[inconsolable
on my way to hell
wasted all my life
on this pain unfelt

inconsolable 
ive wasted all my breath
and everything i know
is pouring from my chest

everything is fine

inconsolable
taking what i find
smoking cigarettes
to try and ease my mind

uncontrollable 
stupid greed of mine
wishing for the stars
to grant me all their light

everythings fine
everythings fine
im crawling out my mind
are we running from time
time we live and time we die
im stretching out girl
im bursting at the seems

inconsolable
on my way to hell
wasted all my life
honest pain unfelt

inconsolable 
ive wasted all my breath
and everything i know
is pouring from my chest

smoking cigarettes
to try and ease my mind
im inconsolable

wasted all my breath
everything i know
is pouring from my chest

im inconsolable
on my way to hell
ive wasted all my life
pain unfelt

im inconsolable
ive wasted all my breath
everything i know is pouring from my chest]

Not going to lie, I got really fucking high while I was upset and wrote this.

Inconsolable

[i want to be weightless
suspended in air
everythings clear now
and im in fear

if were being honest
here
im just a bit tired
of having to feel

it takes time to heal

i want to be holy
i want to be pure
abandon this body
though the sky might drop me

stretch out my muscles
pull me apart
look whats inside
i'm scared of whats behind these eyes

i think im crazy
maybe]

Weightless

maybe i

[fiending smiles collapsed under feet
my closed eyes swallow me

little child do you hear me
ive been smiling so lonely

and ive died
blurry eyed

with blurry eyes ill smile
take these lies and make them mine
ive been lost for so damn long
that i cant help but take
a good long pause
id went and id talked
and youd took all my love
now im lost

these blurry eyes still smile]

11-17-15

hi y'all i wrote this 2 years ago and wasn't able to finish it so uh here's this thank you for listening :p

your breath was cold when i felt it
your hand was cold when i held it
you never loved me i could tell it
you dug the grave that i lay in

i think my heart has turned to frost now
n i think she doesnt even care about
the things that she did to me
da da da daaaa .

daaaa da da daaaaa

cold

It Looks Sad. on Audiotree Live

Creature (Audiotree Live Version)

break my heart - original

wunderland w/ scruffpuppie

lyrics: 
it’s a theatrical disposition
and i’m in no position to hold you above 
all my obligations

you told me to hold on
to the people 
that make me feel better about myself

but i hate everyone
for keeping me here
down on this earth 
down in this dirt
soil splitting 
spitting image
of death in repose
of death in repose

words won’t make me feel better
i’m dying to get better 
but i’m scared i’m out of time
move into a straight line
so i can pick and choose all my fantasies 
your teardrops drowning me
and i don’t know how to swim

in my reconciliation
staring blank and faceless 
i cant

neckbreaker.

ghost boy

Journal Entry #1

i literally record made-up, improvd bullshit on my phone.

Inconsolable

8-19-98