i hate waking up on the floor

INDECISIVE FT. bliind lynx

its been a while
luv u all

Lyrics:

its like were the same 
nothin has changed at all
not a glance was exchanged
so do u even know if im not okay, im not okay

ur not liking home
but you dont wanna be anywhere else
if i was alone
would you still reach out for help, for help
it feels like a dream nothin is what it seems
but if i could wake up
would i even want to?

its not ur fault 
yet you still try to make up up for things you didnt do

its always been you
the entire thing comes right back to me
with certainty
why would u ever need me?
it feels like a dream nothing is what it seems
but if i could wake up
would i even want to?

anywhere else

hope you guys enjoy this track ,, I will work to getting it on all platforms eventually <3

I'd take it back if I could

lyrics:

You can hear my cries but you gave up yeah
I don't want to die but you make my life tough
And bring me to my worst
Why do I bother
When you told me that you need a hug
Yeah you're pulling me in close
Turning my bones to dust
Heart in your hand and you just crush
This time I'm honest
You can hear my cries but you gave up yeah
I don't want to die but you make my life tough
And bring me to my worst
Why do I bother
When you told me that you need a hug
Yeah you're pulling me in close
Turning my bones to dust
Heart in your hand and you just crush
This time I'm honest

Yeah
I can't seem to ever get away
Uh
Stick around show me who a fake
Yeah
Chewing through your lies like a steak
Uh
Bloody like a toothache
Yeah
I hope I'm not just someone in your way
Uh
Addicted to your body and your face
I
Don't want to get rid of your remains
If you hate me then say that
Screaming out in my ear but I don't hear shit
Paint her picture perfect so don't act deaf
Don't go acting deaf

You can hear my cries but you gave up yeah
I don't want to die but you make my life tough
And bring me to my worst
Why do I bother
When you told me that you need a hug
Yeah you're pulling me in close
Turning my bones to dust
Heart in your hand and you just crush
This time I'm honest
You can hear my cries but you gave up yeah
I don't want to die but you make my life tough
And bring me to my worst
Why do I bother
When you told me that you need a hug
Yeah you're pulling me in close
Turning my bones to dust
Heart in your hand and you just crush
This time I'm honest

You just crush
Heart in your hand and you just crush
Yeah you crush
Don't go acting deaf

crush

Lyrics:

Dig your nails in my back hearing you beg
Said you cant get enough
Love the taste of your blood biting your neck
Show me how much you can take
Push you to the edge, my tongue cuts in like its a knife
There's no need to hold back cause my lips give you the breath of life

Feel the negative presence when you're here
But I cant get enough
Waking up from a dream to a nightmare
Don't know how much I can take
Push me to the edge, lets take our time to redefine our fate
I don't know if we should stop, our lives are always put at stake

Woah
Woah
You wrapped around inside my head and now I cant let go
You pushed me to the other side I've fallen so below
You wrapped around inside my head and now I cant let go
Your pretty face wanted me dead
This time you'll be alone

Dig your nails in my back hearing you beg
Said you cant get enough
Love the taste of your blood biting your neck
Show me how much you can take
Push you to the edge, my tongue cuts in like its a knife
There's no need to hold back cause my lips give you the breath of life

Feel the negative presence when you're here
But I cant get enough
Waking up from a dream to a nightmare
Don't know how much I can take
Push me to the edge, lets take our time to redefine our fate
I don't know if we should stop, our lives are always put at stake

Woah
Woah
Woah
Woah, oh

take

Plaything (prod. injury)

this song is a tribute to my best friend who passed away . rest easy brother . 

miss you dearly

J. R. Makin' Waves!!

All these lies affectin me.
Sitting alone.
Empty room, emotional grief.
Feeling dirt. 
Buried 6 feet deep.
Bleeding out thoughts. 
Future, can't see.
Mind be spinnin', no peace.
Heartbeat slow like it's beggin' to cease!

My bullshit ripped us away!

Now I’m drownin’ in the mess I made.

Told myself I’d change, but I stayed the same...

Broken bridge, love rubble.
Fall to my death.  
Final day!

I still love you in every single way!
But I still don’t know what the fuck...
to say!

My heart forever bleeds.
Can’t sew up what it needs.
Shots fired for days, but finally I admit defeat.
Bayonet hit my chest. Bitch, I’m killing me.
Got no one to call, just these fuckin’ withdrawals.
Guilt sittin’ on my chest like a bitchass mutha fucka, I deserve to suffer!

Ain’t shit in my pockets but pain and a bottle!
Bruh, I’m cooked, straight up.

Heart on trial!

Tears from my eyes, sitting in a room just me.
Hear screams in my dreams and I wake up weak.
Can’t feel the air. 
Nobody cares.
That’s it. 
Slot free.
Feelin’ pain, but makin’ gains, and I’m still fittin’ the tweak. 
Amphetamines.
Tryin’ to remember the man I used to be.
See my reflection in the glass like, who the fuck is he?
Be like Yuji gettin’ the finger.
And I be feelin’ like (the) Light, but L’s gettin’  Near.
Chainsaw Man, heart pain, coughing, up, blood but im still here.
Mind spiralin’ out. Future ain’t clear. Bitch I’m feelin’ erased. 
Meesa. 
Vineer.
Past be my future.
Fix tha broken years!

Never wanted to shell out pain, but I started the war.
Like a soldier by himself, kicked down the door.
nIf you have any questions, post them in the comments.
In the meantime, bitch, thank you for watching!

If you wanna be the best you can be,
If you wanna be the best to who you care about,
If you wanna take care of who you love,
Listen to me right fuckin’ now!
Feel yo life a wreck?? 
Make the Bowie knife meet the "opps" neck!!
Let’s go.

Makin' waves?

All these lies affected me.
Sitting alone.
Empty room, emotional grief.
Feeling dirt. 
Buried 6 feet deep.
Bleeding out thoughts. 
Future, can't see.
Mind be spinnin', no peace
Heartbeat slow like it's beggin' to cease!

My bullshit ripped us away!

Now I’m drownin’ in the mess I made...
Told myself I’d change, but I stayed the same...

Broken bridge, loathe rubble.
Fall to my death. 
 
Final day!

I still love you in every single way!

But i still don’t know what the fuck...
to say!

My heart forever bleeds, can’t sew up what it needs.
Shots fired for days but finally I admit defeat.
Bayonet hit my chest. Bitch, I’m killing me.
Got no one to call, just these fuckin’ 
withdrawals.
Guilt sittin’ on my chest like a bitchass mutha fucka, I deserve to suffer!
 
I fucking love you!
I would do anything to keep our hearts true!
Let's finish our lives hand in hand!
I'll do Anything I can...
Our love will win?


Heart on trial

New revision of my original track Comatose.  Hope you enjoy!

Comatose (Revision)

(Evil laughter echoes, long and chilling, before the beat drops)

(Verse 1: Rock)
**You stood in my way for far too long**, a shadow in my path
Each step I took, a memory of your lingering wrath
But that's all over now, no stepping stone, no final test
Just an obstacle, a jagged piece, ripped from the earth's chest
I see the fear behind your eyes, a fragile, insect stare
You thought you'd be a hero, a legend beyond compare
But legends crumble, heroes fall, and empires turn to dust
In the face of my ambition, your pathetic life is rust

(Chorus: Rock & Rap)
**I will show no mercy**, no compassion, no regret
Did you think I'd be like them? A villain you could get
Did you forget the whispers of Madara's endless might?
The cold, unflinching darkness of Toji's ruthless night?
They showed no mercy to their foes, no second chance to gain
So why, you pathetic insects, would I release you from your pain?

(Verse 2: Rap)
Yeah, I just deleted you from existing, a ghost without a name
A flicker of a memory, a dying, whispered flame
I'm a god among the mortals, a king without a throne
I made your world a graveyard, a kingdom of my own
You're just a glitch in the simulation, a line of faulty code
I remember why I used my compass needle, a burdensome, heavy load
I used it to pinpoint your weakness, the flaws within your soul
Just to tear you apart, to make you feel completely whole

(Chorus: Rock & Rap)
**I will show no mercy**, no compassion, no regret
Did you think I'd be like them? A villain you could get
Did you forget the whispers of Madara's endless might?
The cold, unblinking darkness of Toji's ruthless night?
They showed no mercy to their foes, no second chance to gain
So why, you pathetic insects, would I release you from your pain?

(Bridge: Rock)
Your hopes, your dreams, your futures, they all turn to sand
Crushed beneath the weight of my unyielding hand
You think your friendships matter? Your bonds are just a lie
You're drowning in your failures, and I'm just watching you die

(Outro: Rap & Rock)
Why did I use my compass needle? (Why?)
Why did I use my compass needle? (Why?)
(The beat slows, a single, distorted guitar chord hangs in the air)
... Because you were weak.

(More evil laughter, fading slowly)

I'd take it back if I could

Augustus