this is about my girlfriend at the time terminating pregnancy with out even considering me or my feelings . Had I been able to at least voice them and she made same decision id probably feel differently and been able to support her decicision regardless 

Uncontrollable pain

You Cheater

Verse 1
Well I wake up early, coffee in my hand
The sun creeps slow across this piece of land
Got more scars than I care to show
But they remind me where I’ve had to go

Chorus
I love my daughters, and they love me back
Even when I falter, even when I crack
Through the storms and trials, they keep me on track
I love my daughters, and they love me back

Verse 2
I’m not perfect, Lord knows I’ve tried
Carried some burdens, had to swallow my pride
But in their laughter I find my song
They’ve been the reason I keep rolling on

Chorus
I love my daughters, and they love me back
Even when I falter, even when I crack
Through the storms and trials, they keep me on track
I love my daughters, and they love me back

Bridge
Someday they’ll leave, spread their wings and fly
But I’ll be the shelter when the rain paints the sky
No matter the distance, no matter the years
They’ll always be the reason I fight through my fears

Final Chorus
I love my daughters, and they love me back
Even when I falter, even when I crack
Through the storms and trials, they keep me on track
I love my daughters, and they love me back

love my daughters, and they love me back

How long do you have to pay for past mistakes

How Many Times

The Mark of the Beast

🎬 Lost Fantasy (Reimagined Cinematic Edition)
by 4Me2BeFree
🔻 Song Insight

Lost Fantasy (Reimagined Cinematic Edition) drifts through the wreckage of love and survival — a slow, haunting reflection on watching someone you can’t save disappear into their addiction. The world feels empty, colorless, and cold; every echo is a memory, every silence a goodbye. It’s not just about losing someone to drugs — it’s about losing the version of yourself that believed things could still be repaired. The song unfolds like a cinematic elegy: spoken, aching, hollow. A voice trapped in time, whispering through the ruins of what could have been.

🔻 Lyrics

[Verse 1]
Is this the real life? Is this just fantasy?
Open your eyes, look up to the sky and see.
You’re just a poor boy, but now you’re gone — threw it all away.
Your body’s aching all the time; you’re feeling like you just want to die.

[Chorus]
Our life had just begun, but you wasted it all away.
Even though I loved you, you chose another way.
Open your eyes, look up to the sky and see —
You’re just a poor boy. Is this the real life, or is this just fantasy?

[Verse 2]
Remember the nights we held each other tight?
Now it’s all gone, you’re lost in the blinding light.
You chased the high, left everything behind.
Our love was real, but you were too blind.

[Bridge]
So many nights I cried, hoping you’d come back to me.
But the man I loved is lost — gone with the memories.
You were my everything, now you’re just a ghost,
Haunting my dreams, breaking me the most.

[Outro]
Is this the real life? Is this just fantasy?
You were my everything, now you’re just a memory.
Is this the real life? Is this just fantasy?
You were my everything, now you’re just a memory.

🔻 Personal Reflection

This song was written in the aftermath of a love I couldn’t save. We had finally reached a moment in life where it felt like our time — the kids were grown, the chaos had quieted — but addiction stole that chapter before it ever began. Watching someone you love fade into their own self-destruction is like standing in a burning city, powerless to move. Lost Fantasy became the echo of that helplessness — the sound of grief in slow motion.

🔻 4Me2BeFree

At its core, 4Me2BeFree transforms lived pain into cinematic truth. Every song is an emotional film — layered with raw honesty, sound design, and storytelling that blurs the line between memory and art. Lost Fantasy (Reimagined Cinematic Edition) embodies that mission: it’s not just a track; it’s a requiem for what love becomes when it meets its own apocalypse.

🔻 Copyright Notice

All lyrics and content featured in this post are protected under copyright (© 2025) and have been securely time-locked and validated through a crypto-based verification system to ensure originality and ownership. Unauthorized reproduction or distribution of any part of these works without explicit consent is strictly prohibited.

Lost Fantasy (Reimagined Cinematic Edition) by 4Me2BeFree

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Every track is a piece of something I lived.
If it speaks to you, you’re part of this now.

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Thread By Thread

INTO THE VOID

[Verse 1]
Sunrise creeping golden light
I stretch and yawn a wicked grin
Another day to take a bite
Where does the trouble begin

[Chorus]
It's a good day to be bad
Oh yes a really good day
The best day I ever had
Come on let's go out and play

[Verse 2]
The city hums a restless tune
My mind is buzzing with delight
Underneath this big blue moon
Gonna cause some joyful fright

[Chorus]
It's a good day to be bad
Oh yes a really good day
The best day I ever had
Come on let's go out and play

[Bridge]
Breaking through the chains that held me down,
Finding light in places I once found,
Now I see the stars align, 
On this path that's truly mine.

[Chorus]
It's a good day to be bad
Oh yes a really good day
The best day I ever had
Come on let's go out and play

Good Day To Be Bad

Began as a bass player in the days when bands competed in spandex and hair spray had a weekly budget.  As an award-winning club DJ, I continued to control a live audience's energy. Transitioning to broadcast, peaked as a morning radio host across both Rock, Country and Pop formats.  This cross-platform history, from the studio floor to the airwaves, gives me a perspective on what makes music connect to an audience.

Good Day To Be Bad

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