mv - https://youtu.be/6mP-GZBCNTY

prod. @cyberprojection1

ich bin addicted zu den rax, du kannst nicht zahlen dann hast du pech
ich mach mein uhh im internet, sag mir warum bist du upset
sag mir warum bist du ein kek, warum ist deine music ass
warum bitest du mein swag, wir sind und waren niemals the same

diese leben fickt meinen kopf, jeden tag auf andern dr*gs
ich fuck up ich denk nicht nach, ich hab roxy in meinem cup
ich lauf rum doch bin nicht wach, ich must hustlen in der nacht
mir egal ob ich das darf, fuck ich habs einfach gemacht

keine ahnung wer du bist und ich wills auch nicht wissen
ich bin so locked in, ja ich kann einfach nicht missen
es ist wiew es ist, aber nicht wies sein soll
ja ich take die risks, guck zu wie ich highroll

upset (cyberprojection) mv in desc

ft @jugglyfer
prod @lilac

lyrics:

[gleam]
melt off my skin like snow
we're ornate w jewels n gold
locked away like misanthropes
I cant handle on my own
u try 2 say I move backwards
girl I'm js looking 4 answers
strings make me ur dancer
ur striped tights enamored

eyes sewn shut like Coraline
I cant see that ur mine
ur sharp tongue carve more lies
clock strikes one need more time
life feels good by ur side
I get lost in ur eyes
2 full hearts I poured mine

[blue]
yea, tell me whats the deal
on the way out
cus im good on my own
i can find my way now
so i talk less
and i do more now
i dont wana talk anymore
if u keep on talkin ima kick u out the door
i dont wana talk anymore
u should talk less and do more
on the outside looking in
what you see in life isnt always what it is
you gotta face it
and make it what is
u wana turn ur life around
stop chasing
u wana turn ur life around
on the outside you can find a way out
look into your eyes
tell ur self a lie
only way u know its true
is if u ever try

[gleam]
melt off my skin like snow
we're ornate w jewels n gold
locked away like misanthropes
I cant handle on my own
u try 2 say I move backwards
girl I'm js looking 4 answers
strings make me ur dancer
ur striped tights enamored

eyes sewn shut like Coraline
I cant see that ur mine
ur sharp tongue carve more lies
clock strikes one need more time
life feels good by ur side
I get lost in ur eyes
2 full hearts I poured mine

misanthrope w/ blue (lilac)

prod @stellathepixie
shoutout bonnie shoutout phoebe

ive come a long fuckin way i know how to get around
im a lover not a figher but if push comes to shove
all my homies in the city scrape knees and smoke loud 
when u up this high they say dont look down

i told bro pass the light but ill pass on the drink
blow the marijuana smoke but u know i dont sip
bitch im smoking pixiedust im a fuckin fairy
dont want bitches in my section cos im fuckin married ay
---------
came up all solo, i know how to be alone
but now everybody nice to me bcos im playin shows
ima stay humble, gotta practice saying no
being pretty doesnt matter if you got a ego

ima die so peaceful
tryna live a life where im less deceitful
tryna break the ice when i meet new people
tryna keep a smile but the world so evil
checks and balances but itll come out equal
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(looking forward too much i wanna in the present
even when i chase my money im afraid ill get it 
i try hard to just believe it when she tell me that im special
being pretty doesnt matter if your ego so fragile)

lover//fighter prod. pixie

lyrics💕

The suns out 
Im in full bloom 
Survived another night
Of not knowing what to do
Telling me it’s critical 
And I don’t have a clue 
Hearts etched into our wrists 
We made a pact between us two 
(You take a piece of me
And ill take a piece of you) x4

I’m so worried to keep these curses sealed 
It’s so toxic how come you never asked me how I feel
My mind’s a maze how could you ask me to hold still
I’m feeling nauseous
Except when im counting up dollar bills 
When you 
Realize that I never would hurt you
Diamonds in my eyes when I think about you
So many things 
So many things 
That die 
By my love will never 
say goodbye~

✨mei🪽 

im feeling so blue something is not alright
idk what to do, tell me how do i fight
but when youre next to meee
and when im next to youuu
i really felt like something came to my mind

cuz i know that with you im gna be alright
i really feel like its true
my heart is speaking to you that i wont let you go
naaaahhh

(i wanna be with u i wanna be with u)

sometimes yaa i feel dumb
sometimes i dont wanna laugh
sometimes yaa i feel dumb
but with you im always in lovee aaa

The suns out 
Im in full bloom 
Survived another night
Of not knowing what to do
Telling me it’s critical 
And I don’t have a clue 
Hearts etched into our wrists 
We made a pact between us two 
(You take a piece of me
And ill take a piece of you) x4

heart shaped holes + angelicxmei (XTASANE)

Produced by Me
Vox by Me
Mixed by Me

uu could of been my wife
uu couldv beenn my Wife
iWanna end my life
I Wanna endd my life n Itz not fair
iLook n ur not there, iLook n ur not there
i look 4 a reason 2 live n itz not there
i'd look 4 a Partner but iCant be bothered
cuzz ima die alone regardless, i might be retarded

sick 2 my stomach, itz all my fault
iWanna see you itz all i want
vomit n vomit, thats all my gutzz
vomit again till i cant get up.,
ideservethis
yea i alwayz deserve itt
girl u know that immm hurting:/
and you know im not wortthh itt..

chops.

take thy hand and put it on my arm.
lead me 2 beauty under the starzzz
bring me 2 my feet or else i will starve.
enveloped by moonlight, surrounded by dark.
i, hate, that, i remember ur heart
and, everyday now i look at the same scarz
i know that,
nobody else couldvv broken my heart, like you've broken my heart.

uu could of been my wife
uu couldv beenn my Wife
iWanna end my life
I Wanna endd my life n Itz not fair
iLook n ur not there, iLook n ur not there
i look 4 a reason 2 live n itz not there
i'd look 4 a Partner but iCant be bothered
cuzz ima die alone regardless, i might be retarded

[sick 2 my stomach, itz all my fault
iWanna see you itz all i want]
vomit n vomit, thats all my gutzz
vomit again till i cant get up.,
ideservethis
yea i alwayz deserve itt
girl u know that immm hurting:/
and you know im not wortthh itt..

i might be retarded...

prod. latrodectus

ON ALL PLATFORMS NOW!

i don't need saving
i'll just stay how you made me
you no longer faze me
our fire's burning out
i finally feel like i can breathe

what happened to me?
emotions fading
what does this all mean?
let it go like did i ever mean a thing?
i cannot,
i'm breaking apart i feel it coming
sinking in my bed i can't move
like what did you do?

i don't need saving
i'll just stay how you made me
you no longer faze me
our fire's burning out
i finally feel like i can breathe

IDONTNEEDSAVING (all plats)

senses - victim (avast)

https://soundcloud.com/anotherdaypassesmeby

nothing without my bros

медикаменты, я лечу свой павший организм
я не знаю что мне надо сожрать чтобы себя усыпить
снова с новой надеждой укрываюсь там где не был никогда
там где не был никогда
смотрю на лица, кто из них был моим другом
я уверен, что не справлюсь со своим тупым недугом
что ты скажешь на последок мне
на кого я был все таки похож 
буду для себя едкой мишенью
обойма сжалась от жалости ко мне
я смотрю, но отрицаю, это не понять тебе
на кого я был все таки похож
медикаменты, я лечу свой павший организм
я не знаю что мне надо сожрать чтобы себя усыпить
снова с новой надеждой укрываюсь там где не был никогда
там где не был никогда
скорченное лицо, почему ты так дрожишь 
почему я скручен будто псих
хочу быть открытой сумкой, бери все из рук моих
снова с новой надеждой, так тяжело это томить 
буду для себя едкой мишенью
обойма сжалась от жалости ко мне
я смотрю, но отрицаю, это не понять тебе
на кого я был все таки похож

heart shaped holes + angelicxmei (XTASANE)

auxina