features and collabs!! c:

Im hurt

Cool Shit 5

dead inside

playboi carti one day

COMPILATION V1

Sweet (feat. Cheb Rabi)

Natural Habitat

Natural Habitat (feat. Ken Carson)

@sixbillsanchez

DM @ slump.audios on Instagram If There Is a Problem With This Track :)

sixbill - flume (ziplocker + hitech + vvspipes) [slump audios exclusive]

auxina:

want me to be your dirty little secret 
can’t believe it 
i can’t keep it 
tear me to pieces 
this was a mistake 
i don’t need a heart to break 
bleeding out on a stake 
cut the real from the fake 
said you’d stay 
i knew you’d flake 
no more friends only foes
im counting benjys on the floor
record highs no more lows 
pack of woods from the store 
posted like the crow 
begging give me some more!

i knew you wasn’t sorry 
just another broken soul
tryna harm me 
since you got what you wanted
discard me 
this what happens when my demons
don’t guard me

better off alone 
tears fall in the snow 
fragile yeah I know 
ive been here once before
another cataclysm 
and my condition is critical 
had a ego death
to reach my pinnacle
i been to hell and back 
and my soul freezing cold
wish that I never 
gave you the green light to go 
severed all connections
cut my wrists to seal the note
my demise is destined... 
but it’s nice to leave with hope!

Hook:

want me to be your dirty little secret 
can’t believe it 
i can’t keep it 
tear me to pieces 
this was a mistake 
i don’t need a heart to break 
bleeding out on a stake 
cut the real from the fake 
said you’d stay 
i knew you’d flake 
no more friends only foes
im counting benjys on the floor
record highs no more lows 
pack of woods from the store 
posted like the crow 
begging give me some more!

spiralforever :

i think i lost my grip 
i wake up feeling sick
i get burnt out quick 
i cant stand that shit 
this life this world through these eyes, 
it’s never real enough in this life, 
this world i’m a ghost in the shell 
ghost of myself 
somebody else 
somebody else 
i’m somebody else 
(someone someone someone someone) 
do you even know what it feels like baby 
to lose who you are, 
lose who you were 
to forget why you’re here striving for nothing

auxina:

want me to be your dirty little secret 
can’t believe it 
i can’t keep it 
tear me to pieces 
this was a mistake 
i don’t need a heart to break 
bleeding out on a stake 
cut the real from the fake 
said you’d stay 
i knew you’d flake 
no more friends only foes
im counting benjys on the floor
record highs no more lows 
pack of woods from the store 
posted like the crow 
begging give me some more!

hellheart! + spiralforever (CLOAK)

Lyrics<3

auxina: 

I just can’t get over you
Like what am I scared of?
All alone inside my room 
All these voices in my head (ummm) 
Your sweater on my dresser
Still smell like your perfume 
I just hope you’re hurting too
If your crying Ima need the proof [x2]


dethkitty:

can u hear me? can u feel me?
call ur name but i know ull never reach me
ive tried to change but im scared that this is all ill be
stuck in chains, and i might need u 2 set me free

hold me down
get me out of this town
i can breathe whenever ur around
cuz with u, i feel so safe and sound
i can feel, and this is so confound [x2]


auxina: 

I just can’t get over you
Like what am I scared of?
All alone inside my room 
All these voices in my head (ummm) 
Your sweater on my dresser
Still smell like your perfume 
I just hope you’re hurting too
If your crying Ima need the proof [x2]

crying perfume :c + dethkitty (CLOAK)

kms prod me n mimicsgate

lyrics! 

spiral🌀 

i get too invested
saying things i didn’t mean you know i never meant it
i’m in too deep and i can’t leave i guess i’ll just accept it
sometimes i only think about myself
sometimes it feels like i don’t have nobody else
living in a dream
nothing is real and nothing is what it seems
u took a part of me and i don’t want it back 
the way u look at me u know i can’t stay mad
(i can’t stay mad)
treating me like a lesson
treating like i’m less than
you
(saying things i didn’t mean you know i never meant it)
sorry to bother you
i’m just another you, we got too much in common
back to you, i tried subtracting u 
if we’re being honest
(if we’re being honest)

liliya 🥀

ive been moving forward im not going back
drugs in my system the room turn black
went too far and there’s no turning back
i don’t wanna talk just give me a rack 
i don’t wanna hang with none of y’all y’all wack
used to quit on myself but ima come right back 
he talking crazy and he finna get slapped
my life so shit but you know I’m fucking back

gleam✨

i get obssessive in the night time
blood drawn fangs out like its fright night
behind my back i didnt know u were a rat now
shooting bullets thru ur brain it make a splat sound
im in too deep baby girl in in the background
im sinking deeper baby girl please dont let me drown
please dont let me drown im in the deep end
wake up from this dream like it was pretend
i remember we was kissing on the weekends
all the armor on my heart i couldnt defend
i couldnt defend im filled with defects
u shut me out of ur life like im a reject

auxina🌐

About a bag 
Only things I build is stacks
Friendships fall between the cracks
I’m not trying to break my back
hate my old memories 
Hallways no one would speak to me  
shake demons off of me
my heart up as a offering 
I wonder what you meant 
When you said
That I couldn’t ever be the one
So sad
I’m just a girl inside your crazy world
No pity 
I could kill your heart 
You should fear me

mariana freestyle 24’ - spiral forever + liliya + gleam (SHINJU + APRIL 21)

lyrics🌐💫

auxina:

Little star drops 
Falling around my feet
Avoiding sharp rocks
From cutting into me 

Things aren’t the way
They used to be 
Seasons behaving 
Like I was split into three

bey: 

can you leave me alone
i just wanna go home
and that home was you
but now i feel like
i'm on my own

did you even notice
all my cuts and bruises
would you even care
if i jump off a 50 foot cliff?

and i know its different
and ur wasting my breath
but i can't help it
i'm still waiting for you to text

call that wishful thinking
but my faith is sinking
down to the ocean floor
oh i guess it's now over for 
me
for me

auxina:

Little star drops 
Falling around my feet
Avoiding sharp rocks
From cutting into me 

Things aren’t the way
They used to be 
Seasons behaving 
Like I was split into three

💫 𝓼𝓽𝓪𝓻𝓭𝓻𝓸𝓹𝓼💧 + beybladegirl🦄 (FLESH)

prod @sif666
mix/master @eserine
featuring @auxina3
cover art by @chimii777

lyrics:
@eserine
You didn't keep count of my wounds
Still haven't seen you, it's noon
My life you treat like a cartoon
My soul is a half moon

My soul you burnt to ashes
I'm getting all these flashes
Aren't you the fire starter?
My head is underwater

Did we just fall asleep?
Your heart is hard to keep
All of these complications
It's gotta be rejuvenation

@auxina3
It’s no coincidence
I'm so burnt out since this
You want me to forget
But the wounds persist

I've seen this kind of overview
And honestly I’m over you
Laying in a acid pool
Rotting till I see the truth

But you're a fire starter
Sent my heart to the slaughter
Impaled on spikes left to ponder
Why did I have to be a…. Martyr?

@eserine
My soul you burnt to ashes
I'm getting all these flashes
Aren't you the fire starter?
My head is underwater

Did we just fall asleep?
Your heart is hard to keep
All of these complications
It's gotta be rejuvenation

firestarter

Spotify

firestarter + auxina (prod. sif)

care prod me n mocha

insta: @srtsachi
MUSIC VID: https://youtu.be/GanWcpF-AiU?si=vM8TMte_9So1WaTd

dave blunts

dave blunts (prod. triss) [MUSIC VID IN DESCRIPTION]

produced by @v2nthan + @vihefoie + @makemeapromise
featuring @so-kuu

lyrics
yea she wanna talk
yea she wanna talk to me
but i don't give no fuck
i don't give no fuck
she can't have my heart
now i'm torn apart (x2)

you don't know nothin about me (x2)
i try to make you happy
i tried to make you happy
fucked up
i know i fucked up
i did it for ur love
keep burning up my lungs

[@v2nthan]
so torn apart
livin a lie
i feel like dying
i'm just so tired
i tried to fight, but i felt so numb
please just tell me that i'm enough

tor-n apart ft. sokuu (me + vihe + surgeon)

prod me

目が覚めてくる
日が下がってくる
僕は何度も何度も泣いたけど
夢をすべて壊したけど
だけど明日を見えるために
暗い道に
僕が
光を作る

弾ける
そっと輝く
朝日が昇る
僕はきっと
君と
僕たちの
道を
探す、いつか見つける

広い世界で
また歩いて
昨日に笑って明日に泣いて
日が下がってく
風が吹いてる
空を見ながら
手をつないでる

きっと青い空が見つける
だから僕が
君に
光を作る

*chorus*

hikari

prod me

i told u let it go now
im better like this, better off now
baby can u tell me how ...
how i cant move how i cant go
and i just wanted u to know
i didn't wanna let u go off
まだ忘れないで
その目で見つめないで

また戻るあの思い出
君と浜辺で座って
手をつないで
君と笑って
目をつぶって
君を描いて
わからないyeah
why is it like that
教えて僕には見えないYea
どこにもいない君はまるで透明
消えてもいいけどいまだにlonely

x2

we're better like this
(i wish i could've told u)

better like this #kiraTV

PROD ME & @1LUVPURP brotherz till the end,, @OURLOVESTORY

MUSIC VIDEO : https://youtu.be/JFDnccojF68

Lyrics :

i would cry for you until there are no tears left
tell me do you hear my voice inside your head
singing melodies knowing that there’s not much time left
sing your last breath
wanna see me drop dead ?

girl i know you wanna feel something 
and when you left you took a part of me
with you
i hate that i even feel this way
feels like I'm sitting in the passenger 
but looking at the rearview

I'm so used to your hand
i feel it holding mine
no it’s not her time
it’s got me out my mind
got my bros by my side @OURLOVESTORY
and we in the spotlight 
i got light in my eyes, can’t believe I'm so blind

dance under the rain do it until the morning 
i got scars all on my body stories that I'm showing 
look back at the past don’t know where I'm going
but I'm going I'm going
this isn’t what i wanted and you know it

SPOTIFY

Last breath (luvpurp & whyhaze)

prod.
@reijiroprod
@mis4ortune

notes:
we tried our best w/ @noahsuri
sometimes it doesn't work out
....

//

[suri]
ive tried my best but ive been feeling down 
and i can only think of times when u were still around
my head constantly hurts ima mess i feel bound
when u pushed me away i fell onto the ground
x2

these haunting mistakes
i cant get away
my vision is blurry the sky is gray
just tell me rn what u saw in me
like my hopes that u crushed and enjoyed to see
just thinking one conversation
what could possibly happen
i tried to argue
but u didnt listen
and even knowing how u treat me
i still want u by my side

(i tried to forget u, its hard to breathe when ur around)

[shiro]
yh lately ion wna think bout it
uve been on my mind n i cant forget the times that we had (oh no)
i cant forget the past, yh nowadays i js wna sit down n laugh
but all this traumas comin back to me like a tidal wave
whenever i see a glimpse of u, idk what to say
yh stuck in my brain yh 
force to see the past n the time when i hate to see u bye 
even now i cant say goodbye 
force to lie n u cant decide
whether or not u wna be there by my side yh
yh i tried my best, dont wna be around
n nowadays i cried so much that i cant even count
yh i cant be around u
forced to smile n lie too
am i really living life when my lifes is a lie too
and i noticed
u js expendable n out here tryna mess up my focus

//

tried my best... + suri 『reijiro/mis4ortune』

siouxxie - ogun guides me prod @zatru @kuro

https://soundcloud.com/defficile/3v1
not shit quality 

bleood - what is your purpose

lyrics💕

The suns out 
Im in full bloom 
Survived another night
Of not knowing what to do
Telling me it’s critical 
And I don’t have a clue 
Hearts etched into our wrists 
We made a pact between us two 
(You take a piece of me
And ill take a piece of you) x4

I’m so worried to keep these curses sealed 
It’s so toxic how come you never asked me how I feel
My mind’s a maze how could you ask me to hold still
I’m feeling nauseous
Except when im counting up dollar bills 
When you 
Realize that I never would hurt you
Diamonds in my eyes when I think about you
So many things 
So many things 
That die 
By my love will never 
say goodbye~

✨mei🪽 

im feeling so blue something is not alright
idk what to do, tell me how do i fight
but when youre next to meee
and when im next to youuu
i really felt like something came to my mind

cuz i know that with you im gna be alright
i really feel like its true
my heart is speaking to you that i wont let you go
naaaahhh

(i wanna be with u i wanna be with u)

sometimes yaa i feel dumb
sometimes i dont wanna laugh
sometimes yaa i feel dumb
but with you im always in lovee aaa

The suns out 
Im in full bloom 
Survived another night
Of not knowing what to do
Telling me it’s critical 
And I don’t have a clue 
Hearts etched into our wrists 
We made a pact between us two 
(You take a piece of me
And ill take a piece of you) x4

heart shaped holes + angelicxmei (XTASANE)

u still on some lame shit n im like wtf x 2
u a lick u keep the backdoor unlocked
im so tired of getting fucked over
oh my god

bitches act fake
while these niggas on my jock
yeah i don’t trip
cus i always tie my knot
do you love me
or do you love me not
imma go hard
cus this really all i got

niggas act famous x 2
and niggas be pretentious
so that they get benefits
fuck elon musk nigga
kill a white supremacist
this nigga saw god 
thought he was a fundamentalist
man theres so much hate up in the air
its rlly no love
and theres so much pain
that i cant ever take control of
i got way too high
bitch im too geeked
throwing up
pussy niggas will not drop the addy
cus im showing up
you still on some lame shit
n im like wtf
you a lick you keep the backdoor unlocked
im so tired of getting fucked over
oh my god
now i know you put that front up
for the law

bitches act fake
while these niggas on my jock
yeah i don’t trip
cus i always tie my knot
do you love me
or do you love me not
imma go hard
cus this really all i got

loves me, loves me not prod 1sadboii

ig: @auxina_2077
🌐@blackwingacademy🌐
#1 DROPOUT!!!