swear on my life

its complicated ..

lyrics:

I could never tell if they love or hate me its complicated its complicated
All I know these drugs help me out with thinking i swear they save me oh I know they save me
I just need a push to wake up and take em just to motivate me now im motivated
Pouring out my soul is too hard when conscious so I do it faded and the product pays me 
She tell me that she loving on me regardless but I know she faking oh I know she fakes it
Tell me how u really feel off this ace I swear I could take it promise I can take it
With everything in my life im complacent if I was here now id be crying shaking
Im searching up effects for the shit im taking and its all just bad but damn still I take em
 
I cannot bank on myself cause I couldn’t tell u how long I’m breathing
Process the words that the masses tell u and prove them weaklings
I’m at the point where only god can save me cause I reject the treatment they propose to me cause I’m happy bleeding
The devil told me I was born to demon
Crawl forward on ur fractures
I can feel the wrath of god thru her bullet words
Time and time again I am stripped of rest and happiness
But we all got our pain so ill shut up cause mine is nothing special

I could never tell if they love or hate me its complicated its complicated
All I know these drugs help me out with thinking i swear they save me oh I know they save me
I just need a push to wake up and take em just to motivate me now im motivated
Pouring out my soul is too hard when conscious so I do it faded and the product pays me 
She tell me that she loving on me regardless but I know she faking oh I know she fakes it
Tell me how u really feel off this ace I swear I could take it promise I can take it
With everything in my life im complacent if I was here now id be crying shaking
Im searching up effects for the shit im taking and its all just bad but damn still I take em

complicated (sorrow bringer)

(prod. moneo)

shoutout soundcloud.com/lilskeleskrrt for makin this wit me 

enjoy :))

lyrics:

kais:
breathe 
come down that tree and don’t break it now
tired eyes lookin at pavement 
shift your gaze here and please stay a bit 
don’t fall back down x2
don’t go around blamin’ the world for this; for me 

I am an extra in your movie 
don’t try and argue I’ll just leave 
we both know that we aren’t perfect we’re far from it 
far from roots we’ve grown a bit  

loving you something else.
I need a second chance, I’ll rip my heart apart from night to day.
I miss ur face could you please say the 3 dumb words that mean so much
it’s hard to hurt when you’re leanin on a crutch 
but baby, please 
don’t tell me that it’s all a fkn dream

skele:

bleed out 
i watched you fall 
just look at me now 

please don’t scream out 
i couldn’t take that sound 
you were all i had 

i’m so bad for you 
all the things i’ve been through 
always drag us down 
is it too late now 
i’m so in love with you 
anything i could do 
i would do for you 
i would cut thru my skin oh my god 
spilling out over the ground

kais:
breathe 
come down that tree and don’t break it now
tired eyes lookin at pavement 
shift your gaze here and please stay a bit 
don’t fall back down x4

pavement

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pavement w/skele

7/28/22
prod. @everythingmackk

i've sent too many sorries
and my phone is gonna die soon
i should've learned something
at least more than a thing or two
like what is worth to a person
who cherishes the dirt on their shoes
do i turn a blind eye to my own cries?
or fear the rest of my youth

cause i don't wanna force who i am
as i pour another cup, with trembling hands
over half of my life's being made without plans
i get it; if i made a choice, 
i'd surely regret it
but most of all my worries,
i can't fit them in the pensmanship
you simply wouldn't get it
even if you really listening
the center of my soul don't only glow
it's also glistening
my demons start to part as i'm
pouring the nitroglycerin

it only feels like i'm here when i'm
stun-locked in third gear, and a 
dozen million miles away from reality
i hope forever ain't forever
unless it has to be
cause i don't wanna go out in misery
let go, of whatever this meant to me
fuck that
imma go on a killing spree

emma, i'm sorry for everything.

it's my fault you let me go
met in the seventh grade
we went separate roads
cause of some stupid shit i'd say
i just tore up all my clothes
courtesy of missing your face
if i finally break this mold
i'll thank you some day

i've sent too many sorries
and my phone is gonna die soon
i should've learned something
at least more than a thing or two
like what is worth to a person
who cherishes the dirt on their shoes
do i turn a blind eye to my own cries?
or fear the rest of my youth

this ain't just a knack
it's a passion
double shame on you 
for thinking all i do is actin'
part of me is straight
the rest is being held captive
living in a cavern where arachnids and bats been
constantly refracting

yeah, but i'm not worried about it
i'm entangled in this string
tryna gnaw my way out it
you had liked a post of mine 
a while back when i doubted
if i was truly good for nothing
based on how low the clouds been...

clouds to crows

clouds to crows [prod. mackk]

promise you won't leave

prod: https://soundcloud.com/eric-godlow
master: https://soundcloud.com/vito2300

i got a bottle in my hand right now
i still think i'll make it out somehow
it goes down
inside our house
but i don't really wanna fight right now
i know i'm always on the road right now
it's too loud
inside our house

making sure my heart beats
slow 
the minute i let go 
it'll turn my heart cold
so put your arms around me 
and please don't let go 
until my eyes close 
baby look look at the snow 
and promise you won't leave

i think i broke this time
a little too much for you to come n fix
i think i fucked it up this time
but it's all my fault i did 

i heard you were on the phone 
that one painful look in your eyes
you were telling your mom it's been hard
but he always get's better
he said it'd be fine
i've been relapsing in my dreams 
take a minute to guess what that means
curl up n shake under covers
making sure my heart beats

video out now

the minute i let go (prod. eric godlow)

<33 luv yall w/ all my heart :) tysm for 30K on nites !!!

pass out
tommy when i roll out
ion check my phone now
only when u go out wtf
pass it up again
words i've left unsaid
think im better dead
thoughts inside my head

cold
blowing im smoking on thrax n been stuck in my home
2 days a week i been barely breathing, im sleeping in smoke
i been outside n still been stuck on the road
oh~
baby i am not making it home

(bad bitch like maleficent
im smoking this evergreen, its heavensent
im sipping on heavenly
this everclear shit no good 4 me and i'll throw it up by like 2 or 3
honestly know u dead 2 me but still fill u up like its calories)

live life in a hurry
my baby so worried
pushing in a benz, we cruisin 90 in a 30
uh, double cup i fill it up like shit was dirty
I COULDN'T THINK OF A LINE HERE LMFAOOOOO

pass out
tommy when i roll out
ion check my phone now
only when u go out wtf
pass it up again
words i've left unsaid
think im better dead
thoughts inside my head
pass out
tommy when i roll out
ion check my phone now
only when u go out wtf
pass it up again
words i've left unsaid
think im better dead
thoughts inside my head

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dead (heyylotus & warheart)

featuring my dawg @homesick

[@sendflowrs:]
whats on ur mind?
whenever u talk
whenever u talk to me
cant help but lie
ur just a jester
laugh and smile at me
jus while i die
n my brain so fucked up
prozac helps me sleep
but i still cry 
whenever a memory comes to me i weep

i think my time is nigh
just let me out to dry
think ill pour another cup
or maybe roll n jus get high
n i been feelin hella fuzzy
u dont love me
need to lie
n i been screamin till my throat is sore
cant even say goodbye

[@homesick:]
say goodbye, goodbye
send me off n shut the lights off
i can't expect you to live with this
no i won't spell it out for you
it's all wrong
i can't try to replace this
but i can keep my distance
let the memories keep me jaded
take what you want, i'm reapin the product
i'm serving sets of the shit i got wrong
n shit i cant talk, what i never wanted            
back to that spot it's so cold there
im a shadow with a blank stare
old coat with that old tear
i got a new spot with some old fears

[@sendflowrs:]
whats on ur mind?
whenever u talk
whenever u talk to me
cant help but lie
ur just a jester
laugh and smile at me
jus while i die
n my brain so fucked up
prozac helps me sleep
but i still cry 
whenever a memory comes to me i weep

i think my time is nigh
just let me out to dry
think ill pour another cup
or maybe roll n jus get high
n i been feelin hella fuzzy
u dont love me
need to lie
n i been screamin till my throat is sore
cant even say goodbye

liar w/ homesick (addyexo)

We had built upon the rubble here
Brick by brick
Just to watch it fall to enemies
It makes me sick
Half us part with our extremities and sanity admits
Now our hearts dont feel and our legs dont kick

Way before I was a boss
I was a heathen I made it my job
Trench rot all on my arm
I turned to charger I fell out my zone
Im Mixing up Fanta blueberry patron
I love my brothers too much to condone
Any of this under me in the stone
If its bout me I will go on my own
This Snow works its way down to nerves round our bones
Just As god works his fear down to food for our souls
I speak out of place from a place made of gold
We all work the same but our land  favours chosen

''yuga
I see their face in the phone like they worship the beast 
i gotta wake up cuz i was chosen 
all of this energy is setting me free 
but all of them look hopeless
i can turn around 180 degrees 
and they thought that I wouldn't notice
that behind my back they were talkin shit
we get face to face they seek solace
I'm on the front line against riot shields I'm gonna die just like a martyr
fuk these governments that bleed us dead they're gonna lead us like lams to the slaughter
I'm in black robes hidden ninja stars bohemian grove I'm posted up
I bet these old fuks wouldn't know it's us imma pull up and make em bite the dust

snow works its way up the limbs in my bones
and I'm left to fight here but I'mm not alone 
we sing out of a place of a place made of gold 
I see bodies in the river as you lead me home

the_ Rumbling ft sewerperson (prod:eric godlow)

lyrics!!

let me go, i’m not home
picking flowers and i guess we made a mess right 
two hours i’ll be boarding on the next flight
let me go, im not home
rain showers taint the letters i would hand wright
so two hours i’ll be boarding flight

what’s right what’s wrong?
i know it’s hard
i know they try to beat you till you break apart

(beat you till you break apart)

watching the devil walk in
i do no talking
my pockets been full since august
so thanks for that bitch
lost in a broken promise so dishonest
my fault was never flawless 
just a problem 
act up i’m the only reason i get no love
did it to myself
you know that’s bad luck
watch me tear my eyes out
all my bridges fall down
omg i guess iv been smoking every night now

but you never cared dosent matter 
you were always scared of moving backwards
girl that’s all i ever did for you
girl that’s all i ever did for you

let me go, i’m not home
picking flowers and i guess we made a mess right 
two hours i’ll be boarding on the next flight
let me go, im not home
rain showers taint the letters i would hand wright
so two hours i’ll be boarding flight

let me go [boyfifty]

Trash like them

dialogue snippet from the movie "brothers"

clouds to crows [prod. mackk]

autie