TURN MY BRAIN OFF

NotOkGhost - Girl in My Dreams (acoustic demo)

ϞCHØØL ϞHØØTΣR - I Don't Want To Live Anymore (Alt Version)

better off dead

soundcloud shit

dual wielding smgs

i am on pcp, doing 130 down the highway

(Note from archivist: this was not on penguinband's soundcloud at the time he removed his account)

dalepilled (Cameron Phlodge Cover) - Penguinband

Last Christmas, I gave you my heart
But the very next day you gave it away
This year, to save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special
Last Christmas, I gave you my heart
But the very next day you gave it away (You gave it away)
This year, to save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special (Special)

Once bitten and twice shy
I keep my distance, but you still catch my eye
Tell me, baby, do you recognize me?
Well, it's been a year, it doesn't surprise me

(Happy Christmas) I wrapped it up and sent it
With a note saying, "I love you", I meant it
Now I know what a fool I've been
But if you kissed me now, I know you'd fool me again

Last Christmas, I gave you my heart
But the very next day you gave it away (You gave it away)
This year, to save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special (Special)
Last Christmas, I gave you my heart
But the very next day you gave it away
This year, to save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special (Special, oh)
Oh, oh, baby

A crowded room, friends with tired eyes
I'm hiding from you and your soul of ice
My God, I thought you were someone to rely on
Me? I guess I was a shoulder to cry on

A face on a lover with a fire in his heart
A man under cover but you tore me apart
Ooh-hoo
Now I've found a real love, you'll never fool me again

Last Christmas, I gave you my heart
But the very next day you gave it away (You gave it away)
This year, to save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special (Special)
Last Christmas, I gave you my heart (I gave you my heart)
But the very next day you gave it away (You gave me away)
This year, to save me from tears (Ohh)
I'll give it to someone special (Special)

A face on a lover with a fire in his heart (I gave you my heart)
A man under cover but you tore him apart
Maybe next year
I'll give it to someone, I'll give it to someone special
Special...
Someone...

the school shooter xmas album

Last Christmas

Makeup's on and you're looking just fine
Don't you know you're wasting all your time
Cuz you don't even know what you want
The sun is going down and it's getting pretty dark
You never had any bite just bark
Only chasing the ones out in front

You say you're scared of me cuz they way I think
Call me an incel cuz I never get pink 
Everything I do seems to make you sick
You always shut me down it's so frustrating
Then fuck your dog and call it masturbating
But somehow I'm the one giving you the ick

Disgusted by everyone
Yet you're not afraid to have too much fun
I know you're the real degenerate 
Go through life not caring at all
Not until you're up against that wall
Then you'll finally go back to giving a shit

How have you convinced yourself
That it's not your fault but somebody else
Everything you say is so absurd
I don't wanna hear another word

Because I can't take it
I know that you fake it
You are such a bitch

The Ick

STUCK

with apologies and policies we try
to mend what we have made, to keep alive
our deadliest assumptions crystalize
for we built these cityscapes on ice.
 
now i've made my way to solid ground;
and i am but a stranger in this town.
i don't see why i should stick around:
they'll crucify me upside-down.
 
but how seldom does a man lay down his life?
how selfish is the need to satisfy?
you'll never truly live until you die.
so let your heart belong to christ.
 
there's no reason you should be unsure
don't you see this place is so absurd?
and hell is just a place where people burn
their future to keep the present warm.
 
i am a speck,
you are a treasure.
i'm dying just to be
something that's of use.

something thats of use

didnt make this just posing music i like.

something thats of use

bessarion