first ever self prod 🖤
mixed & mastered by me 💛
hope it isn't too bad :')

~~lyrics~~
i tried my best to stay with you
but i've been bombarded by truth
the words i speak, do they have any say?
cause after it all, you're still in my way

i can hear the birds chirping my name
they're calling me out, saying "fly away"
there wasn't a morsal i could've saved
in a world i'm obligated immediately

the tastebuds in my mouth are falling out
i just wanna breathe without the need to want
(yeah...)

(i tried my best to stay with you)
(but i've been bombarded by truth)
(the words i speak, do they have any say?)
(cause after it all, you're still in my way)

tastebuds [intro]

guitar by @imcaves
rest is me
something told me i should put this out now, so here you go
hope you enjoy .
retention 8/26

totally unprepared
faces shapeshifting around me
i tell myself, don't be scared
only what i think can hurt me
but every night's harder than the last
(the last)
(the last)
(the last)
i let my spirit shatter just like glass
(like glass)
(like glass)
i stood up again last night
i couldn't close my eyes
no matter how much i cried
i tried
i tried...
night.

spirit trash

time finna fly like zone
we in the twilight zone
fake cartier on the wrist
V on neck with no Lone
u peon I been the goat 
time audemar drippin froze 
rock white fit like a ghost
bitch im all white looking snow
been alright bet that u know that
wood pack in a black bag
smooth flow talking snowboard
pulling strings like a backpack
good spliff getting me jet lagged 
3 fifths like a flashback
catch that
223s in the lobby, shoutout to ally
(EMPTYYY!!)
great track brodie made last year
purple lean no grape juice here
more checks up than adidas (*I FORGOT WHAT THE ADIDAS LOGO WAS LMFAO*)
u can trust that dear
eventually flooding the wrist like a pier
call out to all of my peers 
I been balling while u wasn’t here

am i making it clear enough?
ion want any love
ion need anyone
2 in the morning
raining n pouring
writing until we done
ill never see the sun
but you’ll never be the one
—————
im chill as fuck
idk what im doin but
i been loving every single second of what im doin bud
so dont get in my way
ik what i say 
i know what road i pave
i know what grave i dig
stayin up all night
not cus i need to
js cus i can
two red cups give no fucks
im about to throw it up
i am the queen ur the pawn in this life
goin fast i might crash but idga shit at all
 u r a baby ur my lover girl
imma hold ur hand till i die
please hold my hand if i cry
i look how the street lights
post me all on ur facebook~

✨EMPTY!!✨

man idk if im real but im loving this
why the fuck you saying u cant change shit
u can change it 
u can change ur life
like i did mine
facts
woah
its wild i know
i couldve done so many things different
but i wouldnt now
cus if i didnt do what i did i wouldnt motherfuckin have u now 
i got burning hands 
reynolds in my belly
man my thoughts are scary
i thought id be dead feburary 
—————
am i making it clear enough?
ion want any love
ion need anyone
2 in the morning
raining n pouring
writing until we done
ill never see the sun
but you’ll never be the one

am i making it clear enough?
ion want any love
ion need anyone
2 in the morning
raining n pouring
writing until we done
ill never see the sun
but you’ll never be the one

twilight w/ emptychest (urban nerd)

[+ msg] I feel like im a target
produced by @xales

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[+ lyrics]

if only u knew
wtf im going through
pop these pills like I do
now I got nothin to lose
2x

this how it get started
I feel like im a target, damn
this aint a movie u can star in
and I just feel like im dissolving 
fill it up fill it up, I just poured another cup
im out here booted up
breaking down that yellow stuff
she like it hella rough 
they still out here catching up
you aint ahead of us

if only u knew
what the fuck im going thru
pop these pills like I do
now I got nothing to lose
4x

love yall burnout gang #sorrowworld4ever

if only u knew

[+] stream on spotify

if only u knew (prod. xales)

somethings not quite right
i felt it all along 
i think im being watched 
i know i dont belong 

they dont want me here 
i know that i should go 
ive already tried too many times
now im here, laying still, at the end of the road

i guess thats life im stuck again
i guess thats life its rough my friend
if it all goes okay, we get to live til we’re dead
i guess thats life, a bitter end 

something’s not quite right 
i think something’s missing 
ive lost my other half
i was never whole but now you see

the pain of wishful thought
the moonlight on the sea 
the crackle of a puff
dream clouds from your lungs, over me 

i guess thats life im stuck again
i guess thats life its rough my friend
if it all goes okay, we get to live til we’re dead
i guess thats life, a bitter end

Something's Not Quite Right

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somethings not quite right

i ain't ever needed advice

so ill ignore yours for the rest of time

everytime somebody gave me 2 cents it wasn't worth shit

when i give myself 2 cents i turn it to a dime

pockets full of nothin i been emptied out

burnin paper like im smokin joints, dryest fuckin mouth

feelin weight up on my shoulders dawg my legs could give out

losin patience with the rest of yall im off the hand outs

im off the respect shit

off the nice talks

if i wanted conversation i would call a fuckin doc

fuck help, i ain't splashgvng im thuggin shit out

34 year old pussy stay hidden stay down

old as fuck

and fuck animepapi too 

i ain't forget

only pop here is your boy, im sonning every tune

the son of the greatness i swear, boy you can ask dukes

hate seein mom blue 

sick of somethin all these doctors don't got a damn clue

when i'm rich i'll make sure everybody's all good

till the day i die and afterwards ill feed the whole crew

everybody eats b swaine will make due

2 cents

produced by Vito
mixed by me
mastered by nate2timez

lyrics

another day where i wake up at 12pm
i hate myself, im a waste now and i was then
im still around but im careful where my time is spent 
hush, not a sound, let the silence slowly take you in

i was war with myself but i think that i’ve lost
a piece of my soul fell to hell and i can’t pay the cost
blood on my coat from the wounds that i cant cover up
im sinkin the boat cuz id rather drown then live corrupt 

i run, away from most my problems im like a loaded gun
it just take one whole shot to ruin all the fun
you’ve had at my expense don’t waste your breath i’m done… done, you fuckin won

another day where i wake up at 12pm
i hate myself, im a waste now and i was then
im still around but im careful where my time is spent 
hush, not a sound, let the silence slowly take you 

i feel the warmth of your hands wrap around me now
i feel my body start to levitate above the ground 
i close my eyes and numb my brain and shut my jaw-dropped mouth
cause i listened when i hear the void speak “not a sound”

now we might as well go back to the beginning 
see if anyone else was ever listening 
and if they weren’t i’m sure the sight is very sickening 
a life in solace is probably never happening 

another day where i wake up at 12pm
i hate myself, im a waste now and i was then
im still around but im careful where my time is spent 
hush, not a sound, let the silence slowly take you in

12pm (vito)

No Swimming

Goodbye. (save me)

LYRICS: 
am i too dangerous for you,
(for you)
i’m too dangerous for me,
when i get overwhelmed i try so hard,
to just stop and breathe, (and breathe)
i don’t really think that i’m still losing,
but i know i’m not catching a dub,
i think that i’m not broken , 
cause i always seem to think about love.

i remember when things were easy, 
and i remember when i didn’t have a job,
i remember when i didn’t wanna kill myself,
i remember when we all just got along ,

but now im falling apart inside my basement,
and i remember all of the moves i made wrong
but if i roll another glizzy imma face it,
and write about my feelings before they’re all gone,

it’s the coming of age that made me hopeless,
it’s the 9-5 job that made me feel like dick,
it’s the way the acid hit on the carpet, 
and it’s the way i never realized to talk my shit,

i remember when things were easy, 
i remember when i didn’t have a job,
i remember when i didn’t wanna kill myself,
i remember when we all just got along,

but,
 i fall down and i don’t get up much,(get up much)
and i’m getting high before i think bout lunch,
but i think i’m finally at a crossroad, 
i wanna give up but what the fuck do i think i know, (x2)

tastebuds [intro]

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