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auxina:

want me to be your dirty little secret 
can’t believe it 
i can’t keep it 
tear me to pieces 
this was a mistake 
i don’t need a heart to break 
bleeding out on a stake 
cut the real from the fake 
said you’d stay 
i knew you’d flake 
no more friends only foes
im counting benjys on the floor
record highs no more lows 
pack of woods from the store 
posted like the crow 
begging give me some more!

i knew you wasn’t sorry 
just another broken soul
tryna harm me 
since you got what you wanted
discard me 
this what happens when my demons
don’t guard me

better off alone 
tears fall in the snow 
fragile yeah I know 
ive been here once before
another cataclysm 
and my condition is critical 
had a ego death
to reach my pinnacle
i been to hell and back 
and my soul freezing cold
wish that I never 
gave you the green light to go 
severed all connections
cut my wrists to seal the note
my demise is destined... 
but it’s nice to leave with hope!

Hook:

want me to be your dirty little secret 
can’t believe it 
i can’t keep it 
tear me to pieces 
this was a mistake 
i don’t need a heart to break 
bleeding out on a stake 
cut the real from the fake 
said you’d stay 
i knew you’d flake 
no more friends only foes
im counting benjys on the floor
record highs no more lows 
pack of woods from the store 
posted like the crow 
begging give me some more!

spiralforever :

i think i lost my grip 
i wake up feeling sick
i get burnt out quick 
i cant stand that shit 
this life this world through these eyes, 
it’s never real enough in this life, 
this world i’m a ghost in the shell 
ghost of myself 
somebody else 
somebody else 
i’m somebody else 
(someone someone someone someone) 
do you even know what it feels like baby 
to lose who you are, 
lose who you were 
to forget why you’re here striving for nothing

auxina:

want me to be your dirty little secret 
can’t believe it 
i can’t keep it 
tear me to pieces 
this was a mistake 
i don’t need a heart to break 
bleeding out on a stake 
cut the real from the fake 
said you’d stay 
i knew you’d flake 
no more friends only foes
im counting benjys on the floor
record highs no more lows 
pack of woods from the store 
posted like the crow 
begging give me some more!

hellheart! + spiralforever (CLOAK)

lyrics:

Not a issue if you don't miss me...
That spin back baby its too risky!
Sippin that wok out my Stanley
These low ass levels they can't stand me,
The cellar, told her that I felt her!
I got em duckin no shelter,
I get it poppin like seltzer!

auxina:

Pedal on the floor and I show no pity
Brand new racks in a brand new city 
Brand new watch and brand new fendi 
Who like me I can’t say many 
So far gone Sippin on wok 
So long 
Can’t chalk it up  
Take no loss
Blood in a vile 
If that’s the cost
Feelin so free like eve  
Anti social 
Like peep hole 
Never been one w people
On my own like ten toes 
Residents be so evil
I walk with a weapon that’s lethal 
Through my eyes it’s so digital
I wonder can u be physical

mental:

Got a broken heart, put chrome up on my sleeve
Oh they mad at me, but they cant be like me
You not friend or foe, no we could not compete
I wake up in the night and fall asleep
Oh thats my bad
My bad, my bad
I swear I cant get attached
They mad at me for what? No I dont know
Thats my bad
Didn’t mean to fuck you over but I did
Oh thats my bad
My bad, my bad
I swear that thats my bad

Not a issue if you don't miss me...
That spin back baby its too risky!
Sippin that wok out my Stanley
These low ass levels they can't stand me,
The cellar, told her that I felt her!
I got em duckin no shelter,
I get it poppin like seltzer!

2risky + mental (ZIVO)

Lyrics<3

auxina: 

I just can’t get over you
Like what am I scared of?
All alone inside my room 
All these voices in my head (ummm) 
Your sweater on my dresser
Still smell like your perfume 
I just hope you’re hurting too
If your crying Ima need the proof [x2]


dethkitty:

can u hear me? can u feel me?
call ur name but i know ull never reach me
ive tried to change but im scared that this is all ill be
stuck in chains, and i might need u 2 set me free

hold me down
get me out of this town
i can breathe whenever ur around
cuz with u, i feel so safe and sound
i can feel, and this is so confound [x2]


auxina: 

I just can’t get over you
Like what am I scared of?
All alone inside my room 
All these voices in my head (ummm) 
Your sweater on my dresser
Still smell like your perfume 
I just hope you’re hurting too
If your crying Ima need the proof [x2]

crying perfume (CLOAK)

lyrics! 

spiral🌀 

i get too invested
saying things i didn’t mean you know i never meant it
i’m in too deep and i can’t leave i guess i’ll just accept it
sometimes i only think about myself
sometimes it feels like i don’t have nobody else
living in a dream
nothing is real and nothing is what it seems
u took a part of me and i don’t want it back 
the way u look at me u know i can’t stay mad
(i can’t stay mad)
treating me like a lesson
treating like i’m less than
you
(saying things i didn’t mean you know i never meant it)
sorry to bother you
i’m just another you, we got too much in common
back to you, i tried subtracting u 
if we’re being honest
(if we’re being honest)

liliya 🥀

ive been moving forward im not going back
drugs in my system the room turn black
went too far and there’s no turning back
i don’t wanna talk just give me a rack 
i don’t wanna hang with none of y’all y’all wack
used to quit on myself but ima come right back 
he talking crazy and he finna get slapped
my life so shit but you know I’m fucking back

gleam✨

i get obssessive in the night time
blood drawn fangs out like its fright night
behind my back i didnt know u were a rat now
shooting bullets thru ur brain it make a splat sound
im in too deep baby girl in in the background
im sinking deeper baby girl please dont let me drown
please dont let me drown im in the deep end
wake up from this dream like it was pretend
i remember we was kissing on the weekends
all the armor on my heart i couldnt defend
i couldnt defend im filled with defects
u shut me out of ur life like im a reject

auxina🌐

About a bag 
Only things I build is stacks
Friendships fall between the cracks
I’m not trying to break my back
hate my old memories 
Hallways no one would speak to me  
shake demons off of me
my heart up as a offering 
I wonder what you meant 
When you said
That I couldn’t ever be the one
So sad
I’m just a girl inside your crazy world
No pity 
I could kill your heart 
You should fear me

mariana freestyle 24’ - spiral forever + liliya + gleam (SHINJU + APRIL 21)

lyrics🌐💫

auxina:

I…
I don’t wanna try
I don’t wanna look you in the eye
I just know this all a lie
And you know I’m not alive 
Not alive 
Try and try 
To set aside 
All the things that
Put that put us down
All the things we can’t 
Surmount 
I don’t know 
This ain’t all of me 
But I know this ain’t a dream
Hold my hand and breathe 
I can’t really promise where we both will be

cloudii:

i really did try 
numb to my feelings
yeah is this real life? 
u ruined every wednesday for me can’t even lie 
u said i was special then just pushed me aside
no reasoning 
my literal nightmare 
i know i didn’t deserve it 
yeah i know it was not fair 
when things got too hard
all of a sudden you’re not there
i would wish u the best
but it’s hard when u don’t care 
well..
most of the artists that i like are dead anyway 
what would it matter to u if i met an early grave? 
maybe things really could’ve been better
yeah
maybe in another life..

auxina:

I…
I don’t wanna try
I don’t wanna look you in the eye
I just know this all a lie
And you know I’m not alive 
Not alive 
Try and try 
To set aside 
All the things that
Put that put us down
All the things we can’t 
Surmount 
I don’t know 
This ain’t all of me 
But I know this ain’t a dream
Hold my hand and breathe 
I can’t really promise where we both will be…

ଘｎｏｔ ａｌｉｖｅ✶ + cloudii ☁️(VIEN OPAL)

lyrics🌐💫

auxina:

Little star drops 
Falling around my feet
Avoiding sharp rocks
From cutting into me 

Things aren’t the way
They used to be 
Seasons behaving 
Like I was split into three

bey: 

can you leave me alone
i just wanna go home
and that home was you
but now i feel like
i'm on my own

did you even notice
all my cuts and bruises
would you even care
if i jump off a 50 foot cliff?

and i know its different
and ur wasting my breath
but i can't help it
i'm still waiting for you to text

call that wishful thinking
but my faith is sinking
down to the ocean floor
oh i guess it's now over for 
me
for me

auxina:

Little star drops 
Falling around my feet
Avoiding sharp rocks
From cutting into me 

Things aren’t the way
They used to be 
Seasons behaving 
Like I was split into three

💫 𝓼𝓽𝓪𝓻𝓭𝓻𝓸𝓹𝓼💧 + beybladegirl🦄 (FLESH)

starays w/ auxina 【 neil 】

lyrics⭐️

auxina:
its fucked up
I thought I could make you happy
my worlds crashing
you're all laughing
and I
thought trust was just a given
you just cut my heart in half like ribbons
labeled me the villain well you made one
I could see right through all your moves since day one
so sad
how does it feel to make a enemy?
this the killshot right to the kidneys!


peroxide
try to heal tonight
the scars run deep 
when trying to mark a side
don't wanna feed the fight 
a demon in the night
things were difficult before 
I wanna simplify
you wanna get me high
but I told you, you are not my type
I guess you want me to sympathize
but im done with the preamble
ima make you a example

@eserine :
You caught my attention
All these feelings got no retention
My soul has got no redemption
The way that you are "high tension"
No regression
As I thought I 
Didn't do it
Of course I couldn't do it
And you tried to kill me
So I had to kill you
It's a 2 kill shot

auxina:
its fucked up
I thought I could make you happy
my worlds crashing
you're all laughing
and I
thought trust was just a given
you just cut my heart in half like ribbons
labeled me the villain well you made one
I could see right through all your moves since day one
so sad
how does it feel to make a enemy?
this the killshot right to the kidneys!

2K_LLSHOT! + eserine (XTASANE)

happy + eserine (VOIDRAVE99)

Lyrics:

auxina:

Is it possible you were just a myth all this time? 
every touch, every kiss, a deep disguise... 
Fall into the caverns of my own mind 
Second guessing every choice I can’t rewind
Evaporated into nothingness, I regress 
Heartbreak came early, shuffle the deck 
I can’t act like I was blind, 
It’s what I expect. 
Never giving it your all, it was always less.

@korrindotnet:

it was always fucking less 
everything caved 
Couldn’t see what was next 
bby girl talkinn about 
the things in the text 
i don’t wanna talk about 
the things that I had said 
put it all to bed 
i don’t wanna write a note 
like I love death 
i don’t wanna know
what u did last night
can we just lay together 
i don wanna fight 

auxina: 

Loving you is easy 
Hating you is hard
don’t wanna think about 
What we did from the start

Is it possible you were just a myth all this time? 
every touch, every kiss, a deep disguise... 
Falling into the caverns of my own mind 
Second guessing every single choice I can’t rewind
Evaporated into nothingness, I regress 
Heartbreak came early, shuffle the deck 
I can’t act like I was blind, 
It’s what I expect. 
Never giving it your all, it was always less.

afterimage + @korrinsgone (NIGHTIGER)

lyrics :3 

Auxina:
Let’s get it cracking 
You know we out here packing
Not talking overseas 
I hope that you think that im acting 
Still posted up w all my day ones 
That saw the whole vision
Fused together no divison 
They gone crash out like collision 
I’m still coming down  
My gums numb im still rolling loud 
My phone been like a shinobi I can’t hear a fucking sound
I try to keep the peace and privacy  
they wanna see me smile  
Got Margielas on my toes I got another band to count 
So don't confuse me w another dumb bitch 
I’m one of one 
Run up on me and you one and done 
We send it like a punt
Got some wok inside my gut
I been lit up since the last hunt 
Feel like Kim like what’s the stitch 
You talkin shit? I up the switch... <3 

Injurie: 
i done came up too damn fast now i cant double back
they was hating on me, now my stats r up they shut their trap
n i done outstat their whole clique, now tell me.. how u feel bout that?
cuz i cant focus up on that, had to do this for myself
n what the fuck am i supposed to prove? the stats speak for themself
instead of focusing on talking shit focus on urself
cant give a fuck about these snails cuz they never catching up
and my DB doubled wit slugs, how u gon talk without a jaw?
i think u youngins need to find some manners before u sawed off
publicly talking bout problems like u isnt the problem
could squash u soundcloud leeches easily before u caught up
like that would even happen, they happy making bad tracks

Remilia: (coming soon)

kimera + injurie & remilia bandxz (OTM)

super crush + ilyporo (JANE & ENAZE)

lyrics!!!

@korrinsgone:
Ive made 2 many promises
frozen lies on my hands
I went and cancelled all my plans
I wanna stay inside in lair
I couldn’t really bare
another guilty stare
pls don’t take me there
i promise I wont care
how many shots sit inside this Beretta
sealing this up like a love letter

auxina:
Dangling on suicide 
I guess its do or die 
I don’t like to go outside
Unless its in the night
I was in the fog looking for your light
High above the mortal plane like a satellite 
See these red strings 
They apart of me 
Only thing that heals
Is putting on designer jeans
You say kinder things
But the results always sting
I want this forever 
But then I always get released
~~~~~~
Love is like a rose that wethers
Hanging from a straining tether
These new depths I’ll never measure
I just hope that your feeling better

@korrinsgone:
Ive made 2 many promises
frozen lies on my hands
I went and cancelled all my plans
I wanna stay inside in lair
I couldn’t really bare
another guilty stare
pls don’t take me there
i promise I wont care
how many shots sit inside this Beretta
sealing this up like a love letter

♱ no more promises ♱ + @korrinsgone (METIS)

raptorgf + gus (REVIVAL)

prod by @sif666
ft @auxina3

(cloudii)
i’ve been staring at the full moon
and it’s saying let it go
i’m not good at letting go
never felt that way i know

they wanna see who u are
crying all night 
u should rlly be a star
yeah
they wanna know who u are
hold urself together
while the world falls apart

yeah
i’m doing bad, so lonely
nobody next to me 
that i feel rlly knows me
yeah 
lost in the stars, surrounded
nothing else compares 
to that feeling when i’ve found it
and now ur running track around me
does ur heart stutter
when u think about me?
yeah
just wrap ur arms around me
tell me it’ll be okay
don’t leave me alone plz

yeah
i just been hurting myself on the regular
things just keep getting real bad
like i said they would
i would’ve stayed right next to u
if u said so
runaway
i keep falling
i can’t escape
can u hear me calling?
running after u
wipe the tears while they’re falling
rlly wanna know just how i’m feeling?
well i’m all in

(auxina)
done holding back my tears for u
feels like a thousand years and u still don’t have a clue 
is this perfect blue?
this emptiness feels familiar?
staring into the abyss 
begging please don’t make me choose
what’s there left to lose? 
at this point it’s all numb 
the spot that used to hurt 
doesn’t give the same jump
bandages around my throat 
right next to a lump
u can go ahead and take me
too tired to run

(cloudii)
they wanna see who u are
crying all night 
u should rlly be a star
yeah
they wanna know who u are
hold urself together
while the world falls apart

yeah
i’m doing bad, so lonely
nobody next to me 
that i feel rlly knows me
yeah 
lost in the stars, surrounded
nothing else compares 
to that feeling when i’ve found it
and now ur running track around me
does ur heart stutter
when u think about me?
yeah
just wrap ur arms around me
tell me it’ll be okay
don’t leave me alone plz

i’m doing bad alone
i’m doing bad alone
i’m doing bad on my lonely..

Celestial ft auxina (corpsekitty)

lovely melody~

lyrics:

Are you there?
I’m still calling
Keep on talking 
Don’t go silent 
I’m all out of sorrys 
I tried my best 
To keep you safe 
I made a worse mess
What will it take? (x2)

auxina:

Sharing my heart is such a burden 
I’m asking  what’s  the purpose 
You shatter it into a million pieces 
Then call me worthless
Standing in this old apartment building 
Gotta re-trace my steps 
Where did we go wrong 
How much can I give until I give up yet?
Every hallway is a light year 
Why can’t I  see my path clear
Stars hiding behind these dark tears 
won’t live in my fears
Well aquatinted w a rusty razor blade
Cut my throat and save the day 
Sick of silence in the room for goodness sake  

frendi:

Nothing feel the same, so I empty out my brain
Glocky, it go bang, somethings never change (like my love baby for you)
Read between them lines, baby, I can't waste no time baby
Who's wrong, and who's right, baby? Don't really wanna cry, baby
Yes, I really tried baby, you're not for me, but I'm not good for you
Swerve around in that coupe, could you hold me, down, down, down? (Down, baby are you down, down, down down? Down, down)

Are you there?
I’m still calling
Keep on talking 
Don’t go silent 
I’m all out of sorrys 
I tried my best 
To keep you safe 
I made a worse mess
What will it take? (x2)

the space between spaces + yungfrendi (WARHEART)

lyrics <33

auxina:
Letting burdens get the best of things
(not your fault!) x2
Feels like love is falling out of reach 
(not your fault!) x2 
Its getting harder to trust
Don’t wanna call any bluffs
We’ve been through it enough
Doesn’t seem we’ve hit any luck
But I don’t wanna close any doors  
Leaving a crack so the light can pour 
Let it come from the source... 
Don’t know how much I can endure 

Taking pictures at the theater
Perfect cinema 
Its not good enough
If we are in love
What’s in the underbrush?
Youre irregular
These secrets piling up 
locket box covered in dust
I should’ve known this was the end!
You said you hated all my friends
But I thought you were special 
Gassed up like its petrol 
Damage to my mental 
Cut things off you said that’s overkill
Monster like this clover field
Let my demons to go make a deal
I'm at peace in Elysium fields 

(Diego verse coming soon)

our memories are stored below + diegointhedark (TOYEMA)

lyrics💕

The suns out 
Im in full bloom 
Survived another night
Of not knowing what to do
Telling me it’s critical 
And I don’t have a clue 
Hearts etched into our wrists 
We made a pact between us two 
(You take a piece of me
And ill take a piece of you) x4

I’m so worried to keep these curses sealed 
It’s so toxic how come you never asked me how I feel
My mind’s a maze how could you ask me to hold still
I’m feeling nauseous
Except when im counting up dollar bills 
When you 
Realize that I never would hurt you
Diamonds in my eyes when I think about you
So many things 
So many things 
That die 
By my love will never 
say goodbye~

✨mei🪽 

im feeling so blue something is not alright
idk what to do, tell me how do i fight
but when youre next to meee
and when im next to youuu
i really felt like something came to my mind

cuz i know that with you im gna be alright
i really feel like its true
my heart is speaking to you that i wont let you go
naaaahhh

(i wanna be with u i wanna be with u)

sometimes yaa i feel dumb
sometimes i dont wanna laugh
sometimes yaa i feel dumb
but with you im always in lovee aaa

The suns out 
Im in full bloom 
Survived another night
Of not knowing what to do
Telling me it’s critical 
And I don’t have a clue 
Hearts etched into our wrists 
We made a pact between us two 
(You take a piece of me
And ill take a piece of you) x4

heart shaped holes + angelicxmei (XTASANE)

lyrics: 

auxina

Baby youre killing me 
But I think that I like it
I think I like it
Up late night seeing things like a psychic
SMS an SOS like Im on a sidekick
Passenger to my anxieties 
So I don’t know whose driving
I don’t know whose driving  
Cut my heart open like a titan
I won’t be frightened 
Cause baby Im still smiling   
 
Never again
Never again
I took your hand
You planned my death
Step by step.. 
I walked into your web
Your crimson eyes
I lost my breath again!  

@korrindotnet
i let u open up these wounds for good
i let u peer in my tomb for fools 
beckoning me ur spiral arms 
eye of ur storm where i found my calm 
my friends? i don have any friends
my family? concerned with this 
ill be honest on how this ends
pouring my soul till my last was spent
on the edge of the bridge, suspended by grief
i could take a leap and fall away to the deep 
feeling blood bound beyond what i can see
wondering how that sounds as i drift into sleep

Baby youre killing me 
But I think that I like it
I think I like it
Up late night seeing things like a psychic
SMS an SOS like Im on a sidekick
Passenger to my anxieties 
So I don’t know whose driving
I don’t know whose driving  
Cut my heart open like a titan
I won’t be frightened 
Cause baby Im still smiling!

clairvoyance + @korrinsgone (RUNAWWAY & SOCHI)

ig: @auxinavstheworld
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