11111

My 2023 Playback

old song , never dropped it because i lost the file .

this song dates back to 2020 i believe , i could be wrong

ribs

MALICE  (feat. ❤)

thick and thin (GAXILLIC)

you got me obsessed yea you got me feelin upset
i dont want the sex yea just let me in your head
i been feelin depressed im just tryna get ahead
i aint my in my right mind, my heart's been broke in two but I still love you
and of course i want it to work but how can i trust you
yea you left me all alone so i put it in a song
i been on the road now i been doin shows

i been goin through thangs that nobody fuckin knows
runnin up my debts yea im in the fuckin hole
i cant fuckin breathe feels like im in chokehold
lately you been so cold i dont wanna let this go
fuck i changed my mind i just wanna go home
and thats with you 
my hearts with you  

you got me obsessed yea you got me feelin upset
i dont want the sex yea just let me in your head
i been feelin depressed im just tryna get ahead
i aint my in my right mind, my heart's been broke in two but I still love you
and of course i want it to work but how can i trust you
yea you left me all alone so i put it in a song
i been on the road now i been doin shows
i been tryna grow tryna get it on my own
i dont do well when im left on my own

i been on the road yeah 
i be getting dough now
she lays under my blanket when she comes around
i lost a ton of friends when i left my home town
it be in the morning when i come back home now

i just want the sex it's scary being in your head
i get what i deserve i can never be upset
when i see your scars i think of the blood you shed
i'll make sure you become okay

you got me obsessed yea you got me feelin upset
i dont want the sex yea just let me in your head
i been feelin depressed im just tryna get ahead
i aint my in my right mind, my heart's been broke in two but I still love you
and of course i want it to work but how can i trust you
yea you left me all alone so i put it in a song
i been on the road now i been doin shows
i dont want you now why don't you leave me alone

obsessed ft. noxiousnights (irby x pekarot)

i been stuck inside tryna make it through the night
i know you don't mean it but your words cut like a knife
and i'm so tired of this no i dont wanna go on
you just wanted a break but i had to move on
cause i cant keep on waitin for a mutherfuckin maybe
i know that in love there's no fuckin gurantees
but i promise you this i wouldve stayed to the end
but its over now cause you fuckin ruined that

i cant stay in limbo cause it hurts too much
tried to give you everything but you broke trust
now its over for us with no chance to reconcile
even so i know that i loved you for a while
woulda been forever but you couldnt make your mind
i just wanted you to be mine
you got upset and for the door you made a beeline
ever since we started yea our love's been on the decline

i been stuck inside tryna make it through the night
i know you don't mean it but your words cut like a knife
and i'm so tired of this no i dont wanna go on
you just wanted a break but i had to move on
cause i cant keep on waitin for a mutherfuckin maybe
i know that in love there's no fuckin gurantees
but i promise you this i wouldve stayed to the end
but its over now cause you fuckin ruined that

i couldnt stay with u cuz u fucked with my head
u promised u would ruin my life and then kill urself
yeah i liked the sex but you made me hate myself more
i suffered everytime you were hitting my cellphone

i don't love you anymore but i still wish you're doing well
i know how it used to burn for you cuz i used to rot in hell

i been stuck inside tryna make it through the night
i know you don't mean it but your words cut like a knife
and i'm so tired of this no i dont wanna go on
you just wanted a break but i had to move on
cause i cant keep on waitin for a mutherfuckin maybe
i know that in love there's no fuckin gurantees
but i promise you this i wouldve stayed to the end
but its over now cause you fuckin ruined that

limbo ft. noxiousnights (irby x jolst)

mixed/mastered by me
art by 4gettr
prod tied for silver 


Lyrics:

i hope you never find out from me, 
just exactly who i am cause i dont want you to leave
i think its clear to see the lack of efficacy
and your decisions clearly have an effect on me
yea i just wanna see you, im sick of only phone calls
i really miss the feelin of your skin without your clothes on
im sorry that i said that oh the medicine makes me go off
and if tied for silver made then you know its gonna blow up

i been in my head i got some shit i cant decide now
tell me to my face baby come fuck around and find out
and if you told me sooner maybe my heart wouldnt be dried out
and baby much like you i think i'd like to be tied down

all this time's let me see
that what i thought was wrong was really comin from me
and with this space in between
if its you and i then i think i'd like to dream

i hope you never find out from me, 
just exactly who i am cause i dont want you to leave
i think its clear to see the lack of efficacy
and your decisions clearly have an effect on me
yea i just wanna see you, im sick of only phone calls
i really miss the feelin of your skin without your clothes on
im sorry that i said that oh the medicine makes me go off
and if tied for silver made then you know its gonna blow up

i feel insecure about us (tied for silver)

i cannot speak or make a sound
my time is up ive been found out
he holds the key and the highground
and i couldnt save the casualties
youre getting numb while i feel your pain
i medicate to calm down my brain
something is up with the walls im insane
now youve caught me hands up and im feeling so lame

thank you for listening<3

found out

- ｇｕｅｓｓ ｉ'ｌｌ ｅｎｄｕｒｅ -
prod. kais
i love you guys<3 

lyrics:
where do i go from here
hm..
i miss my friends
im sick and insecure
hm..
guess i'll endure
guess things will never be how they were, no
and i'm not sure about anything anymore

i love you, i love you, i do
i'd hug you but my touch just goes right through
i told you, i told you i'm
gone, gone, gone.

where do i go from here
hm..
i miss my friends
im sick and insecure
hm..
guess i'll endure
guess things will never be how they were, nah
and i'm not sure about anything anymore

endure

Original by title fight (head in the ceiling fan)
I do not own the instrumental in any way
Off the unfinished forestlovesong ep
Nobody can save me.

found out

auby