pure isolation

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art illustrated by @defuntoke on twitter / rekkometal on pixiv
https://www.pixiv.net/en/users/94117107

https://elainecelia.bandcamp.com/track/for-the-love-of-myself

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a red light, i messed up, i can’t walk tonight
a rest stop, i can’t stop the feeling of light
a real loss, a screen that could capture your life

they was askin for feats when i ain even drop
dont kno bout u but das sayin a lot
im stuntin on hoes that are double my size
im stuntin on hoes when im tryna get mines

lining up, yea yall better listen
dont know why but i been feeling distant
what do ppl worry bout when they’re my age?
what they got i dont have? i dont get it

what would i give up for more time
losing my mind 4 u will u do the same?
i wish somebody could reciprocate
i don’t feel real for no one
they don’t know me but online they know my name [they know elaine]
i’ve been looking for somebody to relate

let me down like it aint nothing to me
let me know when u aint tryna use me
tryna learn the precious thing in life
thats how i move thats the reason u losing
i gotta mask it yea how i be movin
thats how it is an there ain nthn 2 it
shot at ya mans while im usin a uzi
u dont got motion, dont kno what u doin

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fun fact i made the beat off a loop i made when i was 13 lol

For the love of myself ✩₊˚.⋆☾⋆⁺₊✧ ##FREESPIRITED ˖ . ݁𝜗𝜚. ݁₊

WHAT DID I DO?
HAVE YOU HEARD THE RUMORS?

@ihywarm
@mercycoreradio @mental
cover by @baldingshoe

WHAT DID I DO? *MENTAL *MERCY

@tillamookbay @chewy
@100signs
art https://x.com/SyozoTaniguchi/status/1902407004368597082

pill up on my tongue ima fuckin down it
100signs we goin up u cant fuckin doubt it
so much bread up in my wallet i cant wrap my head around it
u cant do this shit like us js forget abt it

n i rlly cant stop now think i need a sign
mixd the weed up with the molly think im tryna fly
i black out wake up think i see the light
u cld clone us till u die and u cant do it right

smoke until im dumb,, im an idiot
bitch im coughin off this gas smokin cinnamon
ya i put my life in music i cnt give it up
im w marq im w isa we hopped in that truck

like i keep growin out my shell no ucant put me in a box
i bet u wld shoot urself if u were trapped in with these thoughts
i count money up a lot
n i cope with making songs
bitch im facin thc till im talkin straight 2 god

you cant prod michimani & heroine

alone

song i made to test a vocal preset i was fixing up
(prod me ofc)
these vox probably going to someone who will make this song actually good lul

i cant keep defending this, no
shit ass till i put my pen to it
dumbass so addicted, need a hit of this? no!!!
if u need it should've came bread ready bitch!!!

nigga want a free beat like bro is u insane?
i dont want no clout bro i want bread its not the same
bitch its v.a.m.p.i.r.e. respect my name
he thought he was getting beats i played him like a game

interscope got one off of me im coming for dat shit
ill tweet at u directly i send smoke and i dont miss
u dont me i got motion doe so u'll be seeing it
next time learn some fucking manners keep ya mouth up off my dick

ya favorite tryna work sorry but it is what it is
why ya girlfriend sending tits to me? nigga get out of her biz
niggas saying "syd be quiet" like r u taking the piss?!?!?
im letting bullshit fly dese niggas aint getting away wit dis

i cant keep doing this 😭😭

elxnce & gunk - 11th hour (prod. sydney runner)

1>https://soundcloud.com/ki7a
2>solo
3>https://soundcloud.com/owwen12
4>https://soundcloud.com/ki7a
5>https://soundcloud.com/owwen12
6>solo
7>https://soundcloud.com/owwen12

ignore the fact that all the beats are w kita and owen, these are the only good beats i have before like july

https://www.instagram.com/parkercoolversion/ ( o=^•ェ•)o

old clips from January25>July25

@46b Yesss

damn,
if u dont know what u getting into plz dont hit my dms dont know why i have to say that
when i walk in check my shoes u knowin they clean but u dont wanna say that
n im stackin my money so high might touch ceiling think i reached the bank cap
know he talk behind me, i know she talk behind me but to my face they cap
n i move like a zombie, but i keep that iron on me bitch i stay strapped
15 years behind me, but ima make 16 count cant fake that
15 years behind me, it'll only take couple of years make it asap
nah damn i get it
i'd be mad if i was the one that got left to the side
i heard that yo homie said that u a ride or die
but they left u on the side they rode away let you die
can we please stop the busy talk
ik u wan kick it w me why wont u just hmu
yo main girl my side dish she want me to come n eat her up
sometimes i be lyin to the people ion wanna speak to tho
sometimes i be lyin but that dont mean i got ego tho
shit, i dont fw that dude but i got real reasons for that shit
shit got me in a bad mood when they talkin but they dont know shit
shit ion even rlly care i could stack a hunnid ball on my wrist
shit ion even rlly care i could drop a couple bands on these ricks
i dont blame her for cryin, i just had to be honest
me n u wont work baby girl why u still wan try it
i choke back this perc every mornin like its a diet
thats why i see these colors every time i close my eyelids
(yea)
damn,
if u dont know what u getting into plz dont hit my dms dont know why i have to say that
when i walk in check my shoes u knowin they clean but u dont wanna say that
n im stackin my money so high might touch ceiling think i reached the bank cap
know he talk behind me, i know she talk behind me but to my face they cap
n i move like a zombie, but i keep that iron on me bitch i stay strapped
15 years behind me, but ima make 16 count cant fake that
15 years behind me, it'll only take couple of years make it asap

16 prod. edyn

may2025-august2025 <3

shout out every1 included here - sum of my fav beats EVR are nested in this collage of beats...  #listenUp grolthers... 

--tracklist-- (needless to say im a part of all these)
0:00 @granularize @gmodravemix
0:49 @seraphicwings @faintthearted @granularize
1:43 @attc
2:36 @shushing
3:41 @luca_marin
4:43 @harmtails
5:11 @attc @worldwar6
6:12 solo (@deadpunchy + @alphieafterlife sample)
6:59 @zachcs @hiiguraashii
7:52 @granularize
8:40 @miragegarcon
9:26 @gmodravemix
10:16 solo (@dern0 - abandoned drumkit showcase sample)
10:43 @granularize
11:11 @jem03 @digipak
11:36 @digipak @blessedposse
12:01 @faintthearted @granularize
12:29 @attc
13:15 @blessedposse
13:41 @fnafwalkthrough
14:08 @qlein @faintthearted
15:13 @granularize
16:19 @ticoxxx @fleshtoflesh
17:14 @hiiguraashii
18:27 @imnotrydxr
18:56 @qlein
19:26 @fibrr
19:59 @rollmyblunt
20:24 @jxyrust @shushing @fibrr
20:50 @seraphicwings
21:16 insta: @ssevensighs
21:52 @tillamookbay
22:20 @fibrr
22:50 @1mqndy
23:20 @618328
23:46 solo
24:09 solo
24:34 solo
25:05 @rollmyblunt
25:33 @zejjjp
26:10 @qlein @sinefelt
27:00 @fibrr
27:25 @fibrr
27:52 @fnafwalkthrough
28:29 @rollmyblunt
28:55 @shushing
29:21 @hiiguraashii @worldwar6
29:50 @zzoos @speaking149_role @jadeblades
30:15 @luca_marin
30:39 @vallich
31:11 @vallich
31:41 @noraware
32:11 @noraware
32:43 solo 
33:12 @cruseyyyy
33:40 @cruseyyyy
34:07 @fibrr
34:32 solo
35:14 solo
35:41 @oxonova
36:08 @pitifulrock
36:34 solo
37:03 solo (soundcloud.com/chappellroan/casual sample)
37:35 solo (@zayok sample challenge submission)
38:10 @hat1rla @iwrotehaikus
38:45 @vallich
39:13 @zejjjp
39:45 @sinefelt
39:56 solo
40:17 @fnafwalkthrough
40:43 @shushing
41:23 @cruseyyyy
41:56 solo
42:33 solo (Bogdan Raczynski - Thinking Of You Thinking Of Me)

tysm <3333

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