How i wish i could mean this much to someone one day 

This shit really got to me, it matches perfectly with what im feelin right now, thank you for making this song

this hits hard wow she is the treason I'm alive

She really is the reason why im still alive

Lyrics:

I wanna kill what this place is, I'm feeling complacent
Walking with strangers that have familiar faces
Wasted ten years on a rock that's so vacant
Placed in a box, I'm feeling lost and I'm breaking
I want to pray down on my knees, 
But it's hard to listen when you hear the sound of disease
demons following me, bottling anger inside
Breaking in pride, I realized that faith is a lie
Wasting my time, picking up the pieces of glass
To put the picture back together til I bleed from my hands
Deep in a land, of horror, and tortorous lies and slander
With morbid thoughts, torching my brain as you die with laugher
I want to scream, but what's the point if no one hears me?
I've walked through the valley of death until I'm weary
But I can't die, and I've tried with a razor blade
Vertically down my wrist, I really want to fade away
But you make me stay, just to run away in the darkness
You brought my heart back, now you're trying to make me heartless
This once pure body of love turned to a carcass
Your pictures on my walls, I want to burn my apartment
I lost everything, numb as a void
You swallowed all my suffering and stomached my joy
Helen of troy, beautiful but destined to die
Your wrapped my body in my mind and you left me inside
Slice and the scars sting
and it's funny you were the puppeteer to my very brittle heart strings
I want to cry, but I'm scared of the acid
I took all your letters and I tared them to fragments
Embarrassed I had this, love that didn't matter
I walked in the line of your hate, my legs shattered
I honestly think I'll never see my next chapter
When you hear this, you're listening to a dead rapper
I put my life on the paper's line
but I think it's time that I fade away and let my fate resign
There's nothing real when it's all fake
There's never happiness, when you're as sad as this and you have lost weight
From not eating 'cause paranoia effects you
And even if you wanted to eat, it wouldn't let you
They say to write it out, they say the therapy helps you
They say it's a choice, they say it but they've never gone through
the peril and stress, anger that tares through my chest
all the gashes on my wrist just to bury the stress
All the wasted years, all the dead dreams and memories
How following you, I'm gonna make a better me?
Please, don't cry when I'm gone
'Cause it's something that all of you have wanted all along
It's a suicide note, and I'm tired of living, bye
Tired of giving my entirety to a lie
Why am I gonna die when I'm trying to stay alive?
'Cause the life that was so designed for my living just wasn't mine
Tired of throwing darts, tired of rolling dice
Tired of fucking living on top of a globe of ice
Tired of broken lives, tired of frozen tears
Tired of swollen fears, voices in open ears
Tired of no one here to hold me when I'm so scared
from the demons that fucking haunt me and get inside my nightmares
I want to cry and it's not fair
That I Scream on this mic 'cause your face isn't right there
Nothing matters anymore, and I when the song's done
you can guess the outcome.

Suicide Letter

A word for word rendering of Psalm 103 ESV

Of David.

“Bless the Lord, O my soul, and all that is within me, bless his holy name! Bless the Lord, O my soul, and forget not all his benefits, who forgives all your iniquity, who heals all your diseases, who redeems your life from the pit, who crowns you with steadfast love and mercy, who satisfies you with good so that your youth is renewed like the eagle's. The Lord works righteousness and justice for all who are oppressed. He made known his ways to Moses, his acts to the people of Israel. The Lord is merciful and gracious, slow to anger and abounding in steadfast love. He will not always chide, nor will he keep his anger forever. He does not deal with us according to our sins, nor repay us according to our iniquities. For as high as the heavens are above the earth, so great is his steadfast love toward those who fear him; as far as the east is from the west, so far does he remove our transgressions from us. As a father shows compassion to his children, so the Lord shows compassion to those who fear him. For he knows our frame; he remembers that we are dust. As for man, his days are like grass; he flourishes like a flower of the field; for the wind passes over it, and it is gone, and its place knows it no more. But the steadfast love of the Lord is from everlasting to everlasting on those who fear him, and his righteousness to children's children, to those who keep his covenant and remember to do his commandments. The Lord has established his throne in the heavens, and his kingdom rules over all. Bless the Lord, O you his angels, you mighty ones who do his word, obeying the voice of his word! Bless the Lord, all his hosts, his ministers, who do his will! Bless the Lord, all his works, in all places of his dominion. Bless the Lord, O my soul!”

‭‭Psalm‬ ‭103‬:‭1‬-‭22‬ ‭ESV‬‬

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Musical instruction:
Capo: 1

Verse Chords: 
C, Em, Am, F

Chorus Chords
G, Am, F
G, Am, F 
G, Am, F
F, G, C


Performed and recorded on 5.5.24

Psalm 103

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