features and collabs!! c:

prod me & @taylor

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did it wrong
smoking fags in philly
i put u on
new pack im dizzy
keep me locked
in a different city
im super gone
doin lines of kitty

i wasnt sposed to keep trying
you fucked me over stop lying
cant stand the sound of you crying
took another dose now i'm flying

laying on the floor, feel like dying
goodbyes im gathering my things
feel nauseous, pain in my stomach
too fucked, cant read what im typing

give up, im giving
no hunger, wont eat
u cant control me
im always performing

last time swear to god
how im feeling feel lost
while you cut, cut me up
while i turn, turn it off

run me around
when i come down
cant be without
high in the clouds
cant hear a sound
i miss you now
bring me back down
bring me back down

dizzy prod. taylor morgan & emorave

@pradaaslife
prod @omgnothere @beatsbykrave
Art by 08gee

poison ft. pradaaslife (prod. nothere x krave)

@820 @https://on.soundcloud.com/naC1mHvXuCwvK4ns5

babytooth ft. nosgov「dy.wsh」

auxina:

want me to be your dirty little secret 
can’t believe it 
i can’t keep it 
tear me to pieces 
this was a mistake 
i don’t need a heart to break 
bleeding out on a stake 
cut the real from the fake 
said you’d stay 
i knew you’d flake 
no more friends only foes
im counting benjys on the floor
record highs no more lows 
pack of woods from the store 
posted like the crow 
begging give me some more!

i knew you wasn’t sorry 
just another broken soul
tryna harm me 
since you got what you wanted
discard me 
this what happens when my demons
don’t guard me

better off alone 
tears fall in the snow 
fragile yeah I know 
ive been here once before
another cataclysm 
and my condition is critical 
had a ego death
to reach my pinnacle
i been to hell and back 
and my soul freezing cold
wish that I never 
gave you the green light to go 
severed all connections
cut my wrists to seal the note
my demise is destined... 
but it’s nice to leave with hope!

Hook:

want me to be your dirty little secret 
can’t believe it 
i can’t keep it 
tear me to pieces 
this was a mistake 
i don’t need a heart to break 
bleeding out on a stake 
cut the real from the fake 
said you’d stay 
i knew you’d flake 
no more friends only foes
im counting benjys on the floor
record highs no more lows 
pack of woods from the store 
posted like the crow 
begging give me some more!

spiralforever :

i think i lost my grip 
i wake up feeling sick
i get burnt out quick 
i cant stand that shit 
this life this world through these eyes, 
it’s never real enough in this life, 
this world i’m a ghost in the shell 
ghost of myself 
somebody else 
somebody else 
i’m somebody else 
(someone someone someone someone) 
do you even know what it feels like baby 
to lose who you are, 
lose who you were 
to forget why you’re here striving for nothing

auxina:

want me to be your dirty little secret 
can’t believe it 
i can’t keep it 
tear me to pieces 
this was a mistake 
i don’t need a heart to break 
bleeding out on a stake 
cut the real from the fake 
said you’d stay 
i knew you’d flake 
no more friends only foes
im counting benjys on the floor
record highs no more lows 
pack of woods from the store 
posted like the crow 
begging give me some more!

hellheart! + spiralforever (CLOAK)

Lyrics<3

auxina: 

I just can’t get over you
Like what am I scared of?
All alone inside my room 
All these voices in my head (ummm) 
Your sweater on my dresser
Still smell like your perfume 
I just hope you’re hurting too
If your crying Ima need the proof [x2]


dethkitty:

can u hear me? can u feel me?
call ur name but i know ull never reach me
ive tried to change but im scared that this is all ill be
stuck in chains, and i might need u 2 set me free

hold me down
get me out of this town
i can breathe whenever ur around
cuz with u, i feel so safe and sound
i can feel, and this is so confound [x2]


auxina: 

I just can’t get over you
Like what am I scared of?
All alone inside my room 
All these voices in my head (ummm) 
Your sweater on my dresser
Still smell like your perfume 
I just hope you’re hurting too
If your crying Ima need the proof [x2]

crying perfume (CLOAK)

lyrics! 

spiral🌀 

i get too invested
saying things i didn’t mean you know i never meant it
i’m in too deep and i can’t leave i guess i’ll just accept it
sometimes i only think about myself
sometimes it feels like i don’t have nobody else
living in a dream
nothing is real and nothing is what it seems
u took a part of me and i don’t want it back 
the way u look at me u know i can’t stay mad
(i can’t stay mad)
treating me like a lesson
treating like i’m less than
you
(saying things i didn’t mean you know i never meant it)
sorry to bother you
i’m just another you, we got too much in common
back to you, i tried subtracting u 
if we’re being honest
(if we’re being honest)

liliya 🥀

ive been moving forward im not going back
drugs in my system the room turn black
went too far and there’s no turning back
i don’t wanna talk just give me a rack 
i don’t wanna hang with none of y’all y’all wack
used to quit on myself but ima come right back 
he talking crazy and he finna get slapped
my life so shit but you know I’m fucking back

gleam✨

i get obssessive in the night time
blood drawn fangs out like its fright night
behind my back i didnt know u were a rat now
shooting bullets thru ur brain it make a splat sound
im in too deep baby girl in in the background
im sinking deeper baby girl please dont let me drown
please dont let me drown im in the deep end
wake up from this dream like it was pretend
i remember we was kissing on the weekends
all the armor on my heart i couldnt defend
i couldnt defend im filled with defects
u shut me out of ur life like im a reject

auxina🌐

About a bag 
Only things I build is stacks
Friendships fall between the cracks
I’m not trying to break my back
hate my old memories 
Hallways no one would speak to me  
shake demons off of me
my heart up as a offering 
I wonder what you meant 
When you said
That I couldn’t ever be the one
So sad
I’m just a girl inside your crazy world
No pity 
I could kill your heart 
You should fear me

mariana freestyle 24’ - spiral forever + liliya + gleam (SHINJU + APRIL 21)

lyrics🌐💫

auxina:

Little star drops 
Falling around my feet
Avoiding sharp rocks
From cutting into me 

Things aren’t the way
They used to be 
Seasons behaving 
Like I was split into three

bey: 

can you leave me alone
i just wanna go home
and that home was you
but now i feel like
i'm on my own

did you even notice
all my cuts and bruises
would you even care
if i jump off a 50 foot cliff?

and i know its different
and ur wasting my breath
but i can't help it
i'm still waiting for you to text

call that wishful thinking
but my faith is sinking
down to the ocean floor
oh i guess it's now over for 
me
for me

auxina:

Little star drops 
Falling around my feet
Avoiding sharp rocks
From cutting into me 

Things aren’t the way
They used to be 
Seasons behaving 
Like I was split into three

💫 𝓼𝓽𝓪𝓻𝓭𝓻𝓸𝓹𝓼💧 + beybladegirl🦄 (FLESH)

@taylor
@4evrgone
@emorave

leap of faith, fuckin jump yea
tat my face, fall in love yea
ran a race, 81 yea
at my place, shawty fun yea

rip it til im fucking numb yea
standing on helix money
talk alot, thats enough
ran a race that i won yea

ran a race, brand new rari
fucked ur girl, im not sorry
dare you to try and stop me
all these hoes it gets lonely

bands like elastic 
so do the patek
man ur bitch all plastic
helix tears im contracted 

hey give it up
whip wasnt fast enough
2 12s on my wrist bitch i was stackin up
in Philadelphia 
n she want pics w me too
u love me but i hate u

leap of faith +emorave (taylor morgan 4evr)

uh huh  
im gone
i passed out
blacked out

wanna break out, leave me alone
first time
full dose

uh huh
im god
i cant stay long
i forgot

take another, it dont last long
please stop
im lost

uh huh
drippin blood
thats enough
on the run

cut urself
go on walks
gotta help
we can talk

never leave the block
always bad luck
i got bad blood
i cant choose love

i dont love shit
dont wanna be this
i cant focus
opiate fix

im so broken
i cant be fixed
treat me like shit
unsafe what i mix

different color pills
who cares what i feel
i dont wanna live
who cares if im real

chasing prod. jolst & cutspace

prod by @sif666
ft @auxina3

(cloudii)
i’ve been staring at the full moon
and it’s saying let it go
i’m not good at letting go
never felt that way i know

they wanna see who u are
crying all night 
u should rlly be a star
yeah
they wanna know who u are
hold urself together
while the world falls apart

yeah
i’m doing bad, so lonely
nobody next to me 
that i feel rlly knows me
yeah 
lost in the stars, surrounded
nothing else compares 
to that feeling when i’ve found it
and now ur running track around me
does ur heart stutter
when u think about me?
yeah
just wrap ur arms around me
tell me it’ll be okay
don’t leave me alone plz

yeah
i just been hurting myself on the regular
things just keep getting real bad
like i said they would
i would’ve stayed right next to u
if u said so
runaway
i keep falling
i can’t escape
can u hear me calling?
running after u
wipe the tears while they’re falling
rlly wanna know just how i’m feeling?
well i’m all in

(auxina)
done holding back my tears for u
feels like a thousand years and u still don’t have a clue 
is this perfect blue?
this emptiness feels familiar?
staring into the abyss 
begging please don’t make me choose
what’s there left to lose? 
at this point it’s all numb 
the spot that used to hurt 
doesn’t give the same jump
bandages around my throat 
right next to a lump
u can go ahead and take me
too tired to run

(cloudii)
they wanna see who u are
crying all night 
u should rlly be a star
yeah
they wanna know who u are
hold urself together
while the world falls apart

yeah
i’m doing bad, so lonely
nobody next to me 
that i feel rlly knows me
yeah 
lost in the stars, surrounded
nothing else compares 
to that feeling when i’ve found it
and now ur running track around me
does ur heart stutter
when u think about me?
yeah
just wrap ur arms around me
tell me it’ll be okay
don’t leave me alone plz

i’m doing bad alone
i’m doing bad alone
i’m doing bad on my lonely..

Celestial ft auxina (corpsekitty)

traffic w/ mckel

prod @remghost

maybe it’s just me but nothing feels the same 
the way u look at me idk what to say 
The way u make me feel I can’t really explain 
yea I need u here there’s just no other way 

I can’t make it up to me, theres so much I didn’t see 
Baby really all I need is for you to come with me 
Watch the world falling apart, don’t care as long as I got you 
baby wherever we are, I know we can make it far 

I got used to exhaustion, but backing off ain’t no option 
I guess I got what I wanted 
I feel like nothing, turned to something 
I’m on my knees, need you to carry me 
I feel like a bunny, the way I’m jumpy
I love money, it’s disgustingmaybe it’s just me but nothing feels the same 
the way u look at me idk what to say 
The way u make me feel I can’t really explain 
yea I need u here there’s just no other way 

I can’t make it up to me, theres so much I didn’t see 
Baby really all I need is for you to come with me 
Watch the world falling apart, don’t care as long as I got you 
baby wherever we are, I know we can make it far 

I got used to exhaustion, but backing off ain’t no option 
I guess I got what I wanted 
I feel like nothing, turned to something 
I’m on my knees, need you to carry me 
I feel like a bunny, the way I’m jumpy
I love money, it’s disgusting

Bunny (remghost)

prod @rubbishrubbish

i dont wanna be alone again
i always end up like this
its always my fault
i lost control
let it all go
let it all go
i am poisonous stay away
legs restless so i stay awake
im used to this pain
useless, insane
always afraid
always afraid

instant attachment its dog life
redid the flow now its godlike
i can buy you anything u want like
i dont wanna die
hours i cried
sad so i roll and fuckin spark up
hate it when im wrong im fucking stuck up
if i dont know you shut the fuck up
i got bad luck
i do bad stuff

all this shit i do is really fucked up
i cant fuckin stop self destructing
such a bad habit that its part of me
please im dying
just need one thing
lie to you again i feel disgusting
how can i expect you to trust me
hold me fucking once and i start crushing
but you dont love me
you think im lusting

you assume i dont have real feelings
that i just play with u to feel things
you know nothing bout the pain that i deal with
i feel real shit
it just hit quick
mixin up the molly like some bisquick
feels like nothings ever gonna fix it
so much trauma i cant even list it
i dont fit in
not realistic

Celestial ft auxina (corpsekitty)

cloudii

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