad that it's all over
yeah, i'm glad that it's all over
no u cant 
ur a prick 
so fucking sick 
i still miss u 
but im glad that it's all over
i'm glad that it's all over now

everlasting

thank u M for once believing in mee :,)

@akasukii
@thr6x + @rainn_god + @43vaa

notes:
pic by me

sry for lying
but we both know that neither of us hav been trying
i cnt stop crying
weve been doomed 2 fll from the start now were jus dyinn
now were jus dying
tell me wht is wrong i cld nvr stop
i saw u heard my song now im alwys lostt
n if we evr get along then id kno youll want
2 take a step bck 4 a sec and look at wut we lostt

look at what we lost
was it rlly worth what it cost
yeah idk whatchu on
but if thats what u want i'll be gone
i'll be gone </3
im drowning in silence
suffocating in pain
can't break free from this heartache
this never ending strain
i just want one break

(sorry for lyin
i cant deny it
that we shdnt be 2gthr
yeah i knew i wud get hurt
if we continued this
but i like the attention)

im always lost

insta

im always lost +akasuki [thr6x, rainn god, 4evaaxx]

dont ever let me go

@counterxo
@akayaiog
@8clockwork
@1stendy

@counterxo
gave my all to you
can you tell the truth?
yeah I’m sorry for the mess that I put you through
you were hurting too
didn’t have a clue
yeah I still wish you the best when we cut this loose
im so sorry that i threw it away
and it scarred me, haunts me everyday
now I can’t sleep,iI just think of your face
you’re guarding your heart in a cage
@akayaiog
it took awhile to get to where we are
(@valberrie "save your soul")
since may you always been in my heart
and i know that you wouldn't betray me
if you got up and left my body would start decaying
i always need your resurrance
your love to my life is my insurance
they ask me who do i love the most
it goes all to you
@counterxo
gave my all to you
can you tell the truth?
yeah I’m sorry for the mess that I put you through
you were hurting too
didn’t have a clue
yeah I still wish you the best when we cut this loose
im so sorry that i threw it away
and it scarred me, haunts me everyday
now I can’t sleep,iI just think of your face
you’re guarding your heart in a cage

caged heart

counter + akayai - caged heart (clockwork x ikari)

@o2solus
p. me

me:
u left me dead
i want my thoughts erased
can u pls just take away this pain?
i feel so numb yea
i just wanna run yea
can u pls lead me out the dark?
ive been feeling down for too long:/
i cant find my place idk where i belong
n all this stuff keeps draining my soul
even tho i got friends yea i still feel alone:(
 ‎
 ‎
@o2solus:
ill talk 2 u
when i decide i want u
i wont waste my time if u wont come thru
i think ive said enough, more than i had 2
i dont think ur the 1
and i know its a problem yea u cld solve them 4 me
all i want is the money ill get it shortly 
its not important
it dsnt matter now, it dsnt matter now
i cnt admit that i lost and
didnt know what the cost was
shut up, i feel like im a lost cause
yea still dnt know what i want noooooo
 ‎

me:
u left me dead
i want my thoughts erased
can u pls just take away this pain?
i feel so numb yea
i just wanna run yea
can u pls lead me out the dark?
ive been feeling down for too long:/
i cant find my place idk where i belong
n all this stuff keeps draining my soul
even tho i got friends yea i still feel alone:(

hydroxyzine w/ brinnin & akasuki『 attachxd 』

attachxd

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